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I’m 47 Years Old. For 15 Years, I Worked as a Personal Driver for a Senior Executive at a Leading UK Tech Firm. My Boss Was Always Fair – I Had a Good Salary, Bonuses, Excellent Benefits and Even Extra Rewards. I Drove Him Everywhere: to Meetings, the Airport, Business Dinners, and Even Family Events. Thanks to This Job, My Family Lived Comfortably – I Gave My Three Children a Good Education, Bought a Modest House on a Mortgage and We Never Lacked for Anything. Last Tuesday, I Had to Drive Him to a Very Important Meeting at a Prestigious London Hotel. As Always: Suit Pressed, Car Immaculate, Arrived on Time. On the Way, He Told Me the Meeting Was Crucial, with International Guests, and Asked Me to Wait in the Car, as It Might Take a While. I Said That Was No Problem—I’d Wait as Long as Needed. The Meeting Started in the Morning. I Stayed in the Car. Lunchtime Came, Then Afternoon, and Still No Sign. I Texted to Check If Everything Was Alright and If He Needed Anything. He Replied That All Was Going Well—Just to Give Him Another Hour. Evening Fell. I Was Hungry But Didn’t Leave—I Didn’t Want Him to Return and Not Find Me. Around 8:30 pm, I Saw Him Come Out of the Hotel with His Guests—all Laughing, Clearly Pleased. I Quickly Got Out to Open the Door for Them. He Asked Me to Take Them to Dinner. I Politely Agreed and Drove Off. During the Drive, the Guests Spoke English. Over the Years, I’d Been Teaching Myself the Language After Work, Always Wanting to Improve, Though I’d Never Mentioned It at Work. I Understood Every Word. At One Point, One of the Guests Asked If the Driver Had Been Waiting All Day and Remarked That This Showed Real Dedication. My Boss Laughed and Said Something That Cut Me to the Core: “That’s What I Pay Him For. He’s Just a Driver—He’s Got Nothing Better to Do.” The Others Laughed. I Felt a Lump in My Throat, But Held It Together. I Drove On as If I Hadn’t Heard. When We Arrived, He Mentioned the Dinner Would Run Long, Telling Me to Go Grab Something to Eat and Return in Two Hours. I Agreed Calmly. I Went to a Nearby Kiosk and Ate, But His Words Kept Echoing in My Head: “Just a Driver.” Fifteen Years of Loyalty, Early Mornings, Waiting Hours… Is That All I Was to Him? After Two Hours, I Returned, Picked Them Up and Drove Them Back. He Was Pleased—the Meeting Had Gone Well. The Next Day, I Arrived as Usual. As He Got In, I Left My Resignation Letter on the Seat Beside Him. He Saw It and, Confused, Asked What It Was. I Told Him I Was Respectfully, but Firmly, Handing in My Notice. He Was Shocked, Asked If I Wanted More Money or If Something Had Happened. I Told Him It Wasn’t About Money—I Just Needed to Seek New Opportunities. He Insisted on Knowing the Real Reason. When We Stopped at a Traffic Light, I Looked at Him and Said That the Night Before, He’d Called Me “Just a Driver” With Nothing Better to Do—and Maybe That Was True, for Him. But I Deserved to Work Somewhere I Was Respected. He Went Pale. He Tried to Explain That He Didn’t Mean It, That It Was Just an Offhand Remark. I Told Him I Understood, But After 15 Years, That Said It All. I Had the Right to Work Where I Was Valued. At the Office, He Asked Me to Reconsider, Offering a Significant Pay Rise. I Refused. I Said I’d Work My Notice Period and Then Leave. My Last Day Was Difficult—He Tried Until the End to Persuade Me to Stay With Even Better Offers. But My Mind Was Made Up. Today, I Work Somewhere New—A Man Called and Offered Me a Role, Not as a Driver, But as a Coordinator, With Better Pay, My Own Office, and Regular Hours. He Told Me He Valued Loyal, Diligent People. I Accepted Without Hesitation. Later, I Got a Message From My Old Boss—He Said He Regretted What Happened, That I Was More Than Just a Driver, I Was Someone He Relied On, and Asked for Forgiveness. I Haven’t Replied Yet. Now I’m Settled in My New Job, I Feel Appreciated, But Sometimes I Wonder—Did I Do the Right Thing? Should I Have Given Him a Second Chance? Sometimes, a Single Comment, Said in Five Seconds, Can Change a Relationship Built Over Fifteen Years. What Do You Think—Did I Make the Right Decision, or Did I Overreact?
