TO LOVE ENDURING, TO ENDURE LOVING
Edward and Grace had a church wedding.
On the day of their wedding, just as the procession was nearing St. Marys Church, an unexpected summer storm flared up. It came out of nowhere, the wind tearing Graces veil from her head. The veil soared into the sky like a paper lantern, dancing in the gale before, exhausted, settling in a muddy puddle. All the guests gasped in shock. Then, as quickly as it had come, the storm died away. Edward rushed after the veil, but he was too late to save it.
There it lay, gleaming white against black water. Grace, flustered, shouted to her fiancé, Ed, leave it! Im not wearing that now!
The old women who always linger near the church started whispering among themselves, doom-laden predictions: the young couples lives would be one storm after another now.
Quick thinking led to an artificial white flower being purchased at the corner shop, and it was pinned into Graces hair. There was no time to hunt for another veilyou simply cannot be late for your own wedding.
The nearly-weds, standing at the entrance of the church before the altar, candles in hand, exchanged their vows before God. But before the sacred ceremony, theyd already registered at the local registry office and had a splendid celebrationone for the people, one for the divine.
Three years into their marriage, they had two children, a daughter named Charlotte and a son named William. Life hummed on quietly in their cosy home.
Ten years later, an unexpected visitor came knocking on Edward and Graces door.
Grace had always had an open houseinvited or not, guests were met with warmth, food, tea, and good conversation. But this visitor was a special case; she arrived when Edward was out.
Graces eyes appraised the young woman immediately: tall, polite, strikingly pretty, and very young.
Hello, Grace. Im Emily, said the stranger. The future wife of… your husband.
How fascinating! Grace replied, stunned.
And how long has Edward been courting you? Grace asked, keeping her composure.
A fair while, but I cant wait any longerIm expecting his child, replied Emily, completely unabashed.
A classic story, isnt it? Wifemistressillegitimate child… Grace tried to reason with her. My dear, do you realise Edward and I are joined for life? Weve two children already.
I know the situation, Emily said briskly. But Edward and I are in love. Forever. Besides, you can annul your vows. Hes not remained faithful. I checked. Its permitted.
Well, heres my advice, Emily, Grace retorted, her patience waning. Dont meddle in anothers family. Well sort out our love and faithfulness without you. Goodbye.
Emily shrugged, as if to say she’d done her duty by warning, and hurried away.
Grace slammed the front door behind her. Done your research, have you? Not a chance, Emily, she muttered.
Grace began to recall small changes: Edwards new distance from the children, increased absences supposedly due to work, sudden business trips, newfound interestsweekend fishing or shootingnone of which hed ever cared for before. Every woman senses when something is off, when another womans perfume lingers in the air, when the atmosphere is tense and full of unspoken things. Yet Grace tried to dismiss her suspicions. Perhaps, she hoped, it was all just in her head.
That evening, when Edward came home, Grace waited until after dinneralways feed your husband well before tackling weighty mattersand then broached the topic.
Edward, are you in love? Grace began, unsure of how to begin such a painful conversation.
I am, Edward answered, tension in his voice.
Your friend dropped by today, Grace said quietly. Is this serious?
Im a wretch! I cant live without Emily, Edward burst out. Ive tried to break it off, but its impossible. Please, Grace, let me go!
I will Grace replied. She saw that appealing to his conscienceor playing the think of the children cardwould be pointless. Time alone would judge them.
So Edward left to live with Emily, and Grace went to see her vicar for guidance. The kindly priest listened patiently to her woes before saying, My dear, love is patient and never failsremember those words. You have every right to annul the marriage, as your husband has strayed. Or you may forgive, pray, and wait for his return. Gods ways are mysterious.
Two months on, Grace realised she was expecting Edwards third child. She took this as a signperhaps, with time, Edward would repent and come home. This hope buoyed her through the rest of her pregnancy.
At last, she gave birth to a boy. Graces mother suggested naming him Johnthe English version of Edwards own name. Maybe, darling, your Ed will come back. You never know what life brings…
Thankfully, Graces mother helped her through everythinglooking after the children, cooking, reading stories, sharing wisdom.
Edward didnt forget Charlotte and William. He sent gifts, took them to the seaside, and made sure Grace had an envelope of money for the household.
Grace strictly told the children not to mention baby Johns birth to their fatherbut, of course, they didnt obey. Charlotte spilled the beans during a visit. Edward assumed Grace had moved on with someone else, and his heart ached with nostalgia for the life theyd once had. Little did he knowJohn was his own son.
Meanwhile, Emily was dealing with her own struggles. She had a precarious pregnancy and spent time in hospital. Edward tried to care for her, running out for fruit or salty crisps or whatever strange craving she had. But tragedy struckEmily gave birth to a stillborn daughter. Another pregnancy ended in heartbreak.
Devastated, Emily wanted to take a break from trying for children. But fate had different plans.
Edward was always at her side, blaming himself for all that had befallen themeach family with its own trials.
Meanwhile, Graces old university friend Henry, who once fancied her, became a regular visitor. In their student days, Henry had always followed Grace about, proposing marriage the day they graduated. But Grace never saw him as husband material: too persistent, too much his mothers favourite, and rather humourless. Other girls competed for his attention, but once Grace met Edward, Henry was gently but firmly dismissed. Or so shed thought.
