Button, you say? I called her Holly. Shes been scampering around here all morningyou can tell straight away shes lost. Later she curled up at my feet. Poor thing, I couldnt just leave her freezing out there, so I bundled her into the van to warm up, the man said with a gentle smile.
Emily, honestly, how can one person be so unlucky? How many times did I tell youJake was never right for you! her mum scolded sternly.
Emily stood with her head down. Though she was only thirty-seven, she felt like a schoolgirl sent home with a failing grade. Bitter disappointment flooded herover her failed marriage, her lost hopes, and her little girl, Lucy. It stung most to know that, just before the most magical time of year, their family was suddenly incomplete.
Im leaving you, Jake muttered carelessly that evening, not even glancing her way. At first, Emily didnt understand what he meant.
Leaving? Where are you going? she replied absently, setting a steaming bowl of stew before him.
Truly, Em, you never get it, do you? You dont understand anything serious! Sometimes I wonder how I managed with you all this time, Jake huffed dramatically.
Emily opened her mouth to respond, but Jake was already launching into his grievances.
I just cant do this anymore! And that yapping dog of yoursdrives me mad. Lucys always poorly, the house is lifeless, theres no romance left, Em. Look at yourselfwhat have you become? he finished, voice rising.
Emily tried to study her frightened reflection in the glass of the cabinet, but her eyes blurred with tears. She could only stand there, rooted to the kitchen floor, as Jake got up from the table and went to pack his things.
Holly, the little dog, sensed the tension and skittered anxiously around Emily’s feet, whining and nuzzling for comfort.
At least Ill finally have a bit of peace and quiet without that dogs endless howling, Jake announced with a cruel hint of satisfaction, slinging his bag over his shoulder as he appeared in the doorway.
Jake, what about Lucy? Emily whispered, picturing her five-year-old, sleeping soundly in her little bed.
Figure something out! Youre her mumits your job, isnt it? he shot back before leaving to Hollys plaintive whimper.
Emily spent the night in the kitchen, arms around Holly, the dog’s warm tongue desperately trying to assure her it would be alright. The shock of it all pressed in, and for days, Emily had no idea how to break the news to her mother. When her mum rang, shed say everything was fine and quickly hang up.
Hows the job hunt, then? Found something? I swear, that Jake of yours will bugger off, and youll have nothing to live on, her mother pointed out one afternoon, coming by with a basket of groceries. That was all it tookEmily burst into tears, confiding the truth that Jake had gone and job prospects were slim to none.
Her mother clucked disapprovingly. Anyone could see which way that wind was blowing. Five years together, a child, and he never thought to marry you properly, she grumbled, torn between indignation and sadness for her daughter and granddaughter.
So whatll you do now? she finally asked, hands on her hips.
Ill manage something. The nurserys got an opening for a classroom assistantIll apply there, be near Lucy anyway, Emily replied, resigned.
Thats not going to stretch far, the assistants pay. And youve still got the dog to feed, her mother sighed, eyeing Holly with disapproval. Shed never cared much for the dog Emily had rescued off the street.
She started to say something more, but stopped, seeing that Emily was close to tears again. Alright, love, dont cry. Ill help where I can. If you need me with Lucy, just say.
Time shuffled on. Emily eventually found a job, and every day she and Lucy walked to the nursery together. Her daughter was genuinely happy.
Mummy, could we bring Holly to work as our helper? Gran keeps grumbling about walking her. Holly could help you with the dishes and guard us during nap time, Lucy beamed.
Emily laughed and hugged her girl. But the laughter faded at Lucys next question.
Mum, when will Daddy be back? Do you think hell make it home for Christmas?
Emily could never bring herself to admit the truth. She spun a story about an important business trip, phoned Jake asking to see him, but he rebuffed her with excuses.
Em, dont pester me, Im trying to sort my life out. Maybe just tell Lucy Im a secret agent on a big mission. Wont be back for a while. Oh, and have you seen my blue tie? Ive got nothing to wear for New Years Eve, he said offhandedly, ending the call.
Emily sat for ages lost in thought, with no idea how theyd get through Christmas. How on earth could she explain it all to Lucy?
Unexpectedly, it all came crashing down. Lucys gran was taking her to the doctorLucy had caught a nasty cold, though was on the mend. Out of nowhere, Jake appeared. Lucy ran to him with shining eyes.
Daddy! Youre back? she shouted, joyfully.
Jake flinched and forced a smile. Quietly, he told Lucy that sometimes mummies and daddies just cant live together anymore. Then, awkwardly, promised hed try to visit.
Lucys face crumbled. Dont bother coming anymore.
That night, her temperature spiked again. A couple of days later, the doctor paid a visit.
Shes just not interested in talking or getting well, he noted, listening to Emilys explanation.
Likely stress-related, he guessed.
If only Id told her properly from the start. Shes a sharp girl, shed have understood, Emily lamented to her mother. Her mother only shook her head, lost for words.
And then, another shock. Gran set out with Holly one morning, in too much of a rush to clip on the lead. Holly, always a little headstrong, slipped away when Gran scolded her and dashed into the freezing street.
Oh, so thats it, is it? Wont listen to me now? Fine, thenlet her freeze, maybe shell run home faster, Gran muttered, hurrying inside to tend to Lucy.
When Lucy found out Holly was missing, she refused to eat or drink, despite Emilys desperate promises.