Im 47. For the past fifteen years, Id been working as a personal driver for an executive at a prestigious
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The Doorbell Rang… and In Stormed the Mother-in-Law: “Come On, Dear Daughter-in-Law, What Secrets Are You Keeping from My Son?” – An Unexpected Family Drama Unfolds in a British Flat When Fedor’s Mum Demands Answers About a Hidden Inheritance and Rental Income!
So, get thisthe doorbell goes, and suddenly my mother-in-law bursts into the flat, doesnt even say hello
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My Husband’s Mistress: When I Met the Other Woman at “Coffee Heaven” and Discovered the Most Unbelievable Secret on Our Tenth Anniversary
The Other Woman Milly sat in her Vauxhall Astra, eyes glued to the satnav. The address was right there
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“She’s Not Just the Wife: A Story of Twelve Years, Forgotten Talents, and the Day an ‘Easy’ Marriage Became a Partnership”
So wheres she going to run off to, eh? You see, Tom, a woman shes like a rented car. As long as you fill
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I Was in This Relationship for Five Years: Two Years Married, Three Years Living Together—and Most of That Time Long Distance. We Only Met Every Few Months, Yet Everything Felt Perfect, Until the Day I Discovered His Betrayal and Chose to Walk Away Before Becoming Like Him
I was in that relationship for five years. We were married for two of them and lived together for three.
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“We’ll Stay Here Until Summer!”: How I Finally Kicked Out My Husband’s Cheeky Relatives, Changed the Locks, and Took Back My Home The intercom didn’t just buzz – it howled, demanding attention. I glanced at the clock: seven a.m. on a Saturday. The only day I’d planned a lie-in after closing the quarterly report, and definitely not a day for visitors. On the video screen appeared my sister-in-law’s face. Svetlana, my husband Igor’s sister, looked ready to storm the barricades, with three wild-haired kids bobbing in the background. “Igor!” I called without picking up. “Your family’s here. Deal with it.” He shuffled out of the bedroom pulling his shorts on backwards, knowing from my tone that my patience for his relatives was long gone. While he mumbled into the intercom, I waited arms crossed in my own hallway—my flat, my rules. I’d bought this central London three-bed years before we got married, slaved through the mortgage, and the last thing I wanted was a house full of strangers. The door banged open and in tumbled the clan. Svetlana, weighed down with bags, didn’t even greet me—just shouldered past like I was a piece of furniture. “Thank goodness we made it!” she announced, dropping her bags right onto my Italian tiles. “Alina, why are you rooted at the door? Put the kettle on, the kids are starving after the journey.” “Svetlana,” I said evenly, while Igor shrank into his shoulders. “What’s going on?” “What, he didn’t tell you?” she answered, immediately in innocent mode. “We’re having major renovations! New pipes, new floors, impossible to live at home, dust everywhere. We’ll just stay with you for a week. Plenty of space in this palace of yours, isn’t there?” I turned to Igor, who suddenly found the ceiling fascinating, clearly dreading what would come later. “Igor?” “Oh come on, Alina,” he pleaded, “She’s my sister. Where are they supposed to go? Just a week.” “One week,” I replied. “Seven days. You feed yourselves, no running around the flat, no touching the walls, keep away from my office, and absolute silence after ten.” Svetlana rolled her eyes. “You’re such a fun sponge, Alina. Alcatraz couldn’t compete. Anyway, where do we sleep? Not on the floor, I hope?” And so began the nightmare. A week turned to two. Then three. My spotless flat designed with care now resembled a barn. The hallway was a hazard of filthy shoes, the kitchen a disaster zone: greasy stains on quartz, crumbs, sticky puddles. Svetlana behaved like a lady of the manor, and I was the staff. “Alina, why’s the fridge empty?” she complained one night. “The kids need yogurts, and Igor and I want meat. Can’t you spoil your relatives a bit, now you’re on such a good salary?” “You’ve got a bank card and shops,” I replied, not looking up from my laptop. “Delivery’s 24/7.” “Stingy,” she muttered, slamming