Before It’s Too Late

Oliver sat on the bench at the bus stop, watching cars crawl along the rain-slicked road. The chilly March wind nipped at his thin jacket, but he barely felt it. He was waiting—for what, he couldn’t say. A sign from above, maybe, or an answer to the question gnawing at him: “What next?”

Life had ground to a halt, like a scratched record. His office job made him queasy, his flat echoed with silence, and the dreams he’d once had—bright as bonfire night—had faded like old wallpaper. Every day was a carbon copy of the last, and waking up felt more exhausting each morning.

He pulled out his phone, mindlessly scrolling through headlines. A message from Mum flashed: “How are you, love? You’ve not called in ages.” Oliver didn’t reply. What could he say? That everything was falling apart? That he had no clue why he was wasting his life on this grey, grinding monotony?

The bus rolled up, but Oliver didn’t move. Why bother going anywhere when the emptiness inside felt like an abandoned country house?

“Oi, mate, got the time?” came a rough voice.

Oliver looked up. A bloke in his mid-twenties stood there, wearing a battered jacket and a bulky backpack. His face was worn, but his eyes sparkled.

“Ten to eleven,” Oliver muttered, checking his watch.

“Ta. Name’s Jake,” the bloke said, sticking out a hand.

Oliver shook it half-heartedly, barely offering his own name.

“Why’re you sat here all alone?” Jake asked, plonking himself down.

“Thinking.”

“‘Bout what?”

Oliver gave a bitter chuckle. “How to escape this sodding rut.”

Jake dropped his backpack and eyed him with interest. “Been there. Was in the same boat a while back. Know what I figured out?”

“What?”

“If you can’t find meaning, make your own. I chucked it all in—quit my job, packed a bag, and off I went. Today it’s here, tomorrow it’s somewhere else. Living on my own terms.”

“And that… helped?”

Jake nodded, his grin infectious. “Now it’s my life, not just days to slog through.”

Oliver stayed quiet. Something twisted in his chest, like his heart had forgotten how to beat properly.

They talked till midnight, hunched on that chilly bench. Jake spun tales of ditching his desk job, how fear had gripped him—but the thought of a life full of “what ifs” had scared him more.

“Don’t wanna croak wondering ‘what could’ve been’,” Jake said. “You could do it too. Just take the leap.”

Oliver watched him, and for the first time in years, a flicker of hope—fragile but alive—stirred in his chest.

“Maybe…” he whispered.

When they parted, Oliver trudged home, his mind churning like the Thames after a storm. He knew: if he didn’t change things now, he’d be stuck in this emptiness forever.

Back at his flat, he slumped at his desk, fired up his laptop, and pulled up a train ticket site. Anywhere. Just out. His finger hovered over “Buy Now.” His heart pounded like it wanted to bust free.

“Go on,” he rasped.

And clicked.

The next day, Oliver sat on a train, watching streetlights blur past. He’d picked a little coastal town—far enough to feel new, close enough not to panic. His pocket held a modest sum, saved over months. He knew he’d need work soon.

Day one, he rented a bunk in a hostel. He wandered narrow lanes, popped into cafés and shops, asking if they needed help. By evening, knackered but not beaten, he spotted a notice: “Helper wanted at boat repair shop. No experience needed.”

“You hiring?” he asked the grizzled owner.

“Aye,” the man sized him up. “Know your way ‘round tools?”

“Never tried, but I’ll learn fast.”

Next morning, Oliver started. It was hard—his hands fumbled, tools felt alien. But each day, he felt more alive. For the first time in years, he woke up knowing the day ahead wasn’t just another slog—it was something real.

His life didn’t change overnight. But he’d done the one thing that mattered—he’d leapt into the unknown. And that was enough to make the world start turning his way.

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Before It’s Too Late