I called out the window, “Mum, why are you up so early? You’ll catch your death out there!” She just turned, waved her shovel in greeting, and called back, “I’m doing this for you lazy lot!” — But the next day, Mum was gone… I still can’t walk by our front garden without tears… Every time I see that path, my heart aches like someone’s grabbed it. I took that photo on January 2nd… I was just passing by, saw the footprints in the snow — and stopped. Snapped a picture, not even knowing why. And now it’s the only thing I have left of those days… We celebrated New Year’s as we always did, the whole family together. Mum was up early on the 31st, as usual. I woke to the smell of frying and her voice from the kitchen: “Come on, love, rise and shine! Give me a hand with the salads, or your dad will gobble all the ingredients before we’re done!” Down I came, still in my pyjamas, hair a mess. She was by the stove in her favourite apron — the one with peaches that I gave her when I was in school. Her cheeks were rosy from the oven. “Let me have a coffee first, Mum,” I whinged. “Coffee later! Chop the veg first — small, like I taught you! Not those rugby ball chunks from last time!” she laughed, tossing me a bowl of roasted veg. We chopped, and talked about everything under the sun. She reminisced about her own childhood New Years — no fancy salads, just a herring under a fur coat and a few precious tangerines Dad brought home from work. Then Dad arrived with a massive Christmas tree. “Here you go, girls — take a look at this beauty!” he boomed from the porch. “Blimey, Dad, did you clear out the entire forest?” I gasped. Mum just shrugged. “It’s lovely, but where’ll we put the thing? Last year’s was half this size.” But she still joined in decorating. My sister Lera and I strung up the lights, and Mum brought out the old ornaments — even the glass angel she quietly told me she’d bought for my first Christmas. “Remember this?” she asked. “Course I do, Mum,” I lied, just to see her face light up. My brother rolled in that evening — loud as ever, arms full of shopping bags, gifts, and bottles. “Got proper bubbly this year, Mum! None of that cheap stuff from last time.” She laughed and hugged him. “Just don’t get plastered, you lot!” At midnight, we all headed outside. Dad and my brother set off fireworks, Lera shrieked with excitement, and Mum stood next to me, her arm tight around my shoulder. “Look at it, love — isn’t it beautiful?” she whispered. “We’ve got a good life, haven’t we…” I hugged her back. “The very best, Mum.” We drank champagne from the bottle, laughed when a firework shot straight into the neighbour’s shed, and watched Mum, tipsy in her old snow boots, dance as Dad swept her off her feet. We laughed until we cried. New Year’s Day, we lounged all day. Mum made more food — dumplings, jellied beef. “Mum, you’ll feed us to bursting!” I moaned. “Oh hush, you’ll eat it all. New Year lasts a whole week!” she swatted me off. January 2nd, she was up early again. I heard the door bang, peeked out — she was outside with the shovel, clearing the snow. In her old puffer, headscarf tied up. She worked with care — a narrow, perfect path from the gate to the porch, piling snow neatly against the house. I called from the window, “Mum, what are you doing out there? It’s freezing!” She swung her shovel and hollered, “Otherwise you lot will be wading through drifts till spring! Put the kettle on, will you?” I smiled and headed for the kitchen. She came in half an hour later, cheeks bright red, eyes sparkling. “All sorted,” she said, settling in for coffee. “Looks good, don’t you think?” “Perfect, Mum. Thank you.” That was the last time her voice sounded so lively. On the morning of January 3rd she woke up and whispered, “Girls, my chest feels funny. Not bad, just uncomfortable.” I panicked. “Mum, let’s call an ambulance?” “Oh don’t be daft, love. I’m just tired, been rushing about too much. I’ll rest, it’ll pass.” She lay on the sofa, Lera and I sat with her. Dad rushed out for tablets. She tried to joke: “Don’t look at me like that, I’ll outlive all of you yet!” Then she went pale, clutched her chest. “Oh… I don’t feel right…not right at all…” We called the ambulance. I held her hand, whispered, “Hold on, Mum. They’ll help you, everything will be alright…” She met my eyes and murmured, “Love you all so much…don’t want to say goodbye.” The paramedics came fast but…there was nothing they could do. A massive heart attack. It all happened in minutes. I sat on the hallway floor, sobbing. I couldn’t believe it. Just yesterday she was dancing under the fireworks, laughing, now… Barely standing, I went to the garden. The snow had barely fallen. Her footprints were still there — small, neat, perfect. From gate to porch and back. Just as she always left them. I stared at them for ages. I asked God, “How can it be that someone walks this earth, leaves their footprints, and the next day they’re gone? Footprints remain, but the person doesn’t.” It felt like she went out on January 2nd for the last time — just to leave us a clear path. So we could walk it, even without her. I never brushed the tracks away. Told everyone not to — let them stay until the snow covers them forever. That was the last thing Mum did for us. Her quiet care for us showed, even when she was gone. A week later, a heavy snow buried them. I keep that photo with Mum’s last footprints. Every year, on January 3rd, I look at it, then at the empty path by the house. The pain is still sharp: somewhere under all that snow, she left her final footprints. The ones I keep following, still…