the fridge. “Can’t take your money with you to the grave, you know.” It wasn’t even the worst. One day coming home early, I found my nephews in my bedroom. The eldest bouncing on my extortionate mattress, the youngest drawing on my bedroom wall. With my limited edition Tom Ford lipstick. “OUT!” I barked, scattering the children. Svetlana rushed in, saw the ruined wallpaper and broken lipstick and just shrugged. “What’s the fuss? They’re kids! It’s just a mark on the wall. You’ll sort it. It’s only a lipstick. Buy a new one, you won’t go broke. Oh, by the way, we’ve realised our builders are useless, so we’re probably here until the summer. Anyway, it must be nice for you, not so lonely with all of us around!” Igor quietly stood by, saying nothing. Pathetic. I left for the bathroom before I did something criminal. That evening, Svetlana went to shower, leaving her phone on the kitchen table. The screen lit up: “Marina Lettings – Svetlana, sent you next month’s rent; the tenants are happy, asking if they can stay through August.” Then her bank pinged: “+£800 received.” Everything clicked. There was no renovation. She’d rented out her own place for easy money and decided to live off me—free food, free bills, and a profitable passive income. All at my expense. I snapped a photo of her screen. My hands didn’t tremble; I’d never been calmer. “Igor, kitchen. Now.” When he saw the photo, the blood drained from his face. “It might be a mistake, Alina…” “The only mistake here is you not kicking them out. They’re gone by lunchtime tomorrow, or you’re all out. You, your mum, your sister—the lot of you.” “But where will they go?” “I don’t care. Under a bridge or the Ritz, if they can afford it.” In the morning, Svetlana breezed out for a shopping spree—clearly spending her rent windfall—leaving the kids with Igor. As soon as the door shut: “Igor, take the kids out for a long walk. I’m ‘dealing with pests.’” As soon as they left, I called an emergency locksmith, then our local police station. Hospitality was over. It was time for a clean sweep. While the locksmith fitted a monster lock, I gathered up everything: Svetlana’s bras, kids’ tights, scattered toys, all into big black sacks. I didn’t fold—I stuffed. Her cosmetics, all of it. Within forty minutes, there was a pile by the door: five bin bags and two suitcases. When the police officer arrived, I produced all my documents, proving sole ownership. “Relatives?” he asked. “Ex-relatives,” I said. “Property negotiations are over.” Svetlana returned smiling, arms full of designer shopping, until she saw the pile and me with a copper. “What the hell, Alina? You’ve lost it! Where’s Igor? I’m calling him!” “Go ahead. He’s explaining to his kids why their mum is so enterprising.” She redialled; voicemail. Maybe at last Igor developed a backbone—or just feared divorce (and leaving with nothing). “You can’t do this! We’ve nowhere to go! I have children!” “Don’t lie. Give Marina my regards. See if your tenants want to extend to August, or if you’ll be moving back in yourself.” She froze, colour draining from her face. “Lock your phone next time, entrepreneur. You’ve lived off me for a month, eating my food, trashing my home, while letting your own for profit so you can save for a new car? Nice try. But it’s over.” She snatched her bags, swearing, hands shaking as she called a taxi. The lift doors closed behind her, taking all her baggage—literally and figuratively. I turned to the copper: “Thanks for the help.” “Just get decent locks,” he grinned. I locked the door. The satisfying click of the new lock was music to my ears. The smell of disinfectant lingered—clean-up crew opening every room. Igor returned, alone. He looked around warily. “Alina… she’s gone.” “I know.” “She was shouting awful things…” “I don’t care what rats scream as they’re chased off a sinking ship.” I sat in my spotless kitchen, drinking coffee from my own unbroken mug. The lipstick-marks were scrubbed away; only my food in the fridge. “You knew about the letting?” “No! Honestly, Alina! If I’d known—” “You’d have said nothing. Remember this, Igor: one more stunt from your family and your bags go out with theirs. Understood?” He nodded, eyes wide. He knew I meant it. I took a long sip of coffee. It was perfect—hot, strong, and, most importantly, enjoyed in the peace and quiet of my very own home. My crown? It fit just right.
