Couldnt Hold On
Im filing for divorce, Mary said calmly as she handed her husband a cup of tea. Actually, Ive already filed.
She spoke with the casualness you might use to mention roast chicken for supper.
If I may askwell, never mind, not in front of the boys, Edward replied, lowering his voice so their sons wouldnt hear. What have I done to upset you? And lets not forget, the boys need their father.
Do you really think I couldnt find them another father? Mary rolled her eyes and let out a short, bitter laugh. What have you done wrong, you ask? Everything, Edward! I hoped life with you would be tranquil, like a still lake, not an endless stormy river!
Right, lads, have you finished eating? Edward moved swiftly to end the conversation before their children could listen in. Off you go, run along and play! And no eavesdropping! he called after them, already knowing his sons curious natures. Now, lets continue.
Mary pursed her lips in annoyance. Even now, he tries to take charge, as if hes father of the year.
Ive had enough of living like this. I dont want to work eight hours a day, smiling at coworkers and grovelling to clients. I want to sleep in, wander through posh shops, and spend my afternoons at beauty parlours. Youve never been able to give me that, so enough! Ive given you the best ten years of my life
Spare me the dramatics, Edward interrupted, his tone clipped. Wasnt it you, ten years ago, who did all you could to snare me? I wasnt exactly desperate to get married.
Mistakes happen. To the best of us, Mary replied, dismissively.
The divorce went through quickly and quietly. Reluctantly, Edward agreed to let the boys stay with their mother, on the condition they would spend every weekend and all holidays with him. Mary agreed without hesitation.
Six months later, Edward introduced the lads to his new wife. Cheerful, warm-hearted Alice won the boys over instantly, and they began to look forward to weekends at their fathers, much to their mothers irritation.
What angered Mary even more was that Edwards fortunes had suddenly changed; he inherited a considerable sum from some distant uncle, bought a grand country house, and was living quite comfortably. Still, Edward maintained his job and paid only modest child support, choosing instead to personally clothe the boys and shower them with the latest gadgets. He even monitored every penny of support closely himself!
Why hadnt she waited just six more months? If only Mary had known how things would turn outshe would have done everything differently.
But perhaps, she began to think, not all was lost.
***
Fancy a cuppa? Like old times? Mary smiled invitingly, twirling a lock of her long hair. Her short dress accentuated her figure and flawless makeup shaved years from her appearance. She had taken great pains to look irresistible.
I havent the time, Edward shot her a glance devoid of warmth. Are the boys ready to go?
Theyre still getting their things togetherknowing them, itll be ten minutes yet, Mary answered with forced disappointment, but she pressed on, Perhaps we could ring in the New Year together? Charlie and Henry spent all afternoon decorating the tree.
We agreed in court: the holidays are mine. Well be spending it in a lovely little village with heaps of snow, perfect for sledging and skiing. Alice has everything planned.
But its a family holiday
And thats how well be celebrating. As a family. Argue, and Ill take you to court for custody.
Once her ex-husband and the excited children departed, Mary smashed a bone china teacupthe wedding presentin a furious rage. Alice That insufferable Alice! Always pretending to be overjoyed to see the boys, while probably counting the minutes until they leave. Who, if not Mary herself, knew how restless and demanding her sons could be?
But perhaps Mary smiled slyly. There was still a way to make Edwards money her own after all.
***
And whats all this? Edward raised an eyebrow at the suitcases lined up at his front door.
Isnt it obvious? Charlies and Henrys things, Mary nudged a heavy suitcase, causing it to wobble. Now that youve sorted your life out, I think its time I did the same. But you must know, not every man wants someone elses children, so the boys will be living with you now. Ive already spoken to Social Services. Everything just needs formalising. Thats for you to arrangeIm off for a holiday with a rather promising suitor.
She left Edward staring after her, utterly baffled, as she strolled to the waiting taxi. How long would that saintly Alice last? A week? Two? Surely no more. And when Edward was forced to choose between his sons and his new wife, hed choose the boysand come crawling back to her, money in tow
A fortnight passed. A month. Two. Yet there was no word demanding her to collect the boys. Judging by their lively stories, Alice hadnt even raised her voice once! How was it possible? Were her two little imps suddenly angels? Impossible!
One day, Mary could hold back no longer and picked up the phone.
So, how are the boys behaving? Worn you down yet? she asked.
Theyre brilliant, Edward repliedand Mary could hear the warmth in his voice as he spoke of their sons. Theyre helpful and well-behaved. Absolute gems.
Really? Mary replied, her surprise obvious. They always gave me trouble
Thats because children need attention, Edward said with a dismissive snort. You were glued to your phone all day. Anyway, just so you know, were moving house. If youd like, Ill bring the boys for the holidays.
But theyre my children too!
You willingly signed over your parental rights, Edward laughed openly. Some mother, you are.
Mary could only seethe with regret. She hadnt got her ex-husband backnor his new-found wealthher new romance fizzled out, and now her sons would be farther away than ever. Not that she minded all that much; after all, she quite enjoyed having all her time to herself.
What an injustice! To endure ten years, only to lose out just months before a comfortable, well-off life
So unfair…












