“Stop Right There! ‘Call Your Dad—Now!’ Warned the Mysterious Old Lady Who Grabbed My Wrist on a Rai…
“Dont go in! Ring your father now! Someones waiting behind that door!” The hand was ice cold
I Was in This Relationship for Five Years: Two Years Married and Three Years Living Together, Mostly Long Distance, Until I Left Everything Behind When I Discovered He Was Unfaithful—How I Walked Away on My Own Terms Before Becoming Like Him
I was in that relationship for five yearstwo of those were as a married man, the three before that living together.
“You’re an Embarrassment to This Family! Did You Imagine I’d Raise That Blunder in Your Belly? I Hired a Rough Sleeper to Take You Away!” The Alert on David Miller’s Phone Glowed in the Dim, Clinical Cabin of His Gulfstream G650—But Tonight, Coming Home to Greenwich Early from the Tokyo Deal, He Discovers a Chilling Nightmare Behind His Mansion’s Doors, and a Reckoning That Will Shatter the Silence Forever
Youve brought shame upon this family! Did you think Id mother that dreadful mistake of yours?
Can’t Wait to Get Married: When Your Teen Daughter Wants to Tie the Knot—A Family Drama Unfolds in Modern Britain
Cant Wait to Get Married Tom, will you be home soon? Nearly there, love, just turning into our street now.
Trampled Dreams: My Mother Warned Me About That Scheming Woman, But I Still Lost My Heart – A Tale of First Love, Family, and the Woman Who Walked All Over My Life
STEPPING STONES ON MY PATH Son, if you dont break it off with that brazen woman, consider yourself motherless!
When They Brought Young Robbie Rogov Home from the Maternity Ward, the Midwife Said, “What a Strapping Lad. He’ll Be a Real Giant One Day.” His Mother Said Nothing—She Was Already Looking at the Bundle in Her Arms as If He Were Not Her Own. Robbie Never Became a Giant. He Became the Odd One Out: Born, but With Nowhere to Belong. “Your odd son’s in the sandpit again, scaring off all the children!” Auntie Linda, the neighbourhood watchdog, would shout from her second-floor balcony. Robbie’s mother, weary and hollow-eyed, would snap back, “Don’t like it? Don’t look. He’s not bothering anyone.” In truth, Robbie bothered no one. Big, awkward, head always down, long arms hanging at his sides. At five, he was silent. At seven, he’d grunt. At ten, he finally spoke—in a voice so raspy and cracked you’d wish he hadn’t. At school, he was relegated to the back of the classroom. Teachers would sigh at his vacant gaze. “Rogov, are you listening?” the maths teacher would ask, tapping the board with chalk. Robbie would nod. He was listening. He just saw no point in answering. Why? They’d give him a pass to keep up the stats and send him on his way. His classmates didn’t bully him—they were afraid. Robbie was built like a young ox. But they didn’t befriend him either, circling wide as one would a deep puddle—careful, almost squeamish. Home was no better. His stepdad arrived when Robbie turned twelve and laid down the law: “I don’t want to see him when I get home from work. Eats a lot, good for nothing.” So Robbie disappeared. Roamed building sites, hid in basements. Learned to become invisible—his only skill: blending into walls, cement, grime underfoot. On the night his life changed, a miserable drizzle filled the air. Fifteen now, Robbie sat on a stairwell between the fifth and sixth floors. Home was off-limits; stepdad’s friends were over—loud, smoky, and likely violent. The door across the hall creaked open. Robbie shrank further into the corner. Out stepped Mrs. Tamsin Ilchester, an odd, spry woman in her sixties who carried herself like she was forty. The whole block thought she was strange. She didn’t gossip on the benches or complain about the price of tea, always walked with her back straight. She looked at Robbie—not with pity or disgust, but analytically, as one might a broken gadget, weighing if it was fixable. “Why are you loitering?” she said in a low, commanding tone. Robbie sniffed. “Just am.” “Just cats are born ‘just am’,” she shot back. “Are you hungry?” Robbie was. Always hungry. At home, the fridge was home to little but air. “Well? I don’t offer twice.” He stood, awkward and massive, and followed. Mrs. Ilchester’s flat was unlike any other: books—everywhere, the scent of old paper and something delicious, meaty. “Sit,” she nodded at a stool. “Wash your hands first—there’s soap.” He obeyed. She served him a proper meal—potatoes and real beef stew. He hadn’t tasted actual meat in years. He ate fast, barely chewing. She watched, chin perched in hand. “No one’s taking it from you. Chew properly, or your stomach will curse you,” she said calmly. He slowed. “Thank you,” he