The intercom didnt just ringit screeched, demanding attention. I glanced at the clock: seven in the morning, Saturday.
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An Irresistible Force Meets an Immovable Object: Polina’s Life of Family, Disappointment, and Enduring a Loveless Marriage in Small-Town England
A CLASH OF WILLS My dear Aunt (let’s call her Edith) married not for love but because she was pressured
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Not Happy That I Want My Own Family? I Escaped, Started a New Life, and Here You Are Again – When a London Career Woman Follows Her Heart to the Countryside and Faces an Unexpected Invasion from Her Boyfriend’s Family
Is it such a problem that I want my own family? I left you behind, Mum, started my own life, and now
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The Caregiver for a Widower A month ago, she was hired to look after Regina White—an Englishwoman bedridden by a stroke. For four weeks she turned her every two hours, changed her sheets, and kept watch over the IVs, never missing a beat. Three days ago, Regina passed away quietly in her sleep. The doctors wrote it off as a second attack—no one to blame. No one, that is, except the caregiver. At least, that’s what Regina’s daughter believed. Zina rubbed the pale scar on her wrist—a faint white line from an old burn at her first job in the NHS. Fifteen years ago, she’d been young and reckless. Now, nearly forty, she was divorced, her son living with her ex-husband, and her reputation hanging by a thread. “You turned up here, too?” Christina, her late patient’s daughter, appeared out of nowhere, hair pulled so tight her temples had gone white, red eyes betraying sleepless nights. For the first time, she looked older than her twenty-five years. “I just wanted to say goodbye,” Zina said, calmly. “Goodbye?” Christina whispered bitterly. “I know what you did. Everyone will know.” She stalked off—to the coffin, to her father who stood, stony-faced, one hand shoved deep in his blazer pocket. Zina didn’t try to explain. She understood: whatever happened, the world would blame her. Two days later, Christina’s post appeared online. “My mother died in mysterious circumstances. The carer we hired may have hastened her passing. The police refuse to investigate, but I won’t rest until the truth comes out.” Three thousand reposts. Sympathetic comments, mostly. And a handful urging people to “find this monster.” Zina read it on the bus home from the GP’s surgery—a former place of work, now closed to her. “Miss Zina Paulson, you must understand,” the head doctor said, not meeting her eyes. “With all this attention, the patients are worried. The staff’s on edge. Just for a while—until things settle down.” Just for a while. Zina knew what that meant. Never. Her flat—one room with kitchen and shower, third floor, no lift—greeted her with silence. Twenty-eight square metres to survive, not to live. Her phone rang as she set the kettle on. “Miss Paulson? This is Ilya White.” The widower. That deep, gravelly voice she remembered from her month with the family. Nearly fifty, grey at the temples, broad-shouldered, stooped more now than before. Always with his right hand shoved in his pocket. She almost dropped the kettle. “I need your help. Regina’s things… I can’t face it. And Christina certainly won’t. You’re the only one who knows where everything is.” She paused. “Your daughter is accusing me of murder. Are you aware?” A long, heavy silence. “I know.” “And still you’re calling me?” “I’m still calling.” She should have refused. Anyone sensible would. But something in his voice—less a request than a plea—made her agree. “Tomorrow at two.” The White family’s house stood just beyond Oxford—a spacious, empty, two-story affair. Zina remembered it differently: nurses bustling, machines beeping, TV always on in Regina’s room. Now, silence and dust. Ilya answered the door. Stooped. He kept his right hand in his pocket—something metallic bulging against the fabric. A key? “Thank you for coming.” “No need to thank