Every Tuesday
Lucy rushed through the tube station, clutching an empty plastic bag in her hand. It was a small, humiliating reminder of todays failuretwo hours meandering aimlessly through shopping centres with nothing to show for it. She still hadnt found a decent birthday present for her goddaughter, the daughter of her best friend. Mia, who at ten had outgrown ponies and was now obsessed with astronomy, yet a good telescope at a sensible price was about as easy to find as a blue moon.
It was already getting dark, the city soaking up that particular weariness that only comes at the end of a long day. As Lucy moved past the crowds flowing out, squeezing towards the escalator, her ears suddenly caught a sharp snippet of conversationclear and charged with emotionover the bustle.
honestly, I never thought Id see him again, came the voice, young and slightly trembling, from just behind. But now he picks her up every Tuesday, himself. Drives all the way, and they go to that little park with the old carousel
Lucy paused on the moving escalator step, turning for a quick glance. A woman in a striking red coat spoke animatedly, her friend listening intently and nodding with sympathy.
Every Tuesday.
Lucy, too, once had such a day. Three years ago. Not a Monday, riddled with the grind of beginnings. Not a Friday, full of anticipation. But a Tuesday. The one day her world circled around.
Every Tuesday, precisely at five, she would dash from the comprehensive where she taught English and Literature and hurry all the way across London. Her destination: Purcell Music School, tucked away in an old townhouse, floors groaning underfoot. She would pick up Markher nephew, seven and heartbreakingly serious, struggling with a violin almost as tall as he was. Not her own son, but the son of her brother Anthony, who died in a terrible car crash three years prior.
In those early months after the funeral, the Tuesdays had become rituals for survival. Mark, whod grown mute and withdrawn. His mother, Olivia, who could hardly get out of bed. And Lucy, who desperately tried to patch together the pieces of their life, anchoring everyone as the new matriarch of their bruised little family.
She remembered every detail. How Mark would trudge out of class without a glance for anyone, head bowed. How shed take the heavy violin case from his hand, wordless. They’d walk to the tube, and shed chatter on, telling him about a funny spelling mistake or how a crow had stolen someones sandwich at school.
One rainy November evening, he suddenly asked, Auntie Lucy, did Dad dislike rain too? And she, her heart caught between pain and fierce tenderness, said, Hated it. Always ran for the first awning. Then he took her hand in his small, determined grip. Not so hed be led along, but as if to hold onto something slipping awaynot Lucy herself, but the memory of his father. He clutched her fingers with the full strength of both his grief and the poignant understanding that his dad really had existedhere, in this drizzle, in these ordinary streets.
For three years, Lucys life was neatly divided into before and after. And Tuesday became the day life was truly lived, hard as it was. The other days blurred into background, into waiting for Tuesday. Shed spend Monday shopping for apple juice (Marks favourite), downloading cartoons to her phone for bad commutes, thinking up stories to keep him distracted.
But eventually, Olivia gradually found her feet again. She landed a job, thensomewhat to everyone’s surprisefell in love again, deciding they would have a fresh start in another city, far from old memories. Lucy helped them pack up, tucked Mark’s violin into a soft case, and hugged him fiercely at the train station. Write, call, she said, holding back tears. Ill always be here.
At first, he rang every Tuesday, sharp at six. For those precious minutes, Lucy became Auntie Lucy again, racing to hear the latest: school, violin, new friends. His voice on the line was like an invisible thread stretched through miles and counties.
Later, the calls slipped to every fortnight. He grew older, busier, with clubs, homework, video games. Sorry, Auntie, missed last Tuesdayhad a big science test, hed text, and shed reply, No worries, sweetheart. How did it go? Her Tuesdays became a little quieter, marked now by the hope of a message. If it didnt come, shed send one herself.
Thenjust on the big occasions. Birthday. Christmas. His voice sounded steadier each time. Hed answer with breezy Yeah, everythings fine or Schools OK. His step-dad, Simongentle, never trying to replace Anthonyseemed to be just right. And that was what mattered.
Not long ago, a new baby sister, Alice, was born. In the photos on social media, Mark held the tiny bundle with an awkward but unmistakable tenderness. Lifes strange generositya tough teacherwas at work, wrapping wounds in the daily business of nappies, school runs, and future plans. Lucys place in that world was now a reserved, gently shrinking spotthe auntie from before.
Now, lost in the drone of the underground, those wordsevery Tuesdaydidnt sting. Instead, they echoed gently, like a greeting from that other Lucy: the Lucy whod carried enormous, burning responsibility and boundless love for three years; whod hurt as if it were a raw wound, but also been blessed beyond words. That Lucy had known who she was: anchor, lighthouse, a necessary link in the Tuesday ritual for a little boy. Shed been needed.
The lady in the red coat had her own difficult balance of sorrow and present needs. But this rhythm, this ironclad scheduleevery Tuesdaywas its own universal tongue. The language of presence; the voice that said: Im here. You can count on me. You matter to me, today and always. Lucy had once been fluent in that language; shed nearly forgotten it.
The train pulled in. Lucy straightened her back, gazing at her reflection mirrored in the tunnel window.
At her own stop, she emerged into the night with new resolve, already knowing tomorrow shed order two telescopesnot fancy, but well-chosen. One for Mia. The other, delivered to Mark. When it arrived, shed send him a message: Mark, so we can look at the same sky, even from different cities. Next Tuesday at six, if its clear, shall we both find the Plough? Lets check our watches. Love, Auntie Lucy.
She ascended the escalator to the cold air of the London evening. Suddenly, next Tuesday felt full of promise, no longer a blank spacea gentle pact between two people joined by memory, gratitude, and a quiet, unbreakable bond.
Life moved on. But there remained daysif you chose themto be marked. Reserved for quiet wonders, like two people searching for the same constellation across the miles. For a memory that comforts, no longer wounds. For a love thats learned to speak across distances, and only grown wiser, softer and stronger for it.
And so, Lucy remembered: We dont travel these Tuesdaysthese sacred rhythmsby accident. Theyre assigned, if only by love, and each one is another chance to be present for someone just when it matters most.












