The heart of the cat thudded quietly in his chest, thoughts scattered, soul aching. What could have happened that his beloved owner had handed him over to strangers? Why had she left him?
When Alice received an entirely black British Shorthair kitten as a housewarming gift, she was, for several moments, completely stunned.
Her modest one-bedroom flat in Manchester, for which shed saved for years, was barely furnished. There were other pressing matters demanding her attention.
And now, this kitten. Once the shock had faded, she peered into the curious amber eyes of the little creature, sighed, managed a smile and turned to her friend:
Is it a boy or a girl?
A boy!
Right then, a boy, you’ll be called Felix, she announced.
He parted his tiny mouth and gave a dutiful Meow.
*****
It turned out that British Shorthairs are exceptionally easy companions. For three years now, Alice and Felix lived in perfect harmony. Through cohabitation, she discovered Felix had the most affectionate soul and a big heart.
Hed run to meet her at the door after work, curl up and keep her warm through chilly Northern nights, snuggle by her side watching telly, and trail after her with eager devotion whenever she was cleaning up.
Life with the cat filled her days with vibrant colour. Its lovely to have someone wait for you at home, to both laugh and cry with, and most importantlysomeone who understands you without words.
It seemed all was well, and yet
Recently, Alice began to feel a pain in her right side. At first, she thought shed slept oddly and pulled a muscle, then blamed it on the fish and chips. Eventually, as the pain grew worse, Alice visited her GP.
When the doctor delivered the diagnosis and described the battle ahead, Alice spent the evening in tears, buried deep in her pillow. Felix, sensing her mood, curled up beside her, purring gently in an effort to soothe her distress.
Unaware, Alice drifted off to sleep to his comforting sound. In the morning, accepting her fate, she resolved not to tell her family, hoping to spare herself their worried glances and awkward offers to help.
There was still a glimmer of hope that the doctors would manage her illness. Theyd suggested a course of treatment which might improve her condition.
Then came the problem of who would care for Felix. In her heart, braced for a worst-case scenario, Alice decided she should find Felix a loving new home.
She posted an advert online, specifying she was offering a pedigree cat to a caring owner.
When the first caller asked why she was giving up an adult pet, Alicehardly knowing whyexplained she was expecting a baby and had developed a sudden allergy to cat fur.
Three days later Felix, with all his possessions in tow, departed for his new home, and Alice was admitted to hospital.
Two days later, she phoned the new owners to ask after Felix. With a hundred apologies, they admitted hed bolted the very night he arrived, and now they couldnt find him at all.
Her first impulse was to leave the hospital and search for her cat. She even pleaded with the nurse on duty to let her out, but was sternly ordered back to bed.
Her roommate, an elderly lady, noticed Alices agitation and asked what was wrong. Sobbing, Alice told her everything.
Dont grieve just yet, my dear, said the thin old woman. Tomorrow were expecting a specialist from London. Ive got a bad diagnosis myselfmy sons got a business, wanted me transferred to another clinic, but I refused. He sorted it somehow, and Ill ask if you can be seen as well. Maybe its not as frightening as it seems, she comforted Alice, gently patting her shoulder.
*****
Felix, upon escaping his carrier, realised he was in a strange house. A stranger reached towards him to stroke himhis nerves couldnt take it.
With a swipe of his paw, Felix darted off to a shadowy corner.
Paul, best leave him be for now, let him settle, said a soft female voicethough it was not Alices.
Felixs heart thudded miserably. What could have happened for his owner to give him up, why did she abandon him?
His amber eyes scanned the room frantically. They spied an open window. Like a streak of midnight, Felix charged through, leapt out, and disappeared!
Luckily, hed only fallen from the first floor, landing on the soft lawn. Thus began his journey home
*****
The highly-regarded consultant turned out to be a kindly woman in her forties. She introduced herself as Dr Marianne Porter, studied Alices file with care, and asked her to lie down, turning onto her left side.
She examined, tapped, asked about the pain and its nature, then reviewed the file again. More tests on some hospital equipment followed.
Alice braced herself for bad news as she returned to the ward.
Well, what did they say, my dear? her roommate asked.
Nothing yet, they said theyll come by again.
Ah. Mine was confirmed, the worst, Im afraid, the old woman said sadly.
Im so sorry, and thank youfor everything, said Alice, not knowing what comfort might even be possible.
Half an hour later, Dr Porter returned with a group of doctors.
Alice, I bring good news. Your condition is treatable. Ive set out a course for youjust two weeks in hospital, finish the treatment, and youll be well again, she announced, smiling.
When the doctors had left, Alices roommate spoke.
Well, thats marvelous. Im glad I could perform one last kindness before I go. Be happy, my child, she said.
*****
Felixs only guide was pure feline instinct. He simply travelled home, led by hope and memory. The route through brambles and to the stars was fraught with peril and odd moments.
Never before familiar with the streets, the dignified Brit transformed into a daring survivor in a single day.
He dodged bustling roads, darting, creeping, bounding away from barking dogs and scaling trees to escape danger, always heading for home
In one quiet courtyard, having been spooked by the traffic, Felix came face to face with a local tomcat.
It took only a glance for the alley cat to spot Felix as an outsider. With a loud yowl, the alley boss pounced, but Felix, now a scrappy fighter, didnt back down.
The commotion was brief: the alley leader retreated into the bushes, nursing a torn ear.
True, the local cat acted out of pride, wanting to prove his authority. But Felix had only one goalhome, and nothing could stop him.
His journey continued. Recalling distant ancestors, Felix learned to sleep on branches, choosing the best fork for a nap.
Shameful as it seemed, Felix ate from bins and swiped scraps from other street cats who were fed by kindly neighbours.
Once, he ran into a pack of mongrels. They chased him up a thin sapling, barking and pawing the trunk.
The crowd that gathered shooed the dogs away. One woman coaxed Felix down with a tasty sausage.
Hunger and fright clouded Felixs judgement; he allowed himself to be picked up and carried indoors. But after recovering in warmth and comfort, Felix remembered his quest, dashed past her into the hallway and slipped through the door just as it opened, resuming his journey home
*****
Discharged from hospital, Alice made her way back to her flat. The words of that gracious woman echoed in her mind: be happy. Of course, she was overjoyed that the diagnosis was not confirmed, and she was well.
Yet her heart ached for Felix. She couldnt imagine coming home to silenceno one to greet her.
As soon as she stepped inside her flat, she rang the people whod adopted Felix, asking for their precise address. On arrival, Alice learned how Felix had escaped and resolved to retrace his path.
Everyone told her it was impossible, that two weeks had passed, that a house cat could never survive on the streets. She refused to believe it.
Alice walked through every street, peered into every alley and green patch, searched garages. She tried thinking like a cat who had never known the outdoors. She called for Felix, peering into the darkness of cellar windows.
Near home, she had to admit the cat was gone. It was impossible for him, unfamiliar with the town, to find his way here; after all, shed walked two hours herself with all her delays.
Alice entered her courtyard, grief written on her face, tears in her eyes, and her soul heavy with pain. Through her blurred vision, she noticed a figurethe silhouette of a black cat moving towards her on the pavement.
A black cat, flashed through her mind. Alice froze, and as she looked closer, recognised him. With a cry of Felix! she broke into a run.
Felix didnt run to her; he simply had no strength. He sat down, squinting from happiness, and managed a gravelly, triumphant Home
Life is often difficult and uncertain, but even when it feels as though weve lost everything dear to us, love and hope can find a way home.











