La vida
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A Heaven-Sent Gift… It was a gloomy morning, with heavy clouds dragging low across the sky. In the distance, muffled growls of thunder could be heard—the first thunderstorm of spring was on its way. Winter had finally ended, but spring seemed reluctant to take its place. It was still cold, gusty winds snatched up last year’s leaves and chased them around, only a few brave blades of grass pushing through the hardened earth. Buds on the trees remained tightly closed, reluctant to reveal their treasures. Nature longed for rain. The winter had been dry, windy, cold. The earth was poorly rested, lacked moisture, hadn’t slept enough beneath its snowy blanket and was now anxiously awaiting the storm. The storm would bring much-needed water, nourish it with generous rain, wash away the dust and dirt, and revive life. Only then would true spring arrive—bountiful, blooming, fresh as a young woman filled with love and tenderness. That’s when the earth would give birth to green grass and colourful flowers, trembling leaves and sweet fruits. Birds would joyfully sing, building nests in blooming gardens. Life would carry on. “Sasha, time for breakfast!” called Victoria. “Your coffee’s getting cold.” From the kitchen wafted the scent of coffee and eggs. It was time to get up. After yesterday’s heavy conversation, Victoria’s weeping, a sleepless night and difficult thoughts, he just wanted to stay in bed. But he had to get up—life carried on. Victoria looked exhausted too—red eyes, dark circles. She offered her pale cheek for a kiss and managed a weak smile. “Good morning, love. Looks like we’re in for a storm. Goodness, how I want some rain! When will real spring finally arrive? Listen, a verse came to mind…” She recited: I wait for spring, as for release From winter’s cold, from homelessness. Spring I await, as if it brings A clearing up of life’s distress. I always think, as soon as she Arrives, all will be bright and dear. I always think that she alone Can make things better, simpler, clear. Where are you, Spring? Come, hurry here! Sasha hugged her frail shoulders, kissed her bowed, golden head. Her hair smelled of meadows and wildflowers. His heart ached with pity. Poor love, why is God punishing us? At least there had been hope—hope had kept them going all these years. But yesterday, a renowned professor, their last tender hope, had dashed their expectations: “I’m very sorry, but you cannot have children. Sasha, your time at Chernobyl has left a mark. Medicine is powerless here. I’m truly sorry I can’t help.” Victoria wiped her eyes, shook back her hair. “Sasha, I’ve thought long and hard. We need to adopt a child from the orphanage. There are so many children who need families. Let’s bring home a boy—let’s raise a son. Agreed? We’ve been waiting for a son for so long…” Tears streamed down her cheeks. Sasha hugged her and couldn’t hold back his own tears. “Of course I agree! Don’t cry, sweetheart.” At that moment, a deafening crack of thunder echoed; the house seemed to tremble from its majestic roar. The heavens opened—rain finally poured! At last, God heard our prayers! The long-awaited shower fell in torrents. Day darkened as though night had come. Thunder barely paused, lightning flashed right overhead. Sasha and Victoria, embracing, stood at the window, cold drops and the scent of rain drifting through the open pane, invigorating the air. The darkness that had shrouded their hearts seemed to dissolve, wash away with this first spring rain. All they wanted now was for the rain to last longer. This long-awaited spring rain—a symbol of life renewed and blossoming once more. A few days later, they stood before the doors of the children’s home, a meeting arranged. They had come to choose their son—long-awaited, beloved, already loved before they’d even laid eyes on him. Hearts pounding, holding their breath, Sasha rang the bell. The door opened; they were expected. The meeting with the orphanage’s director had been several days before, now they were simply to meet children who might become their son. As they passed through the first room, a little girl caught their eye, sitting in a damp babygro on a sodden mat. Dirty shirt, dried snot under her nose, huge sorrowful blue eyes following every adult that passed. From her radiated neglect, loneliness—her presence pierced the heart. This was the children’s home—a shelter for the unwanted. In the next room, babies sat or lay in cots, clean and tidy, waiting expectantly. The nurse presented them like at a market, ticking off age, brief parent details. Sasha shuddered. Buyers at market… only the price left to ask. “Let’s go back to that poor little girl,” Victoria whispered. Sasha squeezed her