To See with My Own Eyes
After the devastating accident that took my husband and our six-year-old daughter, I was utterly lost for a long time. Nearly six months passed in a private clinic near Bath, where I refused to see anyone. My mother was my constant companion, ever patient, gently talking to me day after day. Then, one morning over a cup of tea, she said:
Charlotte, your husbands business is on the brink. Its barely afloat, and poor George can hardly cope on his own. He rang me, asking me to let you know. We ought to be grateful George is so trustworthy, but still…
Those words finally stirred something in me.
Yes, Mum, I ought to pick myself up. I think Henry would have liked me to keep the business going. Thankfully I learned enough when he insisted I work in the office.
I forced myself back to work and managed to save the struggling family firm. The business flourished again, but nothing could fill the gap left by my daughter. I missed her terriblyand the ache in my heart refused to ease.
One evening, Mum sat beside me and said, Darling, have you thought of adopting a little girl from the orphanage? One whose life is much harder than your own. Youd be helping herand, in time, helping yourself as well. It might give you meaning.
I thought hard about Mums words and realised she was right. Soon after, I visited the local orphanage. Deep down, I knew I could never replace my own daughter, but perhaps I could offer love and a home to another child.
Amelia was almost blind from birth. Her parents, both university graduates from good families, turned their backs on her as soon as they heard the diagnosistoo afraid of the responsibility. Cowardice and callousness exist even in the most polished circles.
And so, Amelia ended up in that orphanage, named by the staff. She could barely make out shapes or shadows, but she grew to love stories, especially fairytales, comforting herself with the hope that one day a kind-hearted fairy would visit her too.
On her seventh birthday, her fairy godmother arrivedme, though she could not see that for herself. I appeared in bright colours and a nice dress, but also carrying the weight of my own sorrow. When I arrived, the director seemed surprised. Why would you want a child with a disability? she probed. I had no wish to explain my grief, so I simply replied, I have the means and desire to help a child who needs it most.
A carer led Amelia by the hand into the room, and my heart leapt at the sight of her. She was angelic: golden curls, vast blue eyes, deep and clear, yet clouded with blindness.
Whos this? I asked, barely able to tear my gaze from her.
Thats our Amelia, said the carer, with fondness. Shes gentle and sweet.
Shes meant to be my Amelia, I decided that instant.
Amelia and I quickly became inseparable. Our need for each other bound us closely, and with her arrival, my life gained fresh purpose. I took her to specialists, and was told surgery might help restore her visionshed need to wear glasses forever, but there was hope.
Clinging to that hope, we arranged the surgery before she started school. Unfortunately, her sight improved only a little. Further operations would have to wait until she was a bit older. Life ticked on. I showered my daughter with love and attention. The business thrived. I was an attractive, prosperous woman, but I paid no mind to men. All my care was for Amelia.
She grew into a strikingly beautiful young woman, nothing short of ethereal. She completed her studies at university, joined our firm, and never let her good fortune spoil her character. I watched over her jealously, wary of smooth operators who might court her for her trust fund. If I saw any sign of it, I made it clear theyd not get rich at Amelias expense.
Then love found her. I met her suitor, Thomasa pleasant young manand approved of their budding relationship. Not long after, he proposed, and wedding preparations began in earnest. Six months after the wedding, Amelia would undergo her final eye surgery, which the consultants thought might fully restore her sight.
Thomas was attentive and caring, although occasionally I sensed something artificial about his devotionbut I brushed the doubts aside. One afternoon, they visited the country hotel where the wedding reception would be held, hoping to finalise arrangements. The place was quiet during the day.
Seated at a polished oak table, Thomas placed his phone beside his plate. Then the hotel manager called him outsidehis car alarm was blaring. Alone, Amelia sat waiting, when his phone rang insistently. It kept ringing, so she finally answered.
A womans loud voice burst throughThomass mother, Mrs. Angela Davis.
