My mother accuses me of being schizophrenic. She says that I am abnormal and behave strangely from the point of view of the norms of society.
I am 24 years old, I work as a teacher of additional education at school. I passed a special psychiatric examination.
About the situation. Now I hardly have any friends left, because I moved because of my studies, and in my hometown I had one friend. The guy left, but I continue to communicate with him online and with the only friend also online, but so far I do not get to meet. I want to communicate more, but I do not know where and how to find friends. At work I talk to coworkers for small talk. In general, I consider myself normal.
While I was dating my boyfriend, I always had a lot of unresolved issues as he kept me in the dark about plans for our future together. I wasn’t serious at the time, and I got involved in fortune-telling, trying to find answers to my questions that way.
I was very attracted to this esotericism, and I started looking for all sorts of coincidences and mysticism in everything. So my mom put this label on me and repeats it all the time. Now I myself have become frightened.
Calm me down or scare me.