shoulder. “Nurse, could we see the blue-eyed girl from the first room again?” “But you wanted a boy,” the nurse replied, puzzled. “That girl won’t suit you. She’s not ready to meet visitors.” “We want to see her again.” The nurse hesitated, considering an objection, then led them back in silence. “I’ll call Mrs. Peters, the director. Please wait here.” She gestured to some chairs. Victoria pressed close to Sasha. “Let’s choose her, Sasha. My heart gave a jolt when I saw her.” “Mine too. She looks just like you. Eyes, hair… and so lonely!” Soon the nurse returned with Mrs. Peters, clearly concerned. “You’ve chosen a difficult child. She may not be suitable.” “Why not? We like her, she’s the image of Victoria! Just look—they’re almost twins!” Sasha strode towards the room where the girl had been. She’d been tidied up, clean clothes, her little face brighter. As the adults stopped by her cot, she smiled; dimples showed on her cheeks, her arms reached out, and she made an attempt to stand— Victoria clutched Sasha’s hand in shock—the little girl’s feet turned the wrong way. Without hesitation, Sasha scooped her up; she nestled against his face and went still. Tears filled Sasha’s eyes; Victoria buried her face in his shoulder, weeping. Mrs. Peters turned away, dabbing her eyes discreetly. “Come to my office. Nurse, take Lena.” Mrs. Peters led the way firmly. The little girl, Lena, had been born to elderly, struggling parents in a remote northern village. She had deformities—legs twisted, feet misshapen. Her father refused to bring her home. When pressed that surgery could help, he claimed no money and wouldn’t have a cripple in the house with so many mouths already. So Lena was left in care. “Now you must decide for yourselves if you want such a child. She has a good chance, but it will take dedication, expense—and above all, patience and powerful love. Take your time to think, consult with specialists. Here’s the professor who examined her. You have one month—no more visits in the meantime. Our children become attached quickly. It would be cruel to change your mind after promising hope…” A month passed. Sasha and Victoria decided straightaway: Lena was their daughter. The Leningrad professor confirmed: repeated surgery could fix the damage. Even scars would disappear. Their Lena would run like any child. Sasha calculated their finances. They could make it—if they sold the new car and the barely-started house. They’d live in a small flat for now—God would help with the rest, if their daughter was healthy. Finally, the day came—they stood outside the familiar door once more. Sasha held a bouquet of pink peonies, Victoria a huge bag of gifts for the children. Mrs. Peters’s lips trembled, eyes filling with tears. Happiness—another lost child would find a family. Together, they went to the nursery. Lena had grown, fair hair curling, cheeks rosy, new teeth. She babbled, beaming at them. Sasha took her into his arms; she hugged his neck and snuggled close. Victoria’s turn—tears all round. They spent the day at the children’s home, learning from the staff how to care for their new daughter. Legal adoption still awaited—Victoria quit her job, devoted herself to Lena. They prepared for her first operation in Leningrad. A month in hospital, and she was soon showing off to “Daddy Sasha”—eating with a spoon, pretending to be a cat, butting heads like a mischievous goat. The sight of her legs still broke their hearts. Outside, she wore long trousers. She walked with an awkward waddle, but Lena was lively, sociable, talking early, saying hello to everyone. Above all, she adored “Daddy”—her papa, her sunshine. A year later, more surgeries—so much suffering for their child, so much patience for the parents. Victoria spent many sleepless nights at Lena’s hospital bed. But, at last, triumph: her legs, like any other girl’s, could run and jump! At five, Lena went to nursery—her artistic talent noticed. She was sent to art school, and her pictures—joyful landscapes, lively scenes—attracted attention and astonishment; so young and so talented. At seven, she began school, quickly becoming a star pupil—cheerful, clever, artistic, dancing. Always surrounded by friends, she filled every space with laughter. Her parents felt pride at every meeting. No one suspected the hardship Lena and her parents—those who raised and loved her—had overcome. Blessings continued for Sasha and Victoria. With Lena’s arrival, fortunes turned. Sasha’s small business blossomed; they moved to Leningrad, bought a lovely flat, sent Lena to a prestigious school. Now in Year Six, Lena excels—still top of the class, still artistic, blue-eyed, golden-haired, everyone’s favourite, a gentle-hearted girl. A Heaven-Sent Gift—a blessing in their lives.