muttered, wiping his mouth with his sleeve. “Don’t use your sleeve. Napkins exist, you know,” she pushed a packet towards him. “You, my boy, are wild. Where’s your mum?” “At home. With him.” “Thought so. Not wanted in your own family.” She said it matter-of-factly, like reporting the rain or that bread’s gone up in price. “Listen, Rogov,” she said sharply. “You’ve two options. Drift on, loiter about—and you’ll end up lost before your time. Or get your act together. You’re strong—I can see—but you’ve air between your ears.” “I’m thick,” Robbie admitted. “That’s what school says.” “School says all sorts. That’s a place for average minds. You’re not average. You’re different. Those hands of yours—put them to use.” He looked at his broad, battered knuckles. “Don’t know how.” “We’ll see. Tomorrow, come fix my tap—drips like a leaky roof and calling a plumber is daylight robbery. I’ll lend you tools.” So began his apprenticeship with Mrs. Ilchester—taps, then sockets, then locks. Turned out, his hands were magic. He understood how things fit together, not with words but an almost animal intuition. She showed no mercy—taught him properly. “Not like that!” she barked. “Who holds a screwdriver like a spoon? Get some leverage!” And would rap his knuckles with a wooden ruler. She gave him books—not textbooks, but tales of real people overcoming the worst, stories of explorers, inventors, pioneers. “Read. Or your brain will rot. Think you’re the only one like you? Millions were—yet they made it. You, too.” He slowly learned her story: Mrs. Ilchester had spent her life as an engineer at the local factory. Widowed early, no children. The factory closed in the nineties; she scraped by on pensions and a bit of technical translating, but she never broke. Never grew bitter. Just lived—straight-backed, stern, and solitary. “I’ve got no one,” she said once. “And you, well, you’ve no one either. But that’s not an end. That’s a start. Understand?” Robbie wasn’t sure he did. But he nodded. When Robbie turned eighteen and the time came for national service, she called him for a serious talk—set the table, even baked pies. “Listen, Robert,”—the first time she used his full name—“don’t come back here. This place will drag you under. It never changes—same block, same people, same hopelessness. Once you’ve served, find a new life. Go north, work the building sites—anywhere but here, understood?” “I understand.” She pressed an envelope into his hand. “Thirty thousand. Every penny I’ve saved. Enough to start if you’re smart. And remember: you owe nothing to anyone—but yourself. Become someone, Robert. Not for me—for you.” He wanted to refuse, but saw in her stern eyes—he couldn’t. This was her final lesson, her last command. He left. And didn’t look back. Twenty years passed. The estate changed. Old poplars felled, tarmac poured over for car parks. The benches by the entry were cold, metal. The building, stubborn, weather-beaten, but still standing. A black Range Rover pulled up. Out stepped a man: tall, broad, weathered by northern winds, but with a calm, assured gaze. It was Robert Rogov—now Robert Ilchester, as his team called him. Owner of a major construction firm in the North. One hundred and twenty staff, three major projects underway, known for doing things right. He’d built himself up from the ground—labourer, foreman, manager, studied at night, earned his qual, saved, invested, failed twice, rebuilt twice. The thirty grand Mrs. Ilchester had given him, he’d repaid many times over—sent her money every month, though she scolded and threatened to bin it. But she always took it. Then, the transfers started coming back. “Recipient not found.” He stared at the fifth floor window. Dark. Women now sat in the courtyard—strangers; the old crowd long gone. “Excuse me,” he asked one, “do you know who’s in forty-five? Mrs. Ilchester?” They perked up—a man like that, turning up. “Oh love, Mrs. Ilchester… Well, she got real bad. Memory went, started getting muddled. Signed her flat over to some so-called family, and now… Last we heard, whisked off to some village. Nicky, remember the name?” “Sunnyside, I think—that old cottage. Some nephew showed up, but she never had family. Something fishy. The flat’s getting sold.” A cold dread crept up his spine. He knew this scam well: lonely old folk, tricked into signing deeds, shuffled off to nowhere—if they’re lucky. “Where’s this Sunnyside?” “Forty miles past the town—roads’ bad, but you’ll manage.” He nodded, jumped in his 4×4, and sped off. Sunnyside was a dying village of three streets, half boarded up, puddles everywhere, only a handful of pensioners and families with nowhere else to go. Locals