The Truth That Tightened Everything Inside
Today Im hanging the laundry out in our back garden when I hear a soft sobbing from the other side of the fence. Peeking over, I spot Sophie, our neighbours little girl. Shes eight, but youd hardly think itshe looks so slight, more like six.
Sophie, dont tell me theyve upset you again. Come on, love, come round, I call, sliding aside one loose boardshe does love to find her way in.
Mums thrown me out again, she sniffles through her tears, brushing damp cheeks. She told me to get lost. She and Uncle Colin are laughing and drinking inside.
Alright, lets get you indoors. Lizzie and Michael are having lunchtheres plenty for you.
Its not the first time Ive taken Sophie in. Her mum, Anna, can be harsh, especially when that temper runs hot. Lucky we only have a fence between us. I keep Sophie until Anna calms down, then send her home.
I see the way Sophie looks at my Lizzie and Michaelsometimes I think her envy is so sharp it must hurt, like a pebble wedged in her chest. Our house is gentle. My husband and I dote on our childrenno shouting, no cruel words, just ordinary kindness and care. Sophie soaks it up like warm sunshine. She aches for a life like theirs.
At home, everythings forbidden. Anna puts the poor girl to workfetching water, scrubbing floors, weeding the veg patch, mucking out the shed. Anna raised her on her own, having Sophie before any man came into her life. Her own mother, Sophie’s grandmother, used to defend her, but those days disappeared when the old woman passed away two years back. Sophies world turned much colder when that happened.
Anna works as a cleaner at the local garageits mostly men there. It wasnt long before Colin came along, recently divorced, paying maintenance for a son somewhere else. Anna swept him off his feet and moved him in. Colin soon realised this new life suited him fine; Sophie was hardly a problem, just another pair of hands.
Let her scamper round, hed mutter, shell be good for chores as she grows.
Anna doted on Colin but treated her own daughter sternly, anger simmering beneath every word. If you dont behave, Ill dump you in care, she threatened.
Sophie, more fragile than most, would shrink from the work, hide under our hedge to cry. Whenever I found her, I brought her inside. She barely spoke. She was shrinking into herself.
People gossiped, of course. Everyone knows everyone in a village like ours and plenty were unhappy about how Anna treated Sophie. Anna retaliated by spreading talesDont trust that neighbour Sarah, shes got her eye on my Colin, thats why she says Im cruel.
Anna and Colin made a habit of drinking through holidays and weekends. When it grew loud, Sophie escaped to ours and slept in Lizzies room. I understood her loneliness better than anyone else.
The years ticked by. Sophie excelled in school, despite it all. After her GCSEs, she longed to train as a nurse in the city, but Anna had other ideas.
Youre old enough to work and pay your way, she barked, cold as ever. Sophie fled, sobbing; she wasnt even allowed to cry inside her own home.
When she came to me, I listened and comforted her. My children were away at uni themselves. This time, Id had enoughI marched straight to Annas front door.
Anna, youre no mother. Other women give everything to their children. Why drive Sophie out? Shes clever, shes earned this, and she deserves better. Shes your daughteryoull want her one day.
Who do you think you are? Anna shrieked at me. Mind your own! Shes always whining to you. She should stop moaning and learn to stand on her own two feet.
Wake up, Anna. Colin sent his son to college, yet you wont let your daughter study? What does that make you?
Anna raged, then collapsed on her sofa, defeated.
Alrightmaybe Im tough, but its for her own good. I dont want her ending up like me, with babies and no hope. Fine, let her go to college, she might as well.
Sophie got into nursing school, just like shed hoped. She was over the moon, though shyeven her clothes marked her as different. But she wasnt alone; plenty of the girls came from small towns just like ours. Sophie returned home only on rare occasions.
Shed visit me first, of course. Id sit her at the table, feed her, ask what shed learned. My husband and I welcomed her like one of our own.
Annas life was spiralling. Colin vanished off with a younger woman, leaving Anna volatile. Sophie was home for holidays but Anna only scoffed. Why are you here? I dont want you hanging around. If youve nothing better to do, go find a job.
One evening, Colin packed his bags.
Where do you think youre going? Anna screamed.
My Ritas expecting my child, and I mean to look after him. You never cared for Sophie. Shes more like someone elses left on your doorstep. My child will know true lovehell have both parents. Thats what family means. Colin walked out, bags in hand.
Anna was frozen, speechless, crushed by so much truth. Not a word, not a tear left in herColins words left a silence inside her.
Sophie listened from the hallway, echoing memories of her own childhoodevery time shed once been hit for making a noise, every time shed been thrown out. Colin had never helped her, never hurt her, but always watched on, smug.
By her final year, Sophie found work at the hospital, providing for herself. She stopped visiting. Anna drank as much as ever and grew unrecognisable. Sophie had flourished into a smart, capable womana nurse praised for her empathy. Even strangers complimented Anna on her daughters good upbringing. Sophie always smiled quietly.
What upbringing? Id hear her think. It was always you, Sarah. I owe you everythingfor kindness, for understanding, for teaching me what love really means, and for helping me find my calling.
Anna began bringing odd people home, drinking more. Even when Sophie did visit, she barely recognised her mother. Anna had lost her job long ago. Every time I saw it, I wished I could clear the house, mend the walls, and build some new, gentle startbut Anna didnt want it.
I swallowed the bitterness and held back my tears.
After graduation, Sophie came home one last time. Anna glared, What are you doing here? Ive nothing in the fridge, the electrics are out. Give me some cash, my heads killing me.
A lump crept into Sophies throat, but she didnt cry. She replied simply, Dont worry, Im not staying. I finished my training with distinction and Im heading to work at the district hospital. Ill send a bit of money, but I wont be here much. Goodbye, Mum.
Anna hardly heard; her mind was on drink, and money.
Give me moneydont you care for your mum? What kind of daughter are you?
Sophie placed a few pounds on the table, walked quietly to the door, lingering, hoping her mother might follow, might hug her just this once. But the silence grew, and Sophie slipped out, coming straight to our door.
I was delighted, as always. Come on, Sophie, join us for teaMichaels just made a start, my husband called from the table.
Oh, nearly forgot, I said, pressing a package into her hands. A gift for graduating top of your class, and a bit of money to get you going.
Sophie burst into tears.
Auntie Sarah, why does she treat me so? Sometimes it feels like Im nothing to her.
I embraced her. Hush now, love. Theres no changing Anna anymore… Maybe you were born in the wrong moment, but youre clever, youre beautiful, and I know youll find happiness.
Sophie moved to the city, working as a nurse in the surgical ward. There she met David, a charming young surgeon who fell for her immediately. Not long after, they married. On her wedding day, it was me beside her instead of AnnaIve never felt prouder.
Anna took Sophies money and bragged to her drinking friends: I raised a daughter who sends me cash. She owes it all to me! I taught her everything she knows. But she wont invite me to her wedding, never comes back, never lets me see the grandchildren. I havent met the son-in-law even once.
Time passed. Eventually, I found Anna at home one day, collapsed on the kitchen floor, cold and lifelessno one knows how long shed lain there. Id noticed the silence in her garden and went in to check.
Sophie and David organised the funeral. The old house was soon sold, and the couple paid me a visit whenever they could, keeping our neighbourly bond strong as ever.
All these years later, I wonder at the truth that closed Annas lips, that squeezed every last bit of life out of her. I hold tight to the knowledge that simple kindness can mean everything to someone whos lost their way.