me. I’m not here for you.” He arched an eyebrow. “Then for whom?” “For myself,” she thought. “To understand what’s happening, why you’re silent, why you won’t defend me when you know I’m innocent.” Aloud, she said, “To set things in order. Where are the bedroom keys?” Regina’s room smelled of lilies—sweet, heavy, her perfume still clinging to the walls. Zina worked methodically: emptying cupboards, boxing clothes, sorting documents. Ilya remained downstairs, his footsteps echoing from corner to corner. On the bedside table sat a photo. Zina picked it up to pack and froze. Ilya, young—mid-twenties—and beside him, a smiling blonde: not Regina. She flipped the photo. “Ilya & Lara. 1998,” faded ink read. Strange. Why would Regina keep a photo of her husband with another woman by her bed? Zina pocketed the photo and continued. Kneeling by the bed, her fingers brushed something wooden—a box. Not locked. Inside, neat stacks of letters, all in the same feminine hand, all carefully opened and resealed. She picked up the top envelope: Ilya A. White, from L.V. Melnikova, Manchester. Dated November 2024—just last month. She sorted through them—the oldest dated 2004. Twenty years. For twenty years, someone had written to Ilya—letters Regina intercepted. She kept them. Didn’t throw them out—kept them. For what? Zina brought the envelope to her nose—the scent was lilies. Regina held them, read and re-read them, their creases worn thin. Zina placed the box on the bed and sat. Her hands trembled. This changed everything. “Ilya.” She found him as before, sitting at the kitchen table, untouched mug of tea before him. “All done?” “No.” She set an envelope in front of him. “Who is Larissa Melnikova?” His face changed—not pale, but hardening. His hand in his pocket clenched. “Where did you find this?” “Box under the bed. Hundreds, spanning twenty years. All opened and resealed. All hidden by your wife.” He was silent for a long time. Then, turning to the window, he replied in a low voice, “Three days ago, after her funeral, I found the box. I thought I could handle her things alone.” “And you still say nothing?” “What can I say? For twenty years my wife stole my mail. Read letters from the woman I loved before her. Kept them—for trophies, for punishment, who knows? Am I to tell Christina, who idolised her mother?” Zina stood. “Your daughter blames me for killing your wife. I’ve lost my job. The internet is tearing my name apart. And you stay silent—afraid of the truth?” He moved towards her. His eyes were tired, dark. “I stay silent because I don’t know how to live with this. Twenty years, Zina. Larissa wrote—but I thought she’d forgotten me, moved on, had a family. And all along…” He trailed off. Zina lifted another envelope. “Manchester—a return address. I’ll go.” “Why?” “Someone needs to know the truth. If not you, then I will.” …Larissa Melnikova lived in a small Manchester flat, geraniums on the windowsill, a cat stretched in the sun. Zina knocked, unsure what to say. A woman about Ilya’s age answered, light hair knotted loosely, wrinkles by her eyes, wary but not unkind. “You’re Larissa Valerie Melnikova?” “That’s me. And you?” “I found your letters. Every one—opened, read, hidden.” Larissa stared at the envelope as if it might bite. Then looked up. “Come in.” At her tiny kitchen table, the two women sipped at cold tea. “For twenty years I wrote to him.” Larissa faltered. “Monthly, sometimes more. Never a reply. I thought he hated me for…letting him go.” “Letting him go?” She gripped her mug. “We dated three years, since uni. He wanted to marry. I panicked—I was twenty-two, thought I had all the time in the world.” “I said wait. He waited six months. Then Regina appeared—beautiful, certain. I lost.” “When they married, I moved to England, to my aunt. Tried to forget. But after five years, I started writing. Not to win him back—just so he’d know I still cared.” “He never replied, not once.” “Not once.” Larissa’s smile was bitter. “Now I see why.” Zina drew out the photo. “I found this by Regina’s bed. ‘Ilya & Lara. 1998.’” Larissa’s