I am now on maternity leave, I feel incomplete. All the time something is missing internally, I want more money, attention, time, all the time not enough of everything. I noticed that some envy of my girlfriends and former colleagues wakes up, complexes about appearance, as I’m a little bit fatter, and my husband has already paid attention.
I look at others and compare them. Though I have everything, I look good (in spite of a few extra kilos), have an apartment, a car. But I am dissatisfied with something, I live all in dreams and illusions.
How can I pull myself together and live in the present?
