On the Edge of This Summer
Working in the library, I, Harriet, always thought of my life as rather dull. Visitors were scarce these days since everyone seemed glued to their phones and computers. Now and again, Id shift books around on the shelves or give them a good dusting. The best part of my job, really, was how many books Id managed to devourromantic novels, dense philosophy, all sorts. Yet, as I turned thirty, I realised with something like regret that all that romance I’d read about had entirely evaded me.
Thirty isnt exactly young, and surely, its high time to settle down. Im not the sort whose looks catch much attention, and my jobs not exactly brimming with financial promise. It never really occurred to me to look for anything different. The librarys only regulars were university students, with the odd sixth-former or elderly person here and there.
Just recently, we had some regional professional competition, and to my utter shock, I won the grand prizea two-week, fully paid trip to the seaside.
How brilliant! Of course Ill go, I grinned to both Mum and my friend Sophie. On my salary, theres no way Id ever afford it otherwise. Its like happiness dropped into my lap.
Summer was fading away. I walked along the edge of a quiet beach, the other holidaymakers mostly tucked away in little cafésafter all, the sea was choppy that day. It was only my third day by the sea, and I longed for some time alone, to wander and let my dreams meander.
Thats when I saw hima boy swept from the pier by a sudden wave. Without a second thought, I rushed to help, grateful that he wasnt too far from shore. Im no star swimmer, but ever since childhood, Ive known how to keep myself afloat.
The waves seemed to help, carrying him as I grabbed the collar of his shirt, only to try and drag him back out. It was a struggleone moment the sea lent me its strength, the next, it threatened to steal us both away. But I managed. Soon, I was standing chest-deep, determined just not to lose my footing, focused on making it to dry land.
My dress was now clinging to me, hopelessly ruined, but as I looked at the boy, I realised he was just thata lad of fourteen at most, though very tall, nearly eye-to-eye with me.
What were you thinking, swimming on a day like this? I asked, panting.
He just nodded and, with a shaky thanks, wandered off, leaving me watching him with a bemused shrug.
The next morning, I woke in my little hotel room and smiled at the sun streaming through the window. The sea gleamed invitingly, bright blue and less menacing than the day before. It felt as if the waves themselves were apologising for yesterdays rough greeting.
After breakfast, I strolled to the beach, stretched out with a book, then sauntered off toward the park as evening neared. Thats when I spotted the shooting rangerandom, but Id always been half decent at it at school and university. My first shot missed completely, but the second landed true.
Look, son, thats how its done! a good-natured mans voice boomed behind me. Turning, I recognised yesterdays boy. The surprise on his face told me he, too, remembered me. I quickly realised his father had no idea his son had nearly drowned.
The man, tall and kind-eyed, turned to me with a hopeful grin. Would you mind giving us a bit of a masterclass? James heres never been any good, truth be toldneither have I, for that matter.
So, we ended up strolling together, sitting for ice cream in a little beach café, and riding the Ferris wheel. I half expected Jamess mother to join us, but no one else turned up or was mentioned.
The man introduced himself as David. It turned out he was lively, witty, easy to talk toand with each minute, I liked him more.
So, Harriet, have you been here long?
Not at allthis is my first week. Ive still another left.
And where are you from, if you dont mind my asking?
Strangely enough, we were all from the same townSheffield. We all laughed at what a small world it really was.
What are the odds? David smiled, looking pleased.
James warmed to me, deciding I wasnt going to get him in trouble with his dad over yesterdays adventure. We all said goodnight, with David and James walking me back to my hotel. Wed see each other the following morning at the beach.
I was first to arrive, but my new friends were nearly an hour late.
Good morning! came Davids apologetic voice. Were terribly sorry, Harriet, honestly. We simply forgot to set the alarm and overslept.
Dad, Im off for a swim, said James, heading for the surf.
Wait! You cant swim! I instinctively shouted.
David looked confused. Who, James? Hes quite goodcompetes for his school!
I was surprised but stayed silentmaybe Id misjudged the situation that first day.
