You know how happy people always seem to have a smile? Well, Laura was staring out of her kitchen window in Manchester as a light summer rain drummed against the panes. The sun had peeked out a bit, but the drops kept falling, gentle enough to make you want a cuppa. Shed just gotten home from work and was thinking about whipping up dinner while keeping an eye on the weather.
She kept replaying the thought that, once Emma grew up, shed start dating someone. And she wasnt thrilled about the bloke Emma was with Mark. He was a few years older, seemed a bit shady, never really looked her in the eye. Laura wondered how to bring it up with Emma. Shes really falling for him for the first time, she thought. If I ruin this relationship Ill become her numberone enemy. I tried hinting that Mark isnt right for her, but she just brushed it off. If only I knew the right way to say it.
Laura had raised Emma on her own; shed never married. It just happened that way. Back when Laura was in her third year at university, she dated Tom, another student. He never finished his degree got expelled at the end of the third year. Laura was actually relieved because shed discovered she was pregnant and wanted to tell him.
Dont try to make something up, Tom snapped when she brought it up. How am I supposed to know its my child? I dont want any kids, he muttered before walking out.
Laura was stunned. She hadnt even managed to explain that Tom was the only man shed ever been with. Hed just vanished, never even looked in her direction at university, always flitting around with other girls. Then the university kicked him out.
Emma, somethings wrong, Margaret, Emmas grandmother, asked when she saw the girl sobbing on her bedroom floor.
Somethings happened, Mum, Tom left me and Im pregnant, Emma blurted out.
Mum, what? I told you a dozen times to think with your head, and you Now listen. Youre in your third year, you need to finish your degree, not raise a child. A baby will ruin your life and Im not going to help you. You cant rely on me, Margaret said, her tone sharp as a winter wind. Go to the clinic, talk to a doctor. Youre an adult now; youve got to own your choices.
Margarets cold, indifferent stare cut deeper than any words. Laura realised there was no help coming from her own mother.
The next day Laura headed to the GP. The waiting room was nearly empty; a young pregnant woman sat with her sixyearold daughter. When the door opened and the next patient left, the mother rose, clutching her belly.
Hold on a sec, love, Ill be right back, she said, disappearing into the consultation room.
The little girl stayed beside Laura. Kids get bored in hospitals, so the girl started looking around at the posters, then turned to Laura. She had freckles on her nose, light hair, and was fidgeting with her feet. Their eyes met and the child gave a shy smile.
Auntie, why do you look so sad? Are you feeling ill? she asked.
No, not ill just, Laura tried not to explain her adult worries to a child.
Do you have kids? the girl asked.
No Laura replied.
Aww, my mum says kids are happiness. Im her happiness, the girl giggled. Sometimes I get scolded when Im cheeky, but she still says Im her joy. She also says we should always smile and never cry. Yesterday Mishka tugged my braid and I burst into tears, felt terrible. Mum said I should smile, so I did. Then Mishka gave me a candy for smiling. Now were friends again.
Laura felt a warmth spread through her chest. A childs honesty can hit you right where it counts.
What am I doing here? It doesnt matter that Tom left, or that Margarets against me. I wont let any of that stop me, she thought.
As the mother emerged, she and the girl smiled at each other, hand in hand. The simple, quiet joy between them gave Laura a sudden burst of courage. She rushed out of the clinic, her legs carrying her straight to Kate, Emmas paternal grandmother. Even though Margaret hadnt spoken to Kate since the divorce, Laura still visited the old lady, who adored her granddaughter.
Give birth, dear. If your mums against it, Ill help you. You can even stay with me. Youll manage, and Ill be there for everything. Dont carry guilt on your shoulders; youll thank me later, Grandma Kate said, patting Emmas head.
Laura woke from the memory, speaking aloud, Grandma was right. Emma is my happiness, my life, my everything. I cant imagine living without her.
She heard the click of the frontdoor lock Emma was home. Emma peeked into the hallway, eyes red from crying.
Love, whats happened? Sit down and tell me, Laura said, pulling her onto a kitchen chair.
Mark? Emma whispered, then burst into fresh tears.
Laura didnt know what to do, so she handed Emma a glass of water. Emma drank, and Laura soothed her shoulder, holding her tight. A wave of tears rose in Lauras own eyes. Time seemed to stand still, but eventually Emmas crying eased, her eyes swollen but calmer.
Emma confessed that Mark was married, his wife living in another city. Shed learned it when his wife showed up unexpectedly, grabbed his phone while he was in the bath, read their messages and found Emmas number.
Laura didnt see tragedy in that, oddly felt a little relief that the truth was out. She trusted her gut that Mark was all smoke and mirrors, and she was convinced Emma would find a real love soon.
Did she call you? Laura asked.
Yes, she asked to meet at a café. Marks wife didnt tell him shed found out about us. Shes quite nice, not dramatic. She just asked him to leave us alone because she has two kids. It was like a bolt from the blue! Emma vented, wiping her cheeks.
Dont blame yourself, love. Hes a twisted sort, and thank God the truth came out. If youd known he was married, you wouldnt have kept seeing him, right? Laura replied.
Exactly, Mum. I told his wife I wont speak to him again, and Ive blocked him, Emma said firmly.
Good job, sweetheart, Laura praised.
The pain of seeing another jerk in her life stung, but Laura knew it was just one of many shed faced.
Did he try to call you? Laura asked.
He did, but I told him Im over it, and Ive put him on the blacklist, Emma answered.
Youve done the right thing, Laura said, though Emmas fresh tears hinted the hurt wasnt fully gone.
Then Emma whispered, voice shaking, Mum, I Im pregnant
What how far along? Margaret asked, trying to stay calm. The question tore at a part of her shed long buried.
About two months, Emma murmured, eyes dropping.
Those words struck Lauras heart like a cold punch. Everything was looping back. She stared at her grownup daughter, the one shed never let break, and realised Emma needed her now more than ever.
Itll be alright, love. Give birth, and Ill help you. This child is our grandchild, and well love them together. Ive got your back, Laura promised.
Youre the best, Mum. I knew youd say that, Emma smiled through tears.
Nothings going to stop us, Laura replied.
Months later Laura stood in the living room, watching Emma cradling a tiny baby boy wrapped in a soft beige blanket with a blue ribbon. The house was festooned with balloons and flowers, thanks to Grandma Kates effort. The cot was set up, a stroller beside it, and a heap of rattles waiting. Laura and Emma exchanged grins, feeling that warm glow of joy that only comes when everything finally clicks.
Because, you know, the happy ones always keep smiling.












