Wife and Father
Charlotte only pretended to want to meet Simons parents. What would she gain from such a visit? Its not as if she planned to move in with them, and the only thing to expect from his fatherrumoured to be well-offwere complications and suspicions.
But if youre playing the marriage game, you have to see it through.
Charlotte dressed up, but nothing fancy, just enough to appear sweet and approachable.
Meeting the grooms parents is always a minefield, but meeting clever parents? Now thats a true ordeal.
Simon thought she needed comforting:
Dont fret, Charlie, just breathe. Dads a bit dour, sure, but hell warm up. They wont say anything too awful. And theyll come to love you. Mums the heart and soul of any partyDads just peculiar, he said as they stood before the family home.
Charlotte just smiled, flicking a stray lock behind her ear. Dour father, lively mothera curious cocktail. She grinned to herself.
The house didnt impress her. Shed seen grander homes.
They greeted her at once.
Charlotte wasnt bothered. Why would she be? Just ordinary people. Susan, as Simon had already mentioned, had been a homemaker for years; hardly worked at all, travelled with her friends from time to time, but nothing out of the ordinary. The father, Harold, well, as advertised, not exactly cheerful, but at least taciturn. His name, though, struck her as oddly familiar
They greeted her
And Charlotte froze, refusing to cross the threshold. This was the end. She didnt know the future mother-in-law, but the father was instantly recognisable. Theyd met before. Three years ago. Not often, but on agreeable enough terms. In pubs, hotels, restaurants. Of course, neither Susan nor Simon had any idea.
Oh dear.
Harold recognised her as well. There was a glimmer in his eyes: surprise, shock, or something murkiersome devious plan, perhaps. But he stayed silent.
Simon, clueless and glowing with joy, made introductions.
Mum, Dad, meet Charlotte. My fiancée. Id have brought her round sooner, but shes ever so shy.
Oh, lovely
Harold offered his hand.
His handshake was strong, maybe a touch too firm.
Pleased to meet you, Charlotte, he said, his tone tinged with something Charlotte couldnt put her finger onanger? Warning? Or
Charlotte wondered how to wriggle out, half-expecting Harold to reveal her identity at any second.
Pleased to meet you too, Mr. Whitmore, she replied, matching the charade, trying not to give herself away. Her nerves screamed as she took his hand. Now what?
Butnothing happened.
Harold forced a smile, then pulled out her chair at the dinner table.
Plotting her public humiliation for later, perhaps
But the evening passed without incident.
Suddenly Charlotte realisedhe wouldnt expose her. To do so would compromise himself, wrecking everything before his wife.
Once she breathed, things relaxed. Susan regaled them with Simons childhood tales while Harold seemed genuinely interested in Charlottes job, asking lots of questions. Ha, he already knew much more than he let on. Still, his thinly veiled sarcasm barely grazed her by now. He even cracked a few jokes, and surprisingly, Charlotte laughed. Though behind every jest was a sly hint that meant something only to the two of them.
Like when he looked straight at her and said:
You know, Charlotte, you remind me greatly of a formercolleague. Quite clever, she was. Always knew how to charm any crowd.
Charlotte kept her composure:
We all have our gifts, Mr. Whitmore.
Simon, ever the love-struck fiancé, gazed at Charlotte, oblivious to any subtext. He truly loved her. That was, perhaps, the bestand saddestthing for him.
Later, as talk turned to travel, Harold fixed Charlotte with a look and said:
I prefer a bit of peace myself. Somewhere quiet, no fussjust time for a good book. How about you, Charlotte? Wheres your haven?
He thought hed trap her.
I like busy places, noise and laughter, Charlotte replied, not falling for his bait. Though sometimes extra ears can be dangerous.
For a fleeting moment, Charlotte caught Susan frowning, troubled by a thought she quickly banished.
Harold knew Charlotte wasnt a silence-seeker. He had his reasons.
As night drew in, and time for bed arrived, Harold hugged Simon.
Take care of her, son. Shesone of a kind.
Both compliment and jab, though only Charlotte caught the full meaning.
Suddenly, the room felt cold. One of a kind. Hed chosen those words.
***
At night, the house heavy with sleep, Charlotte tossed and turned.
She turned over that unexpected encounter again and again, wondering what they would both do now. The prospect of the future appeared bleak. She also guessed Harold, like herself, wasnt sleepingboth locked in dread for very different reasons.
She slipped out of bed, pulled on a hoodie, and crept downstairs. She tread just loud enough that any insomniacs would catch her, and made her way onto the veranda, where she half-expected Harold to join her.
She didnt have to wait long.
Cant sleep? he said quietly, approaching from behind.
Restless night, Charlotte replied.
A gentle breeze carried his cologne.
He studied her.
What do you want with my son, Charlotte? Gone was the mask. I know what youre capable of. I know Im not the firstnor the wealthiestyouve had dealings with. It was always about money, wasnt it? You never really hid it. You quoted your pricealbeit discreetly. Why Simon?
If he wasnt interested in reminiscing, neither was Charlotte inclined to be sweet. She bared her teeth:
I love him, Mr. Whitmore, she sang, Isnt that allowed?
He wasnt buying it.
Love? You? Thats a laugh. I know who you are, Charlotte. And Ill tell Simon everythingwhat you did, who you truly are. Dyou reckon hell marry you then?
Charlotte stepped closer, so only a breath separated them, studying him by moonlight. As though she hadnt seen enough of him before.