One dreary autumn day, as Grace rode the bus gazing out at the rain, a man took the seat beside her.
May I? he asked.
Of course, Grace replied without turning, shifting slightly.
Are you lonely? he persisted.
Still staring out, she sighed, as if to say, Its none of your concern.
But the man pressed on.
Grace, its meHenry! You look so down!
Grace finally turned, surprised to see him. Henry! I havent seen you in ages! Where have you been?
Henry steered the conversation to her and, soon enough, Grace invited him overYour wife wont mind if youre late? she joked, already pulling him to her stop.
Henry bought wine, fruit, and treats for the children. Over a heartfelt dinner, Grace poured out her soul to Henryshe needed a friendly ear. Henry was a grateful listener, nodding understandingly, never interrupting. At the end of her confession, Grace kissed him on the cheek in thanks. Henry, heartened, left for home.
As it turned out, Henry had never married nor had childrenjust his lot in life.
Henry became a regular visitor at Graces home, always bringing treats for the children and flowers for Grace.
From the start, Grace set boundaries: Youre welcome any time, but I am waiting for my husband. No liberties allowed.
Henry was content with thisbetter than being all alone. Then Ill think of you as a sister, and your children as my nieces and nephews.
He soon became part of the family.
Then, good news for Edward: Emily gave birth to a healthy, beautiful daughter. They named her Felicitymeaning blessed. Emily poured herself into motherhood, finally understanding, after all those tears, what shed taken from Graces family. Borrowed happiness brings only bitterness, she reflected, longing to beg Grace for forgiveness.
Edward adored Felicity, showering her with gifts, soothing her to sleep, cherishing bath timeEmily treasured seeing him so devoted.
The river of time flowed on.
Five years passed.
All the children had grown; their parents older and perhaps wiser.
Life took a cruel turn when Emily grew seriously ill at just thirty. Edward was beside himself, shuttling to hospitals and specialists, spending a small fortune on doctors appointments and medicine.
As Emily laid dying, readying herself for the end, Edward did what he could to comfort and soothe her.
Finally, the doctors sent her home, beyond their help. With great effort, Emily whispered to Edward, Please take me to your true wife. Please.
Though surprised, Edward agreed.
Grace already knew Emily was terminally illCharlotte had told her after visiting her father. So, when Edward called, Grace did not refuse.
Edward carried Emily, frail as porcelain, into the familiar house.
The whole family was there, awaiting explanation.
Grace, arms folded, nodded at the bed. Edward laid Emily gently on the coverlet, arranging her comfortably.
Please, Emily begged, let me speak to Grace alone.
Everyone left the room.
Grace moved closer, examining her rival. Ive seen corpses with more life, she thought.
Then she sat beside Emily.
Forgive me if you can, Grace. I see nowIve been punished. I beg youtake Felicity as your own. Other than Edward andyoushe has no one. Promise youll raise her with him, Emily pleaded, weeping.
Grace took her hand gently.
Oh Emily, it isnt God who punishes uswe bring it on ourselves. I forgave you long ago. Dont worry about Felicity; shell always have a home here. And another thingstay here with Edward. Its hard for both of you alone; theres room in this house for all. Youll get well, I promise. Miracles happen. Dont lose hope.
So the house became its own little world, and everyone pitched in to care for Emily. Henry was especially attentive, keeping vigil at her side, finding the right words, speaking of lifes gifts. One word can wound, another can heal. He didnt even notice when he fell for Emily, doted on Felicity, whom he called Felicity Flower. She truly was a wonder.
Emily found the will to liveclinging to that fragile hope as the illness slowly abated.
Six months of despair passed; slow healing, endless treatments. Then Emily could go outside, breathe deeply, feel the sun on her gaunt face, whisper to herself, smile. Life, thin as a trickle, crept back into her. Against all odds, she rallied.
Emily thought about Henry. She still cared for Edward but he was anothers husband, and shed learned her lesson. Henry was kind, warm, and took in Felicity as his own. Some families thrive on the love of just one parent. If she were given a new lease on life, she would do her best to make their love grow.
She was healing, slowly but surely.
One family lunch, Emily announced, Grace, Edwardwere moving on. I want to thank you both for all youve done for us, for your warmth and kindnessI never knew such people existed!
Edward and Grace exchanged a look. They sensed the bond forming between Henry and Emily; love was blossoming.
Some weeks before, Edward had told Grace, No matter what happens with Emily, I want to be with you. Your generosity knows no bounds. Will you take me back? We have three children to raise together!
Of course I will, Ed. I should be the one seeking your forgiveness. What a wise teacher life isI should have learned earlier.
And what about Felicity? Grace asked. She loves you, and youre her father.
Shell always have a place here. Ill never abandon hermy door is always open, Edward replied firmly.
Henry, Emily, and Felicity prepared to leave. At the door, Emily called Edward over.
Love Grace more than life itself. Never hurt her. Ill never forget you, Edward, Emily said, kissing him goodbye.
Be happy, Emily, said Edward softly.












