Saturday, 22nd April
Am I really going to spend all of Saturday sorting out the junk in my mum’s old garage? The entire Saturday? I watched as Emma eyed me over the rim of her fork, having just nicked a cheeky bit of cheesecake, her eyebrow arching in pure disbelief.
I cant believe youre being serious, Oliver, she said.
I leaned back in my chair, cradling my hands around the mug of lukewarm cappuccino.
Em, honestly, its not junk. Theyre childhood treasures. Im pretty sure the old Playground Swap sticker collection is in there somewhere. Just imagine actual riches!
Oh my days. You kept those? How old are they?
Emma snorted, shoulders shaking with laughter she fought to stifle. We’ve been coming to this café with its battered aubergine sofas and perpetually misty windows since sixth form, and now it was practically our living room. Molly, the waitress, never even asked for our order: cappuccino for me, latte for her, and whatever pudding was on special, to share. Fifteen years of friendship had made habit out of ritual.
Alright, fair enough, I saluted her with my mug, the garage and its treasures can wait. Toms got that barbecue lined up for Sunday anyway.
I know, Emma groaned. He spent three hours yesterday deciding between barbecues online. Three! I thought Id go cross-eyed from boredom.
Our laughter was swallowed by the gentle whir of the coffee machine and the low hum of other peoples conversations…
There was never any awkwardness between us, never unsaid things we were as familiar as each others palms. Emma remembered when I, gangly and with perpetually undone laces, was the first to say hi when she joined our class. I remembered how she was the only one who never teased me about my chunky plastic glasses.
Tom, her husband, had taken my friendship with Emma in stride from day one. He watched us with the calm confidence of someone utterly sure of himself and of those he loved. At our Friday nights playing Monopoly and Uno, Tom would always laugh loudest when I inevitably lost to Emma at Scrabble, pouring us all an extra mug of tea as the two of us bickered about the rules of charades.
He cheats, thats the only reason he wins, Emma once grumbled, tossing playing cards at Tom.
Its called strategy, darling, Tom replied, ever unflappable, retrieving the scattered cards.
I liked Tom, truly. He was solid, reliable, and his dry jokes sometimes took a few beats to land. Around him, Emma seemed to soften and glow, and it made me glad in a way only a real mate could understand.
Then all the balance shifted, and it started with Sophie…
Sophie, Toms sister, turned up on their doorstep a month ago looking like shed not slept in weeks. Her marriage had just crumbled, leaving her utterly rung out nothing but bitterness and that gaping emptiness where certainty used to be.
The first night I popped by for our usual games, Sophie glanced up from her phone and appraised me with a look that felt almost clinical. Something in her seemed to flick back on, some rusty old switch. This was a woman staring at a man not a mate, not a friend from school, but a man.
This is Oliver, school friend, Emma said. Sophies Toms sister.
Sophie held my hand a bit longer than was strictly necessary.
Lovely to meet you, she said.
From then on, Sophies accidental appearances became completely predictable. Shed appear in our café right as we were sitting down. Shed float into the room with a plate of home-baked biscuits just as I arrived. At game night, shed sit close enough that our shoulders touched.
Could you pass me that card? Sophie leant over, her hair whether by accident or design brushing my neck. Oops, sorry.
I edged away, mumbling something polite about the game. I caught Emma glancing at Tom, who only shrugged his sister had always been a bit much.
Her flirting became more blatant by the week. Shed compliment my hands, make a joke of how I might be a secret concert pianist, then grin when I confessed I was a programmer.
After the third, lets get a coffee, just a friendly chat, I gave in. The truth was, I did like Sophie: she was bright, lively, dramatic. I thought, maybe, if things worked, shed stop staring at me like a hungry cat and peace would return.
At first, it worked out. Sophie gleamed with happiness, I relaxed, and our gatherings felt normal again. But it didnt last.
Before long, she noticed things shed rather not. She saw the easy way I lit up around Emma. The way my face opened up, warmer, softer. Our running jokes, the way we finished each others sentences, the unspoken thread stitching years across the table.
Thats when jealousy flowered, bitter and relentless, inside Sophie.
Why do you always have to see her? Sophie blocked the front door, arms crossed.
Because shes my friend. Fifteen years, Soph. Thats
But Im your girlfriend! Me! Not her!
The arguments came in waves. Sophie shouted, wept, accused. I explained, pleaded, tried to reassure.
You think about her more than me!
Thats nonsense. Were just friends.
Just friends dont look at each other the way you do!
My phone rang every time I saw Emma.
Where are you? When will you be back? Why arent you answering? With her again?
I learned to keep my phone on silent, but Sophie began to track me down. Shed pop up at the café, in the park, outside Emmas house flushed, breathless, eyes wild with angry tears.
Sophie, please, I rubbed my temples, weary beyond words. This isnt normal.
No, whats not normal is you spending more time with someone elses wife than with your girlfriend!
Emma was tired too. Every coffee or walk turned into a guessing game: would Sophie burst in, and what drama would unfold today?
Maybe I ought to back off a bit Emma started, but I cut her off.
No. I wont have you changing your life over her outbursts. None of us should.
But Sophie had already made her decision. If she couldnt win fairly, shed do it otherwise.
Tom was in the kitchen when Sophie breezed in.
TomI need to tell you something. I really didnt want to, butyou deserve the truth
She spoon-fed him a story tears on cue about secret meetings, too-long glances, and the way Id supposedly held Emmas hand when we thought no one was watching.
Tom listened in silence, face unreadable.
When Emma and I walked in an hour later, the air in the living room was heavy as treacle. Tom was sunk into his armchair, the look on his face almost amused.
Sit down, he said, gesturing at the sofa. My sisters shared an interesting tale about your clandestine romance.
Emma froze mid-step. My jaw clenched.
What
She claims she saw some fairly damning things.
Sophie hunched her shoulders, unable to meet anyones gaze.
I snapped, finally, turning to her so sharply she recoiled.
Enough, Sophie! Ive had it with your drama.
For the first time, I really lost my cool. Calm, patient Oliver was gone; what was left was a man at the end of his tether.
Were over. Now.
You cant Her eyes filled with tears, real this time.
Its her! Its always her! Youre choosing her, every time!
Emma gave it a moment, letting Sophie spew the last of her venom.
You know, Sophie, she said, voice steady, if youd stopped trying to control every minute of his life, stopped making scenes out of nothing, maybe this wouldnt have happened. You broke what you were desperate to save.
Sophie grabbed her handbag and stormed out, the front door slamming behind her.
Tom, after a beat, burst out laughing from deep in his chest, head fallen back against the chair.
Good Lord, finally.
He got up and wrapped Emma in a hug.
You didnt believe her, did you? Emma mumbled, face buried in his neck.
Not for a second. Ive watched you two for years its like brother and sister arguing over who nicked the last Malteser.
Tension drained out of me in relief.
Sorry for dragging you into this circus.
Oh please. Sophies a grown woman; her choices are her own. Right, now supper. The lasagnes going cold and Im not heating it up just because someone else is having a moment.
Emma laughed, soft and grateful, and I joined in. Our little family remained whole. My friendship with Emma, rock-solid. And Tom, once more, proved his trust could weather any storm.
We headed for the kitchen, lasagne gleaming golden in the glow of the evening lights, and just like that, the world felt right again.












