Marrying an Invalid: A Story
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Helen came home late from the clinic where she worked as a nurse in the trauma ward. She lingered in the bath before finally shuffling into the kitchen, still in her dressing gown.
There are some sausages and mash in the pan, her mother offered, peering into her daughters face, trying to figure her out. Hard day, Helen? Are you all right?
Im not hungry, Mum. Im hideous as it is, and if I stuff myself, no one will ever take a second look at me, Helen replied gloomily, pouring herself a cup of tea.
What absolute nonsense! her mother blurted out in alarm. Youre finethose bright, clever eyes, and a perfectly nice nose and lips! Dont talk rubbish about yourself, Helen.
All I know, Mum, is that all my friends are married already, and Im still single! The only men who seem interested are those no one else wants, and the ones I actually like never give me a second glance. Whats wrong with me? Helen scowled, waiting for an answer.
You simply havent met your match yet, thats all. Your time will come, her mum tried to comfort her, but Helen only became more wound up.
Match? Oh, I knowthats because my eyes are too small, my lips are thin, and look at this nose! If we had the money, Id get everything fixed, but were hardly loaded. So Ive decided: Ill marry one of the injured lads at the clinic. Some of them lost everything after an accidenttheir girlfriends left them. What choice do I have? Im thirty-threetimes running out!
Oh, Helen, dont say such things. Your fathers got dodgy legs and look at himstill gets by. I was hoping your husband might help a bit at the allotment, lend a hand at the cottage. It would be a real help, honestly. How will we manage? her mother blurted out, regretting it instantly. But dont get me wrong, Helen. Theres no need for you to settle for someone like that, not everyone lives comfortably, but why should you take on such trouble? See, look at Tom from next doorhes a good lad, always had his eye on you. Strong as an oxyoud have healthy kids, and
Oh, Mum, pleasenot Tom! He never keeps a job, always down the pub, and what on earth would I talk about with him? Helen protested.
Why do you need to talk? Id tell him Go and dig the garden, then come in for dinner. Or pop to the shop. Hes good-hearted, works hardperhaps you two could make it work, her mother tried to reason, almost pleading. But Helen simply pushed her tea aside, stood up, and muttered, Im off to bed. Honestly, MumI thought you at least saw me as a person, but you think Im a monster like everyone else
Helen, love, no! Dont be silly her mother started after her, but Helen just waved her off.
Thats enough, Mum, Helen said, closing her bedroom door in her mothers face.
She lay in bed, unable to sleep, thinking about the new patienta young man whose leg had been amputated just above the ankle.
Hed been trapped under a fallen beam in a half-collapsed house scheduled for demolition. By the time they got him out, it was too late to save his leg.
Nobody ever visited him. He wasnt even thirty.
At first, in the days after his operation, he clung to Helens hand and looked up at her with such pleading eyes. But as the reality dawned on him, he simply stared at the ceiling, silent and withdrawn. Helen felt especially sorry for himperhaps because he had no one at all.
Dyou reckon Ill be able to walk again? he asked her one day, not even looking her way. Helen replied with all the firm confidence she could muster:
Of course you will. Everything will heal in no timeyoure young and strong!
Thats what everyone says. Id like to see you try getting on without a legsome life! he snapped suddenly, turning to face the wall, as though she was to blame.
And why did you go in there in the first place? Helen shot back, annoyed. You only have yourself to blame!
Thought I saw something in there, he muttered. Now, whenever she came into the ward, hed turn away, facing the wall.
Helen quietly observed himhe had clear blue eyes, sharp as ice, and a gentle, handsome face. It was such a pity
Pitying me, are you? He caught her looking at him once. Its obvious. Thats all you can do for someone like me now. No one loves men like mejust pity.
People dont fall for women like me, eitherlegs and arms and all. Something about me is just off. No one even feels sorry for me. Would be easier if I had no legs at allat least someone might take pity on me! Helen snapped, the sting of self-pity burning behind her eyes.
But for the first time, Michael smiled at her.
Dont be daft. You, not pretty? Youre kidding me, arent you? I look at you and feel jealous of the bloke you end up with, honestly.
Helen stared at him, half incredulousbut somehow, she believed him. She blurted what shed been meaning to say:
And if I picked youwould you marry me? Youre silent, so that means youre lying. I can see right through you!
Helen got up, heading for the door in mock indignation.
Michael propped himself up on his elbows, trying to sit up as if he could chase after her. Remembering he couldnt, he called after her:
Helen, marry me! I promise, soon enough itll be like nothing ever happened to my leg. Ill be back on my feet in no timedont go, Helen!
She paused in the corridor, on the verge of tears, but at the very same moment, she quietly realised he was the one.
It didnt matter about her nose or eyes, or his missing legthey had found each other, and that was all that mattered.
Her moment had come, just as her mother had always said.
Michael tackled his rehabilitation with stubborn determination. Now he had purposea wonderful girl to marry, and a future he was resolved to stand up for.
He wanted Helen to stop feeling sad, to know that she was anything but unwanted. He needed herdesperately. Life only made sense by her side.
You look like youve fallen in love at last, darling, her mum observed a couple of weeks later. Youre absolutely glowing! I thought you said you werent pretty.
Helen didnt bother denying it. She felt as though she had wings, and her hearts dearest wish was for Michael to walk comfortably again and grow used to his prosthesis.
Little by little, their walks grew longer: first in the clinics garden, then along the snow-dusted, dazzling streets of London, festooned with Christmas lights as the New Year approached.
One day, Ill show you where it happenedthe house they knocked down. Michael showed her the place where the accident took place.
And what were you after, anyway? Helen asked, remembering. You never did say.
He hesitated, half smiling. Youll laughI saw a skinny black-and-white puppy there, shivering and alone. I thought, if I brought him home, at least Id have someone to keep me company.
Just then, a scrawny grey dog with anxious eyes was watching them from a distance, afraid to come closer.
Thats him, Im sure of it! Michael was overjoyed. The dog followed them, keeping a safe distance, all the way home.
Well, arent you lucky, Helen, marrying such a handsome manbit younger than you, too, and with his own flat and no mother-in-law to fuss about! her friends teased at the wedding.
Helens mother wept a little when Michael started calling her Mum. He was raised in care, with no family to speak of. But he had a good heart and, most importantly, they loved each other. That was all that mattered.
As for the overgrown allotmentwell, never mind. Theyd manage just fine; Michael did everything with a will, and always saw things through.
Now Helen and Michael live together with their dog Tobythe same one Michael had tried to rescue. Soon, their family will grow by one more; Helen is expecting a daughter any day.
Never give in to despairor you might miss your own happiness altogether.
After all, lifes greatest beauty is in its unpredictability.












