My Wife and My Father
Sophie pretended she was eager to meet my parents. But honestly, what did she care? She wasnt going to live with them, and apart from my fathers reputation for wealthwhich, in truth, brought more headaches and suspicion than anything elseshe had no use for them.
But once youve set your mind to marriage, you have to play things through.
Sophie dressed up with careful plainness, aiming to be taken for a sweet, modest girl.
Meeting your fiancées parents is always a tightrope walk, and if the parents are clever, the whole thing turns into an obstacle course.
I sensed Sophie needed a bit of reassurance.
Dont fret, Soph. Dads a bit dour, but hes reasonable. They wont say anything dreadful. Youll win them over, youll see. Hes odd, but Mum is an absolute delight, I said as we stood outside my childhood home.
Sophie just smiled, flicking a strand of hair from her shoulder. Dour dad and life-of-the-party muma proper combination. She nearly laughed to herself.
The house didnt impress her much; shed seen grander.
We were welcomed at once.
Sophie showed little nerves. Why worry? People were just people. Mum, Sarah, had been a full-time homemaker for ages. She darted off on holidays with friends now and then, but nothing out of the ordinary. Dad, Richardhe was as rumoured: never exactly cheerful but not much of a talker either. Still, his name rang a bell in Sophies mind
They greeted us.
And Sophie froze, stopping dead at the threshold. This was a disaster. Shed never met Sarah, but Richard she recognised in a heartbeat. Theyd crossed paths beforethree years back. Not often, but on business handy to them both. Pubs, hotels, restaurants. Nobody, least of all his wife or son, ever found out.
Here we go.
Richard knew her as well. His eyes glimmered with something darksurprise, maybe, or something more calculatingbut he held his tongue.
Oblivious, I introduced her, smiling widely.
Mum, Dad, this is Sophie. My fiancée. Id have brought her round sooner, but shes ever so shy.
Oh dear.
Richard shook her hand; his grip was firmalmost punishing.
Pleased to meet you, Sophie, he said, his tone carrying something Sophie couldnt pin down. Anger? Warning? Or…?
Sophie wondered how this would play out. Any moment now, Richard might reveal all.
Lovely to meet you too, Mr. Harris, Sophie parried, keeping her cards close, adrenaline thumping in her veins.
But… nothing.
Richard, forcing a smile, pulled out her chair at the dining table.
Perhaps hes planning to humiliate her publicly…
But, no. The evening rolled on.
Suddenly Sophie realised: he wouldnt expose her. Blowing her cover would only incriminate him as well.
As she relaxed, things picked up. Sarah told embarrassing childhood tales about me, while Richard feigned interest, asking Sophie about her work. He knew plenty, but his subtle digs no longer ruffled her. Sometimes, he even jokedjokes only she would understand.
At one point, looking directly at her, he said:
You remind me of a former… colleague. Bright, good with peoplealmost anyone.
Sophie replied smoothly, There are all sorts of talents in the world, Mr. Harris.
Lost in love, I gazed at Sophie adoringly, blind to the tension. I really loved her. Perhaps that was the crux of the problemat least for me.
Later, talk turned to travel. Richard glanced at her and mused, I prefer secluded spots, somewhere peaceful where one can ponder with a good book. What about you, Sophie?
A little trap.
Sophie shrugged. I love a crowda bit of noise and festivity. Then, with a knowing glance, Though occasionally, too many ears can be a hazard.
Sarah frowned for a moment; Sophie caught the flash of doubt but saw her set it aside.
Richard knew Sophie didnt avoid noisehe understood why.
When that long evening finally ended, and bedtime called, Richard hugged me.
Look after her, son. Shes… one of a kind.
It sounded like praiseand mockery. Only Sophie caught both notes.
She felt the temperature drop, inwardly repeating, One of a kind. That word said everything.
***
That night, Sophie couldnt sleep.
She lay awake, turning over the evening, mulling over the chaos their past encounter suddenly threatened. The outlook was bleak. She guessed that, like herself, Richard wasnt sleeping eithereach of them lying in separate rooms, dreading the conversation to come.
She rose silently, pulled on an old hoodie over her pyjamas and padded out of the room. She went noisily enough down the stairs so the awake would hear her, then stepped outside, heading to the veranda where she suspected Richard would find her.
She didnt have long to wait.
Not sleeping? he asked, approaching quietly.
Struggling tonight, Sophie replied.
The wind carried a sharp tang of his cologne.
He watched her keenly.
What do you want from my son, Sophie? His voice was cold and blunt, I know what youre capable of. I know how many men like me have crossed your pathand I know youve only ever cared about money. You never hid your price. So, what do you want with Alex?
Since he wasnt mincing words, neither would she. She bared her teeth in a thin smile.
I love him, Mr. Harris, she liltingly replied. Why shouldnt I?
He didnt buy it.
You? Love? Please. I know who you are. And Im going to tell Alexeverything. Who you really are, what youve been. Do you think hell still marry you?
Sophie stepped closer, mere inches between them now, head cocked as if examining a curiosity.
Go ahead, Mr. Harris, she said, stretching out the words. But remember: then your wife will discover our little secret.
