Youre just jealous
Mother, are you serious? Dinner at The Savoy? Thats at least two hundred pounds a head, minimum!
Edward hurled his keys onto the sideboard so forcefully they clattered against the wall. Eleanor glanced over from the cooker, where she was stirring gravy, immediately noticing the whitened knuckles of her husband, fist clenched tight around his mobile.
He listened to his mother for several more minutes, jaw visibly tense, then swore under his breath before abruptly ending the call.
Whats happened? Eleanor asked quietly.
Rather than answer, Edward sank onto a kitchen chair as if the weight of the world had dropped onto his shoulders, staring blankly at the plate of roast potatoes. Eleanor turned off the hob, dried her hands on the tea towel, and joined him.
Edward
Mums lost all sense, he muttered. Honestly, shes gone absolutely barmy in her old age. He looked up at her. Anger and helplessness warred in his eyes, making Eleanors heart ache. Remember I told you about erm, Raymond? From the dancing classes?
Eleanor nodded. His mother had mentioned a new friend a month ago rather shyly, as she folded the napkins. It had sounded rather sweet: a fifty-eight-year-old widow, alone for five years, finding companionship and laughter at a community centre dance, thanks to a charming gentleman who waltzed like a dream.
Well. Edward nudged his plate away. Shes taken him to The Savoy three times in two weeks. Bought him a suit from Harrods eight hundred quid. Last weekend, they went to Stratford-upon-Avon, can you guess who paid for the hotel, the shows, everything?
Mrs. Marston.
Bingo. He dragged a hand down his face. Mum squirrelled away that money for years. For the house, for a rainy day. Now shes blowing it all on a chap shes known for six weeks. Its just madness
Eleanor paused, choosing her words. She knew the older Mrs. Marston well a romantic, an open soul, almost painfully trusting. The sort of woman who kept believing in true love, no matter how many birthdays passed.
Listen, Edward She covered his hand with hers. Your mother is a grown woman. Her money, her choices. Leave her be shes not going to listen right now, anyway.
Shes making a mess of it!
She might be, but its her life to get messy. Youre winding yourself up too much about this.
Edward shrugged but didnt move his hand away.
I just cant bear to watch her
I know. But you cant live her life for her. She has to bear the consequences, even if we dont agree. Shes not daft.
Edward grimly nodded.
Two months slipped by in a blink. Talk of Raymond faded out; Edwards mum called less, spoke evasively, as if she had something to hide. Eleanor stopped worrying, convinced the fling had fizzled.
Then, one Sunday evening, the bell rang. Mrs. Marston stood on the doorstep, trailing the scent of lavender perfume.
My darlings! she cried, sweeping into the hallway. Hes proposed! Look! Just look!
On her finger glimmered a thin band set with a tiny stone. Cheap, no doubt, but Mrs. Marston gazed at it as though it were the Queens own diamond.
Were getting married next month! Hes just oh! She pressed her palms to her cheeks and let out the kind of giggle Eleanor hadnt heard since she was ten. I never dreamed, at my age that I would feel this again
Edward hugged his mother, his shoulders finally easing. Perhaps, Eleanor thought, its not so bad. Perhaps Raymond was sincere after all, and theyd worried for nothing.
Congratulations, Mum, Edward said, detaching himself with a smile. You do deserve all the happiness.
And Ive already signed the house over to him! Now were a real family! Mrs. Marston gushed, and time seemed to freeze.
Eleanor caught her breath. Edward went rigid, as if hed run into an invisible wall.
What what did you say?
The house. Mrs. Marston waved the matter away lightly. Just so he knows he can trust me. You see, its true love, and love must be built on trust.
A silence so thick you could hear the mantel clock ticking.
Mrs. Marston, Eleanor said very carefully. Youve given your house to a man youve only known three months? Before youre even married?
So? she countered, chin uplifted. I trust him, hes kind and upright. Hes not what you think. Youre judging him. I know it.
Were not judging, Eleanor stepped forward hesitantly. But perhaps you could have waited. Whats the rush?
You dont understand. Its to prove my love. What do you know about real feelings, about trusting someone?
Edward finally unclenched his jaw.
Mum
No! Mrs. Marston stamped her foot; suddenly Eleanor saw not a grown woman, but the stubborn teenager she might once have been. I dont want to hear another word! Youre just jealous of my happiness, you want to ruin it for me!
