Right, thats it! Make your choiceeither me, or your brother and his parade of women! Youve absolutely taken the mickey, havent you? First you dragged your entire family in, now its random girls as well? Quite the cushy arrangement youve landed yourself!
Charlotte stood in the middle of the bedroom, her hands shaking. She held the damning evidencesomeone elses nylon stockingbetween her fingers, her face contorted in a mixture of revulsion and rage. Minutes ago, shed fished it out from beneath the bed, instantly realising: this is definitely not mine.
Thomas, instead of showing even a flicker of remorse, screwed his face up as if *she* had brought some strange man home. He shifted from foot to foot, eyes darting towards the hallway with growing impatience.
Oh, Char, do stop making a fuss. You’re always blowing things out of proportion, Thomas huffed. Its just our guest. My brother. Your brother-in-law, by the way. So he brought a girl over, whats the big deal?
Charlotte wasnt worried about that. What she felt was cold and stickydisgust. As though shed stepped in something foul, spoiling her favourite pair of shoes.
She saw the way Thomas glanced at his brother, who had nearly made their flat his own for the past six months. Jamie didnt so much as lift a finger in support.
This is my flat, and I dont want strangers here, Charlotte spat through clenched teeth, barely suppressing her anger. That includes your brother as well. Buy your own place, and fill it with whoever you likebring in an elephant for all I care. Mine? I want it empty.
Now it was Thomass turn to look shocked, though Charlotte thought he had precious little reason to be. This was nothing but the inevitable.
Oh, come off it, Tom, lets just go, Jamie called lazily from the lounge. Well find another place, no one nagging our ears off. Less drama, innit? You knowgood riddance to bad rubbish.
On cue, Thomas swung open the wardrobe, yanked out his sports bag, and noisily stuffed in his clothest-shirts atop jeans, tangled chargers, even his underwear thrown haphazardly.
Youll regret this, Charlotte, he muttered, not meeting her eyes. No one else will want you…
The door banged so hard when they left, Charlotte was certain the glassware clinked in the sideboard.
She stood alone, the sudden silence almost ringing in her ears. Sitting on the edge of the bed, she stared down at the hateful nylon stocking in her hand.
How had she let things get this far? When had her grandmothers cosy two-bed turned into a doss house?
***
Charlotte had met Thomas two years earlier. They were utterly different. She was quiet, a little shy, always struggling to connect. He was boisterous, talkative, always on the move. Despite both being students, Thomas had a part-time taxi job and wooed Charlotte with chocolates, poetry, even the occasional dinner out. For Charlotte, a bookish girl, it was the height of romance.
His suggestion that they move in together had come suspiciously fastbarely two months in.
I cant stand being apart from you, darling, hed whispered, holding her close. I just want to fall asleep beside you and wake up next to you every day.
Charlotte melted at his words. Only later, half a year down the line, she discovered the truth: Thomas had been kicked out of his lodgings for being too loud, and was desperate for a roof over his head. She rationalised itHard times happen to everyone. Just bad timing, thats all.
Still, their small world together was peaceful, if modest. Charlotte did her lectures by day, and gave lessons to kids in the evening, earning just enough to keep the fridge full. Thomas contributed to the bills whenever he could.
But then a third person invaded their little haven.
You said your brother was coming up for uni, right? Maybe we should have him round? Charlotte had asked one evening. He is family after all
Shed had no idea Jamie would grow so fond of their homefirst visiting every few days, soon every evening, before simply moving in. Charlotte, ever the polite host, started setting extra plates and cleaning up after two grown menwashing dishes, straightening the sofa bed, doing their laundry. All on her own.
She hadnt foreseen Jamies plans for university would completely evaporate.
So, Jamie, arent you a student now? Didnt they give you accommodation? Charlotte asked, three months into this new arrangement.
Nah, didnt get in. Missed the grades. Ill try again next year, he replied coolly.
Charlotte felt her stomach drop. She already suspected Jamie had no intention of moving out. And why would he? He was waited on hand and foot, got his meals cooked, spent half the day on his phone or out with his mates, and slept until noon.
Things got even worse when Thomas quit his job at the shop.
