Marrying a Cripple. A Story
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Her daughter came home late from the surgery ward. Shed spent an age in the bath, then shuffled into the kitchen wrapped in her dressing gown.
Theres some sausages and mash on the stove, her mother said, peering into her face, trying to make out what weighed on her, Are you tired, Alice? Whats wrong, darling?
Ill skip dinner, Im ugly enough as it is, and if I eat now, Ill be even more of a frightno one will look at me, Alice muttered, pouring herself a cup of tea.
Whatever makes you say that? Her mother became agitated. Youre perfectly fine! Smart eyes, right nose, nice lipsdont talk foolishness, Alice!
All my friends are married already, but not me! Only awful blokes ever like me. The ones I fancy dont even see me at all. Whats wrong with me, Mum? Alice glowered, awaiting her verdict.
You just havent met your destiny yet, love, thats allyour time hasnt come, her mother offered, trying to soothe her, but Alice only grew more heated.
Exactly! Smart eyes because theyre tiny. My lips are thin, my nose, just look at it! If we had any money, Id get it all fixed, but were poor! Well, Ive made up my mindIll marry a cripple. There are plenty of fellows in the hospital, ones whose girlfriends left after accidents. What else am I to do? Im thirty-three, my times running out!
Oh Alice, dont talk nonsense. Look at your fatherhis legs are bad. Id hoped at least my son-in-law would help out on the allotment, it makes a big difference, or whats the point of living? Her mother blurted the thought, and then made to backtrack.
Dont take it the wrong way, Alice, but not everyone lives comfortably. Why tie yourself to a cripple? What about Alex next doora good lad, always looking your way. Strong, he is! Healthy children, no doubt, and
Mum, please! Your Alex cant hold a job, he drinks, and what on earth would I talk to him about? Alice protested.
Whats there to talk about? Ill tell him: Go dig the borders. Then well have lunch. Or Ill send him to Tesco. Hes a good sort, and hard-working. You never know, maybe you two would hit it off? her mother suggested, hopeful, but Alice only shoved her half-full teacup away and stood.
Im off to bed, Mumhonestly, Id thought at least you saw the person I am, but in the end youre like everyone else, thinking Im hideous…
Alice, darling, dont be ridiculous! Her mother rushed after her, but Alice just waved her hand.
Thats enough, Mum! Alice closed her door firmly in her mothers face.
Long into the night she lay awake, thinking about a young man brought in not long agotheyd had to amputate his leg below the knee.
A beam had crushed his leg in an abandoned house; hed gone in for no reason at all, the building already ready for demolition. Hed been trapped, no one found him for hours, and by the time they did, his leg couldn’t be saved.
No visitors came to see him. He was young, not even thirty.
In the beginning, he looked at Alice with searching, pleading eyes, clung to her hand just after surgery.
Later, when he realised what had happened, hed just lie staring bleakly at the ceiling. For some reason, she pitied him more than the restperhaps because nobody else visited.
Do you think Ill walk again? hed asked her recently, not looking her way. Alice answered firmly, with confidence, Of course you will. Youll heal up in no timeyoure young!
Everyone says that. Try living without a leg. What sort of life is that? he snapped suddenly, turning to the wall, as if shed wronged him.
And whyd you go in there anyway? It’s your own fault, snapped Alice, unable to hide her annoyance.
I thought I saw something, he muttered, and now, whenever she entered the ward, hed turn his face to the wall.
Alice had studied himthe light eyes, icy and sharp. His face was pleasant, altogether, and it was a true shame, what had happened…
Do you pity me? he caught her looking at him one day. I can tell you dosure you do. Thats all Im good for now, pity. They never love blokes like me.
No one loves girls like me either, even though my arms and legs are fine. Just because Im… wrong, I guess. No one even bothers to pity me. Maybe itd be better if I had no legsat least someone would feel sorry for me, Alice barked back, suddenly on the edge of tears.
But then, for the first time, Michael smiled at her. You daft thing, you reckon youre ugly? I look at you and cant help but envy whoever you pick, honest!
Alice stared at him, wide-eyed, and curiously, she believed him. He wasnt lying. And suddenly she burst out, what had been turning on her tongue for ages, And what if I choose you? Will you marry me? Go on thensilent, so that means youre lying! Got it all figured, havent I?
Alice stood and went to the door in a huff.
Michael propped himself up on his elbows, sitting on the bed as if to leap after herthen remembering, he couldnt. He called down the corridor, Marry me, Alice! I swear, youll hardly notice my leg soon. Ill be back on my feet. Dont go, Alice…
Alice and Michael
She stopped in the hallway, almost in tears, but in that moment she suddenly understoodhe was the one.
It didnt matter that her nose was wrong, or her eyes too small, or that hed lost his leg. Theyd found each other. That was what mattered.
Her time had come, just as her mother said.
Michael threw himself into rehab with immense zeal. Now he had a purposehe wanted to marry that wonderful girl. He had to be strong for their future.
He wanted Alice to stop feeling sad, to never again think herself unwanted. He needed her so much. Life with herthat was all he desired.
Youve fallen for someone at last, havent you, love? her mother observed slyly one morning. Just look at the glow about you! For all your talk of being plain.
Alice didnt bother to deny it. She almost floated about the house these days. Her deepest wish was for Michael to master his prosthetic, to walk with ease.
They wandered ever longerfirst around the hospital courtyard, then through the frosty, sparkling, pre-Christmas streets with their multicoloured lights…
Theyve torn down the old placethe house that fell on me, Michael said one day, showing her the site.
And what made you go in there? You still havent told me, Alice remembered.
Youll laugh, but I saw a stray puppy. Thin thing, black with white patches. I thought it would freeze. I wanted to take it home, didnt want to be alone, he confessed.
Looktheres a skinny dog over there, watching us, but too scared to come close.
That looks just like him! Michael said, delighted, and the dog trotted after them, keeping his distance all the way to their door…
Goodness, Alice really lucked outher mans handsome, younger, comes with a flat and no mother-in-law! her friends joked at her wedding.
Alices mother couldnt help but shed a tear when Michael called her Mum.
Hed grown up in care, no family to speak of. Kind, open-hearted, andmost importantthey loved each other. May they be happy, always.
Never mind the old allotmenttheyd manage, even though Michael tackled every job brilliantly.
Now Alice, Michael, and their dog Patch lived together. Very soon, thered be a fourthAlice and Michael were expecting a little girl…
Never let despair take you, or else you might overlook your own happiness.
For lifes magic is in its perfect unpredictability.












