We dated for five years before we got married. Honestly, although in our area it is customary to perform sexual relations only after marriage, I got pregnant and had a daughter with him. When I got pregnant, we decided to have a wedding so no one would find out about the baby.
After we started living together a lot of things fell on me, it is better to write paragraph by paragraph:
It was his in-laws who decided that I had to be their daughter-in-law and plus wealthy.
We were sent to town with his two sisters.
My husband promised to get a job, but he didn’t.
I worked and still work as a teacher and of course the apartment, utilities and all expenses were on me. But that wasn’t the point, it was the fact that my husband (as it turned out) all liked the way I worked pregnant. There was one time he raised his hand. After I gave birth to a girl, and I also prepared all the expenses for the maternity hospital myself.
I went through a lot of things during those two years of relationship, but the most important thing that I cannot forgive or let go of is that my husband kicked me out (as he explained later not with the child, the child decided to keep).
I went to my parents, they bought me a house and I lived there alone. Whether it’s because of this I am now afraid, I do not know, but up to this point I was fine, until my husband was constantly coming and explaining that he was wrong, asking for forgiveness.
I forgave him, but now I can’t live with him somehow. What to do, I do not know. Financially my parents can provide for me, but they are abroad. I have everything, the problem is how to take my child. To take her away and live away from everything.