With that, she whirled around and rushed from the flat, brushing the doorframe with her shoulder. A moment later, the front door slammed, the sideboard glass rattling in protest.
The wedding was quiet a quick registry office affair, second-hand ivory dress, a modest bouquet of three roses. But Mrs. Marston glowed as if she were waltzing down Westminster Abbey. Raymond thickset, balding, all slick charm played the attentive bridegroom to perfection. He kissed her hand, fetched her chair, poured her champagne. The image of ideal devotion.
Eleanor watched him over her glass. Something felt off. The eyes. When Raymond looked at Mrs. Marston, his eyes were cold and calculating, all professional tenderness and practiced care.
She held her tongue. What good were warnings? No one was listening.
For the first months, Mrs. Marston rang every week, breathless with delight, listing the theatres and restaurants her wonderful husband escorted her to.
He brought me lilies yesterday, just because! No reason at all!
Edward listened, nodded, hung up, and sat silent, gazing at nothing.
Eleanor said nothing. She waited.
The year slipped by almost unnoticed.
Then one evening, the doorbell sounded
Eleanor opened the door, hardly recognising the woman before her. Mrs. Marston looked ten years older: every wrinkle deepened, eyes sunken, shoulders stooped. In her hand was a battered suitcasethe very one shed once taken to Stratford.
Hes thrown me out. Mrs. Marston sobbed. Filed for divorce and changed the locks. The house its his now. By the papers.
Eleanor stepped aside without a word.
The kettle boiled swiftly. Mrs. Marston sat crouched in the old armchair, clutching her mug, weeping softly and hopelessly.
I loved him. I did everything for him. And he he just
Eleanor said nothing, simply rubbed her back and let the tears run dry.
Edward returned from work an hour later. He halted at the threshold, saw his mother, and his face turned to stone.
Edward Mrs. Marston stood and reached for him. Ive nowhere to go Could you give me a room? I wont be any trouble. Children are supposed to look after their parents, arent they?
Stop. Edward held up a hand. Just stop, Mum.
Ive no money left. None at all. I spent everything on him, every last penny. My pensions tiny, you know
I warned you.
What?
I did warn you, Edward said heavily, dropping onto the sofa as if every memory was a brick. I said: dont rush in. Get to know him. Dont sign over the house. Do you remember what you said to me?
Mrs. Marston looked down at her feet.
That I didnt know what real love was. That I was jealous of your happiness. I remember every word, Mum.
Edward Eleanor tried timidly, but Edward shook his head.
No. Let her hear it. Youre an adult. You made your choices. Ignored everyone trying to help you. Now you want us to clear up the mess?
But Im your mother!
Thats exactly why Im angry! Edward flared, springing to his feet. Im tired, Mum! Tired of watching you throw your life away and then coming running back to me for help!
Mrs. Marston crumbled, nothing left but a small, wretched figure.
He tricked me, Edward. I truly loved him, I did
Loved him so much you signed the house over, no questions. Brilliant, Mum. Just brilliant. Did you ever even think that Dad was the one who bought that house?
Im sorry. Tears ran down her face. I was blind, I know. Please just give me one more chance. Ill never
Grown-ups answer for their own actions. Edwards voice was quiet now, drained. You wanted to be independent? There it is. Find yourself a flat. Get a job. Your choices, your fix.
Mrs. Marston fled in a crescendo of sobs, her footsteps echoing down the stairs.
Eleanor spent the night at Edwards sidesilently, just holding his hand. He didnt cry. He lay staring at the ceiling, only sighing now and again.
Did I do the right thing? he asked at dawn, as the sky over London turned pale.
Yes. Eleanor brushed his cheek with her hand. It was hard, it hurt. But it was right.
In the morning, Edward called his mother and arranged for a bedsit at the edge of town, paying the rent six months in advance. It was the last help hed agree to give.
From now on, its up to you, Mum. Well help with court if you go after him, pay for whats needed. But to come live with usno.
Eleanor listened to the phone call and pondered justice. Sometimes, she thought, the harshest lesson is the only one that teaches. Perhaps Mrs. Marston had got exactly what her naïveté had earned.
Yet even as she thought it, she felt both relief and sorrow. And she couldnt shake the sense that, somehow, eventually, things would mend themselves. She didnt know how, but they would.