David and James were staying in the hotel next to mine. The next few days were bliss. We met on the beach every morning, spent evenings together, and went on little excursions. I wanted to talk to James alonesomething about him seemed troubled. Or maybe that was just my imagination.
I finally had my chance when James turned up by himself one morning.
Morning. Dads unwellrunning a bit of a fever, he told me. I asked if I could come see you instead. Hope you dont mind.
Of course not, but I should ring your dad to let him know youre with me, I said, and he gave me the number.
David answered, sounding ill but relieved. Sorry, Harrietcould you look after the lad today? Hes promised to do whatever you say.
No worries, David. Hes practically grown, and Ill pop by later and see how youre doing.
Once James came out of the water, he collapsed onto the sun lounger beside me. Eventually, he said, You know, youre a real friend.
I turned to him, raising an eyebrow. Thats rather out of the blue! What makes you say that?
Thanks for not telling my dad about what happened with the pier. I really did panic, and you saved me.
We sat quietly for a bit. Then I asked gently, James Wheres your mum? Why are you and your dad on your own?
He fell silent, evidently weighing up what to say, but, after a moment, he shook his head as if deciding he was old enough to explain.
David sometimes travelled for work, leaving James with his mum, Caroline. Everyone thought their family was happy, but it turned out only to be for show. The fault, he admitted, was his mums.
One day, David told her, Listen, Ive got to go to London for three weeks for a training course. Apparently, Ill get a promotion after, and the pay will be much better…
James said it seemed like his mum was actually pleased to see his dad go. Two days later, Caroline told James, Darling, a colleague from work is coming round tonight with his daughter. His names Alan, and youll need to entertain his daughterEmily. Shes a year or two older than you.
Emily was quick-witted and quite the talker. After a few minutes in Jamess room she said, Shall we go hang out at the park or something?
His mum pressed a crisp tenner into his hand. Of course, go on. And make sure you buy Emily some ice creamyou ought to treat a lady nicely.
He was a bit taken aback; shed never handed him that kind of pocket money for a single outing before. They ended up spending a few hours wandering about, and though Emily was a bit older and seemed to know everything, they got on fine. And so the three weeks passed.
Just before his dad was due back, Emily said, Well, good thing your dads back soonthis has been fun, but Ive got my own life. My dad and your mum made a deal, you know. Id keep you out of the house so the grownups could enjoy themselves. She gave a harsh little laugh. My folks have split up ages ago anyway, still bickering over the house…
James felt sickened by the way Emily spoke of his mum and her dad, half believing, half hoping it wasnt true. When his dad came home, James agonised over what to dokeep quiet? Tell his mum? Or explain everything to his dad?
But then he overheard it anyway. His mothers voice carried through the flat as he walked in from football practice. Yes, Ive been seeing someone else. So what?”
Nothing, his father replied after a moment. Ill file for divorce. James can stay with me. Seems you dont really care
Suit yourself, she said coldly. Ill be starting a new family.
James darted into his room and listened to the rest from behind the door. Caroline said, Ive been with Alan for ages, and you never noticed. Tomorrow, Im moving in with him.
The next day was Saturday. James lingered in bed, listening to his dad tapping at his laptop and his mum packing. Finally he heard the front door bang shut; she was gone.
David tried to explain things, but James stopped him. Dad, you dont have to. I know everything, and Im glad Im staying with you. Well be alright, just us two.
To his surprise, David just ruffled his hair and said, Turns out youre already grown up. You can see your mum if you like, Harrietits her choice, not yours.
But James didnt want to see his mum, not yet. He hadnt forgiven her.
After the beach that day, James and I stopped by to see David, bringing him some fruit. He was already looking brighter and promised hed join us on the sand the next day.
Three days later, David and James had to go home. I had two days left by the sea. Summer was slipping away. On the edge of those last days, we said our goodbyes. David promised to meet me at the airport. James beamed.
I made no plans, simply felt that warm, heady glow as I reread Davids gentle messages, full of longing and hope. Not long after, I moved in with David and James. Of all of us, it felt like James was the happiestfor his father, for himself, and for me.












