Every Tuesday
Emily hurried through the London Underground, clutching an empty plastic bag in her hand. It was a symbol of todays failuretwo whole hours spent wandering aimlessly through countless shops, and not a single decent idea for a present for her goddaughter, the daughter of her friend. Sophie, now ten, had fallen out of love with ponies and was obsessed with astronomy; yet, finding a good telescope on a sensible budget proved to be a task of cosmic difficulty.
Evening was settling in, and the familiar weariness of the end of the day clung to the air below ground. As Emily let the outgoing crowd pass, she squeezed towards the escalator. Thats when, from the general hum that she’d been zoning out, a distinct, emotionally-charged snippet of conversation caught her ear.
I honestly never thought Id see him again, cross my heart, piped up a youthful voice behinda little shaky, effervescent with feeling. Yet now, every Tuesday, hes the one who picks her up from nursery. Himself. He drives over in his own car, and they always go that same park, you know, with the old-fashioned merry-go-round
Emily froze on the moving step, even turning her head for an instant. She glimpsed the speakera bold red coat, a flushed, animated face, sparkling eyes. And beside her, a friend listening intently, nodding along.
Every Tuesday.
She too once had such a day. Three years ago. Not Monday, heavy with its difficult beginning, nor Friday, with the promise of the weekend, but Tuesday. The day around which her private world circled.
Every Tuesday, right at five, she would dash out of the secondary school where she taught English and literature, and practically sprint to the other side of London. To the Purcell School of Music, housed in a creaky old manor. She fetched Oliver. A boy of seven, unusually serious for his age, carrying a violin almost as tall as he was. Not her own childher nephew. The son of her brother James, who had died three years before in a terrible car crash.
In those first few months after the funeral, those Tuesdays were a ritual of survival. For Oliver, who had retreated so deeply into himself he barely spoke. For his mum, Laura, who was broken and could hardly get out of bed. And for Emily herself, who tried desperately to hold their life together, becoming anchor, support, the eldest of them all through the tragedy.
She remembered every detail. How Oliver would emerge from class, eyes averted, head bowed. How shed gently take the heavy violin case from him, and hed hand it over without a word. How theyd walk all the way to the tube, Emily chatting about whatever she couldan amusing mistake a pupil made in dictation, a mischievous crow snatching a lunch roll from someones hands.
One rainy November afternoon, he suddenly asked: Auntie Em, did Dad hate rain too? And, throat tightening with hurt and tenderness, she answered: He loathed it. Always bolted under the first doorway he found. That day, Oliver took her hand. Tight, grown-up tight. Not to be led, but as though trying to grasp something slipping awaynot her hand, but his fathers presence. He squeezed her fingers, and in that grip, raw and small, was all the yearning of a child mingled with the sharp realisation: Dad was real. He ran for cover in rain. He hated drear. He existed, not just in memory and quiet sighs, but in that soggy November air, along that very street.
For three years, her life divided into before and after. And the real day, though bittersweet, was always Tuesday. The rest blurred into background, anticipation. She prepared for it: buying apple juice, which Oliver loved, downloading comic cartoons to her phone in case the tube ride was unbearable, dreaming up new conversation topics.
Then Laura slowly got back on her feet. She found a new job. After a time, she met someonea kind manand decided to move, start afresh in another city, far from old memories. Emily helped them pack, slipped Olivers violin into its soft case, hugged him hard at Euston Station. Write, ring when you can, she whispered, holding back tears. Im always here.
At first, he phoned every Tuesday at six sharp. For a few minutes, she was Auntie Em again, racing to ask everything she could in fifteen minutes: about school, the violin, new mates. His voice was a slender thread running between two distant towns.
Later, the calls dropped to every other week. He was growing upsports clubs now, homework, videogames with friends. Sorry, Auntie, he messaged, forgot last Tuesday, we had a science test. Shed reply, No worries, love. How was the test? Now, Tuesdays were marked by waiting for a message that might never come. She didnt mind. Shed reach out instead.
Then only on big holidays. Birthdays, Christmas. His voice had grown steadier. Hed speak in generalities: Fine, All good, Getting on. His stepdad, Richard, turned out to be a good, gentle bloke, never trying to replace his father, just being quietly there. That was enough.
Not long ago, a little sister was bornLucy. In a social media snap, Oliver cradled her like something precious, his awkwardness oddly touching. Life, harsh and generous all at once, rolled forward. It built new things atop the old scarsbaby care, school runs, hopes for tomorrow. For Emily, there remained a careful but ever-shrinking place, Auntie from another chapter.
And now, in the muffled roar of the Underground, those overheard wordsevery Tuesdaydidnt cut, but echoed softly. They felt like a greeting from the Emily who for three years bore an overwhelming love and responsibility, both searing wound and rare gift. That Emily had known her place: the dependable one, the guiding light, the person a small boy depended on each week. She was needed then.
The lady in the red coat was living out her own drama, bargaining with her pain and the demands of now. But that rhythm, that iron routineevery Tuesdaywas a universal language. A language of presence that says, Im here. You can count on me. You matter, in this hour of this day. It was a language Emily used to speak fluently, and now had almost forgotten.
The train rumbled forward. Emily straightened, catching her reflection in the dark carriage window.
She alighted at her station, already knowing what she would do tomorrow: order two identical telescopesreliable, affordable. One for Sophie. One for Oliver, delivered to his new home. As soon as it arrived, she would message him: Ollie, this way we can stargaze beneath the very same sky, though were apart. What do you saynext Tuesday, six in the evening, if the skys clear, well look for the Big Dipper at the same time? Lets set our watches. Love, Auntie Em.
She rode the escalator up, out into the cold, fresh city air. The closest Tuesday was no longer empty. It had been chosen again. Not as a duty, but a gentle promise between two people, bound by memory, gratitude, and a quiet, unbreakable thread of family.
Life went on. And in her calendar, there were still days left not just to get through, but to dedicate. To dedicate to the quiet magic of looking up together, across the miles. To memory, which warmed more than it hurt now. To love, which had learned to endure distanceand had only grown wiser, softer, and stronger for it.












