I am 19 years old, I live with my parents. I have a boyfriend, we have been together for about 5 years. We decided to get married next year. The thing is that we don’t live together. In fact, we can say that it is possible to live only with his parents, after some time (about a year) they will move out (there is a place).
I feel very bad at home with my parents, I am not in the mood all the time, I often cry. I want to live with a young man, to wake up and go to sleep with him. In his house I always have a mood, a desire to do something, to go somewhere. I have been studying for the last year. He’s working, he’s 22 years old. When he goes to work (not his main job) I feel very bad without him, I want to be near him all the time. Maybe it is because of boredom.
Maybe you can give some advice? I do not even know what to do already. His parents insist on getting married not next year, but in about a year. They say then they’ll move in and we’ll live together and so on. But I can’t wait, I’m tired of being in limbo, tired of crying.
I have good relations with my parents, but they know practically nothing about my life, and I tell them nothing, and have no desire to share. I do not know what to do.
