I was in a toxic relationship and at that time I met a wonderful young man, who eventually saved me from that relationship. We stayed friends for a long time (I still had feelings for my ex), then we started dating. It was the best relationship of my life, with the most caring, understanding and loving person, but unfortunately, most of the time we were distant.
Problems at work, resulting in debts and disagreements with the in-laws drove me to hysterics. And then a chance meeting with my ex, who sort of picked up his mind, an offer to sit and talk and have a few drinks. The worst thing I ever did was to betray someone who trusted me completely.
I decided to forget that awful evening, I didn’t want to hurt the person I loved. But the evening was not without consequences, a few weeks later a pregnancy test showed two lines. That night I broke up with the man who had cured me of all the pain of the past.
So there I was, alone. I had it all, and one ridiculous mistake ruined everything. I hate myself for it.
Wanted to share, maybe it will make you feel better.