I called out the window, Mum, what are you doing up so early? You’ll freeze! She turned and waved her spade in greeting. Just making life easier for you lazy lot! she chuckled. The very next day, Mum was gone.

Even now, I cant walk past our garden gate without my heart aching. Every time I see that little path she made, it feels as though someone is gripping my heart tightly. It was me who took that photo on the second of January. I was just walking by, noticed the footprints in the snow, and stopped. I snapped a picture, not knowing why. Now its all I have left from those days.

Wed spent New Years Eve just as we always did, all together as a family. Mum was up early on the thirty-first. I awoke to the smell of sizzling sausages and her voice drifting in from the kitchen.

Come on, love! You need to help me with the salads! Otherwise, your fatherll eat all the bits before we finish!

I wandered in, still in my pyjamas, hair everywhere. There she was, at the cooker, wearing that old apron with the peachesthe one I gave her back at school. She smiled, cheeks flushed from the oven. Mum, just let me have my tea first, I grumbled.

Tea later! Chop up the veg first, nice and smallnone of those boulder-sized bits like last time! she laughed, tossing me a bowl.

We chatted about anything and everything as we chopped away. She told us stories about her childhood New Yearsno fancy salads, just a herring pie and some clementines that her dad brought home from work.

Later, Dad arrived, dragging in a tree so enormous it nearly scraped the ceiling. Alright, ladies, your Christmas beauty has arrived! he called with pride.

Blimey, Dad, did you chop down half the forest? I teased.

Mum came to have a look too, shaking her head but smiling, Shes a stunner, but goodness knows where shell go. We could barely fit last years one in.

Still, she fetched the decorations. My sister, Daisy, and I strung up garlands, while Mum unwrapped the old glass baubles. I remember her picking out a tiny glass angel and saying softly, I bought this one for your very first Christmas, remember?

Of course I do, Mum, I replied, even though I didnt. She shone with happiness at my words.

My brother turned up later, as loud and boisterous as ever, his arms full of shopping bags, gifts, and a bottle of sparkling wine. Look, Mum! Proper stuff this year, not like last year’s sour disappointment.

Just dont get everyone tipsy, Mum laughed and gave him a squeeze.

At midnight, we all gathered in the garden. Dad and my brother set off fireworks, Daisy shrieked with joy, and Mum stood beside me, arms wrapped tight around my shoulders.

Look at that, darling, she whispered. Arent we lucky?

Were the luckiest, Mum, I told her, hugging back.

We passed the bottle round, giggling so much when a firework zipped off toward the neighbours shed. Mum, a little merry, danced in her slippers singing Rockin Around the Christmas Tree. Dad swept her up, and we all laughed until there were tears.

On New Years Day, we none of us moved much. Mum was back in the kitchen, this time with a batch of homemade pies and some brawn for Dad.