fingers shook as she took the photograph. “She kept it—by her bed?” “Yes.” A long silence. “You know,” Larissa said at last, “I hated her all my life—the woman who stole my love. But now…I pity her.” “Twenty-five years with a man, living in fear he might remember someone else. Reading my letters every day—hiding them. That’s hell. Her own, self-made hell.” Zina stood to leave. “Thank you for your honesty.” “Wait,” said Larissa, rising. “Why does this matter to you? You’re not family, not a friend.” Zina hesitated. “They’re accusing me of her death. Christina thinks I wanted her out of the way—to take her place.” “And you want to prove your innocence?” Zina shook her head. “I just want the truth. The rest will follow.” Zina called Ilya on the way back—“I’m coming home.” He waited out front, the evening sun casting long shadows. “You were right,” said Zina. “She wrote for twenty years. Never married, always waiting.” He said nothing, but his right hand clenched and unclenched. “You’ve something in your safe,” Zina said, nodding to his blazer. “You never let go of the key.” A pause. “This way.” Ilya led her to an old safe in his study. Inside was an envelope, Regina’s handwriting—clumsy, angular. “She left this, two days before she died. I found it while searching for funeral papers.” Zina unfolded the letter. It ran to the margins. “Ilya. If you’re reading this, I’m gone and you’ve found the box. I knew you would, eventually. And still, I couldn’t stop. “I started intercepting her letters in 2004—five years after we married. You’d changed, became distant. I found her first letter, I realised: she never let go. I should have showed you, should have asked. But I was afraid—to lose you, for you to choose her. So I hid it, then the next, and the next… “For twenty years, I stole your mail. Read another’s love, hated myself, but couldn’t stop. “I loved you so much I destroyed everything. Your choice. Her hope. My conscience. “Forgive me, if you can. I don’t deserve it. But I ask anyway. Regina.” Zina lowered the paper. “Does Christina know?” “No.” “She should. You know that?” He turned away. “She idolised her mother. This would break her.” “She’s broken already,” Zina said. “She’s lost her mother, and now fears losing her father—so she lashes out at me. She needs a villain, or she’ll have to face her grief—and you can’t fight grief.” Ilya was silent. “If you tell her the truth, she may hate you for a while. But she’ll understand one day. Hide it, and she’ll never forgive—neither you nor herself.” He finally looked at her, tears in his eyes. “I don’t know how to talk to her. Since Regina fell ill… we stopped speaking.” “Then start learning. Tonight.” Christina arrived an hour later. Zina watched through the window as she stepped from her car, ripped the band from her ponytail, froze at the sight of her father on the porch. Their conversation lasted a long time. At first, Christina shouted; then she sobbed; then came silence. When Christina emerged, holding Regina’s letter, her face was blotchy from crying, and her eyes—no longer wild, but lost. She approached Zina. Zina braced for anger or blame. “I deleted the post,” she said quietly. “Posted a retraction. And… I’m sorry. I was wrong.” Zina nodded. “Grief makes us cruel.” Christina shook her head. “Not grief. Fear. I was terrified of being alone—mum left, then dad became a stranger. And you… You saw mum’s last days, you knew her in a way I didn’t. I thought you wanted to take her place, steal my father.” “I don’t want to steal anyone.” “I know. Now I know.” She offered her hand—awkward, as if she’d forgotten how. Zina shook it. “My mum—she was unhappy, wasn’t she? Her whole life?” Zina thought of the letter, of twenty years of fear and jealousy, of love turned into a cage. “She loved your father. In her way. Not well. But she loved him.” Christina nodded, sat on the steps, and wept quietly. Zina sat beside her, saying nothing, only present. Two weeks passed. The surgery gave Zina her job back—after Christina personally rang, vouching for her. Reputation is