Didnt Have the Patience
Im filing for divorce, Sarah said calmly as she handed her husband his mug of tea. Actually, I already have.
It came out so matter-of-factly, like she was casually mentioning tonights dinner. Something along the lines of, Were having roast chicken and veggies.
Can I ask why the Uh, actually, never mind, not in front of the kids, James muttered, lowering his voice as he spotted the anxious faces of their two little boys. What did I do wrong? And Im not even mentioning that kids need their dad.
You think I cant find another dad for them? Sarah rolled her eyes and gave a sharp little laugh. What did you do wrong? Everything! I thought life with you would be a calm lakenot a raging river!
Right, boys, have you finished your dinner? James didnt want to keep talking about this in front of the children. Go on, off you go, go and play. And no eavesdropping! he called after them, knowing all too well how cheeky his sons could be. Now, we can carry on.
Sarah pressed her lips together in annoyance. Even now, he still had to act like hes in charge! Playing father of the year and all that
Im tired of this life. I dont want to spend eight hours a day at work, smiling at colleagues, putting on a show for clients… I want to lie in bed till noon, go shopping at Harrods, get pampered in salons. And you cant give me that. Enough! Ive given you the best ten years of my life
Can you drop the melodrama? James interrupted her coolly. Wasnt it you who, ten years ago, made all the effort to land me in the first place? I wasnt exactly dying to tie the knot.
Mistakes happennobodys perfect.
The divorce was quick and quiet. In the end, Jamesreluctantlyagreed the boys would stay with their mum, as long as he had them every weekend and for school holidays. Sarah agreed without fuss.
Six months later, James introduced the boys to his new wife. Cheerful and warm-hearted Emily instantly won them over, and they started counting down the days to the weekends, much to their mothers utter irritation.
What annoyed Sarah even more was that James had inherited a tidy sum from some distant uncle, bought a big house in the country, and was living the life. Though, funnily enough, he never quit his jobhe pays small child support but prefers to dress the boys from top to toe himself and spoil them with the latest gadgets. And he keeps a tight eye on every last child support penny too!
Why didnt she just wait half a year? If only Sarah had known it would turn out this way Shed do things so differently!
But maybe its not over yet?
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How about a cup of tea? Like the good old days, Sarah said, giving him a flirty smile and twirling a long strand of hair around her finger. The short dress showed off her best features, and her spot-on makeup took a few years off her face Shed really gone to effort and looked a million dollars!
Ive not got time, James replied, giving his ex-wife a blank look. Are the boys ready?
They cant find something, theyll be at least another ten minutes, you know what theyre like, Sarah said, disappointed but still trying. Maybe we could see in the New Year together? Charlie and George spent ages decorating the tree.
We agreed in court, Sarahholidays are mine. Were spending it in a lovely little village. Lots of snow, and Emilys booked us all in for sledging and skiing.
But thats supposed to be a family celebration
And well celebrate itas a family. If you kick up a fuss, Ill take you to court for custody.
As soon as the door closed behind her ex-husband and their cheerful boys, Sarah furiously smashed the expensive dinner set from their wedding. Emily! Its always Emily! She acts all delighted to see the boys, but shes probably counting the days til they go back home. If anyone knows what a handful they are, its Sarah!
Or is it Sarah suddenly smiled slyly to herself. This might just be her chance. Maybe she could still end up with all that money to herself
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Whats this? James raised an eyebrow at the suitcases piled up in the hall.
What do you think? Charlies and Georges things, Sarah gave one a shove, nearly toppling it over. Ive decided, seeing as your lifes all sorted now, its time for me to move on. You know, not every mans keen to take on someone elses kids, so now the boys are going to live with you. Ive already told social services, just need to finish the paperwork. Thats on youIm off on holiday with someone rather promising.
Sarah walked out, leaving a gobsmacked James staring after her as she got into a waiting car. Lets see how long that saintly Emily can cope. A week? Maybe two? Probably two. And Jamesfaced with choosing between his wife and his boyswell, hed pick his sons and come crawling back to her. And the money would tag along, naturally
A fortnight passed. Then a month. Then two. No phone call demanding he take the boys back. And from what the boys said, Emily hadnt raised her voice at them once! How? Had those two little devils actually turned into angels overnight? Impossible!
So, how are the boys? Fed up with them yet? Sarah finally caved and rang James.
Theyre brilliant, no trouble at all, really helpful, James said, and his voice actually warmed up talking about the boys. Honestly, theyre golden!
Oh really? Sarah asked in disbelief. They were always up to something with me
Thats because youve got to actually bother with your kids, James snorted. You were glued to your phone all day. Anywayjust so you knowwere moving. If you want to see the boys, Ill bring them up for the hols.
But Theyre my sons too!
And you signed away all your rights, James laughed. Some mother you are.
Sarah was left stewing. She didnt get her husband back (well, his money), things with her new chap didnt work out, and now even the boys were off somewhere far away. To be honest though, she wasnt all that botheredshed really taken to spending all her spare time on herself.
Honestlyten years of patience, only to fall right at the finish line, just half a year from an easy, comfortable life.
Its just not fairBut life, it seemed, had a strange sense of humor. Sarah soon discovered that her glamorous days of freedom tasted hollow. Shop assistants smiled at her only until her credit card maxed out. Friends who once envied her single and thriving stories slowly slipped away, pulled by their own families and responsibilities. Parties grew stale, her reflection in expensive shop windows began to look tired, and treating herself lost its shine.
Meanwhile, across the miles, photos trickled onto social mediatwo laughing boys, faces streaked with snow, standing arm-in-arm with a glowing Emily and a relaxed, younger-looking James. They built treehouses, held family barbecues, ran muddy races, and posted silly videos full of inside jokes. With each post, Sarah felt the window growing smaller, until finally, she realized: she wasn’t looking at her lost life, but at a world shed never bothered to build in the first place.
That winter, while sipping a lonely glass of wine, she scrolled through an album labeled Home at Last. Charlie had written a caption beneath a picture of him and George sprawled out in flannel pajamas, Emily squeezed between them, the three radiant with laughter: Best family ever.
Sarah stared at the screen for a long while. Strangely, she didnt feel angry or jealous anymoreonly something softer, almost gentle, like a light drizzle washing over her. Maybe this was freedom too: realizing the storms we run from are sometimes the homes were searching for.
Sarah shut her phone, exhaled, and let the silence settle. This time, she didnt smash anything at all.