helped him find the place: a slumping cottage, fence half down, mud and neglect everywhere. Ragged laundry flapped on a line. Robert nudged the gate—it groaned. A man appeared: unshaven, thin-eyed, morning drinker by the look. “What d’you want, mate? Lost?” “Mrs. Ilchester?” “There’s no Ilchester here. Off you go.” Robert didn’t argue—he stepped forward, took the man by the collar, moved him aside as easily as shifting a stick. Inside, the stench of damp, mould, and waste. Dirty plates, empty bottles. And in the back— On an iron bed, she lay—tiny, spent, hair matted, earthy complexion, deep shadows under her eyes, lips cracked. But it was her—his Mrs. Ilchester, who taught him tools, taught him belief, gave him everything. Her eyes opened—clouded, unfocused. “Who’s there?” Her voice was frail, broken. “It’s me, Mrs. Ilchester. Robbie. Rogov. Remember? Fixed your taps.” For a long moment she blinked, the tears welling. “Robbie…” she whispered. “You came back… Grown so big. A real man…” “A man, Mrs. Ilchester. Because of you.” He wrapped her—so light—carefully in a blanket, scooped her up. Beneath the hospital smell he caught a whiff of old paper and soap—her. “Where are we going?” she asked, fearful. “Home. My home. It’s warm there. And there are books—many books. You’ll love it.” At the door, the man tried to block them: “Hey, where you off with her? Show your papers! She left me the house, I look after her!” Robert stopped, met his eyes—calm, not angry. That calm was scarier than rage. “My lawyers can sort what she’s left you,” Robert said evenly. “So can the police. The courts, too. And if you tricked her here—it will all come out, and I’ll make sure you get what’s coming. Understood?” The man nodded, shrinking. It took months: assessments, courts, paperwork. Proved the gift invalid—signed in confusion. The man, a small-time con artist, was convicted. The flat returned. He was sent away. But Mrs. Ilchester no longer needed the flat. Robert built a home. Not a mansion, but a genuine, solid timber house on the edge of a northern city. Thick larch, real fire, big windows. Mrs. Ilchester lived on the sunniest ground floor. The best doctors, a gentle carer, good food. She filled out, colour came back. Memory never fully returned—she’d mix up dates, faces—but her spirit stayed. She read again, told off the cleaner for dust. “What’s with the cobwebs—this a home or a shed?” It made Robert smile. He didn’t stop there. One day, he returned from work with a thin, guarded young lad—sharp cheek scar, baggy clothes. “Meet Alex,” he told Mrs. Ilchester, ushering him into the lounge. “Found him on the site. No home. Care-leaver, just eighteen. Golden hands, mind’s a bit adrift.” Mrs. Ilchester closed her book, adjusted her glasses, and examined him. “Well, don’t just stand there like a statue—hands washed, then dinner. Soap’s in the loo. We’re having meatballs.” A month later, a girl appeared—Katie, twelve, a limp in one leg, always looking down. Robert took her in—her mother lost custody for drink and abuse. The house filled. This was no charity for show. This was family—the family of those no one wanted. The family of the outcast, who found one another. Robert watched as Mrs. Ilchester taught Alex to hold a plane, smacking his knuckles with the old wooden ruler; as Katie, perched in a chair, slowly, shyly read a book aloud. “Robert!” Mrs. Ilchester would bark. “Don’t just stand there! Lend a hand—the kids can’t shift the bookcase alone!” “Coming!” he’d call. He’d go to them—this strange, awkward, wonderful family. For the first time in forty years, he felt he belonged. He was not the odd one out anymore. “So, Alex,” he asked one night as the house slept. “How are you finding it here?” The boy sat on the porch, staring at the vast northern stars. “All right, Mr. Rob. Just… “What?” “It’s weird, that’s all. Why’d you bother? I’m nobody.” Rob sat beside him, offered him an apple. “You know, someone once told me—‘Only cats are born for no reason.’” Alex snorted. “What’s that mean?” “It means nothing truly happens for nothing. Not the good, nor the bad. You’re here now—not by accident. Nor am I.” Inside, Mrs. Ilchester’s lamp burned late—reading, against doctor’s orders. Robert shook his head. “Get some sleep, Alex. Tomorrow’s busy—we’re fixing the fence.” “Yeah. ’Night, Mr. Rob.” “’Night.” He stayed a moment in the hush—no shouts, no squabbles, no fear. Just insects and the distant hum of the road. He knew he couldn’t save everyone—even all the strays tossed by life’s roadside. But these—he’d saved. Mrs. Ilchester, too. Himself, as well. And for now—that was enough. And tomorrow, he’d carry on the way she taught him.
