Many years ago, I found myself caring for my friend Emilys flat over the New Year. Emily and her husband had taken a trip to the Lake District, leaving me with the keys and a list of instructions: water the plants and feed her beloved tortoise. We lived in the same block, just in different stairwells.
I didnt realise then what a strange holiday it would be.
You see, just a week before New Years Eve, my boyfriend Peter, whom Id loved dearly for two years, sat down with me at dinner and coolly confessed he had fallen for someone elsea woman already four months pregnant with his child. He explained that her family insisted on marriage, and, being the proper sort, he agreed. He seemed entirely unaffected, telling me as he finished off the roast, You know, we havent really been in love for ages. Better this way really. Im saving you from heartache. And then, without much fuss, he started packing his bags.
I spent four days crying in my flat. I didnt eat a thing, only gulped down strong cups of tea. My other friend, Catherine, stopped by and after a long chat, we realised Id had nothing but tea for days.
The three of usCatherine, Peter, and Ihad planned to see in the New Year together at a lovely restaurant. Now, Peter would be bringing his new wife. I couldnt possibly join my parents at their house; theyd only fuss over me. Mum never liked Peter anyway.
On the last day of December, as rain pattered against the windows, I found myself hoping against hope, as if a miracle might yet happensomething we all secretly wish for at New Year, no matter our age.
As the evening wore on, nothing changed. I remembered the blue wool jumper Id bought for Peter as a presenta rather expensive one. With nothing better to do, I tried it on. Too big; the shoulders far too broad. I shrugged. He wouldnt have fit it either, I thought, folding it back into its bag.
I put on a bit of make-up and determined not to cry anymore. Better to wander the city streets at midnight than mope about at home.
An hour and a half remained until midnight. I hoped the time would pass quickly, so I could return home to my solitude. The rain was relentless, and my spirits were low.
Hopping into the corner shop for something to eat, my hand brushed against a note in my coat pocketEmilys list! Id completely forgotten to feed her tortoise, busy as I was with my own miseries. If anything happened to it, Emily would never forgive me.
With that, I dashed over to her flat, letting myself in with the key shed entrusted to me. The corridor was ablaze with lights, the Christmas tree twinkled with baubles, the telly blared, and I could hear odd noises coming from the bathroom. Cautiously, I opened the door and nearly jumped out of my skin.
There stood a man Id never seen before, humming merrily and shaving, utterly at ease. For a wild moment, I thought he must be a burglar, but what burglar would pause to shave?
Who are you? I demanded, trying to sound braver than I felt.
He rinsed his face, grinned, and said, Dont fret. Im no intruder. Im Emilys cousinThomas. I work out in Leeds and came down for a meeting. Emily knew; she kindly said I could use her flat if I needed. Lucky I still have a key.
Did you see the tortoise? I asked anxiously.
Of course. Fed the little chap myself. Hes wandered off behind the settee, he replied, buttoning his shirt.
He held out his hand. Lets introduce ourselves properly. Im Thomas.
I told him my name and, after a pause, he suggested, Why dont we ring in the New Year together? Only ten minutes to midnight.
As the clock ticked down, I was overtaken by a sudden impulse, spun on my heel, dashed home, snatched up the package with the blue jumper, and ran back to Emilysbarely noticing Thomass surprise as I flew past him down the stairwell.
I burst through the door right at midnight. Thomas was waiting with two glasses of bubbly. I handed him the bag.
A gift, for the New Year! I said, breathlessly.
He unwrapped the blue wool jumper, pulled it on, andmiracle of miraclesit fit perfectly, shoulders and all.
Ive had many New Year surprises, Thomas laughed, but nothing quite like this!
As I watched him, I thought to myself, Two New Year surprises for mea goodbye to Peter, and a hello to Thomas. I said nothing, only smiled.
All these years later, I still recall that night fondly. The next New Years Eve, I did not spend alone. Instead, Thomas, our little daughter, and I welcomed in the New Year together, at homewarm and happy, just as it should be.











