Tuesday, 24th December
I stepped off the bus, arms aching from the weight of two shopping bags. As I trudged up our front path, the familiar sight of our old red-brick house cheered me. Im home! I called out, pushing open the door. Emma, darling! Mum rushed towards me, Dad behind her, and even Gran shuffled over in delight. We knew you were coming; could feel it in our bones! she said, giving me a tight hug.
That evening, the whole family gathered around our big oak dining table, sharing stories and laughter over roast chicken and warm apple crumble. Suddenly, there was a knock at the front door. Must be the neighbours popping over to wish us Merry Christmas, Mum said with a smile, and went to let them in. When she returned, she wasn’t aloneshe had brought in two guests. I glanced up, and couldnt believe my eyes.
***
A week earlier, Id been staring out of the frosty window of the coach, watching the countryside of Kent slip past as I left home for university in London. On my lap sat one of those huge tartan holdalls Gran insisted I take. Id packed only the essentials, but it still felt massive; Gran had even tucked a bag of warm sausage rolls on top. Their delicious aroma filled the coach.
Unable to resist, I unzipped the bag and took out two golden sausage rolls. Want one? I asked the young man next to me. Hed kindly let me sit by the window when I couldnt find a seat.
Love one, cheers! he replied, grinning and swallowing hard.
Im Emma, I said brightly.
Im Charlie. Off to uni, I suppose? he replied.
Thats right! Theres nowhere round my villageunless you fancy training to drive tractors. Not really my thing.
Same here! Charlie laughed, But honestly, I do like village life, just couldnt pass up on a uni place.
The journey to London took nearly four hours. Chatting away, we got to know each other well, swapped numbers, and once in the city, went our separate ways.
***
Between revision and entrance exams, time rushed by. Both Charlie and I got accepted into our chosen universities, and we were over the moon. All those worries and nerves faded awaynow the future looked bright and full of promise.
One evening, Charlie rang. Emma! Fancy celebrating at a café?
I was thrilledCharlie was genuinely lovely, and had a homely charm about him, very different from some of the other lads at uni. We met in town at a quirky café called The Hippo. From our seat by the window, we watched tour boats glide along the Thames as guides shouted through microphones.
I wonder why its called The Hippo? I mused.
Charlie laughed. Probably because if you eat enough of their cakes, youll end up as big as one!
I laughed and enjoyed my slice of Victoria sponge. After that, we kept meeting at The Hippo, calling it our spot. That night, when Charlie kissed me for the first time, it was tender and passionateIve never forgotten it.
Months passed; we grew closer. Apart from my parents, I felt no one was dearer to me than Charlie.
One rainy Sunday, now in our third year, Charlie asked, Emma, why not move in with me? And in summerwe could get married!
Charlie! Is that your way of proposing?
Sort of! he smiled.
So, by the rules, I have to ask: arent you worried Ill be under your feet all the time? I teased, referencing a scene from an old British film.
Under my feet as much as you like! Charlie laughed, spinning me around the pavement.
I returned to my rented flatwhere I lived With two other girls, brimming with joy.
You look positively glowing, Rosie said, her eyes twinkling. Spill, whats happened?
Oh, girls! I danced about excitedly. Looks like I might be moving in with Charlie soon!
So well be getting invites to the wedding, I hope? piped up Sophie.
No wedding yet! Just living together for now. The big days planned for summer.
Dont jump in so fast, Emma, Rosie warned, looking concerned. Thats ages awayanything can happen! Whats wrong with how things are?
I giggled. Rosie, you sound like my Gran. Everyone lives together these days!
Its justI dont approve of all these casual arrangements, Rosie sniffed. My mums a solicitor. I know how it goes…
Alright! Sorry, Rosie. Didnt mean to upset you, I apologised, giving her a hug.
***
I was convinced all the living together before marrying stuff was outdated nonsense. But Rosies words lingered, and I ended up hesitating on moving in with Charlie. Eventually, he stopped pushing the idea.
Mid-December brought snow to London, blanketing the city and making the Christmas decorations sparkle in the evening light. My friends and I strolled through Covent Garden, freezing but buoyed by the festive spirit, when we found ourselves outside The Hippo.
Lets pop in! Charlie and I love it here, I suggested.
Yesbut isnt that him over there? Sophie said quietly, nodding toward a window table.
My heart stopped. There sat Charlie, with a girlnot much more than eighteen, I guessed. They were laughing; he joked and she giggled in response.
I turned away, silent. Im going home, I whispered.
Were coming too, Rosie and Sophie insisted, linking arms with me.
Back at our flat, my friends tried to reassure me. It doesnt mean anything, Emma! It could all be a misunderstanding. But I remembered how kindly Charlie had looked at her, laughing together at our spot.
It felt like betrayal.
I started ignoring Charlies calls. When he tried to visit, my friends told him I wasnt there.
One afternoon he caught me on campus, grabbed my hand, and asked, Emma, whats going on? Is there someone else?
I stared at him, shocked by the question. Someone else? Nice way of turning things round! Let me go, CharlieIm late for my exam.
I slipped away, leaving him bewildered.
***
After finishing exams early, I returned home for Christmas. It felt safer to nurse my hurt under my parents roof.
As the coach arrived in Kent, the wintry air stung my cheeks, the snow sparkled on hedgerows and rooftops, and white smoke curled up from chimneys. Even our big old Christmas tree by the fence looked more splendid than ever, dressed in tinsel and baubles just as Mum always does.
Merry Christmas! I called, bringing in the gifts Id picked out for everyone.
Emma, darling! Mum, Dad, and Gran greeted me warmly. We just felt youd be here tonight! Mum smiled.
It was the happiest homecoming. If only winter days werent so shortthe darkness fell before five.
No matter, lets light up the tree, Dad said, stringing colourful lights through the branches.
Later, as everyone sat together at the table, laughter loud and Christmas crackers popping, there was a knock at the door.
Mum raised her eyebrows. Probably the neighbours with their annual box of biscuits, she said, and went to open it.
But she came back not just with neighbours, butFather Christmas and his elf! Well, Charlie in Father Christmas dress, and beside him that same young woman from The Hippo.
Charlie? I gasped. How did you know where to find me? Whats all this?
Charlie chuckled his familiar, hearty laugh, as did the girl.
Your friends told me youd be here. And I wanted to introduce youEmma, meet my little sister, Lucy!
Your sister? I repeated.
Yes, my sister! said Lucy. Pretty obvious, if you look close enough.
Relief flooded methe weight Id been carrying just melted away. If only Id asked straight out, instead of worrying myself silly! I scolded myself.
Charlie went on, And, in front of your familyplus my sisterI want to ask you, Emma: will you marry me? He produced a small box, opening it to reveal a delicate gold ring.
Of course I will! I cried, throwing my arms around him. This is the most wonderful Christmas ever!
There will be plenty more, as long as we talk straight when things look confusing, Charlie said, smiling.
I promise! I replied.
Today, Ive learned things are rarely as bad as you imaginesometimes all you need is a bit of honesty and the courage to ask.












