Rebecca’s Balcony, Age Eighty-Two

Rebecca's third-floor balcony on Maple Terrace in Cedar Falls is crowded with geraniums, and the smell of grilled hot dogs drifts up from the corner stand on Saturdays. Hannah, her granddaughter, had posted old photos there of her grandmother in a black cocktail dress, wearing a strand of pearls that had belonged to her mother. The photos were taken two years earlier, at a small studio in the next town over, for her eightieth birthday. Within two days they had eight thousand likes and hundreds of comments. Some people wrote that it was inspiring, but others wrote things like "that's definitely Photoshopped, nobody looks like that at her age" and "why lie to people with editing like that."

Rebecca had no idea the photos were even online. She found out when her neighbor, Mrs. Carol from the second floor, knocked on her door holding her phone and said, "You need to see what they're saying about you." Rebecca sat down in her kitchen chair, the one that had belonged to her late husband Walter, and pushed her old reading glasses up her nose. She read comment after comment, her fingers gripping the edge of the table. She didn't cry. She just sat there without a word for a long while, then told Carol she needed to lie down.

Hannah came by that evening after work, walked into the kitchen, and found her grandmother sitting in front of a bowl of chicken soup that had gone cold, untouched. "Grandma, you're not eating?" Hannah asked. Rebecca lifted her chin and said, "They're saying I'm lying. That the picture's fake. But that's me, Hannah. That's my own face." Hannah sat down across from her and tried to explain that there was some light studio touch-up, standard for that kind of shoot, but that her face and body were really hers, no changes to the wrinkles or her frame. Rebecca went silent, then asked, "So why does everyone assume it's a lie? Don't I get to look good at eighty-two without people thinking I cheated somehow?"

The argument online got worse. A Facebook page called "Cedar Falls Community News" shared the photos without asking permission, with the headline "Local Retiree Poses Like a Model — Inspiring or Too Much?" There, the comments weren't just curious anymore, they turned personal. Someone named Denise wrote, "My mom is seventy-five and looks like that with zero editing, this is just younger people trying to sell an illusion." Another comment, from a distant relative Rebecca barely remembered, read, "Shame the family's using Grandma for likes."

Hannah read that last comment standing in her kitchen, her hands shaking as she scrolled. She felt like she needed to defend her grandmother but didn't know how without making things worse. She thought about taking the photos down from her own page, but knew that wouldn't stop the shares that had already happened.

Meanwhile Rebecca started pulling back. She stopped coming down to sit with her neighbors on the bench under the oak tree in the courtyard, something she'd done every afternoon for years. Carol tried inviting her for coffee, but Rebecca said she was tired. The third time Carol asked, Rebecca finally opened the door and said, "Tell me honestly, Carol. Do you think my pictures are fake?" Carol, who had known Rebecca for thirty-two years, since they'd both moved into the building the same year, answered, "Becky, I know your face better than I know my own. That's you. You've just always been pretty, and it scares people when someone our age doesn't hide it."

Rebecca's son, David, who lived in Denver and worked as an engineer, heard about the whole thing from his wife, who'd seen it on Facebook. He called his mother on the old flip phone with the big buttons he'd bought her because she'd struggled with touchscreens. The call lasted four minutes. He told her she didn't need to read comments from strangers, that she should just ignore it. Rebecca asked him straight out, "David, do you think I looked good in those pictures, or do you think it was too much for someone my age?" He paused before answering. "Mom, you always look good. It's just, maybe it wasn't the best idea to put it online." That answer hurt Rebecca more than any comment from a stranger had. She realized that even her own son, without meaning any harm, thought there was something not quite right about a woman her age trying to look good.

Hannah heard about that call from her father and went back to visit her grandmother the next day, a Friday, with a box of pastries from the bakery on Elm Street. She found Rebecca sitting at the table with a folder of papers spread open in front of her — an old lease for a small apartment that had belonged to Rebecca's parents, over in the Riverside neighborhood, which Rebecca had inherited and never sold, only rented out to a young family for eleven hundred dollars a month. "What's going on with the apartment, Grandma?" Hannah asked. Rebecca looked up and said, "I'm thinking of giving it to someone else."

At first Hannah didn't understand why her grandmother was suddenly talking about the Riverside apartment. Rebecca explained, in a steady voice, no drama in it, that for twenty-two years she'd been renting the place to her cousin's family on her mother's side, who lived there for practically nothing — eleven hundred dollars was half the going rate in that neighborhood — an old family arrangement that had continued even after the cousin passed away, because her son, a relative named Gary, had kept living there with his wife. Gary was the same relative who'd written on Facebook, "Shame the family's using Grandma for likes." Rebecca found out because a friend of Hannah's recognized his profile and showed her.

"He wrote that not knowing you'd find out who it was?" Hannah asked, stunned. "That's right," Rebecca said. "He thinks I'm some old woman who doesn't understand social media, that I'd never figure out who's behind a username. But my neighbor's daughter works in tech, Hannah, she knows about this stuff. She looked into it for me." Rebecca got up from her chair, walked to the hall closet, and pulled out an old binder, the kind with clear plastic sleeves for keeping documents. She laid it open on the table, next to the box of pastries Hannah had brought, and showed her granddaughter the original lease along with a letter she'd written the night before, typed up on her old computer using the program David had taught her to use a few years back.

The letter was a thirty-day notice to terminate the lease, in accordance with the law, along with an alternative offer: Gary and his wife could stay if they wanted, but at full market rent, twenty-two hundred dollars a month, as assessed by a local property appraiser Rebecca had specifically hired for this two days earlier. If not, the apartment would go to another family, and half of the new rent would be deposited every month into a savings account in Hannah's name, toward her master's degree at the state university, which she'd put off twice already because of money.

"Grandma, that's… that's a lot of money," Hannah said, looking over the papers. "I don't want you doing this because of me, because of what happened with the pictures." Rebecca closed the binder and said, "I'm not doing this for you because of the pictures, Hannah. I'm doing it because for twenty-two years I gave that family an apartment for next to nothing out of love, and what I got back was a comment about likes written behind my back. I'm not angry that he thinks what he thinks. I'm angry that he assumed I'd never find out."

Gary showed up at Rebecca's building on Sunday morning, after the certified letter arrived. He knocked on her door at nine, in a wrinkled shirt, and Rebecca answered it herself, in no hurry. "Rebecca, what is all this paperwork? Mom would have… this was a family understanding, you can't just-" He talked fast, not finishing his sentences. Rebecca stood in the doorway and didn't invite him in. "You wrote that the family was using me for likes, Gary. So let's talk like family. Twenty-two hundred a month, or thirty days and you're out." He tried to deny writing it, but Rebecca had already pulled a printed screenshot of the comment out of her apron pocket, one Carol's daughter had printed for her. He looked at the page, then at Rebecca's face, and had nothing more to say. He turned and went down the stairs without answering whether he'd pay or move out.

Three weeks later Hannah got a notice from the bank that the savings account in her name had been opened, with a first deposit of eleven hundred and twenty-five dollars — Gary had chosen to stay and pay the new rate. Rebecca sat again on the bench under the oak tree in the courtyard, Carol beside her and a cup of coffee in her hand, and when a little girl from the next building walked by and said, "You're pretty, ma'am," Rebecca said thank you, without explaining to anyone why this was the first time in two months she'd sat there in the middle of the day.

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Rebecca’s Balcony, Age Eighty-Two