You’re just jealous
Mum, are you serious right now? Thats the Savoy! Thatll be at least two hundred pounds for dinner. Per person.
Edward hurled his keys onto the dresser so violently they bounced off the wall with a metallic clang. Margaret paused from stirring the gravy, her hand faltering as she noticed Edwards knuckles whitened around his phone.
He sat in stony silence, listening for several minutes more, then swore and abruptly hung up.
Whats happened? Margaret asked, cautiously.
Edward slumped at the kitchen table, glowering at his plate of potatoes. Margaret turned off the hob, wiped her hands on the tea towel and sat opposite him.
Edward…
Mums finally lost it. Totally barmy in her old age. His eyes flicked upanger and helplessness mixed in their pale blue depths. Remember I told you about that… Geoffrey? From the dance classes?
Margaret nodded. Her mother-in-law had mentioned a new gentleman friend last monthalmost shyly, toying with the tablecloth, a little giggle catching in her throat. It had sounded sweet, then: a fifty-eight-year-old widow, five years on her own, now whirling round the local community centre with a dashing partner who could waltz her off her feet.
Well, Edward shoved his plate away, shes taken him to the Savoy. Three times in a fortnight. Bought him a suit for eight hundred quid. Last weekend they went to Bath for the markets, guess who paid for the hotel and all the guided tours?
Elizabeth, of course.
Bingo. He dragged a hand over his face. Mums been saving that money for years. For the house, for a rainy day. Now shes squandering it on some bloke shes barely known a month and a half. Its crackers…
Margaret paused, searching for the right words. Her mother-in-law was the sort who still believed in true love, even after half a century on earthopen-hearted and almost gullible in her trust.
Ed… look, she set her hand over his, your mums old enough to make her own choices. Its her money, her decisions. Leave her be. She wont listen to anyone right now, you know that.
Shes making mistake after mistake!
Maybe. But thats her right, isnt it? To make them? Honestly, youre overreacting.
He shrugged but didnt move his hand away.
I just cant bear to watch…
I know, love, Margaret squeezed his wrist. But you cant live her life for her. Shes responsible for herself, even if we dont approve. Shes hardly lost her wits.
Edward gave a surly nod.
* * *
Two months slipped by. Talk of Geoffrey faded; her mother-in-law called less frequently, her tone guarded as though something had changed. Margaret assumed the romance had fizzled out and let her concerns drift away.
So when the doorbell rang unexpectedly late on a Sunday and Elizabeth burst in, Margaret barely had time to register what was happening.
My dears! Oh, my dears! Elizabeth twirled into the flat, trailing an effervescent perfume behind her. Hes proposed! Just look! Look!
On her finger perched a ring with a minuscule stone, utterly cheap, but Elizabeth gazed at it as if it were a rare diamond.
Were getting married! Next month! Hes just so, so… She pressed her palms to her cheeks, laughing girlishly. I never dreamed, not at my age, that Id feel anything like this again…
Edward hugged his mother, and Margaret could see his tension soften a little. Perhaps things werent as bad as theyd feared. Perhaps Geoffrey really loved Elizabeth and theyd worried for nothing.
Congratulations, Mum. Edward stepped back, forcing a smile. You deserve happiness.
Ive already put the flat in his name! Were a proper family now! Elizabeth gushed, and everything froze.
Margarets heartbeat stalled. Edward snapped upright, as if running headlong into a glass wall.
What…what did you say?
The flat, she waved a hand, oblivious to their faces. Well, I wanted him to know I trust him. Its love, childrenreal love! And love is grounded in trust.
The living room clock ticked loud in the heavy silence.
Elizabeth, Margaret spoke first, each word careful, deliberate. Youve transferred your flat to a man you met three months ago? Before the wedding?
So what? Elizabeth stuck her chin out. I trust him, hes a good, decent man. Hes not like you think. Besides, I know youre judging him.
Were not, Margaret edged closer. But couldnt you wait until after the registry office? Theres no rush.
You dont understand. This isthis is what proves I love him. Elizabeth folded her arms, defensive. What do you lot know about real feelings? About trust?
Edwards jaw unclenched at last.
Mum…
No! She stamped her foot, suddenly more stubborn teenager than sensible woman. I dont want to hear another word! Youre just jealous of my happiness! You want to ruin it all!