A Gift from Above… The morning was as dreary as could beheavy clouds hung low across the sky and
La vida
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The Right to Take Your Time: Nina’s Quiet Rebellion Against Rushing Through Life—A Story of Standing Up for Herself, Finding Balance, and Learning It’s Okay to Put Her Own Needs First
The Right Not to Rush The text from her GP arrived just as Alice was drafting yet another email at her
La vida
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Mother-in-Law Squared: When Eccentric Granny Valentina Drops In Unannounced, Yegor’s Holiday Takes a Hilarious Turn with Impromptu City Tours, Singing by the Barbecue, an Unexpected Kitten, and Heartfelt Family Secrets
Good heavens! I exclaimed, barely believing my eyes as I opened the door and found a petite, spry old
La vida
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Mirra: The Update Is Ready For the First Time, My Phone Burst Red in a Lecture—Not Just the Screen, but the Whole Scratched Brick Glowing Like an Ember. “It’ll Explode Any Moment, Mate,” Whispered Alex from the Next Desk. Ignore Pirated Firmware, He Warned. While the Econometrics Lecturer Scribbled at the Board and the Room Buzzed, That Crimson Glow Shone Through My Denim Jacket. The Vibration Wasn’t the Jittery Buzz I Knew—It Was Steady, Like a Pulse. “Update Available,” the Screen Flashed as I Pulled the Phone Out—Underneath, a Creepy Minimalist Icon: Black Circle, White Rune or Perhaps a Stylised ‘M’. I’d Seen a Hundred Similar Apps Before—But This One Felt Like It Was Staring Back at Me. Title: “Mirra”. Category: “Tools”. Size: 13MB. No Rating. “Install It,” Whispered Someone on My Right. I Jumped, but Kat Was Busy with Her Notebook—She Hadn’t Spoken. Then the Voice Was Just There, in My Head, Like a Popup: “Install.” I’m the Guy Who Beta Tests Everything, Flashes ROMs, Pokes Around Where Sane People Wouldn’t. But Even I Found This Strange. Yet My Finger Pressed Download. It Installed Instantly—As if Mirra Had Been Waiting in the System. No Registration, No Logins, No Permissions. Just a Black Screen—“Welcome, Andrew.” How Did It Know My Name? “Young Man, If You’re Finished Talking to Your Phone, Let’s Get Back to Demand and Supply,” the Lecturer Chimed, Glaring Down Her Glasses. The Class Sniggered as I Slid the Phone Under My Desk—Glued to That One Line on Screen. “First Feature Unlocked: Probability Shift (Level 1).” A Button: “Activate.” Tiny Print: “Warning: Use Alters Event Structures. Side Effects Possible.” It Felt Like Some Clickbait ‘Luck Timer’, But My Phone Was Still Hot. I Pressed ‘Activate.’ The World Wobbled—Colours Sharpened, Sounds Faded, A Crystal Rung in My Ears. “Feature Activated. Choose Target.” I Typed: “Not Get Picked During Class.” A Subtle Lurch—As if the Room Dropped by a Millimetre. Then Everything Reset. Lecturer Rattled Off Attendance. My Gut Froze. Surely She’d Call My Name—She Always Did. “…Kovalev? Late Again. Fine. Next… Petrov, to the Board.” Kat Paled and Stumbled Forwards. It Worked. It Actually Worked. After Class, Numb Like After a Gig, I Stared at Mirra—No Rating, No Details, No Permissions. Almost as if It Wasn’t There at All. “It Could Just Be Coincidence,” I Insisted. But the Next Notification Popped: “Mirra Update (1.0.1) Ready. New Feature: Through the Veil.” No Developer, No Android Version. Just That Dry, Oddly Honest Line: “Through the Veil.” I Hit ‘Defer’. The Phone Whined and Installed Anyway. “Feature: Through the Veil (Level 1)—See the True State of Objects and People. Range: 3 Metres. Duration: 10 Seconds Max. Price: Heightened Feedback.” What Feedback? My Spine Turned Cold. Crushed on the Bus, Curiosity Won. “Just Ten Seconds—Just a Peek.” Everything Blurred, Threads Spun from People—Grey and Ragged, Blue and Shivering. The Driver Had a Thick Black