Tom, Ive got a brilliant plan to get rid of that blind Amelia quickly. My friend at the travel agency has two tickets on hold for a trip to the Lake District. After the wedding, whisk her off to the fellstell her you want to admire the views. Take her for a little walk. Once youre alone, see to it that your dear wife has a nasty accident. Then go straight to the police, say she stormed off after an argument and got lost. Cry, demand a search party. When they find her, itll look like a tragic slip. No one will investigate abroad Youve got the talent to play the grief-stricken husband. Otherwise, if they fix her eyes, well never get rid of herand that money belongs to us, darling. Think it through. Ill hang up now.
Angela ended the call. Amelia dropped the phone, as if it had scalded her hand.
So he and his mother planned to kill her. Thoughts reeled through Amelias mind. Minutes earlier, she was a blissful bride-to-be, listening to final wedding plans. Nowthe unimaginable. The man she and I both trusted had conspired with his mother to end her life.
Thomas returned. No idea what set off the alarmperhaps a stray cat, but the cars fine. His phone buzzed again. Yes, Paul, Ill be there. Must dash to the office, emergency!
Go on, said Amelia quietly. Mum will be here soonwell sort out the details together.
Alright, best get moving He hurried off.
Amelia watched him leave, tears streaming down her face, and immediately phoned me.
Mum, please, come quickly to the hotel. I need you. She tried to sound calm, but I heard the strain in her voice.
Whats wrong, darling? You sound dreadful. Ill be there straight away.
When I arrived twenty minutes later, Amelia was in pieces, barely able to speak.
Mum, Mumthey want to kill me.
Who, love? I stared at her, baffled.
Thomas and his mother. I heard everything myself. He left his phone behind when he went outside. She was urging him to take me to the Lake District after the wedding and make it look like an accident. She was desperate for us not to get the final surgery for my eyes
Darling, are you sure? Are you alright?
Mum, please believe me. I heard with my own two ears. Angela didnt even realise Id answered the call, not Thomas. Nothings changed yetThomas still thinks I know nothing. He was called away to the office.
Stunned, I sat there. Had we been utterly deceived by Thomas? What now? While we tried to pull ourselves together, Thomas called Amelia back.
So, Amelia, has your mother arrived? Have you sorted out the table arrangements?
I snatched up the phone.
Hello, Thomas. Im glad we found out about your and Angelas little scheme in time. The plan for the Lake District, the staged accident…
What are you on about? he stuttered, trying to feign confusion.
Oh come off it. You wanted to be a wealthy widower. Well, let me reassure you: nothing you or your mother cooks up will ever succeed. I hope you realise that if this phone goes to the police, theyll recover everything from iteven deleted calls. You do understand?
He went silent for ages.
I do, butit was my mother, not me…
Pathetic. Hiding behind your mum. Goodbye, Thomas.
The very next day, Thomas fled Londonblaming his mother for everything, draining her bank account before disappearing. Angela made herself scarce too, escaping to her sisters in Manchester.
To see with my own eyesI never truly grasped that saying until then.
Not long afterwards, Amelia had her surgery at a renowned London eye hospital. I stayed at her side, walking her through the hospital gardens, waiting while her vision settled. Her doctor, David Carter, a young consultant, took careful chargehis own interest in Amelia growing with each visit. I kept a wary eye, but he was obviously smitten.
The day they removed her bandages, David arrived with a huge bouquet of English roses. Amelia broke down in tears, joy overwhelming her as she took in her surroundings for the first time, truly seeing the worldand her kind, blond doctor with the soft grey eyes.
Oh, I can see! I can really see! she cried, David gently embracing her.
Shed need glasses for life, but it was a small price compared to the darkness shed left behind.
Time went on and, eventually, David and Amelia had a beautiful wedding in the Cotswolds. A year later, they welcomed a lovely baby girl with her fathers grey eyes. Amelia could not have been happierblessed with a loving, steadfast husband who would never let her come to harm.
Thank you for reading, and for your supportand may you find kindness and good fortune in your own days.