With that, Elizabeth flounced out, brushing the door frame with her shoulder as she went. The front door banged, rattling the glass in the cupboard.
* * *
The wedding was modest: the district register office, a second-hand dress, three pink roses. Still, Elizabeth glowed as if she were standing at the altar of Westminster Abbey. Geoffreya portly man with a receding hairline and a slick-gleaming smileplayed the attentive groom, kissing her hand, pulling out her chair, pouring champagne. The image of perfection.
Margaret watched through her glass. Something was off. Geoffreys eyeswhen he looked at Elizabethremained steely, calculating. Professional tenderness. Practised affection.
She kept silent. What was the point when no one wanted to listen?
The next months, Elizabeth telephoned every Saturday, bubbling over with joy and tales of restaurants and theatres Geoffrey took her to.
Hes so thoughtful! Yesterday he brought home liliesno reason at all!
Edward nodded through the calls, then would set the phone down, gaze lost in the wallpaper. Margaret kept her peace, just waiting.
A year passed without much warning.
Thenanother ring at the door…
Margaret found herself staring at a woman she barely recognised. Ten years older, more hollowed, wrinkles biting deeper, stooped shoulders. In her hand was a battered suitcasethe one shed once packed for Bath.
Hes thrown me out, Elizabeth whispered, voice wobbling. Filed for divorce, told me to leave. The flat is his, on the paperwork.
Margaret wordlessly stepped aside to let her in.
The kettle boiled. Elizabeth sat hunched in the old armchair, clinging to her mug, weeping quietly, defeated.
I loved him so much. I did everything for him. And hehe just
Margaret stroked her back, not interrupting, waiting for the tears to run dry.
Edward came through the door an hour later and pausedface hardening as he saw his mother.
Son. Elizabeth rose, reaching out. Ed, Ive got nowhere to go. You wont turn your mother out? Give me a room. I wont take up much space. Children should care for their parents, after all
Stop. Edward raised a hand. Stop, Mum.
Ive got nothing. Nothing. I spent everything on him, every penny. My pensions tiny, you know that
I warned you.
What?
I warned you! Edward slumped onto the sofa, as if weighed down by sandbags. I said dont rush. I said get to know him. I said dont sign over the flat. Do you remember what you told me?
Elizabeths eyes dropped.
That we didnt understand true love. That we were jealous of your happiness. I remember it all, Mum.
Edward… Margaret tried, but he shook his head.
No. Let her listen. He turned. Youre a grown woman. You made your choices. You ignored everyone trying to help. Now you think we can sweep up the consequences?
But Im your mother!
Thats exactly why Im angry! Edwards voice rose, ragged. Im tired, Mum. Tired of watching you throw your life down the drain and coming to me, hand out, afterwards.
Elizabeth shrank, looking very small and spent.
He deceived me, son. I really believed he loved me truly
Believed him so hard you gave your flat to a complete stranger. Marvellous, Mum. Just marvellous. Never mind that it was Dad who bought that flat.
Im sorry. The tears flowed again. I was blind, I know. But please just one more chance. Please. Ill never
Adults answer for their own actions. Edwards words now sounded tired and flat. You wanted independence? Here it is. Find a place. Find a job. Sort yourself out, Mum.
Elizabeth left, sobs echoing along the stairwell.
Margaret spent the whole night by Edwards sideno words, just holding his hand. He didnt cry, but lay there, staring at the ceiling, sighing now and then.
Did I do the right thing? he asked at dawn, grey light creeping through the curtains.
Yes. Margaret stroked his cheek. It was harsh. It hurt. But it was right.
By morning, Edward arranged a room for Elizabeth at a bedsit on the edge of town, six months paid in advance. It was the last help hed offer.
Youre on your own from here, Mum. Well help if you take it to courtwell pay whats needed. But living with us no.
Margaret overheard all of it, thinking about justice. Sometimes, she mused, the hardest lessons are the only ones that work. Her mother-in-law had reaped the fruits of her own blindness.
The taste was bitter and calm at once. Still, a dream-like certainty lingered within Margaret: that somehow, this wasnt the end, and things might come right yet. How, she couldnt guessbut perhaps, through some strange and impossible twist, they would.