Oh, Mum, havent we eaten enough? I moaned.

Dont fuss, youll finish it eventually. The New Years not just one day, you know! she shooed me away.

By the second of January, she was up before dawn yet again. I heard the back door close and peeped out. There was Mum in her faithful old coat and a scarf tied over her ears, carefully clearing a path from the gate to the steps, spade moving neatly through the snow. Neat and straight, just as she liked itpiling the snow away from the house, just so.

I called out, Mum! Why so early? You’ll catch your death out there! She turned, grinned, and waved her spade. If I dont, you lot will be wading through drifts till spring! Put the kettle on!

I smiled and went to make the tea. She came in half an hour later, cheeks red from the cold, eyes sparkling.

There, all sorted, she said, sitting down at the table for her tea. Looks good, doesnt it?

It does, Mum. Thank you.

That was the last time I heard her voice so full of life.

On the morning of the third, she woke up quietly. Girls, my chest feels funny. Not too bad. Just not right.

I was worried. Mum, should we call for the doctor?

Oh, dont be silly, love. Just overdone it a bit. Ill have a rest and be fine.

She lay down on the sofa, Daisy and I sitting nearby. Dad raced off to the chemist to fetch some tablets. Mum still tried to make light. Dont look at me like thatIll outlive you all!

Then, suddenly, she went pale and clutched at her chest. Oh I dont feel well. Not well at all

We called for an ambulance. I held her hand and whispered, Hold on, Mum, helps coming

She looked at me with tears in her eyes and barely whispered, Love, I love you all so much I wish I didnt have to say goodbye.

The paramedics were quick, but it was no use. A massive heart attack, they said. It all happened so fast.

I sat on the hallway floor and howled. It didnt seem real. Only yesterday she was dancing beneath the fireworks, laughing and hugging us all, and now

Barely able to stand, I walked outside. The snow had all but stopped. There were her footprintstiny, careful, straightjust as she always made them, from the gate to the doorstep and back.

I stood there a long time, staring. I found myself asking, How is it possible that just yesterday, a person could walk here, and today nothing? The footprints remain, but shes gone.

It felt, in some strange way, as though that was her final walkher last act was to leave us a clear path through the snow, so we could walk on after her.

I wouldnt let anyone sweep the path away. I asked that we leave it be, until the snow covered it for good.

That was Mums last gift to us. Even when she was gone, her love was still visible in the simplest acts.

A week later, there was a heavy snowfall. I keep that photo of her last footprints tucked away. Every third of January, I look at itand then I look at the empty path outside the old house, and the ache returns. Under all that snow, I know she left her final marks.

And though shes gone, I still follow softly in her tracks.

Theres a lesson therelove is never lost. The footprints of those we cherish remain, guiding us gently onward, even long after theyve gone.

