You simply dont know whats good for you
Fifty thousand pounds? Caroline stared at the notification on her phone and read it three times before the numbers made sense. You took out a loan for fifty thousand pounds?
David sat on the sofa, engrossed in his own mobile, not even glancing up.
Oh, that. Yes, its nothing, just for Mums renovations. You know, her pipes are leaking, the floorboards have warped, the wallpapers gone mouldy
Wait. Caroline sank onto the edge of the armchair; her legs wouldnt hold her. You arranged a loan. For fifty thousand. And handed everything over to your mother. Without even telling me?
David finally looked up, his face baffled, as though his wife were asking something painfully obvious.
Its my mum, Caroline. She lives alone, her pensions tiny. Who else is going to help her?
And what about discussing it with me? Caroline shouted, unable to stop. Asking my opinion? Warning me at least?
Youd just have argued, David shrugged. But Mum needed it straight away.
Four years shed endured this woman: the phone calls every evening to check Davids supper; the unannounced visits, always criticising the state of their flat; the family dinners arranged so Caroline was stuck at the far end of the table.
Dont make a mountain out of a molehill, David continued, just as calmly. Well manage, well pay it off quickly, its a small amount, really. Its family.
Hot, furious tears spilled. Caroline wiped them away with the back of her hand, smudging her mascara.
Family? What about meam I not family? Or just an accessory? Remember how your mother decided we needed a new car, and you sold ours without even asking me? When she threw my things out of the guest room, because she couldnt sleep surrounded by strangers clutter? How you spent my birthday picking out her new fridge with her?
Its all small stuff, David waved it away, Youre just tired, you need a break.
Caroline looked at the man shed once found so sweettall, gentle-featured, with dimples she used to adore. Now she saw only a thirty-year-old child unable to cut the apron strings.
Well be fine, he repeated, like a spell. Love conquers all.
Caroline got up in silence and walked to the bedroom. Her two big sports bags sat on top of the wardrobethe same ones shed brought with her years ago. She pulled them down, tossed them on the bed, and began opening cupboard after cupboard.
David appeared at the door twenty minutes later, when the first bag was crammed full.
What are you doing? Caroline, dont be silly. Youre not serious?
She didnt reply. She folded jumpers, jeans, underwear neatly. Lifted down a jewellery boxgifts from parents and friends. Nothing from him.
Where will you go? To your mum? Shes in Manchester!
She zipped the second bag. Checked her handbagpassport, bank card, keys for her mothers flat, which shed kept just in case.
Caroline, say something! You cant just leave me. I love you!
She looked at him for a long moment. Then picked up her bags and walked out.
the next morning, Caroline was standing in the queue at the registry office, clutching her completed application for divorce. Outside, the rain drizzled, grey clouds hanging low over the roofs, but inside she was oddly calm. The decision was made.
The first call came at half-past two in the morning. Caroline sat up on Lenas sofa, struggling to remember where she was.
We need to talk, David panted down the line, rambling. I understand now, Ill change. Please, give me a chance.
She hung up. Twenty minutes later, the phone rang again.
Caroline, I cant do this without you. You are the meaning of my life.
By morning, she had forty-three messages. Each one long, tearful, full of promises and threats.
If you dont come back, I dont know what Ill do.
Mum says youre just being difficult.
Ill wait for you forever.
A week later, he started turning up outside her office. Caroline would step out for lunch and see him by the kebab van across the street. Leave for the Underground after work and spot him on the opposite pavement.
Just happened to be passing, David would smile when she demanded an explanation. Just wanted to see you.
One evening, the doorbell rang at Lenas flat. Expecting the pizza delivery, Caroline didnt check the peephole.
David was there, clutching a bouquet of red roses.
One chance, he whispered. Thats all I ask.
She closed the door wordlessly. He stood on the doorstep for two hours, until the neighbours threatened to call the police.
She learned to live with itthe way people adapt to chronic pain. Not reading the messages, not answering unknown numbers, not looking over her shoulder in the street. She changed jobs, found a remote role in another firm, moved out to a suburb where David would never go by chance.
The divorce came through after three months. Caroline walked out of the courthouse holding the official certificate and burst into tears on the stepsnot from sorrow, but relief.