When Charlie Rowe was brought out of the maternity ward, the nurse nodded at his mum and said, My, what
Dog Hung His Head at the Sight of His Owners, but Refused to Budge: How One Loyal German Shepherd Found a New Family One Bitterly Cold English December
The dog hung its head at the sight of its former owners, but would not budge from its place.
The Fairy Godmother Everyone could already tell by Year 7 that Lisa Browning was destined to become a brilliant doctor. It all started when the neighbour’s boy fell off the swings and bloodied his knee and head terribly. The sight would have made most people faint, but twelve-year-old Lisa kept her cool. “Yasmin, fetch some water, bandages and antiseptic!” she commanded her best friend, who lived in the flat opposite the playground. Without a word, Yasmin dashed home. By the time the frightened auntie—little Jamie’s mum, Mrs Turner, had found out and rushed over, Lisa had calmly and efficiently cleaned, treated, and dressed the wounds with the professionalism of someone far beyond her years. When Mrs Turner learned who had given her son first aid, she was astonished. Thanking Lisa warmly, she declared: “You’re going to be a doctor. And not just any doctor—an outstanding one. Well done, you didn’t panic! Some real doctors could learn from you, my dear.” On camping trips, Lisa was simply indispensable. No one wanted to get hurt, of course, but with Lisa Browning there, any scrapes seemed less frightening. Then came medical school, internships, hospital foundation years, and a steady stream of training courses. Once, in her role as a junior doctor, Lisa had to fill in for the Head of Functional Diagnostics. It was safe to say that Dr Elizabeth Alexandra, now Mrs Thompson, was both respected and valued by her colleagues. The team was fantastic—apart from the ageing deputy head, Dr Bernard Stephens, notorious for his grumpiness and temper, and something of an energy vampire to boot. He was in his element when there was trouble to be had. Lisa tried not to rise to his provocations, though only she knew how much effort that took! The only consolation for Dr Thompson was that their paths didn’t often cross—just once a week at the admissions panel when they discussed diagnoses for new patients. Even then, those meetings were anything but pleasant. Dr Stephens would frequently clash with Elizabeth, sometimes making sly, biting comments. He seemed to sense that Dr Thompson tried to ignore his barbs, and it only encouraged him. “Impossible man,” she complained to her husband Val after another trying day. “Honestly, I’ve tried to be patient, but it’s as if Stephens deliberately goads me.” “I’m sure you’ll come out on top,” Val grinned. “You’re the best diplomat I know.” “Absolutely, Mum,” agreed their thirteen-year-old, Max. “If you get bored being a doctor, you should be a diplomat. They earn loads more as well.” “I’ll give it some thought,” she laughed. Lisa was always diplomatic—but at the end of the day, only human. And patience, unfortunately, does have its limits. She sensed that sooner or later, she might just snap, and if she did, it would be for a good reason. The very next day at the usual doctors’ meeting everything was routine—until it was Lisa’s turn to present the notes of a woman in her sixties on the examination couch across from them. Normally, after the report, the patient would leave if she was able, and the head of department, the attending physician, and the deputy would discuss the case in private. This time, however, things got out of hand. “Just tell me one thing,” the older lady asked, her voice trembling. “Is it very serious? Will I recover? I have a granddaughter to raise on my own.” There was so much hope in her anxious eyes, it almost brought tears. Lisa had just begun to speak words of comfort when Dr Stephens bulldozed in. “With a diagnosis like yours?! Frankly, dear lady, your condition is so advanced, no sensible doctor would offer any guarantees! What were you thinking all this time?” The patient froze, lips trembling, but Dr Stephens pressed on: “I know your type! You ignore everything, self-medicate, and only come crawling to a doctor when it’s nearly too late! We’re not miracle workers…” The poor woman burst into tears and left the room. Later, Elizabeth berated herself for not reigning Stephens in, but in truth, she had been stunned. To yell at an elderly patient in such distress