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The Quiet Mouse Is Happier Than You
Ann, come on now, really Sarah studied her faded cotton dress with an air of someone examining a questionable
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Don’t Bother Unpacking Your Suitcase—You’re Moving Out Tonight: A Modern British Tale of Marital Betrayal, Christmas Party Troubles, Cheating “Bunnies,” and Divorce with a Dash of Dark Holiday Humour
31 December Today, I realised life sometimes pulls the rug from under you in ways you can’
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A Heartbroken Single Mum Sits Alone at a Wedding, The Focus of…
I still recall that cold winter wedding in the great hall of the Savoy, a night when I, Eleanor Finch
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Even Good People Get Left Behind
A beautiful thirty-five-year-old woman with sad eyes gazed back at Anna from the mirror. She couldnt
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Snowdrifts of Destiny
Snowdrifts of Fate Matthew, a thirty-five-year-old solicitor, dreaded New Years Eve. For him, it wasnt
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My Husband Brought a Colleague to Our New Year’s Dinner – So I Asked Them Both to Leave
Where did you put the napkins? I told you, the silver-patterned ones match the tablecloth much better
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Came Home Early: When My Husband Valued a Sparkling Floor Over His Pregnant Wife’s Wellbeing
Came Home Early “Are you at the bus stop?” Toms voice cracked at an uncomfortably high pitch. “
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Don’t Bother Unpacking – You’re Moving Out Tonight: A Tale of Heartbreak, Holiday Revelations, and One Very Unexpected Santa Suit
Dont bother unpacking your suitcase youre moving out Whats going on? Charlotte asked in her stern, no-nonsense voice.
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The Long-Awaited Granddaughter Natalie Michaels couldn’t stop ringing her son, who was off at sea again. Still, there was no signal. “Oh, what a mess you’ve made, son!” she sighed anxiously, dialing his number once more. It was all in vain—no signal until he reached the next port, and that might not be soon. And now, of all times… Natalie Michaels hadn’t slept for two nights—this was what her son had done! * * * This story really began years before, back when Michael hadn’t even considered working long voyages. He was a grown man, but love just didn’t work out—nothing ever seemed right with the women he met! Natalie watched with an aching heart as her son’s relationships, with perfectly lovely and respectable girls (in her opinion), fell apart one after another. “You’re impossible!” she’d tell him, exasperated. “Nothing is ever good enough! What woman’s ever going to be able to meet all your standards?” “I don’t get your complaints, Mum. You’re just desperate for a daughter-in-law, and you don’t even care what kind of person she might be!” “That’s not true!” Natalie insisted. “I care very much that she loves you—and that she’s decent!” Her son’s meaningful silences only frustrated her more. How did the baby boy she’d raised, the one who once cried on her knees, suddenly seem to know so much more about life than she did? Who was the real grown-up here? “What was wrong with Natalie, then?” Natalie would demand, switching to another girlfriend’s name if her son stonewalled her. And so it went with Katya, Jenny, and Darina—each new girl, each new disappointment. “You’re impossible to please! You’re always chasing after someone new! Why can’t you just settle down, start a family—give me grandchildren, already?” Eventually, Michael changed professions entirely, joining a friend’s ship crew. Natalie tried in vain to talk him out of it. “Why, Mum? It’s a great opportunity! Do you know how much lads make at sea? I’ll look after us both.” “What good is the money if you’re never around and I don’t see you? I’d rather have a family than your paycheques!” “Families need providing for, too! Once I have kids, I won’t go out to sea anymore—I’ll have to raise them. So now’s the right time to work hard while I can. Everything else will follow!” Michael truly did earn a lot. After the first trip, he renovated the flat. After the second, he opened a savings account in her name. “This is so you never want for anything, Mum.” “I live just fine already! What I don’t have, are grandkids—and time’s passing by. I’m not getting younger, you know!” “Oh, stop it! You’re years off retirement! Don’t be daft!” her son teased. Natalie rarely touched his money, relying on her own modest pharmacy salary for her simple expenses. “Let it pile up on the card. When Michael finally looks, he’ll see how thrifty his mother is!” she thought. They lived this way for years. Back home between voyages, Michael met up with his mates, stayed out late, spent time with women he stopped introducing to his mother. When Natalie complained, he rebuffed her: “It’s so you won’t guilt me later about not marrying them. I just don’t plan on marrying girls like that, Mum!” That stung. Especially when he called her naïve. “You always think too well of people, Mum. You never really got to know any of those so-called fiancées. They always tried to impress