Those first months of freedom were daunting in their emptiness. Caroline was so used to checking every decision with someone elseeven if that someone went ahead regardless. Now she could buy any yoghurt she liked at the shop, without worrying if Mrs Harding approved. Choose to watch any film, no longer hearing, decent women wouldnt watch that. She could breathe.
She enrolled in English classesa long-held dream, never realised because David said it was a waste of money. Started early morning yoga classes, before the city woke. Spent a weekend in Bath by herself, no plans, just walked the streets and tried every local fudge.
Six months later, the calls stopped. The messages too. Caroline waited for the catch, another month, then anotherfinally, she relaxed. She landed a job in a marketing agencybright offices, a young team, interesting work. Life was coming together.
She met Andrew at a work partyher colleague Martha dragged her along.
This is our star developer, Martha said, introducing a tall guy in thin-rimmed glasses. Andrew, meet Caroline from Marketing.
He shook her handfirm but gentle. His smile was simple, with no hint of show.
Did you escape the karaoke as well? he nodded at the CFO, mangling Bohemian Rhapsody on the stage.
Had to spare my nerves, Caroline smiled.
They talked for hoursbooks, travel, how odd life was. Andrew listened more than he spoke, asked questions and waited for answers. He never tried to instruct or explain how she ought to live. When he learned she was divorced, he simply nodded and changed the subject.
Six months later, they moved in together, choosing a flat in the centresmall, sunny, high ceilings, a view over a quiet courtyard.
Are you sure you like this one? Caroline asked as they viewed it before signing. We could look at a few more
What about you? Andrew turned to her.
I really do.
Then lets take it.
Small thingsthe right to an opinion that is actually consideredmeant more than all those grand declarations of love.
He proposed on the rooftop of their building, as the sun set and the sky glowed pink and gold. Produced a small box, opened ita diamond ring inside.
Im hopeless at speeches, Andrew confessed, but I want to wake up beside you every day. If you dont mind the snoring and my weak spot for dreadful coffee.
Caroline laughed through tears and nodded
That May evening was perfectly ordinary. Andrew was held up at worksomething urgent with the code, a looming deadline. Caroline was making pasta, humming along to the radio when the doorbell rangsharp, insistent.
She glanced through the peepholeand recoiled.
David stood in the hallway. Pale, sleepless, shirt creased. Two years. Two years of silence, and here he was.
Caroline, open up! His fist hammered the door. I know youre there! We need to talk!
She grabbed her phone and called Andrew. Busy.
We love each other! David yelled through the door. You cant be with someone else! Thats not right!
The door shook under the force of his shoulder. Caroline braced her back against the panel, feet on the floor.
Go away! she shouted. Ill call the police!
Youre my wife! his voice nearly screamed. You were mine and you will be! Ive waited two years for you to come to your senses! Two years!
Were divorced! Its over!
Its not over! he shoved again, barely held back by the door. Ive changed! Mum says you just dont know whats good for you! Let me in, lets talk!
In the peephole, his face was twisted, obsessed. No trace of the man shed once shared a bed with.
Caroline dialled three numbers.
David! One more click and the police will be here. Leave, now.
He froze. Several seconds passed in silence, then he turned abruptly and stomped down the stairs. The main door slammed below.
Caroline slid down to the floor, heart pounding, head swimming. Only after half an hour did she manage to call Andrew.
The police took her statement the next day. The local constablea kindly older man with a moustachewrote everything down, nodded.
Well sort it out. Ill have a word.
What he said to David, Caroline never knew. But after that, her ex vanishedno calls, no messages, no chance encounters anywhere near home.
They held the wedding in early June, a tiny country restauranttwenty friends, no fuss. No relatives from the grooms side demanding tradition.
Caroline stood opposite Andrew in a simple white dress, her hands wrapped around his warm ones. Outside, the birch trees rustled, the air scented with flowers and cut grass.
Do you agree the celebrant began.
I do, she interrupted. The guests laughed.
Andrew slipped a slim, gold ring onto her finger. Inside, it was engraved: Always with you.
Caroline looked up into the eyes of the man who would be her husband. Not a mummys boy, not a tormentorjust a man who knew how to listen, to respect, to love. Ahead of them lay a life in which her opinion mattered.












