I have written my confession here before, and the gist of the story was that after being with a man for almost four years, the relationship never led to a successful outcome. The reason was that the man often ran back there (from me, to his rented apartment), not wanting to move in together and create a full family and have children. He argued that he was not used to living on a woman’s property, since his place was rented and I had my own apartment, in my opinion, it was logical to live at my place.
I concluded that this was just an excuse on his part, and the man just does not want to take responsibility, before that he was already married and had a child, and said he did not want to pay child support for another child. But even though he knew my family needs, he still did not want to end the relationship with me, and he often acted like an abuser and manipulated me. It got to the point where, when he was drunk, he started to raise his hand against me. He did not hit me with his fists, but he could push me to make me fall. At which point my patience ended.
At the moment, after being alone for a while, I started trying to start a new relationship. I am 32 years old, I have my own place, a job with average income. I have nice appearance, education, but I don’t work by profession. I met a man a year younger. I liked his appearance and he is a normal guy. But he doesn’t have anything – no apartment, no car, no normal job, and he lives with my mom in a rented apartment. He also has two children from two different women.