you, but they weren’t as they seemed.” His words gnawed at Natalie, making her feel foolish for trusting strangers. But then, one night, she caught sight of him with a new girl and was filled yet again with the fierce urge to see her son settled. She brazenly approached them—Michael, a grown man, blushed scarlet. But a mother is a mother—he had to introduce them. Natalie took to Milly at once. Tall, slim, curly-haired, with an intelligent face and good manners. “Maybe he just needed time,” Natalie thought, elated. “Maybe there was a reason he never settled before. If he hadn’t waited, he wouldn’t have met such a lovely girl!” Michael and Milly saw each other all holiday long, and Natalie hosted the girl several times. She found her bright, lively, and delightful. But as Michael prepared for yet another voyage, Milly disappeared. “We’re not seeing each other anymore, Mum. Please, just leave it alone,” her son said. He left. Natalie fretted, but there was no one to ask about what might have happened. * * * A year went by. Michael was home several times, but always short when asked about Milly. “Good grief, what was wrong with her, then? What could possibly have gone wrong?” Natalie finally burst. “Mum, that’s between me and her. If I broke things off, I had my reasons. Stop prying into my life!” She nearly cried. “But I worry about you, Michael!” “Don’t!” he barked. “And don’t contact Milly, either. And stop nagging me!” Off he sailed again, leaving Natalie to her empty routine. Then, during a shift at the pharmacy, Milly walked in—shopping for baby formula, with a little girl in a buggy. “Oh, Milly, I’m thrilled to see you! Michael told me nothing, just upped and left for sea, and swore me off finding out about you!” Milly looked sad. “Let’s leave it at that, then.” Natalie’s heart raced. “Tell me, dear, did something happen between you? I know Michael—he can be difficult sometimes. Did he hurt you?” “It doesn’t matter,” Milly replied. “I’m not angry at him. We should be going, though—still need groceries.” “When you can, pop in—see me at work! I’m on different shifts.” Milly did come by, and bit by bit, Natalie drew out the story. Milly was pregnant by Michael, but he’d said a child didn’t fit into his life at sea and he wasn’t up for anything long-term. Then he vanished. “Off to sea again, I suppose,” Milly shrugged. “We’ll manage on our own.” Natalie practically dropped to her knees, gazing at the little girl. “So—this is my granddaughter?” “It would seem so,” Milly replied softly. “Her name’s Annie.” “Annie…” * Natalie was beside herself. She coaxed out of Milly that she was struggling—renting alone with a baby and no steady income, thinking of moving back to her own parents out of town. The thought of Annie leaving—her only granddaughter!—nearly broke Natalie’s heart. “You and Annie should come stay with me! I’ll help with everything, you’ll get a regular job, we have more than enough! Michael sends so much money, I can’t spend it all anyway. Annie deserves the best!” “What would Michael say?” “Who cares? If he can walk away from his own child and say nothing, it falls to me to put things right! When he comes home, he’s getting a piece of my mind, I can promise you!” So they moved in together. Natalie doted on Annie, rearranged shifts to spend more time with her. Milly found a job, working late, grateful to leave Annie in safe hands. At home, Natalie looked after her as if she were her own. Michael’s leave approached. Natalie imagined greeting him—grandchild in arms—demanding apologies to Milly. Milly grew nervous, dreading being thrown out once Michael returned. “He’ll never let us stay, I knew I shouldn’t have moved in!” Milly fretted. “He’ll say it’s all about the money. I’d rather go home to my parents than impose on your kindness.” “Nonsense! I own this flat—I decide who lives here! Let him try stopping me!” Milly protested, but Natalie insisted: “This is what I’m thinking—we should immediately transfer this flat to Annie. That way there’ll be no questions in future; it’ll be hers, even if Michael never marries. Especially since he’s not even listed on Annie’s birth certificate,” Natalie said gently, and Milly nodded, embarrassed. They went to the solicitor to arrange this, but were told Michael had to remove his name from the ownership first. Natalie was annoyed, but with Michael due back in days, she tried to be patient. Milly grew increasingly absent, working late, gathering her things into a hidden suitcase. Natalie confronted her. “You’re not moving out, are you?” “I’m sorry, Natalie—I have to go! Once Michael’s back, it’s better if we’re not in the way…” “You’re not going anywhere, not with my granddaughter!” Natalie replied firmly. “If you need anything, you’ve got the card, and the pin’s written down. Buy whatever Annie needs! And spend more time with her—you’re not a stranger here.” Milly was silent. Two days until Michael’s return. * On the morning of his arrival, Natalie went to Milly’s room to watch Annie sleep, but Milly was gone. Only Annie lay peacefully in her cot. “Where could she be? She’s never gone to work this early before…” Natalie went about preparing her son’s favourite foods. She pictured the reunion—her son apologising, Milly back any minute. Then the doorbell rang. Michael walked in, stunned