I thought my marriage was finally on steady ground, until my best mate dropped the question that ripped the veil away.
I tied the knot at twenty, swept up in a love that felt like a fairytale. Wed been dating for four years before we said I do, and everything wed faced together seemed to bind us tighter.
For more than six years weve lived under the same roof in a modest terraced house in Manchester. I trust James completely, and I trust myself. Hes gentle, caring, always quick to pitch in with the chores. He isnt the brawniest or the most daring bloke, and hes no heartthrob, but his soul is warm as a summer afternoon, overflowing with optimism and a belief in goodness that fuels me when life turns bleak.
The trouble is, he cant make a decision to save his life. He clings to his comfort zone like a safety blanket and refuses to move forward. Shyness sits on his shoulders like a heavy coat, and after six years together, nothing has shifted.
He neglects his health, terrified by any hint of change. James is nearly ten years older than meIm twentysix, eager for everything the world offers. Ive landed a brilliant job in a tech startup, bought my own VW Golf, and were chipping away at the mortgage on our home, paying it off pound by pound. Then, out of the blue, Sarah asked, What on earth do you even need him for?
That question cracked the foundation of my personal happiness. Now I sit on the edge of the kitchen table, heart pounding, and wonder: What am I really holding onto?












