Monday, 18th December
I hurried home along the frosty High Street, my arms weighed down by bulging shopping bags. My mind buzzed with the endless to-dos: dinner needed cooking, the boys were waiting to be fed, and I still had to help Oliver with his spelling homework.
As I turned onto our road, I spotted an ambulance parked outside our building. My heart leapt into my throat. Bens health has been touch and go latelycould something have happened that needed emergency help?
Shakily, I approached the driver. Are you here for flat fifteen? I asked, trying to keep the anxiety out of my voice.
He shook his head. No, miss, weve been called to number fourteen. An elderly ladys not feeling well.
Relief flooded through me. So it wasnt for us. Theyd come for Mrs Nina Alexander from next door. Not a happy situation by any meansshes well into her eighties and alone apart from her catbut still, it wasnt my family.
As I trudged upstairs, I remembered Mrs Alexanders fluffy tabby. If they took her to hospital, someone would need to care for it. Food on the kitchen table, litter trayshouldnt be too revolting to change once a day.
There was a bit of a commotion by her door. The paramedics held the blocks foyer doors open, and I saw Ben lending a hand to help Mrs Alexander onto a stretcher.
The drivers coming up nowwell manage between us, one paramedic assured him.
Mrs Alexander caught sight of me and managed a wan smile. Vera, love, theyre taking me into hospital. Ill give you my keyssomeone needs to look in on Muriel for me. Her cat foods on the counter, and please change her tray once a day if you dont mind. I hope Ill be home for New Year. She slipped her key into my hand with the gentlest squeeze.
Of course Ill look after Muriel, I promised, giving her hand a reassuring pat. You just focus on getting better.
Stay still, dont try to get up, the paramedic chided. Almost ready to go.
Wait! Mrs Alexander called out. Vera, one more favour. Theres a scrap of paper with a phone number on my hall table. If the worst happenscould you call that number? Its my daughters. We havent spoken for years, but she trailed off.
I promised I would, and before long the ambulance whisked her away. I pocketed the note, checked on Muriel (who blinked at me with wide golden eyes), then locked up.
When Ben got home, I blurted out, Can you believe weve lived opposite Mrs Alexander all these years and I never knew she had a daughter?
Me neither, he replied. Never seen anyone visit her. Whats for supper?
That sent me straight into my usual whirlwind: shepherds pie in the oven, boys tumbling around the flat, homework checked. By the time the boys were snuggled up in bed, Id almost forgotten about Mrs Alexanders daughteruntil my gaze fell on the crumpled note from her hall, a number pencilled in shaky handwriting.
Should I ring? I glanced at the clock. Too late nowif I got through, the hospital wouldnt allow a late visitor anyway.
*
Tuesday, 19th December
I stopped by Mrs Alexanders flat with a bag of treats for Muriel. The chubby cat hopped onto my lap, purring contentedly. I hesitated, still tornwas it my place to call this mysterious daughter? For a moment I watched Muriel kneading the cushion, then put my doubts aside and dialled.
Hello, is that Samantha? I ventured, when a tired voice picked up. You dont know meIm your mothers neighbour. She was taken to hospital yesterday. Perhaps you might want to visit her?
That woman? I have nothing to say to her, snapped the woman on the other end. She stopped being my mother years ago.
I felt a surge of indignation. Oh, come on! Whatever happened between you, thats still your mum lying there. She might not even make it back home! Arent you even a little concerned?
This is none of your business! Samantha retorted.
Youre heartless! If I could spend even a minute with my own mother again, Id give anything in the world. Believe me, once shes gone, youll realise what youve lost. I cared for my mum through six years of illnesssometimes it was beyond exhausting, but now, after nearly a decade, Id give anything to have those days back.
I slammed down the phone, too angry to speak further.
Looks like its just you and me for now, Muriel, I said to the cat, who blinked. If your owner doesnt get better, well have to bring you in with Barley. Hope the two of you can get along I rang the hospital again todaythey said theres no change.
*
New Years Eve
Ben and I were coming back from the shops, me with a bag of groceries, him proudly carrying a little Christmas tree. The chilly air stung my cheeks, but the twinkle of fairy lights from our windows cheered me up.
Could you hold the door? I shouted, jogging towards the entrance where two women were stepping inside. Alex, hurry up!
He bustled in with the tree, nearly jostling the decorations dangling from its branches.
Suddenly, I recognised one of the women. I stopped in amazement. Mrs Alexanderis that you? Youre home!
She beamed. Finagled my way out of the hospitalthey let me go home for New Year once I started feeling better. Vera, I want you to meet Samanthamy daughter!
Samantha grinned. Weve spoken, strangely enoughthough not exactly face to face.
We all climbed the stairs together. Samantha supported her mother gently, then turned to me with a low whisper: Thank youfor making me see sense. May I pop in to see you later?
Of course, I replied, taken aback.
Half an hour later, Samantha appeared at our door, clutching a box from the bakery. We made tea, and as we chatted, she told me the whole story:
Mum and I had a daft row ten years agocant even remember what about, really. Shes a retired teacher, always correcting me, and that day I just lost my temper. We both sulked, neither willing to reach out first. For a while we only exchanged cards on Christmas or birthdays. Awful, really. I even told her once Id be better off without her interferencesomething I regret now.
She sipped her tea, voice shaking. When you called, I felt nothing at firstmaybe even relief, how awful is that? But when you told me about your own mum, I realised what Id be losing. If shes gone, my whole childhood goes with her. I thought about it for two days, then swallowed my pride and visited her in the hospital.
Her lips trembled but her eyes were shining. You wont believe itafter I visited, she started feeling better almost at once. Ill never leave her alone again.
She bid us a warm goodnight and hurried back to her mother.
After shed gone, Ben looked at me, bemused. What did you say to her?
I smiled. The truth, I suppose. Sometimes, thats all it takes for someone to finally see things clearly. I looked at him, squeezing his hand. Give your mum a ring tonight, will you? Or better stilllets go over there for New Years. Weve only got one mum left between us, after all.Ben grinned and nodded, his eyes suspiciously bright. As midnight approached, laughter echoed through our flat, glasses clinked, and the boys tried unsuccessfully to stay awake for the chimes.
Later, as I stepped onto the balcony, snow had begun to fallsoft, swirling flakes settling on the rooftops below. Across the way, I saw Mrs Alexanders window aglow, her silhouette framed by Samantha’s arm wrapped lovingly around her shoulders. Muriel, regal and content, dozed on the windowsill between them.
I took a deep breath of crisp winter air, feeling a warmth spread through me that had nothing to do with scarves or cocoa. Around us were families, patched up in ways big and small, gathering the pieces they still had instead of mourning what was gone. Bridges can be rebuilt, hearts can find one another again, and even on the coldest nights, forgiveness and kindness are enough to draw people home.
As the church bells tolled in the distance and the neighbors cheers rose toward the frosted stars, I smiled and made my New Years wish. Not for more time, or fewer worries, but for the couragealwaysto reach out, to make the call, to let love find its way back where it belongs.












