So, the other day my mum left the house just like she does every morning. She texted me earlier, asking if I’d had breakfast. I replied, Yes, talk to you later, and went back to my work. She wasnt ill, she wasnt in hospital, nothing seemed off, and there was no heartfelt farewell. Honestly, it felt just like any other daythe kind of day you never expect will change anything.
Then around four in the afternoon, I got a call from a number I didnt recognise. It was one of the neighbours. She told me, Your mums had an accident. I asked where she was and the neighbour told me which clinic. I rushed straight over. They told me shed collapsed on the street, hit her head, and despite everything, there was nothing they could do. That was itno drama, no last words.
There werent any final sentences, no hugs, no time to say anything at all. I just stood there, staring at a blank wall as they explained the paperwork, signatures, all the procedures. My hands were shaking as I phoned my brothers and somehow managed to say the hardest words Ive ever spoken: Mums gone.
But, honestly, the real blow didnt hit in the clinic. It was when I walked into her house alone, looking for her things. I opened her wardrobe and saw clothes shed set aside for washing. Her sandals were still at the door, purse slung over the back of the chair, half of her shopping tucked awayeverything frozen in the exact moment life stopped.
I picked up one of her blouses to pack it in a bag and caught the scent of her soap. I stood there, holding it, unable to move. I sat on the bed and just stared at the floor for ages. The anger bubbled up.
Then all the tiny things started to sting most of all: reaching for her number by habit, only to remember it doesnt exist anymore; coming home after work and realising theres no one asking if I got back alright; walking past her house, not popping in. No one really prepares you for this silence.
Everyone says things like, It was her time, God works in mysterious ways, Shes at peace now. But I dont feel peace. I feel whats missing. I feel like she slipped away on an ordinary dayno warning, no permission, no chance to comfort my heart.
And I think thats what hurts most: it wasnt goodbye. It was just a cold, abrupt cut.