was simply unthinkable. The head of department shook her head in disapproval, too. Even if, deep down, the doctors acknowledged Stephens wasn’t technically wrong, there was no excuse for not speaking more kindly—at least with respect for the patient’s age. And that was when Lisa’s patience broke. Enough was enough. “Dr Stephens, with all due respect, what exactly do you think you’re doing?” “What’s the problem?” Stephens shrugged. “We’re not magicians. It’s about time patients knew that. Everything is easier to treat in the early stages, and you know that as well as I do.” Seeing Stephens’ self-satisfied smirk, Lisa grimaced in disgust. The head of department, knowing exactly what he was so pleased about, braced as Lisa took up the challenge. “Yes, Dr Stephens, you’re certainly right that early intervention is better. In most cases, it’s the only real chance! But do you realise how hard I worked to persuade that woman to get treatment? She believed me when I said things could be alright. And now—you’ve shattered all of that in a single moment. Well done.” Lisa threw up her hands in frustration. Stephens, recovering from her outburst, tried to assert his authority with the head of department, but soon realised it was no use. He had long ago discovered Mrs Thompson was no pushover—she knew her worth, and it was high. He blustered some more, but Lisa was barely listening. She watched, as if through a veil, as the department head left the office. With only Stephens for company, Elizabeth felt suffocated. Lisa gazed blankly at a corner, silent. How could she be expected to get on with her work after this? She felt like crying, but thought, “No way am I giving him that satisfaction.” She moved to the window, and heard the door slam. Lisa turned to see she was alone. She sat down at her desk and reached for her files. Duty still called. “Dr Thompson?” came a hesitant voice. She barely registered who it was, so unlike Stephens’ usual tone of command. The deputy held a bottle of valerian drops, his face creased in confusion. Strangely, Lisa felt no triumph—only pity. Rumour had it that Stephens was a lonely man. “Dr Thompson, here,” he muttered, handing her the vial. “And… forgive me. Maybe you’re right….” “And you, Dr Stephens,” she replied, choosing kindness, “have your own point. But our job is to heal people—and to give them at least a glimmer of hope. Sometimes, that hope creates miracles. I’m sure you know that as well as I do.” “Yes, yes, of course,” Stephens nodded absently. Such a transformation was something remarkable, but Lisa didn’t dwell on it. Better to strike while the iron was hot. “Dr Stephens,” she said, taking a steadying breath, “please remember: I’ll never allow anyone—no matter their position—to raise their voice or question my qualifications in front of a patient, whether they’re a porter or the Health Secretary himself.” “Absolutely, Dr Thompson. Understood.” “Let’s hope so,” thought Lisa, looking at the time. There was still so much to do. An hour later, she visited the patient—Veronica Grace, who had a bouquet of tulips on her bedside table. Seeing Lisa, the older woman smiled. “You’ll never guess who just visited me,” she said. “Your boss! Brought me flowers and apologised. Said, ‘We’ll do everything we possibly can to help you recover.’” “That’s wonderful,” Lisa replied, squeezing Veronica’s hand. “We really will do everything. You’re as good as new—practically a young bride-to-be!” “You joker!” laughed the patient. A month on, Veronica was on the mend. On the day she was discharged, Dr Stephens brought her a box of posh chocolates. “For your granddaughter,” he said, a little awkwardly. “And these are for you,” holding out a bouquet of roses. “Such beautiful flowers! Thank you so much. I can’t remember the last time someone gave me flowers. And my thanks to all of you—doctors, really, you’ve given an old lady her life back.” History was made: “Did Stephens just do that?” thought everyone present, marvelling. The widely disliked deputy, famous for never speaking a kind word, had done the unthinkable. Relations between Lisa and Bernard improved, if not to friendship, then to very cordial understanding. They often shared a coffee after meetings, or sometimes ran into each other in the hospital café. “There’s no such thing as happiness,” Stephens confided once. “Maybe that’s why I’m so cantankerous. Life’s gone by, and I