Love Isn’t For Show
Emily steps out of the cottage with a heavy bucket of pig feed and walks past her husband, George, whos been fussing with the water well for three days now. Now hes decided it needs carving to look pretty, as if there arent more important things to do! His wife keeps the home humming, feeds the animals, while he stands there grinning, wood shavings in his hair, chisel in hand, just smiling at her. What sort of husband has she got never a tender word, never a thump of the fist on the table, just working quietly, and now and then comes over, gazes softly at her, and runs his hand through her thick, golden plait. Thats his idea of affection. And yet, how she wishes there were words like my darling and my swan
She broods over her life as a woman, and nearly trips over old Buster, their scruffy sheepdog. In a flash, George is there, steadying her, and he gives the dog a firm look.
What are you doing underfoot, Buster? Youll cripple the missus.
Buster drops his head sheepishly and slinks off to his kennel. Once again, Emily marvels that animals seem to understand George so well. Shed asked him about it once, and hed only replied, I love animals, and they know it.
Emily too dreams of love of being swept off her feet, of having sweet nothings whispered in her ear, of waking up to a flower on her pillow each morning But George is so sparing with caresses that she sometimes doubts whether he loves her even a little.
Morning, neighbours! calls over Tom, the chap next door, leaning over the fence. George, still fiddling with that well? Whos going to admire all those fancy carvings?
I want my children to grow up good people, with an eye for beauty, George says.
First you need some children! laughs Tom, winking at Emily.
George glances at his wife, a little sadly, while Emily, flushing deeply, hurries indoors. Shes in no rush for children shes young, beautiful, and wants to live for herself a while yet, and her husbands neither here nor there. Tom though what a man! Tall, broad, with a winning smile George is decent enough, sure, but Tom is truly dashing. And when he meets her at the lane he calls her such lovely things: Rosie, my sunshine Her heart quivers, knees go soft, but she always dashes away. She made a vow when she married to be a faithful wife. Her parents spent a lifetime in harmony and taught her to cherish her family.
But why is it shes always longing to glance through the window and lock eyes with the neighbour?
Next morning, as Emily is driving the cow out to the meadow, she bumps into Tom at the gate.
Emily, lovely girl, why do you keep avoiding me? Are you afraid? I cannot get enough of your beauty you leave me dazed every time I see you. Come to me at sunrise, when your George is off on his morning fishing come to me, and Ill show you such affection youll feel youre the happiest woman alive.
Emily blushes crimson, her heart skips, but she hurries past him without a word.
Ill be waiting, Tom calls after her.
All day Emily cant get him off her mind. She longs for love and tenderness and Tom is dreadfully handsome and looks at her with such heated eyes Still, she cant seem to bring herself to go to him. Yet sunrise is still far away; perhaps she will
That evening George warms up the little house for a steam bath, and even invites Tom to join him. Tom jumps at the chance saves him having to heat his own and use up his firewood. So there they are, beating each other with birch twigs, groaning in delight. Later, they come out to the changing room to cool off. Emily has already left a decanter of homemade gin and a plate of nibbles, and remembers shes got some pickled cucumbers down in the larder. She fetches them and, approaching the door, overhears their voices and pauses, half-hidden.
Why are you so timid, George? Tom is saying in a low voice. Come along with me, you wont regret it. Therell be widows there to spoil you, pretty ones too! Not like your Emily, dull little mouse.
Emily hears Georges quiet but steady reply: No, mate. I dont want anyone else at all I wont even think about it. My wife isnt a dull mouse. Shes the most wonderful woman in all of England. There isnt a flower or a berry finer than her. When I look at her, I see nothing but her lovely eyes and her slender waist Im filled up with love that overflows like the river in spring. The trouble is, I cant seem to say the words I cant explain how much I love her, and shes upset with me about it. I know Im at fault, and Im scared of losing her. I simply couldnt live even a day without her, couldnt take a breath.
Emily stands frozen, heart pounding, tears rimming her eyes. Then she squares her shoulders, marches in and declares loudly, Perhaps youd best go, Tom, and cheer up those widows elsewhere! George and I have more important things to do. After all, no ones here yet to admire the carving hes made. Forgive me, my dearest, for my foolishness I held happiness in my hands and didnt see it. Lets go now; weve wasted enough time.
At dawn, George doesnt go out fishing.












