I have been living with my husband for a year now, and I feel lonely at heart. There is no communication at work, because my job does not allow it. You work for yourself. I work two days in two. On the weekends, I either go out alone or sit in the four walls. My husband is tired after work, my friends are busy with their business and they have no time to socialize.
I feel very lonely. I walk alone, I entertain myself in my head. My husband is not interested in my affairs and does not participate in them. You can say I live alone at 50%. It is impossible to have pets, allergies. Constantly languishing and crying from the heaviness inside. There is no ease and relaxation. Like apathy and moping.
I feel lonely. No inspiration for life. Constantly tears and heaviness and no one around, although there are people close to me. I dread the evening, because the longing and loneliness gets stronger. Yes, I watch movies with my husband, we relax after work, but still there is a mental emptiness. As if everything stopped and there is only emptiness around me.
