Youll find your destiny. No need to rush. Everything in its own time.
I have this peculiar ritual I cant seem to shake off. Every year, just before New Years Eve, I visit a fortune teller. Its not hard to find a new one in London, seeing as the city is bursting with mystics and psychics.
The truth is, Ive always been a bit lonely. No matter how much I try to meet a decent young man, it never seems to work out. All the respectable ones seem to have long been snatched up…
This year youll meet your soulmate! proclaimed the fortune teller, her dark eyes glimmering as she gazed into a sparkling crystal.
But where? Where exactly will I meet him? I pressed, growing impatient. I get told the same thing every year. Time keeps passing, and Ive yet to meet my one and only.
I came to you on recommendation, you know, I insisted, frustration bubbling up. Youre supposed to be the best around. So I demand you tell me exactly where! Or Ill make sure everyone knows youre a phony
She rolled her eyes heavenward, clearly fed up but unable to shake me off easily. I could almost see her wondering if she should just feed me a story so Ill leave and let her get on with her other clients.
On a train! she declared with her eyes squeezed shut. I see it nowa tall, fair-haired man. Very handsome, like a prince from a story
Wow! I exclaimed. Which train? When exactly?
Before New Years! she replied, grinning. Go to the station. Your heart will tell you which ticket to buy
Thank you! I beamed, giddy with hope.
Stepping out from her building, I flagged down a cab and sped to Kings Cross. But as I stood at the ticket window, my excitement faded a little. I gazed blankly at the departure boards, completely uncertain which train I should board…
Can I help you? came the impatient voice of the ticket clerk, jolting me from my haze.
Er Manchester, please. For the thirtieth of December. A sleeping carriage, I managed to stammer.
I pictured it perfectlycosy in my compartment, sipping tea, when suddenly the door would open and in would walk my future husband…
Back home, I rushed to pack the essentials. The train left late in the evening. No time for second thoughts; I just wanted the fortune tellers prophecy to come true, and soon.
Its a peculiar loneliness that bites especially sharply over the holidays. Everyone else is bustling about with their families, shopping for Christmas dinner, exchanging gifts. Everyone except me…
A few hours later, I sat in my compartment, a steaming cup of tea in handjust as Id imagined. All that was left was for my fair-haired prince to walk through that door.
Good evening, love! greeted an elderly lady, struggling to heave a huge suitcase into the compartment. Which is the other berth?
Just there, I said, blinking in confusion and pointing to the bunk opposite. Are you sure this is your carriage?
Of course, dear, she smiled, settling herself with a satisfied sigh.
Excuse me, could I just get past? I mumbled, suddenly realising that I was being absurd. ActuallyId like to get off! Ive changed my mind about going!
Hold on, let me just stow my bag, she replied, clearly unfazed.
And thenI felt the lurch as the train started to move. It was too late.
Why the sudden change of heart? Forgotten something? the old lady asked.
I ignored her, turning to stare out the window, shame burning in my cheeks. She wasnt to blameId brought this upon myself.
She soon began unpacking homemade, still-warm pasties, offering me one as we settled into the journey.
Been visiting my daughter, she explained. But now I must hurry home; my son and his fiancée are coming for New Years. Well see it in together.
Lucky you I murmured. Looks like Ill be spending New Years on a station platform.
One thing led to another, and before long, I spilled the whole truth to herabout the fortune teller, about my hopes and foolish fears.
You silly girl! Why do you put your trust in these charlatans? she chided gently. Youll find your destiny. No sense in rushingeverything happens when its meant to.
The next morning, I stepped off onto the platform of a city Id never seen before. I helped my travel companion with her bag, then stood awkwardly, not knowing what to do next.
Thank you, Emily! Happy New Year, my dear! she said, patting my arm.
And you, Mrs. Thompson, I replied, attempting a smile.
She looked at me, uncertain how best to cheer up someone clearly at a loose end. Spending New Years on a station bench wasnt exactly the start to the year Id pictured.
Emily, come home with me! she suddenly offered. Well decorate the tree, prepare a proper feast
OhI couldnt, it wouldnt feel right, I faltered.
And sitting on the station is better? she teased, eyes twinkling. No arguments. Youre coming!
Despite my nerves, I accepted her invitation. Mrs. Thompson was rightthe blizzard raging outside hardly made the idea of wandering the city appealing.
Max and Sophie are already home, she smiled as we arrived.
Max had spotted us from the window, already waiting by the lift, eager to help his mother with her heavy bag.
Max, darling! Im not aloneIve brought a guest. This is Emily, the daughter of an old friend, she winked at me.
Lovely to meet you, Emily, said Max. Come in, please.
I took one look at himso tall, fair-haired, and charmingand felt my cheeks burn. It was uncanny; he was exactly who Id imagined on the train. Well, it seemed fate had another surprise for me
And wheres Sophie? Mrs. Thompson asked.
Mum, Sophies gone, and she wont be coming back. Id rather not talk about it. All right? Max replied, voice tense.
All right, dear, she said quietly.
That night, we sat around the table, bidding farewell to the old year.
Emily, will you be staying long? Max asked, piling salad onto my plate with a friendly grin.
NoIll head home in the morning, I replied, suddenly feeling a strange sadness.
I really didnt want to rush away from this cosy haven. It felt as though Id known Mrs. Thompson and Max my whole life.
I dont see whats so urgent, Mrs. Thompson grumbled. Emily, stay for a while. Enjoy yourself.
Honestly, Emily, stick around, Max chimed in. Theres a brilliant ice rink nearbylets go tomorrow evening if youre up for it. Dont just rush off.
Youve convinced me! I laughed, warmed by their kindness. Id love to stay.
By the following New Year, there were four of us raising glasses around that tableMrs. Thompson, Max, myself, and little Archie
And I do wonderdo you believe in New Years miracles?