Go on then, Mr. Whitmore, she replied, drawing each word out, But your wife will hear the whole tale, tooour little secret.
Thats
Thats not blackmail, it’s parity. If you tell, the whole story comes outyour bit included. And believe me, Ill fill in the gaps.
Thats different
Is it? Will that fly with Susan, do you think?
Harold fell silent. Trying to frighten Charlotte had flopped. He realised hed been cornerednow shackled to her fate.
What would you even tell her?
Not just her. Everyone. Simon too. Ill tell them what sort of husband you arehow late you worked all those nights. Everything. Lose your son, or lose much more? If you want to save Simon from me, have at it.
A stiff choice.
If he talked Simon out of the marriage, the price would be his own divorce.
You wouldnt dare.
I wouldnt? Charlotte actually laughedso hed dare, but not her? Lets just say I have every reason not to, if you keep silent. If you dont get sanctimonious about my supposed greednot when youre the one with so much at stake. Susan does value fidelity above all, after all.
She remembered him, once deeply drunk, weeping over his guiltsuch a faithful wife, such a cad was he. Susan would never forgive, not ever. So yes, he really did have to choose.
He knew Charlotte wasnt bluffing.
All right, he managed, I wont say a word. And youstay quiet as well. No one needs to know. Lets draw a line under it.
Thats why Charlotte was so at ease. He stood to lose far more.
Whatever you say, Mr. Whitmore.
The following morning, they left Simons parents house. With her future father-in-laws burning stare at her back, Charlotte said farewell to Susan, whod already dubbed her daughter. Harolds eye twitched at the word.
He suffered knowing he could not warn his son, afraid his own ruin would soon follow. Losing Susan meant losing half his fortunenot to mention his wife. And Simon might never forgive him.
Another time, Charlotte and Simon stayed at his parents place for a fortnight.
Blissful English holiday.
Harold kept his distance, blaming constant business. But one day, home alone, curiosity got the better of him. He riffled through Charlottes handbag, hoping for leverage.
He checked her makeup, organiser, and a little notepad. Suddenly his gaze snagged on a white-and-blue objecta pregnancy test. Two unmistakable lines.
I thought Simon marrying you was disaster enoughnot this! No, this is a catastrophe! He put the test backbut didnt manage to close the bag.
He was caught.
My, mysnooping around is terribly rude, Mr. Whitmore, Charlotte mocked. She didnt seem all that bothered.
Harold didnt bother denying it.
Are you pregnant? Is it Simons?
Charlotte strolled over, took her bag, looked him in the eye:
Looks like youve spoiled the surprise, Mr. Whitmore.
He was livid. Now hed never be rid of her. Now, if he talked, everythingeverythingwould unravel. All he could do now was bite his tongue and watch his son step straight into the trap.
***
Nine months passedand half a year more.
Simon and Charlotte were raising Alice.
Harold did his best to avoid them, not wishing to see, not wishing to know. Even the granddaughtershe didnt feel like family. Charlotte unnerved him. Her indifference toward Simon, her shadowy past.
Then again.
Susan packed to visit Simon and Charlotte.
Are you coming, Harold?
No, migraine.
Again? Thats sounding quite serious.
Just tired, thats all. You go without me.
He always made excusesflu, migraine, earache, dodgy knee. He even popped paracetamol for good measure. He couldnt bear to see Charlotte. But he couldnt bear to confess, either.
Dreary evening. Agitated thoughts.
Lay down. Tried to read.
Then he noticed just how late Susan was. Eleven at nightno sign. Mobile off. He rang Simon.
You all right, lad? Has your mum left yet? Shes not home.
Youre the last person I want to speak to right now, Dad.
Click.
Harold was about to drive over when a car pulled up outside. Charlottes.
He felt dread coil in his stomach, but tried to sound authoritative as she came in.
What do you want? Tell me! What happened?
Charlotte, calm as always, poured herself a glass of wine, settled in.
Collapse, Harold.
What collapse?
Ours. All of us. Simon stumbled upon old photos from some party at the Oasis café four years back. Was planning to take me there for our anniversary. Checked their websiteand guess whos front and centre? Us. In all our glory. The photographercurse himposted every shot. Simons furious. Your Susans talking divorce. And, as you always hoped, looks like Im splitting from Simon too.
Harold gaped at her. A string of memories flashed: the café website, that partyhe remembered begging the photographer not to take pictures. Whod have thought events would align so fatefully!
He slumped down beside her, on the floor.
So why come here?
I fancied getting away this evening, Charlotte smiled. Things at home are in chaos. Alice is with the nanny. Care for some wine?
She poured him his own.
They sat on the veranda, drinking. The only company was the distant scraping of hedgehogs in the grass.
Its all your fault, Harold muttered.
Charlotte nodded, staring into her glass.
Indeed.
Youre insufferable.
No argument there.
You dont even care about Simon.
I do. But I care more about myself.
You only love yourself.
Agreed.
He suddenly reached out, lifted her chin, made her look at him.
You know I never loved you, he whispered.
I believe it.
***
The next morning Susan returned, determined to make peace, even at the price of half her nerve fibres, only to find Charlotte and Harold sleepingtogether.
Whos there? Charlotte mumbled.
Me, Susan answered, watching her marriage unravel.
Charlotte simply smiled. Harold woke later, but never went after his wife.