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I called out the window, “Mum, why are you up so early? You’ll catch your death out there!” She just turned, waved her shovel in greeting, and called back, “I’m doing this for you lazy lot!” — But the next day, Mum was gone… I still can’t walk by our front garden without tears… Every time I see that path, my heart aches like someone’s grabbed it. I took that photo on January 2nd… I was just passing by, saw the footprints in the snow — and stopped. Snapped a picture, not even knowing why. And now it’s the only thing I have left of those days… We celebrated New Year’s as we always did, the whole family together. Mum was up early on the 31st, as usual. I woke to the smell of frying and her voice from the kitchen: “Come on, love, rise and shine! Give me a hand with the salads, or your dad will gobble all the ingredients before we’re done!” Down I came, still in my pyjamas, hair a mess. She was by the stove in her favourite apron — the one with peaches that I gave her when I was in school. Her cheeks were rosy from the oven. “Let me have a coffee first, Mum,” I whinged. “Coffee later! Chop the veg first — small, like I taught you! Not those rugby ball chunks from last time!” she laughed, tossing me a bowl of roasted veg. We chopped, and talked about everything under the sun. She reminisced about her own childhood New Years — no fancy salads, just a herring under a fur coat and a few precious tangerines Dad brought home from work. Then Dad arrived with a massive Christmas tree. “Here you go, girls — take a look at this beauty!” he boomed from the porch. “Blimey, Dad, did you clear out the entire forest?” I gasped. Mum just shrugged. “It’s lovely, but where’ll we put the thing? Last year’s was half this size.” But she still joined in decorating. My sister Lera and I strung up the lights, and Mum brought out the old ornaments — even the glass angel she quietly told me she’d bought for my first Christmas. “Remember this?” she asked. “Course I do, Mum,” I lied, just to see her face light up. My brother rolled in that evening — loud as ever, arms full of shopping bags, gifts, and bottles. “Got proper bubbly this year, Mum! None of that cheap stuff from last time.” She laughed and hugged him. “Just don’t get plastered, you lot!” At midnight, we all headed outside. Dad and my brother set off fireworks, Lera shrieked with excitement, and Mum stood next to me, her arm tight around my shoulder. “Look at it, love — isn’t it beautiful?” she whispered. “We’ve got a good life, haven’t we…” I hugged her back. “The very best, Mum.” We drank champagne from the bottle, laughed when a firework shot straight into the neighbour’s shed, and watched Mum, tipsy in her old snow boots, dance as Dad swept her off her feet. We laughed until we cried. New Year’s Day, we lounged all day. Mum made more food — dumplings, jellied beef. “Mum, you’ll feed us to bursting!” I moaned. “Oh hush, you’ll eat it all. New Year lasts a whole week!” she swatted me off. January 2nd, she was up early again. I heard the door bang, peeked out — she was outside with the shovel, clearing the snow. In her old puffer, headscarf tied up. She worked with care — a narrow, perfect path from the gate to the porch, piling snow neatly against the house. I called from the window, “Mum, what are you doing out there? It’s freezing!” She swung her shovel and hollered, “Otherwise you lot will be wading through drifts till spring! Put the kettle on, will you?” I smiled and headed for the kitchen. She came in half an hour later, cheeks bright red, eyes sparkling. “All sorted,” she said, settling in for coffee. “Looks good, don’t you think?” “Perfect, Mum. Thank you.” That was the last time her voice sounded so lively. On the morning of January 3rd she woke up and whispered, “Girls, my chest feels funny. Not bad, just uncomfortable.” I panicked. “Mum, let’s call an ambulance?” “Oh don’t be daft, love. I’m just tired, been rushing about too much. I’ll rest, it’ll pass.” She lay on the sofa, Lera and I sat with her. Dad rushed out for tablets. She tried to joke: “Don’t look at me like that, I’ll outlive all of you yet!” Then she went pale, clutched her chest. “Oh… I don’t feel right…not right at all…” We called the ambulance. I held her hand, whispered, “Hold on, Mum. They’ll help you, everything will be alright…” She met my eyes and murmured, “Love you all so much…don’t want to say goodbye.” The paramedics came fast but…there was nothing they could do. A massive heart attack. It all happened in minutes. I sat on the hallway floor, sobbing. I couldn’t believe it. Just yesterday she was dancing under the fireworks, laughing, now… Barely standing, I went to the garden. The snow had barely fallen. Her footprints were still there — small, neat, perfect. From gate to porch and back. Just as she always left them. I stared at them for ages. I asked God, “How can it be that someone walks this earth, leaves their footprints, and the next day they’re gone? Footprints remain, but the person doesn’t.” It felt like she went out on January 2nd for the last time — just to leave us a clear path. So we could walk it, even without her. I never brushed the tracks away. Told everyone not to — let them stay until the snow covers them forever. That was the last thing Mum did for us. Her quiet care for us showed, even when she was gone. A week later, a heavy snow buried them. I keep that photo with Mum’s last footprints. Every year, on January 3rd, I look at it, then at the empty path by the house. The pain is still sharp: somewhere under all that snow, she left her final footprints. The ones I keep following, still…