You don’t love him, but we were happy together – shall we try to start over, what do you say?

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You dont love him, and things were good between us; shall we try starting anew, alright?

We divorced three years agopeacefully, without much animosity, and as we wrote in our statement, irreconcilable differences. At first, our daughter thought it was just a row, that her dad had popped off for a bit.

At weekends, they always had a marvellous timemeeting up, returning in the evening, and wed share dinner together. Afterwards, Richard would head out for the night, and Emily would draw out her goodbyes, standing by the window to see her father off

Last week, my daughter turned six. Over the past year, she and Richard werent in touch much. There were two reasons for that: Richard met someone new and couldnt spend every weekend with his daughter, and Id also met someoneAdam. Adam and I crossed paths on a day trip to the Peak District. Emily and I lagged behind our hiking group, Adam wandered too and hadnt realised hed gotten separated. Eventually, we caught up with the guide, started chatting, swapped phone numbers, and carried on together.

Compared to Richard, Adam is a man of few words, but hes somehow reassuring. Hes never one for empty promises. Since we became acquainted, hes never forgotten a thing, never been late. If Adam says hell do something, hell do it. With Richard, we always had trouble and misunderstandingsprobably his lack of commitment was why we split up

Both Richard and Adam were meant to be at my daughters birthday party. I was nervous about how theyd get on, and how theyd behave in company. Emily was of course looking forward to seeing her dad, though she gets along well with Adam.

All the guests arrived on time except for my ex, who was late. Emily begged me to wait for her father, so I filled the unexpected gap with stories and gossip among friends.

Finally, Dad turned up! He brought an enormous, beautifully wrapped present for Emily, and a huge bouquet for me. I felt, honestly, a bit uncomfortable. Adam introduced himself, but Richard, as though it hadnt been three years since we split, slipped right into the role of man of the houseseating the guests, directing the drinks, acting much as he always did back in the old days.

Emily barely left her fathers side, while Adam, quietly observing, was clearly out of his element, even though I tried to give him enough attention.

After a while, Adam excused himself, saying he had urgent work to finish at home and said his goodbyes.

With Adam gone, Richard got even more relaxed. As we padded into the kitchen for cake, I asked him to calm down a bit, and my ex suddenly announced:
“You dont love him, and things were good between us; shall we try starting anew?”

I was taken aback, but then
“No, love, I dont want to. You and I just dont work. Emily is all that binds us now; lets keep it at that. Im glad you care about her, and she waits for you, but Im not waiting for you anymoreespecially after you started seeing someone else.”
“Thats differentits only physical, not emotional. I dont see my life with her”
“All the more reason for you to look for someone you want to be with, for life, not just”

The guests began leaving. Richard was the last out, tidied the kitchen with me, tucked Emily into bed, and seemed to hope Id ask him to stay the night. When he realised I wasnt going to, he didnt spoil the eveninghe thanked me for the chat, kissed me on the cheek, and said goodbye.

I called Adam and asked if we could go for a picnic together tomorrow. Adam was thrilled, said hed drop everything and fetch me and Emily at nine in the morning.

Right on the dot at nine, the doorbell rang and Emily shouted, Hooray! The birthdays still going! The three of us spent a glorious day outdoors. Back home, I turned to my daughter:
“Emily, would you mind if Adam moved in with us?”
She looked at me earnestly and answered,
“You always wait for him, and this way, youd see him every day”