to see his mother holding a toddler. “Hi, Mum. Who’s this? What on earth happened while I was gone?” “You should know better than anyone, shouldn’t you!” Natalie fixed him with a hard look. “Let me introduce your daughter, Annie! Now, what do you have to say for yourself?” “What? I don’t have any children! Mum, have you lost your mind? What’s all this about Milly?” Infuriated, Natalie filled him in on everything, scolding him fiercely. Michael clutched at his head. “Oh, Mum, you’re so— You never learn!” “Don’t you call me a fool again! I—” “She’s not my child, Mum! Milly lied to you, and you— You’re too trusting! That’s all she wanted—your money. What did she take?” “Nothing! I never—” “Check your accounts, Mum—I bet Milly’s already halfway across the country with them!” “She’s out at work!” Natalie protested. They argued until Michael finally agreed to wait and confront Milly together. Annie played unaware as Natalie continued defending Milly’s character. “When she comes back, you’ll see—she’s wonderful!” “So wonderful she’s conned you already!” Michael replied. “We’ll settle this with a DNA test!” Natalie insisted. Night came, then morning. Milly never returned. Neither the pharmacy nor any of the workplaces she’d mentioned had heard of her. Her things were gone—from the wardrobe, from the flat, but Annie’s remained. “My God. She’s just left her own daughter behind?” Natalie wept. “She seemed so trustworthy! Why didn’t you warn me what she was like?” “I didn’t want to worry you, Mum—you always see the good in people. I heard stories about her, but I didn’t want to break your heart.” They went to the police—no trace of Milly was ever found. She had disappeared, save for the bank card, later recovered at a train station. With Milly gone, Annie was allowed to stay with Natalie. The DNA test confirmed Michael wasn’t Annie’s father, but by then Natalie had fallen in love with the little girl and couldn’t part with her. She and Michael decided to raise Annie as their own. Milly was officially stripped of parental rights, and after endless forms, Natalie was granted guardianship of Annie—returning to work, finding a nursery, and providing a loving home. A year later, Michael returned from a voyage with news. “Mum, meet my wife—Sophie. We’re moving in together.” A nervous glance toward Annie’s room, but Sophie only smiled. “It’s a pleasure, Mrs. Michaels. Michael told me everything, and I admire you so much! I’d be honoured to help raise Annie with you.” Michael added, “I’m finishing up at sea, and Sophie and I will adopt Annie soon. It’ll finally be official.” Overjoyed, Natalie set the table, wiping a happy tear from her cheek. “My prayers have been answered! Come in, everyone—let’s celebrate our family!”
The Long-Awaited Granddaughter Margaret Brown was pressing redial on her sons phone for the hundredth time.
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You Don’t Deserve It “I thought I’d never trust anyone again after my divorce,” Andrew murmured, absentmindedly turning an empty espresso cup between his fingers. His voice broke, trembling with such sincerity that Kate instinctively leaned closer. “You know, when someone betrays you, it’s like losing a part of yourself. She left me with wounds that may never heal. I really thought I’d never make it through…” Andrew’s sighs and stories spilled out for over an hour—about the ex-wife who never valued him, about pain that wouldn’t let go, about the terror of starting over. Each word settled in Kate’s heart like a warm pebble. She pictured herself as the woman who would help piece him together, proving real love was still possible. Together, she’d nurse his scars until he understood happiness could finally be his—with her. Max didn’t come up until their second date, just as dessert gave way to coffee. “I’ve got a son, by the way. He’s seven. Lives with his mum, but the courts say I get him on weekends,” Andrew explained. “That’s lovely!” Kate beamed. “Children are such a blessing.” Already, she was imagining Saturday breakfasts for three, trips to the park, cosy evenings in with cartoons. A boy his age needed a woman’s touch, motherly warmth. She’d be his second mum—not a replacement, but a loving presence nonetheless. “You’re sure you’re okay with that?” Andrew gave her a strange little smile, which she read as uncertainty. “Plenty of women bolt as soon as they hear about the kid.” “I’m not plenty of women,” she replied with quiet pride. The first weekend with Max turned out to be a celebration. Kate made blueberry pancakes—his favourite, Andrew had tipped her off. She patiently talked him through his maths homework. Washed his dinosaur T-shirt, ironed his school uniform, and made sure he was in bed by nine. “You should put your feet up,” she quietly said, catching Andrew sprawled on the sofa with the TV remote. “I’ve got it covered.” He nodded—a grateful nod, she thought then. Later, she’d realise it was more the nod of an owner, calmly accepting what was his due. Months blurred into years. Kate worked long shifts as a logistics manager—leaving at eight, back by seven. The pay was good, at least for London. Enough for two, just about. But there were three of them. “There’s another hold-up on the building site,” Andrew would announce, as if relaying a natural disaster. “The