Thats…
Its not blackmail. Its plain sense. You tell everyone where we met, you can hardly hide what we were up to, can you? Trust me, Ill fill in any gaps you miss.
Thats not the same as your… hustle.
Isnt it? Tell your wife that, shall we?
Richard froze. The threat bounced back at him, trapping him. Now they were yoked togetherfor better or worse.
You wouldnt dare.
Sophie laughed. You will, but I wont? Oh, I wouldnt, so long as you dont. Ill keep your little indiscretion safe, unless you betray my mercenary wayswhich could cost you your marriage. And Sarah… she values faithfulness above all else.
Hed once drunkenly confessed his misdeeds to Sophie, bemoaning how loyal and good Sarah washow unforgivable his own failings. Sarah would never forgive. Not in this lifetime. This was checkmate.
He knew Sophie wasnt bluffing.
Fine, he managed. Ill say nothing. And you… will keep your mouth shut too. This never happened.
That settled it. Richard stood to lose more than she ever would.
As you wish, Mr. Harris.
Next morning, we left my parents house. Richards glare could have curdled milk as Sophie bid farewell to his wife, whod already started calling her daughter. Richards eye nearly twitched out of its socket.
To warn me about Sophie would mean risking divorceand Sarah was entitled to half his wealth. Not to mention, Id never forgive him.
Some time later, we stayed with my parents for a fortnights holiday.
Richard busied himself, always too swamped with business to engage with Sophie. But one afternoon, restless and alone at home, he acted on mean curiosity. He rifled through Sophies handbagmakeup, diary, pocketbookuntil his eyes landed on something blue and white. A pregnancy test, unmistakably positive.
I thought Alex marrying… someone like you was bad enough. This? This is a disaster. He crammed the test back into her bag, but couldnt close it before Sophie rounded the corner.
Snooping, Mr. Harris? Thats terribly rude, she said, barely looking bothered.
Richard didnt even try to deny it.
Youre pregnant by Alex?
Sophie took the bag from his hands, held his gaze and said softly, Well, youve rather ruined the surprise, Mr. Harris.
Fury overtook Richard. Now Sophie had even more of a hold over his sonand even less reason to reveal anything. Telling the truth would destroy everything. All he could do was keep silent, watching helplessly as his son wandered into disaster.
***
Nine months passed, then another six.
Sophie and I now had a daughter, Alice.
Richard avoided us altogether. Refused visits. He glared at me, ignored Alice, and loathed Sophies cold indifference and ominous past.
Then it happened again.
Sarah was planning to visit.
Coming with me, Richard?
No, Ive got a splitting headache.
Again? This is starting to seem serious.
Just tired. Go on without me.
Migraines, colds, an aching leghe always had an excuse. He even took extra paracetamol for effect. He couldnt stand the sight of Sophie, couldnt forgive what shed brought into his life. But he also couldnt reveal anything.
That day passed uneventfullyapart from his gnawing thoughts.
He read. He napped.
Evening came. It was eleven, and Sarah still wasnt home. The line was dead. He rang me.
Alexeverything all right? Did Sarah leave? Shes not home.
Dad, honestly, you are the last person I want to speak to right now.
He hung up.
Richard was about to leave for our house when Sophies car rolled up. His stomach turned.
What do you want? Tell mewhats happened? He grabbed her, shaking with anger.
Sophie seemed cool as ever. She poured herself a glass of his wine. Sat back.
Its all gone wrong.
Whats happened?”
All of itme and you. Alex found some old photos onlineyears back, from that party at The Blue Willow. Remember? He was searching for a place for our anniversary, found them on the cafés site and there we are. In full colour. The photographer posted the lot. Now Alex is in pieces, your Sarah wants a divorce, and, welllike you always dreamedIll likely be free of your son too.
Richard slumped, stunned. That damned website, that wretched partyhed told them not to take photos. Whod have expected this?
He sunk down next to her.
So whyve you come here?
I fancied a bit of peace and quiet, Sophie replied, almost smiling. Its chaos at home. Alice is with the nanny. Wine?
She pushed his own bottle his way.
They sat together on the veranda, sharing a silence broken only by the hum of insects.
Everythings your fault, Richard muttered.
Sophie nodded, eyes on her glass. Yes.
Youre insufferable.
So Ive been told.
You dont even pity Alex.
I do, but I pity myself more.
You only love yourself.
I wont argue.
He reached out and lifted her chin, making her face him.
You know I never loved you, he murmured.
Glad to hear it, she said simply.
***
In the morning, Sarah came round, determined to patch things up, no matter what it cost her nerves. She found Sophie and Richard asleeptogether.
Whos here? Sophie started.
Just me, Sarah replied, staring at the ruins of her life.
Sophie met her gaze and smiled, serenely unbothered. Richard woke later and never went after his wife.
That was the moment that changed everything for me. I learned that secrets eventually come outand the longer you bury them, the harder it hurts when they finally surface. In families, as in life, its not just love or loyalty that holds us together, but the courage to face uncomfortable truths. And without that, everything falls apart.