My boss is an idiot, he protested. The demands are endless, pays a joke. Its fine, Ill do a bit of cabbing while I look for something proper.
His job hunt dragged on. The reality was that now, Charlotte found herself supporting two fully-grown men. The groceries vanished overnight; what should last days disappeared in hours. Utility bills crept up every month. Jamie and Thomas couldnt care less.
Coming home from a days work, Charlotte would be greeted by piles of dirty dishes and socks festering in the bathroom. Dust gathered in every corner.
The first time she objected, Thomas looked genuinely perplexed.
Whats the matter with you, Char? Its just a bowl of soup! Jamies having a rough patch, needs time to adjust to London. Try to be a bit more sympathetic, youre the woman of the house, arent you?
Each time, she was made to feel stingy and mean, scolding others over food. Shed bite her tongue, wash up their filth again, desperate not to shatter the already fragile peace. She told herself this was just what supporting your loved ones looked like.
But the moment she found the half-drunk bottle of cheap wine and three glasses, she started to worry. And when she discovered that stockingthat was it, shed had enough.
That first night alone was restless. The silence was oddly oppressive; she missed Jamies snoring, the television burbling in the lounge, the squeak of Thomass slippers in the kitchen.
But in the morning, the fear of loneliness was replaced by relief. She opened the fridge: the cheese was still there. The juice untouched. No one had swigged milk straight from the bottle or left crumbs and a filthy knife on the table. She finally felt like the true mistress of her own home.
That evening, the isolation stung twice as much, so she went to see her friend, Emily. She needed to talk.
Oh, you silly thing, Charlie, Emily said kindly. Those two are probably already winding up the next poor girl. Whos to say it wasnt Thomas who brought that girl over? Either way, youre well out of it. If not for that clue, youd still be feeding both of them.
When Charlotte got home, she wasnt just tidyingshe was purging her old life. Forgotten socks, empty crisp packets, cigarette buttsanything that reminded her of the circuswent in the bin. Even old presents. She changed her sheets, scrubbed the floors with bleach, and at last, felt at peace.
At the end of the month, doing her accounts, Charlotte was amazed to discover she could actually save a littleput something by for a rainy day.
A year and a half went by.
Charlotte transformed. She got a teaching job at a private school, learned how to say no, and stopped trying to make life easy for everyone else. She even met someoneAlex, an engineer, five years older, with his own (mortgaged) flat.
This time, Charlotte didnt rush into anything. She watched Alex for six months before agreeing to move in together. In the end, they lived at her placeit was closer to the centre of town. Alex let his out, using the rent to speed up paying off his mortgage.
Life found a comfortable rhythm until one evening, Alex put down his phone and said:
Listen, Char, just had my mum on the phoneneeds to come to London for some medical checks. Obviously cant get that in the village. Shell need to stay for a week, maybe two. How do you feel about that?
Charlottes insides turned to ice. Images flashed before her eyesJamie sprawling on the sofa, loud snoring through the wall, feeling like a visitor in her own home. Her heart raced.
She looked at Alex. He waited for her answer, as if their whole future rested on these next words. Should she keep quiet? Be accommodating, for the sake of love? Sacrifice herself, all over again?
Charlotte took a deep breath, steadying her nerves.
Alex, she said as calmly as she could manage, I have a rule. No overnight guests in my home. Not from your side, not from mine. Our home is our castle, just ours. Please dont take it the wrong way, but thats how I am.
The silence was heavy. Charlotte braced herself, expecting accusations, slammed doors, a storm.
But Alex just raised his eyebrows in surprise, then smiled and nodded.
Honestly, no worries, he said, turning back to his phone. Theres no point everyone being squeezed in, when weve got the other place. Ill sort her out a flat near the clinic; that way, shes comfortable and we dont get under each others feet.
Charlotte blinked, hardly able to believe it.
Youre not upset? she asked quietly.
Alex set his phone down, crossed the room and hugged her.
Why would I be? Everyones got their needs. Theres always another way, or a compromise.
Charlotte smiled into his shoulder. Shed found someone who didnt treat her no as a challenge to be won, but as a partner to be respected. From now on, her homeand her heartwould only be open to those who wiped their feet at the door.