client’s backed out. But a big contract’s just around the corner, promise you.” That “big contract” had been “just around the corner” for over a year and a half. Sometimes closer, sometimes receding—but never arriving. The bills, however, never failed to show up. Rent. Electric. Broadband. Groceries. Support for Max’s mum. New trainers for Max. School fees. Kate paid them all in silence. She skimped on lunch, brought leftovers in Tupperware, skipped on taxis in the rain. No money for nails for a year—she filed them herself, recalling a time she could have treated herself at the salon. In three years, Andrew gave her flowers exactly three times. Kate remembered every bouquet—sad petrol-station roses from the kiosk beside Sainsbury’s, half-wilted and blunt-thorned, always on sale. The first bunch was an apology after Andrew called her “hysterical” in front of Max. The second after a row over her friend turning up without warning. The third he brought home when he missed her birthday—too busy at the pub, having simply forgotten. “Andrew, I don’t need expensive gifts,” she’d try, speaking softly, choosing her words. “But sometimes—I’d just like to know you think of me. Even a card…” He’d sneer. “So it’s all about the money, eh? Presents? What about love—don’t you care what I’ve been through?” “I didn’t mean—” “You don’t deserve it.” Andrew flung those words at her the way one might flick mud from a shoe. “After everything I’ve done for you, all you do is complain.” Kate fell silent. She always did. Easier that way. Easier to breathe, to pretend everything was fine. Meanwhile, Andrew found money easily for drinks with his mates: pints on Thursdays, football at the pub, late-night kebabs. He’d stumble home reeking of lager and tobacco, dropping onto the bed as if Kate weren’t even there beside him. She assured herself it was normal. Love meant sacrifice. Patience. He’d change. Of course he would. She just needed to give more, love him harder—he deserved that, after everything he’d suffered. Discussions about a wedding became a minefield. “Why do we need a bit of paper?” Andrew would shrug, brushing her off like a pesky fly. “After what happened with my ex? Give me time.” “Three years, Andrew. That’s a long time.” “You’re pressuring me. You always pressure me!” He’d storm out. End of conversation. Kate longed for a child—her own. She was twenty-eight; the clock’s tick grew louder every month. But Andrew, already a father, had no interest in another child. One Saturday, she asked for a single day. “The girls want to get together. I’ll be home by the evening.” Andrew stared at her as if she’d announced a solo trip around the world. “And Max?” “He’s your son. You can spend a day with him.” “You’re abandoning us? On a Saturday? When I wanted a bit of peace?” Kate blinked. In three years, she’d never once left them alone. Not one free day. She’d cooked, cleaned, helped with homework—plus held down her own job. “I just want to see my friends—for a few hours… And he is your son, Andrew. Can’t you spend a day with him?” “You’re supposed to love my kid like you love me!” Andrew exploded. “You live in my flat, eat my food, and now you’ve got the nerve to get stroppy?” His flat. His food. Kate paid the rent. Kate bought the groceries. Three years supporting a man who shouted at her for wanting one day with friends. She looked at Andrew—his twisted face, bulging vein, clenched fists—and really saw him, maybe for the first time. Not a broken soul. Not a victim crying out for rescue. An adult man, well-practised at using other people’s kindness. To him, Kate wasn’t a partner or a future wife. She was free childcare and an ATM, nothing more. When Andrew left to drop Max off, Kate packed her overnight bag. Steady hands. No shaking. No doubts. Passport. Phone. Charger. A few T-shirts and jeans. She could buy the rest later—none of it mattered. She didn’t leave a note. What could she possibly explain to someone who’d never seen her as more than convenient? The door closed behind her with a quiet click—no drama required. The calls started an hour later. Once. Twice. A torrent—her phone vibrating wild with outrage. “Where are you?! What’s going on?! You’re just not here? What gives you the right? Where’s my dinner? Am I meant to starve? This is bang out of order!” Kate listened—his voice, angry and indignant, ringing out as if he was the one wronged. Even now, after she’d left, Andrew only thought of himself. His lost comfort, his dinner. No “sorry.” No “are you okay?” Just “how dare you?” Kate blocked his number. His WhatsApp. His social media—everywhere he might reach, she bricked up walls. Three years. Three years living with a man who never loved her. Who bled her dry. Who tricked her into believing love was nothing but self-sacrifice. But that’s not love. Not the real thing. Love doesn’t mean humiliation. It doesn’t reduce a person to a live-in maid. Kate walked the London streets at dusk, breathing easier than she had in years. She promised herself: Never again would she mistake self-erasure for love. Never again would she waste her heart on someone who lived for pity. She’d always choose herself. From this moment on. — Title: You Don’t Deserve It
“I thought after the divorce Id never be able to trust anyone again,” James murmured as he