Ill have something when Holly comes home, Lucy said, turning her face to the wall.
Its your fault, the way shes turned out. Youve spoilt her, Em. Told you so, didnt I? her mother began.
Maybe if youd watched Holly instead of lecturing me, shed still be here! snapped Emily, uncharacteristically harsh.
Well! I do everything for you two, her mother huffed, storming out.
Once again, Emily was left alone. She wandered the estate as dusk fell, sick with worry, hoping Holly would find her way home. She returned frozen and exhausted, her sleep uneasy and shallow.
Lucy woke early that morning. Mum, I dreamt of a Christmas tree! We decorated it and found Holly! she announced, hopeful.
Emily forced a smile. There was a tiny artificial tree on the tablethe best they could manage this year. But Lucy was disappointed, longing for a real, tall Christmas tree.
If we got a real tree, Holly would come back, just like in my dream! she insisted tearfully.
Emily sighed. Buying a real tree simply wasnt an option. She phoned her mum, but her mum refused to come over.
That dog matters more to you than your own mother! Think about that, she said bitterly.
Well, Emily thought, no point counting on gran. At least the weekend was coming.
But Lucy struggled, still ailing as New Year’s Eve drew near and broke into tears as they finished their meagre preparations.
Theres no real tree, Mummy. Hollys goneand sos Daddy
Emily stroked her daughters head, fighting tears herself. She asked her kindly neighbour to watch over Lucy for a bit, and dashed out into the frosty night.
The icy wind caught her breath as snowflakes danced in the lamplight. Families hurried past, arms full of presents and food, faces glowing. Emily hardly saw them. She searched for hours, calling softly, desperate to find Holly.
At last, she came upon a tiny Christmas tree market. A burly man in a thick coat paced beside the last few trees, blowing into his gloved hands. Emily stopped dead.
After a tree, are you? Only have two left, can let you have the last one for a bargain, love. Need to get home to my lot! he called, packing the van.
Bet his family is waiting inside, table set, children peeping through the curtains, Emily thought, heart sinking.
Just then, a joyful young couple rushed over and bought a tree, leaving only one behind.
So, what do you say? This is the last one. Ill give you a hand getting it home, the man offered.
Emily looked at him, helpless. She hadnt brought any money, and even if she had, it would never have stretched so far.
She noticed a heap of pine branches in the back of his van. Could Iwould it be alright if I took those branches? If you dont need them, that is she asked timidly.
The man glanced from the sad woman to the discarded boughs and sighed. Of course. Here, let me get them for you, he said gently, lifting the bundle out for her.
Emily took them with heartfelt gratitude, stumbling over her words. My girls illshes been wishing for a tree, and the dogs got out, and everything just feels so hopeless.
To her surprise, the man listened with surprising patience. His wife had left him not so long ago, and Christmas felt lonelier than ever. He understood better than most how dark it could feel to be alone.
Another man sidled up. How much for this tree? he asked, eyeing the last one.
Already sold, mate. Try the next stall, the seller said, nodding away.
Emily stared, puzzled. The man turned to her, a hint of a smile breaking through his gruffness. Come on, Ill help you get the tree to your door, he said kindly.
ButI havent any money, honestly, Emily faltered.
I know, he said quietly.
And then, just as if the season itself had conspired for one small miracle, Emily saw something she could hardly believe. The man opened his van, and theresleeping curled up on the seat, wrapped in a woolly jumperwas Holly.
However did you come by Holly? Emily gasped, barely choking back tears.
Holly? I called her Holly because she turned up this morning, lost as anything. Shivered by my feet, bless her. I popped her in to warm up, the man explained, his smile kind and a little shy.
His name was Peter. He had a knack with animals, and children instantly warmed to him.
Soon, warmth and laughter returned to Emilys home in a way it never had before. Maybe it was the magic of the holiday, or perhaps it was just fate finally being kind. No one can say for sure. All that matters is that they became a real family, and every now and then, someone would still call Holly Button before correcting themselves with a fond grinNo, Holly.These days, Hollyher Hollywould doze contentedly by Lucys pillow, her tail thumping whenever Emily sang or Peter stopped by to check the twinkling lights. That New Years morning, Lucy opened her eyes to find Holly wet-nosed and wagging at her side, a fresh pine scent in the air where Emily had arranged the salvaged boughs with tinsel borrowed from the neighbor. The whole place sparkled in a homely, hopeful way.
Lucy squiggled upright, hair wild, cheeks pink at last. She came home! Mum, look! Holly kept her promise, she cried, arms flung tight around the little dog. In the kitchen, Emily and Peter exchanged a quiet, awestruck smile.
Later, as neighbors gatheredbringing a spare string of lights, a tin of sweets, a bauble here or thereEmily realized they were not so alone after all. Laughter spilled out from the door. Lucy danced in her socks, Holly barked and bounded about, and Emily caught herself humming, hope blooming bold and new inside her chest.
Standing beneath their patchwork tree, Peter gently took Emilys hand. Sometimes, you have to lose everything to see what wants to stay, he said softly. For the first time in months, the world felt wide open and bright.
Outside, the first bells of the New Year chimed, and the windows glowed gold against the dark. Inside, with love and laughter at last restored, Emily silently promised herselfwhatever came next, they would meet it together.
And Holly, whod once been Button and now was simply home, stretched out by the fire, guarding the small, shining world theyd built anewtail thumping, always.