Antonia Peterson walked through the rain in tears, her sobs hidden by the downpour—at least the rain keeps my sorrow private, she thought. She blamed herself for arriving at the wrong moment, an unwelcome guest; she cried and then burst out laughing, remembering that joke where a son-in-law asks, “So, Mum, you won’t even stay for a cup of tea?” Now, she found herself living out that “mum’s” predicament—laughing and crying all at once. Returning home, she stripped off her wet clothes and curled under a blanket, finally allowed to weep openly, with only her goldfish in the round aquarium to hear her pain. Once, Antonia was admired by many men, yet things never worked out with Nikita’s father. His drinking worsened—first tolerable, then jealous and violent, even beating her in front of their child. Little Nikita described it all vividly to his grandparents; Antonia’s mother sobbed, while her father calmly sent the now ex-son-in-law flying down the stairs (with a broken arm as souvenir), vowing to protect his daughter no matter the cost. Her husband vanished, and Antonia devoted herself to raising her son, wary of new relationships despite many suitors. She built a comfortable life as a catering manager, gradually saving for a flat, and when Nikita decided to marry lovely Anastasia, Antonia gave the newlyweds the new apartment and even paid for their wedding. She continued saving for a car, reasoning that a growing family needed better than their old banger. Today, Antonia hadn’t planned to visit her son, but caught in a rainstorm near their home, she popped by hoping to wait out the weather and share a cup of tea with Anastasia. However, her daughter-in-law, surprised by the visit, coldly asked, “Is there something you want, Mrs Peterson?” Unwelcome, Antonia left tearfully. That night, she dreamt of her goldfish, grown huge and speaking: “Cry all you want, but they couldn’t even offer you tea in the rain! Why keep saving for their car? Why live only for them? You’re clever, beautiful, and independent—go live for yourself, head for the seaside!” Awakening, she understood: don’t sacrifice yourself for the ungrateful. She took her savings and booked a seaside holiday, returning rejuvenated, tanned, and transformed. Her son and daughter-in-law were none the wiser, only contacting her when they needed money or childcare. Antonia stopped avoiding men, and soon caught the eye of her restaurant’s charming manager; life sweetened, and their relationship blossomed. One day, Anastasia dropped by, hinting about a new car and asking why Antonia hadn’t called or visited. Hands crossed, Antonia replied, “Was there something you wanted, Anastasia?”—just as her new suitor appeared, inviting Antonia to tea and suggesting they welcome their guest. “No, Anastasia’s just leaving. She doesn’t drink tea, do you, Anastasia?” With a laugh, Antonia shut the door and winked at her goldfish. That’s how things are now!