Cord Over His Head, Squirming with Shadows. I Checked My Own Hands. Red Veins Flickered—And One Thicker Thread Linked Me to My Phone, Throbbing and Growing. I Cut the App Off. Noise Crashed Back in. “Feedback Increased: +5%.” Again, “Update Mirra for Proper Operation.” “Proper for What?” I Demanded. No Answer. News Broke an Hour Later: A Lorry Jack-Knifed into a Bus at the University Crossroads. The Plate Number Matched. The Driver—I Couldn’t Bear to Look. “Any Change to the Network of Probabilities Redistributes Load Elsewhere,” the App Calmly Explained. “You Lowered Your Odds of Being Called in Class. Elsewhere, Odds Rose.” “But I Didn’t Know!” “Ignorance Doesn’t Break the Connection.” Siren Wails Crept Closer. Another Update: “Cancel Feature Added. Undo a Single Change. But Ripple Effects Will Remain.” If I Undo My Wish? I Can’t Reverse Time. But Maybe Different Outcomes Will Ripple Through Next Time. After Weighing It All, I Installed the Update. The World Twisted—Less a Jerk, More an Alignment. “Cancellation Complete. Lockdown Active. Feedback Level Stabilised.” And That’s the Choice: Start Playing God, or Become a Fuse, the Catch-All for All That Stray Chaos? Mirra Sat Waiting—Version 1.1.0: Forecast Function, ‘Moral Error Fixes’. I Laughed Bitterly—Morality Was the Only Thing I Still Had. I Shut Off Updates, Swore to Watch the System as an Admin, Not a Demi-God. From My Desk, I Drafted “Mirra: A User’s Protocol”—Notes for Anyone Who Might Find Themselves at the Crossroads of Power and Consequence. Of Probability and Price. Because Sometimes, Even the Most Unlikely Outcomes—Deserve Their Chance to Happen.
Update Available The first time the phone glowed crimson was right in the middle of a lecture.
La vida
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Different Worlds, Different Lives: The Story of Igor and His Extraordinary English Wife—From Fiery Passion, Motherhood, and Ambition, to an Unexpected Journey Through Love, Loss, and Reinvention Amidst Family, Friendship, and Unbridgeable Differences
DIFFERENT PEOPLE My wife, Emily, has always been a bit of an odd one. Absolutely stunning, mind younatural
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I Gifted My Daughter-in-Law the Family Heirloom Ring—A Week Later, I Spotted It for Sale in a High Street Pawn Shop Display
Wear it with care, dear, said Mrs. Grace Hamilton as she delicately passed the velvet box to her daughter-in-law
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The Snap of a Dry Branch Went Unheard Beneath His Foot: How Ivan’s World Shattered and Reassembled, From a Childhood Mishap With Sasha to Life’s Cruel Turns, All the Way to an Old Age Where a Lifetime of “It’ll All Be Alright, Vanya” Echoed in Sasha’s Voice—Through Broken Bones, Threatening Phone Calls, Spilled Soup, and Love That Softens Even the Sharpest Pain
The sharp snap of a dry twig under my foot didnt even register. Instead, the whole world seemed to lurch
La vida
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My Husband’s Mistress: When I Confronted “Kitty” at the Cosy Corner Café, Everything I Knew About My Marriage Changed
The Other Woman Emily sat in her car, staring at the satnavs softly glowing screen. This was the right
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My Husband Invited His Old Mate to Crash at Our House for ‘Just a Week’—So I Quietly Packed My Bags and Escaped to a Spa Retreat
My husband brought home his mate to crash for a week. I quietly packed a bag and checked myself into a spa.
La vida
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Are you out of your mind? He’s our son, not a stranger! How can you throw him out of his own home?! – shouted the mother-in-law, her fists clenched in fury…
Are you out of your mind? Hes our son, not a stranger! How can you throw him out of this house?