You dont have a family, you should let your sister have the houseshe needs it more at the moment, my mother declared. Its easier for you, but your sister has a big family. You should understand.
Why are you so glum?
My sister, Emily, settled beside me on the sofa, cradling a mug of apple juice. The children shrieked with laughter around the table. Her husband, Matthew, was regaling our mum with a grand story, gesturing wildly with a fork skewering a bit of Victoria sponge.
Im fine, I said, looking away. Just tired. Work was an absolute nightmare today.
She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and forced a smile.
Theres something Ive wanted to discuss for a few days Dads house.
Im listening.
She shifted a little closer, dropping her voice.
Matthew and I have been talking You and David dont need the house, do you? Just the two of you living in a flat. But weve got three children squeezed into a rented two-bed. Out there, theres fresh air, a garden, proper space for all of us.
I didnt speak. Instead, I watched her eldest, Sophie, six years old, blowing out the candles on her birthday cake.
You dont even need the house, not really, Emily pressed on. Its just draining your savings. The roof leaks, the fence is falling, nothing but endless repairs
How are you going to afford any of that? flashed through my mind, but I kept quiet.
Mum thinks it makes sense too, Emily added. Its not like we want a handout. Just let go of your half. Well sort it all later.
I nodded, but something shrank inside me.
On the drive home, David kept his eyes on the road.
What happened back there?
They want me to give up my share of Dads house.
What, just hand it over?
Yes. They say they need it more than we do Since we have everything.
Everything? David scoffed, his tone bitter. You mean our tiny flat, with ten years of mortgage left?
The next day, Mum rang me.
Thought about it, love?
Theres nothing to think about. Half of that house belongs to me.
Its always about your rights, isnt it? she retorted. What about family? Theyve got three children, and youre on your own.
Our flat is on mortgage, Mum. Well be paying it off for a decade.
They dont even have that, do they?
I looked after Dad at the end. Took him to hospital, sorted all his medicine. Emily came twice.
Youre the older one, Claire. You should understand. Youre free.
Free. The word stung.
That evening, I sat in the kitchen with a cuppa.
So, shes pushing, too? David asked quietly.
Yes.
The next day, I met Lucy for lunch.
When did your sister last do you a good turn? Lucy asked.
I couldnt answer.
Do they even know how much you two spent on IVF?
No.
Almost a hundred grand. And still nothing. Yet they think this is easy for you.
I made up my mind to go to the house.
I went alone.
The garden was overgrown, the door creaked on its hinges, and the air smelled of dust and memories.
I found Dads old notebookfull of repair estimates, all in his handwriting. Plans he never saw through.
And there it wasour apple tree. The one wed planted together when I was just a girl.
This wasnt just bricks and mortar. It was memory.
When Mum arrived and said, You dont have a family, its easier for you
I didnt swallow it this time.
Three rounds of IVF, Mum. Three.
And for the first time, I said quietly but firmly,
The house is mine. I wont be giving it up.
Silence fell. But it wasnt empty anymore. It was liberating.
Spring came early that year.
Mrs. Allen next door said, He was only ever waiting for you.
I sat on the veranda, with a mug of tea and Dads old jumper round my shoulders, looking out at the apple tree.
This was my home.
Not because I backed away.
But because it was my right.