The Promise Dennis confidently steered the car down the motorway, his friend Cyril sitting beside him as they returned from a business trip to a neighbouring city, sent by their boss for a two-day assignment. “Cyril, we handled everything brilliantly, and landed a massive contract—our boss will be thrilled,” Dennis beamed. “Definitely, mate, we got lucky,” Cyril agreed. They worked together in the same office. “It’s great coming home when someone’s waiting for you,” Dennis said. “My Aria’s pregnant and suffering morning sickness. I feel awful for her, but we really wanted a baby—she says she’ll endure anything for our child.” “Having a baby is wonderful. Marina and I haven’t had any luck—she can’t carry to term. We’re trying IVF again—the first go didn’t work out,” Cyril confided. He’d been married to Marina for seven years and longed for a child. Dennis had married late, at thirty-two, after a few relationships that hadn’t meant much—until he met Aria and fell head over heels. For him, there was no one else. When Dennis introduced Cyril to Aria, and Cyril stood as best man at their wedding, he’d felt a twinge of envy. Aria was beautiful and gentle—the sort you fall for instantly. Light autumn rain speckled the windscreen, the wipers clearing it now and then while the friends chatted. Dennis’s phone rang; he picked up. “Hi, Aria, yes, we’re on our way—should be home in a couple of hours. How are you feeling? Still sick? Take it easy, don’t lift anything; I’ll do it all when I get home. Love you, see you soon.” Cyril listened, picturing Aria waiting anxiously for Dennis, and thought about Marina—how she never called, never worried about him, convinced he was devoted to her. She was nothing like Aria; everything in her life was organised—work, home. Suddenly Dennis swerved; a van hurtled towards them. The crash was unavoidable, but at the last second they hit a post on Dennis’s side, spinning off the road. Cyril came to with blood on his arm and a throbbing head. The car was upright, his door open. He saw Dennis—motionless. People rushed over, cars stopped. Cyril lay on the wet grass, aching and disoriented, waiting for an ambulance. Dennis was stretchered away, and as Cyril leaned over, Dennis whispered: “Take care of Aria…” They were taken to hospital. Cyril’s arm was broken, with a severe concussion, but he was conscious, constantly asking the doctors: “How’s Dennis? My friend, is he alright?” Eventually a nurse told him: “Dennis didn’t make it…” Cyril was devastated. He couldn’t attend the funeral, but Marina did, telling him how Aria wept, unable to believe her husband was gone, barely able to stand by his coffin. After his discharge, Cyril and Marina visited Dennis’s grave. Standing in silence, Cyril promised: “Don’t worry, my friend. I’ll look after your wife, as you asked…” Two days later, Cyril called at Aria’s door. Seeing him, she broke down. “How do I live without him? I can’t accept he’s gone.” “Aria, I promised Dennis I’d help you. We’ll get through this together. Call me whenever you need anything—I’ll visit you.” Time passed. Aria recovered a little, terrified her pregnancy might end from grief, as the doctor warned. Cyril visited twice a week—bringing groceries, vitamins, driving her to appointments. Aria never took advantage; only asked if truly necessary. “Cyril, I hate taking up so much of your time.” “It’s no trouble—I promised Dennis.” Cyril felt conflicted—Aria was his dream woman, yet the situation unsettled him. While Aria battled illness, Cyril and Marina faced yet another round of tests and disappointment—childlessness their constant heartache. Marina didn’t know Cyril helped Aria—he’d saved her number in his phone as “Charity,” just in case. After their second unsuccessful attempt, tension built between Cyril and Marina. She blamed Cyril, while he grew indifferent. Marina noticed his behaviour shift—he was distracted, irritable, often out for mysterious errands. Infidelity seemed unlikely; their marriage was untroubled physically. Cyril knew things weren’t right at home, though work flourished. He returned to a project initiated with Dennis, successfully completed and landed another big contract. As Aria’s pregnancy progressed, she grew more helpless. Her parents lived far away in northern Britain; she was alone in the city, plagued by headaches and swollen feet, but rarely complained to Cyril. Once, arriving with groceries, Cyril found her on a stepladder, hanging new curtains. “I’ve just cleaned the window—putting up curtains,” she said cheerily. “Get down, now,” Cyril barked, eyeing her pregnant belly, “If you fall, it’s no joke.” He helped her down, feeling a shudder run through him as they stood close. “Thanks, Cyril,” she said, dashing off as nausea struck. Cyril wiped sweat from his brow, thinking, “Can Dennis see me from wherever he is? This is what he asked.” Later, Aria suggested, “Dennis, would you help me set up the nursery? I found the perfect wallpaper.” Cyril couldn’t let pregnant Aria tackle it alone—so they decorated together (with Aria mostly supporting and providing moral support). Meanwhile, Cyril was torn—between his despondent wife, always talking about infertility, and Aria, now nearing her due date. Marina sensed she needed to stay busy to preserve the marriage and dove into her work, writing for magazines. When she was invited to write a regular column for a prestigious publication, she gladly accepted—her fee was substantial. She returned home delighted, loaded with treats and a couple bottles of wine. “Wow, what’s all this? Are we celebrating?” Cyril asked, arriving home. “Yes, I landed a great contract—let’s celebrate! I’ve waited ages for this.” She laid out snacks; they watched their favourite film and sipped wine. Suddenly Cyril’s phone rang. Peeking over his shoulder, Marina read “Charity” on the screen. Cyril hurried to the kitchen. “What’s happened?” he asked quietly. “Cyril, sorry, but I think I’m in labour… The ambulance is on the way.” “But it’s too early.” “Seven months is possible,” she said, voice tight with pain. “I’ll come to the hospital,” Cyril said. He dressed quickly, Marina watching him anxiously. “You’re leaving?” “Yes,” he fumbled for an excuse, “The boss called about charity—needs me urgently. I’ll explain later. Please believe me…” But Marina was suspicious. “Charity? Bosses don’t call about charity at this hour. Cyril’s lying.” Cyril raced to the hospital, found Aria already admitted. He waited two hours before the nurse told him Aria had delivered a baby boy. Relieved, he returned home, drained and worried. Marina was awake, scrutinising Cyril’s exhausted face. “Your ‘charity work’ has worn you out,” she remarked caustically. Cyril slumped onto the sofa, still in his coat. “Yes, Marina. Yes… Aria had her son tonight. I promised Dennis I’d help her. She’s completely alone,” he confessed. “I see… It all makes sense now,” Marina sighed. “So now you’ll be helping Aria with her newborn too, right?” “Yes,” Cyril replied sincerely. “Well then… you know me, Cyril. I won’t put up with you spending your time on someone else’s child—especially when we can’t have one of our own and likely never will. I’m filing for divorce, and you can do as you like. Maybe I’ll meet someone else and get pregnant.” Cyril met her gaze in surprise—she still blamed him for their infertility. “Your choice, Marina. I won’t argue. I must help Aria and the baby.” Time passed. Marina filed for divorce. Cyril moved in with Aria to support her and baby Danny. In time, they married, and two years later a daughter was born. Thank you for reading, subscribing, and for your support. Wishing you all the best in life!