My son needs
Fifty thousand pounds, Ben. Fifty. On top of the thirty thousand for child maintenance.
Charlotte tossed her phone onto the kitchen table so forcefully that it skidded across the surface, nearly tumbling onto the floor. Ben managed to catch it right on the edgea reflex that infuriated her even more.
He needed trainers and a kit for football club, Ben said, flipping the phone facedown, as if to hide the evidence. Hes growing, Charlie. Kids do grow.
Trainers for fifty grand? Is he training for Team GB now? Charlotte couldnt help the sarcasm. And what elsea rucksack? A jacket? Its only autumn coming!
Charlotte turned away, not wanting to look at her husband anymore. The monthly payments werent news to her. The same story, month in, month out: son, responsibility, duty. Noble words masking very specific numbers quietly draining from their family budget into someone elses pocket.
I do love him, Ben stepped closer, just a pace behind her. Hes my boy. I cant just
Im not saying you should abandon him! Charlotte snapped back. But why are you handing over all that extra money on top of the child maintenance? Thirty thousand a monthis that not enough? Is Emily not working?
She is.
Then whats the problem?
Ben fell silent. Charlotte knew what that silence meanthe had no answers, only habits. The habit of agreeing, of helping, of never arguing. The desire to be a good ex-husband, a good father, a good man. All funded by their family.
She braced herself against the sink. You know I keep track, right? Mentally. How much goes over there each month. Want to hear the total for the year?
I dont.
Nearly six hundred thousand pounds. And thats without this last fifty.
Ben rubbed his browanother signal for can we not? But Charlotte couldnt stay quiet anymore. Shed suppressed too much, played the understanding wife for too long.
We planned a holiday, remember? November, the seaside, two weeks. Wheres that money now?
Charlie, I know. But Emily called. She needed it urgently
Emily. Its always Emily. Theres always something urgent.
Ben slumped onto the stool, elbows on his knees. For the first time, Charlotte saw how tired he truly lookednot from work, but from being forever tugged between two women. Somewhere deep down, she felt a flicker of sympathy, but tamped it down quickly.
She wants to buy a flat, Ben mumbled, not meeting her eyes. So Alfie can have his own room.
Wait, what flat?
A bigger one. Theyre still in a one-bed. You know its cramped.
Shes saying its cramped. Whos going to pay for it?
Ben finally looked up, and in his eyes, Charlotte saw a flash of guilt. She went cold.
Youre not seriously considering
Shes asked for help with the deposit. I havent agreed yet, just thinking.
Thinking? Ben, thats a huge amount! Where will you get it?
We saved up some. For the car.
We saved! For our car! For this family!
Charlottes voice cracked into a shout. She clapped a hand over her mouthbut it was too late. The words hovered, heavy and unable to be taken back.
Ben rose and moved to the window, hands deep in his pockets.
Alfie is family, too. I cant pretend he doesnt exist.
Nobodys asking you to pretend! Theres child supportlegal, official. The rest is just goodwill. Your goodwill. And mine, frankly. This is both our money.
I know.
But that doesnt stop you.
Silence. From next door, the neighbours telly rattled on with muffled laughteroddly mismatched with their living-room tension.
Charlotte sat at the table, smoothing the cloth with trembling hands. Anger, hurt, confusion bubbled inside, but she forced herself to speak evenly:
How much is she asking for?
Two hundred thousand. For the deposit.
The number hung between them. Charlotte barked out a dry laugh.
Two hundred thousand. Thats everything we have.
I know.
And youre seriously considering giving it to her?
Its for my son.
Im against it. Its my money toodont forget that.
Ben said nothing. There was nothing left to say.
*
A week later Charlotte checked her banking app, halfheartedly, just to see if her salary had landed. She scrolled to the savings accountthe one theyd been adding to for three years.
Balance: forty-seven thousand five hundred pounds.
She blinked. Refreshed the app. Checked again.
Forty-seven thousand instead of two hundred thousand.
Her phone tumbled onto the carpet from shaking hands.
Charlotte stood frozen in the centre of the room. Two hundred thousand. Three years of pinching pennies, skipping holidays, counting every big purchase. Nowforty-seven thousand. Scraps of their shared future.
She picked up her phone and checked the transaction history. Transfer to Emily Jane Matthews.
He hadnt even tried to hide it.
Ben was on the sofa, laptop open, when she stormed in. His smile faltered the moment he saw her face.
You spent all our savings on your ex?
Her voice shrieked off the wallsshe didnt care if the neighbours heard, the whole block heard.
Charlie, please, let me explain
Explain?! Two hundred thousand pounds, Ben! Two! That was our money!
He closed the laptop, rose slowly. His face held no guilt, only a stubbornness shed never seen before.
Its for Alfie. He needs a proper room, proper living conditions. Im his fatherI have a responsibility
And you have a responsibility to your family! Me! Not the woman you split up with four years ago!
Shes the mother of my child.
And I am what to you?!
Youre my wife. I love you. But Alfie
Stop hiding behind Alfie! Charlotte stepped forward, forcing Ben to back away. You bought Emily a flat. Not Alfieher! The flat will be in her name. Shell do as she pleases with it. If she wants, she can sell and spend it however she likes. What does that do for your son?!
Ben opened his mouth, then closed it, wordless. Of course he wasshe was right, and he knew it.
Youre still in love with her, Charlotte said quietly, almost a whisper. Thats the real reason. Not Alfie. You just cant say no to her. Never could.
Thats not true.
Then why? Why didnt you ask me? Why did you decide without me?
Ben tried to reach for her. Charlie, please. Lets talk this through. I know youre angry but its all because of my son
Charlotte recoiled from his hand.
Dont touch me.
Three wordsan invisible wall shot up between them. Bens hands hovered mid-air, his face finally registering understanding. Much too late.
I cant, Charlotte said, brushing past him into the bedroom, reaching for a bag. I cant live with someone who makes decisions behind my back. Who lies. Who
I didnt lie!
You didnt tell me. Its the same.
She tossed essentials into her bagclothes, documents, her phone charger. Ben stood in the doorway, witnessing their life unravel.
Where are you going?
To Mums.
How long?
Charlotte zipped her bag, slung it over her shoulder. She looked Ben in the eyea grown man with the lost expression of someone who truly hadnt understood what hed done.
I dont know, Ben. ReallyI dont know.
*
Charlotte spent three strange days at her mothers flat. The first, she lay on the sofa, staring at the ceiling. Her mum brought tea, didnt ask questions, just stroked her head like she used to as a child. The second day, anger replaced hurtsharp and freeing. On the third, clarity arrived.
She rang her solicitor friend.
I want a divorce. Yes, Im sure. No, there wont be reconciliation.
Ben rang daily, sent messageslong, jumbled, full of explanations and apologies. Charlotte read them all; she replied to none. The choice was madehis first, hers now.
A month later, Charlotte moved into a rented flat halfway across town. A tiny place overlooking an industrial estate, but hers alone. She chose the curtains herself, moved furniture wherever she wished, decided on every penny of her own salary.
The divorce was finalised quickly. Ben never protested, signed everything without a word. Maybe, he hoped shed change her mind. But she didnt.
Some evenings, Charlotte sat by her window reflecting on how strange life was. Three years ago, shed thought shed found her person. Now, she was alone in an empty flatand oddly, it didnt frighten her.
Charlotte opened her journal and wrote: zero. A new starting point. Beside it, she made plansfor the month, the half-year, and the year ahead. How much to save, where to invest, what courses could bring career growth.
For the first time in ages, her future was hers alone to shape. And that, she realised, was something she could trust. Sometimes the only way forward is to start againand to let yourself begin.