fragile, sometimes repairable with effort and truth. Ilya called that evening—his familiar velvet timbre. “Miss Paulson. I called to thank you.” “For what?” “For the truth. For not letting me run from it.” Pause. “I’m going to Manchester tomorrow—to see Larissa. I don’t know what I’ll say, or if she’ll even see me. But… I have to try. Twenty years is too long a silence.” Zina smiled. He couldn’t see, but likely heard. “Good luck, Ilya.” “Ilya. Just Ilya.” A month later, he returned—but not alone. Zina learned of it by accident: spotting them together at the market, Ilya with shopping bags, Larissa choosing tomatoes. An ordinary scene—two people picking out vegetables—but their ease together told another story. Ilya saw her and lifted a hand in greeting. The right hand, out of his pocket. Zina waved back and walked on. That evening, she flung open her little window. Outside, May smelled of lilac and diesel—ordinary. Alive. She thought about Regina—her lilies, her locked box of letters, her love turned prison. About Larissa—twenty years of patience, hope against hope. Ilya—his silence, his hidden key, the man who finally chose. And then she let the thoughts drift. She just sat by the window, listening to the city, waiting—though for what, she didn’t know. Her phone rang. “Miss Paulson? Ilya here. Just Ilya. We’re having dinner—Larissa’s making pie. Care to join us?” Zina looked at her flat—twenty-eight square metres of silence. Then at the open window. “I’ll be there in an hour.” She hung up, took her keys, and stepped outside. The door shut softly behind her, and over London’s rooftops, the sunset flared red and warm—promising a gentler tomorrow…
The Carer for the Widower A month ago, she had been hired to care for Reggie Williamsa woman left bedridden
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“A Good Woman – What Would We Do Without Her? — And You Only Pay Her Two Thousand a Month. — Elena, We’ve Left Her the Flat in Our Will Nicolas slowly rose from bed and shuffled into the next room, his dim eyes falling on his sleeping wife in the glow of the night lamp. He knelt beside her, listening quietly. ‘All seems well.’ He wandered to the kitchen, poured some kefir, popped into the bathroom, then returned to his own room. He lay down but couldn’t sleep: ‘Elena and I are both ninety now. How many years together? Soon we’ll be with God, and no one is left beside us. Our daughters, Natalie—gone before sixty. Maxim too is gone. He went off the rails… There’s a granddaughter, Oksana, but she’s lived in Poland for twenty years. She’s probably got grown-up children of her own by now. Never remembers her grandparents.’ He drifted off without realising. A gentle touch woke him: ‘Nicolas, are you alright?’ came a quiet voice. He opened his eyes. His wife was leaning over him. ‘What is it, Elena?’ ‘You were just lying there, not moving.’ ‘Still alive! Go and sleep!’ Shuffling footsteps sounded. The kitchen light clicked. Elena took a drink, visited the bathroom, then returned to her room, lying down with a sigh: ‘One day I’ll wake up and he’ll be gone. What will I do? Or maybe I’ll go first. Nicolas has even prearranged our memorial. I never thought you could arrange such a thing in advance. But on the other hand, who else would do it for us? Our granddaughter’s forgotten us. Only the neighbour, Jean, comes in. She’s got a key to our flat. Granddad gives her a thousand from our pension—she shops, helps us out. Where else would we spend our money? We can’t even go down the stairs from the fourth floor ourselves anymore.’ Through the window, Nicolas watched the elder tree’s fresh green leaves shimmering in the morning sun. He smiled. ‘We’ve made it to summer!’ He went to see his wife, who was sitting lost in thought. ‘Elena, stop fretting! Come, I want to show you something.’ ‘Oh, I’ve no energy left!’ she groaned, struggling to her feet. ‘What have you got planned?’ ‘Come on, come on!’ He guided her gently onto the balcony. ‘Look, the elder’s green! And you said we wouldn’t make it to summer. We did!’ ‘Oh, so it is! And the sun’s shining.’ They sat on the bench together. ‘Remember when I took you to the pictures? Back at school. The elder turned green that day too.’ ‘You never forget such things, do you? Seventy-five years ago now.’ They reminisced for ages. So much is forgotten in old age—even yesterday’s details—but never your youth. ‘My word, we’ve been nattering! We’ve not even had breakfast.’ ‘Elena, make some good tea—not this herbal business!’ ‘We’re not supposed to.’ ‘Make it weak and pop a spoon of sugar in, if you will.’ Nicolas sipped the weak tea and nibbled a little cheese sandwich, thinking of the days when tea was strong and sweet, with pies or pancakes for breakfast. Their neighbour dropped in, smiling warmly. ‘How are you both?’ ‘Still cracking jokes at ninety,’ grinned Nicolas. ‘If you can joke, you’re doing alright. Need anything from the shops?’ ‘Jean, buy us some meat,’ Nicolas pleaded. ‘You’re not supposed to have it.’ ‘Chicken’s allowed.’ ‘Alright, I’ll get some. I’ll make you noodle soup for lunch!’ She tidied, washed up and left. ‘Elena, let’s get some sun on the balcony.’ ‘Let’s.’ Jean came outside. ‘Missing the sunshine, are you?’ ‘It’s lovely out here, Jean!’ smiled Elena. ‘I’ll bring your breakfast out. And start lunch, too.’ ‘She’s a good woman—what would we do without her?’ ‘And you only give her two grand a month.’ ‘Elena, we’ve left her the flat.’ ‘She doesn’t know that.’ They sat outside until lunch. Chicken noodle soup—rich, with pieces of meat and creamy potatoes: ‘I always made soup like this for Natalie and Max when they were small,’ Elena remembered. ‘And now in old age, strangers cook for us,’ Nicolas sighed. ‘Maybe it’s our destiny, my dear Nicolas. When we’re gone, there’ll be no one to cry for us.’ ‘Enough now, Elena—let’s have a nap!’ ‘Nicolas, they say: “Old men are like children.” Everything’s like childhood—soft soup, nap time, and tea.’ After a doze, Nicolas shuffled to the kitchen. Two glasses of juice were waiting, set out by Jean. He carried them carefully to his wife’s room, where she stared into the window. ‘Why glum, Elena? Here’s some juice!’ She sipped some. ‘Can’t sleep either?’ ‘Must be the weather.’ ‘I’ve not felt right today either,’ Elena admitted quietly. ‘I think my time is nearly up. Please make sure I’m buried properly.’ ‘Don’t say things like that, Elena. How will I live without you?’ ‘One of us has to go first.’ ‘Enough! Come onto the balcony with me.’ They sat until evening. Jean made cheese pancakes. They ate, then watched TV as usual. New films were hard to follow these days, so they stuck to old comedies and cartoons. Tonight, just one cartoon before Elena stood up. ‘I’ll go to bed, feeling tired.’ ‘Me too then.’ ‘Let me have a good look at you!’ she suddenly said. ‘Why?’ ‘Just want to.’ They looked at each other a long while. Remembering, perhaps, when everything was before them. ‘I’ll walk you to your bed.’ Arm in arm, they slowly left the room. He tucked her in carefully before heading to his own bed. Something weighed on his heart. He barely slept. He thought he must not have slept at all but saw it was two am. He went to his wife’s room. She lay with eyes wide open. ‘Elena!’ He took her hand. ‘Elena! Oh, Elena—!’ Suddenly his own breath faltered. He returned to his room, put the prepared documents on the table. Back to his wife. He gazed at her for a long time. Then lay beside her and closed his eyes. He saw his Elena, young and beautiful as seventy-five years ago, walking towards a light. He ran to catch up, taking her hand. In the morning, Jean entered the bedroom. They lay side by side, the same peaceful, happy smile on both faces. At last, she rang for an ambulance. The doctor shook his head in wonder: ‘They went together. Must have truly loved one another…’ They were taken away. Jean sank onto a chair. Then she saw the papers—the will, in her name. She bent her head and cried… Please give a like and share your thoughts in the comments below!”
Shes a wonderful woman. What would we do without her? And you only give her £70 a month. Margaret, weve