haven’t really lived it.” “What do you mean?” Lisa exclaimed. “You’re senior deputy, that’s no small achievement.” “I suppose so,” he conceded. “But I wish I was happy. I was, once. But it slipped away.” So, Lisa realised, the man had simply been defeated by loneliness. She found herself growing fond of him. Lisa’s new friendship did not go unnoticed by the staff, though nobody stooped to idle gossip—Dr Thompson was above that, and Stephens was hardly a ladies’ man. “What’s your secret?” nurse Abby asked in the middle of a girls’ tea party. “He’s different now—actually smiles. Not often, but it’s something!” Every Friday, all the female staff, from doctors to cleaners, held a tea party in the hospital kitchen, bringing their best cakes and jam. “Honestly, girls, there’s no secret,” Lisa said. “It’s simple really.” “As if!” scoffed Valerie the cloakroom lady. “It’s true! Everything depends on self-confidence and dignity. Anyone—be they doctor or cleaner—deserves both.” “I wish I could,” sighed young orderlie Sarah. “He scares me!” “You shouldn’t think like that,” Lisa replied. “Everyone has the right to self-respect. It’s all about confidence.” Psychiatrist Gillian nodded. “Especially with energy vampires. If they sense confidence, they steer clear—there’s nothing to feed off.” “Maybe Stephens is just an unhappy man,” mused Vera the cook. Everyone agreed—except Lisa, who knew it for a fact. “Did I miss much, girls?” panted Katie the linen lady, bustling in. “Not really—we’re just gossiping about old Bernie,” Gillian grinned. “Oh, then you’re all up to date!” Katie declared. “About what?” everyone clamoured. “Stephens is getting married!” “No way!” “Now that’s a shock!” “More likely the world’s about to freeze over than that!” Hospital staff were agog. “Lisa, don’t tell me you didn’t know,” said the housekeeper slyly. “No, I had no idea!” Lisa replied, surprised. “We talked about a lot, but not hearts and flowers.” “People like him would never let on!” pronounced psychologist Tamara sagely. “Too right,” Lisa thought. “I wonder who the lucky lady is…” “So who is he marrying?” Sarah piped up. “Not sure—apparently it’s a patient,” Katie said as she poured her tea. “Seriously?” Vera exclaimed, while Lisa smiled—she had an inkling. “Well, girls, I think this news deserves something stronger than tea,” Lisa said. “A bottle or two of wine, perhaps?” Cheers! For all they knew, becoming a newlywed might just soften Stephens up a bit. The next day at coffee, Stephens looked the picture of happiness. Lisa didn’t let on that she’d heard—it was obvious he wanted to announce it himself. “You’re looking well, Bernard,” she smiled. “You noticed,” he grinned. “And I’m in a fantastic mood—I’m getting married, Lisa!” “Really?” Lisa feigned surprise. “And who’s the lucky lady?” “Oh, she’s marvellous. The very best in the world for me.” “So—will you tell me who?” “It’s Veronica. You know, the lady you gave me a proper talking-to about. I really liked her, so I decided to act. Got her details from her records, went to see her—ostensibly as follow-up care.” “Well, well, a secret schemer after all,” Lisa laughed. “She’s a wonderful choice.” “I think so, too. And I want you at our wedding. You and your family. Because it’s thanks to you that I found my soulmate. Lisa, you really should have been a diplomat!” “Oh, don’t be silly! Fate would have brought you together regardless.” The wedding was lovely. The groom looked dashing, and the bride radiant—transformed from the anxious patient desperate for her granddaughter’s sake into a stylish, confident woman ten years younger. Veronica’s bob haircut and dark chestnut hair suited her perfectly, and she never tired of thanking Lisa…
The Fairy It was already clear by Year 7 that Lucy Wakefield would one day make a wonderful doctor.
The Further Apart We Are, the Closer I Feel: A Grandmother’s Stand—How Lidia Stopped Being an Unwanted Guest in Her Own Home, Refused Retirement Homes and Matchmaking, and Finally Claimed Her Peace Despite Family Turmoil
The further I look back, the more I cherish it… You know what, my dear grandson! If Im such a burden
From Unlucky Cat to Misadventures with a Chihuahua: How a Rescued Kitten Named Lucky and the Unluckiest Dog in Britain Turned Our House Upside Down—and Taught Us What Real Love Means
The wife was taking the dog to the vet, and a thought had begun to creep into her mind that perhaps shed