I took a DNA test and came to regret it
It feels like a lifetime ago, back when I was still just a young lad making sense of the world. I married because my sweetheart told me she was expecting. Not long after the wedding, I brought my new wife to live with my parents in our old house in Yorkshire, for we hadn’t the means to live on our own just yet. Those were restless, crowded years, but soon enough, we became a family. I was blessed with a fine boy, and in time, we scraped together enough to get a mortgage and settle into a modest terraced house of our own.
Some years went by, and then my wife announced she was expecting again. Thats how our little princess, Emily, came into our lives. Both children grew as quick as wildflowers. Yet, as the years slipped away, I couldnt help but notice how neither of them bore any resemblance to me. Even their tempers and ways were a world apart from both their mothers and mine. To add to it, they both had flaming red hair and frecklestraits that had never shown up before in our family.
The thought plagued me, so at last I gave in to a moments weakness and decided to do a paternity test. It was not my proudest decision, but I felt I had no other choice. I simply needed reassurance in my heart.
So, I went through with it, and the wait for the results was agonisingtwo long weeks. The day the call came, I rushed straight to the lab in Leeds. Thank heavens, the papers confirmed what I truly hoped deep downI was their father. Relieved, I went home and hid the documents away, out of sight. Looking back, I don’t know why I didn’t just tear them up there and then. That single moment of carelessness cost me more than I could ever have imagined.
It wasnt long before my wife found the hidden papers. She hurled them at me, weeping with fury. The row that followed shook the very rafters of our homeshe felt so betrayed, so wounded. I understand her pain now, though at the time it seemed impossible to bridge the ever-growing gulf between us. Forgiveness never came. Five years have drifted by, and she still will not allow me to see the children.
In my foolish curiosity, I lost what I cherished mostmy family. I spend each day hoping, quietly and faithfully, that one day she will find it within her to forgive me.












