Marrying a Cripple. A Story
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My daughter came home late from the clinic, where she works as a nurse in A&E. She scrubbed up for ages then appeared in the kitchen in her dressing gown.
Theres some bangers and mash in the pan, I offered, peering into her face to work out what sort of mood she was in. Knackered, Emma? Why the long face?
Im not hungry. Im hideous enough as it isif I stuff my face, no one will ever look at me again, Emma muttered, pouring herself a cup of tea.
What utter rubbish! I fluttered, Everythings perfectly goodyouve got lovely clever eyes, a nose and lips where they ought to be. Dont talk nonsense, Emma!
All my friends are married off, and here I am! Only blokes whove truly run aground have any interest. And those I find attractive wouldnt give me a second glance. Whats wrong with me, Mum? Emma glowered at me, waiting for the wisdom to flow.
You just havent met your Mr Right yet, thats all. Its not your time, I tried to reassure her, but that only wound Emma up further.
Oh yes, my so-called lovely eyesbecause theyre like pinpricks. Thin lips, and look at this nose! If I had money, Id have the lot done, but as were skint, I suppose Ill settle for marrying someone with a proper misfortune. There are plenty of chaps at worksome lost a limb in a pile-up, then their girlfriends dumped them. Im thirty-three, times ticking!
Oh love, dont be daft! Your own dads got gammy legs. I only hoped my son-in-law might help out at the allotmentitd be a relief. How are we supposed to get on otherwise? I blurted out, then scrambled to recover: Not that being strapped is ideal, but darling, why do you want a man all battered and bruised? What about that nice chap next door, Dave? Solid bloke, always fancies you. Decent buildnot bad for future grandkids
Mum, honestly! Dave cant hold down a job, drinks too much, and what would we even talk about? Emma fumed.
Does it matter? Ill just send him round to dig the potatoes. Or send him to Tesco. Hes conscientious, reallymaybe you two could make it work I lobbied feebly, but Emma pushed her mug away and got up.
Im off to bed. Mum, youre a oneI thought at least you thought I was a decent human being. Turns out you reckon Im a lost cause, too
Emma, sweetheart, come on! I chased after her, but she just waved me off and shut her door.
She lay awake, thinking about the young man wed just had inhis leg had to be amputated just above the ankle.
A house due for demolition had collapsed on him; hed gone inside for who knows what, and by the time theyd got him out, it was too late for his foot.
No one ever came to visithe wasnt even thirty.
At first, hed look up at Emma, holding her hand after surgery, gazing at her like a lost puppy. Then, when reality hit, he stared hard at the ceiling, lips pressed tight. For some reason, he moved her, perhaps because absolutely no one else came.
You think Ill walk again? hed asked, eyes elsewhere.
Of course youll manageyoure young, youll heal quickly! she replied, giving it some conviction.
Everyone says that, but have you ever tried itliving without a leg? What sort of life is that? he snapped suddenly, turning to face the wall, as if it were all Emmas fault.
Well, whatd you go in there for, anyway? she shot back, annoyed. Youve only yourself to blame!
Thought I saw something, he mumbled, and after that, whenever she entered the ward, he turned aside, stony-faced.
Emma watched him, taking in his icy blue eyes. He was handsome underneath it all. What a waste, she thought.
You pity me, dont you? one day he caught her looking at him, I can tell. Thats all I get nowpity. No one loves the wayward or the wounded.
As if anyone loves weirdos like me, with two working legs. No ones ever pitied memaybe Id be better off if Id lost a limb, at least Id get some sympathy, Emma shot back, and suddenly she felt so miserable it made her nearly cry.
But for the first time, Mike smiled.
Youre ridiculous, you know that? Younot good-looking? Outrageous! I look at you, and honestly, Im jealous of whoever gets to be with you.
Emma goggled at him, but for some reason, she believed him. And before she could talk herself out of it, she blurted out,
Well, what if I pick you then? Would you marry me? No answer? See, youre fibbing, I knew it!
She stomped off to the door with a dramatic pout.
Mike struggled up onto his elbows, as if he might chase after her, but thenrememberinghe shouted,
Marry me, Emma! I swear, soon you wont even notice me hobbling. Ill recover in no timedont go!
Emma paused in the hallway, half in tears, half grinning like an idiot. That was ithe was The One.
Didnt matter her nose was bent, her eyes squinty, or he had one foot less than standard. Theyd met, and that was fate, like Mum always said.
Mike threw himself at rehab with zeal. He had a missionto be on his feet, marry his brilliant girl, and be ready for their future together.
All he wanted was for Emma to feel wantedthat, and to keep her laughing. Only with her did life feel right.
So, finally fallen for someone, have you? I asked slyly a few weeks later, Just look at you, all blooming. And you said you were ugly!
Emma barely denied it, floating around on air. Her biggest wish was for Mike to walk proper and master his prosthetic.
They took longer and longer strollsfirst at the clinic gardens, then along high streets twinkling with Christmas lights, snow swirling in the air
One day that old house was taken down, Mike said, showing her a blank lot. Thats where I got stuck.
What on earth did you go in for? You never told me, Emma remembered.
Youll laugh, Mike admitted. I saw a stray puppyskinny, black with white patchesthought hed freeze, wanted to bring him home didnt fancy being on my own.
Well looktheres a scruffy mutt right there, peering at us and too nervous to get close.
Thats him, has to be! Mike grinned. The dog trotted nearby, plodding behind them all the way to their house.
If you look at Emma, youd say she landed a right catchyounger, handsome, his own place, no mother-in-law! Lucky her, joked her mates at the wedding.
Me, I had a bit of a cry when Mike called me Mum for the first time.
Hed grown up in careno family, no fuss. But a truly decent lad, and most importantlythey really loved each other. Let happiness have the run of the place.
The garden could fend for itselfthough Mike had a knack for fixing and doing everything, somehow!
Emma and Mike live together now, the dogBustervery much part of the family. Soon theyll be four: Emma and Mike are expecting a daughter any day now.
Never lose hope, or you might miss your happiness altogether.
Because honestly, lifes finest feature is that youll never see it coming.












