Walton Merritt

WITHOUT A HEART… Claudia Weston Returns Home: At 68, She Still Treats Herself to Her Favourite Salon, But a Surprise Visit from a Long-Lost Relative Brings an Emotional Confrontation Over Family, Motherhood, and Secrets Best Left Unspoken

SOULLESS… Claudia Williams came home that afternoon with her hair freshly trimmed and her nails gleaming.

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Became the Housemaid When Alvina announced her wedding plans, her son and daughter-in-law were shocked and didn’t know how to react. “Are you sure you want such a big change at your age?” asked Kate, glancing at her husband. “Mum, why such a drastic decision?” Ruslan fretted. “I get it—you’ve been on your own for years and devoted most of your life to raising me, but marrying now seems foolish.” “You’re young, that’s why you see it that way,” Alvina replied calmly. “I’m sixty-three years old and no one knows how much time is left. I have every right to spend what remains with someone I love.” “Maybe don’t rush into marriage,” Ruslan tried to reason. “You’ve only known this George for a couple of months and you’re ready to change everything.” “At our age, there’s no reason to delay,” Alvina argued. “And what’s there to know? He’s two years older, lives with his daughter and her family in a three-bedroom flat, gets a good pension, and owns a cottage.” “Where are you going to live?” Ruslan was puzzled. “We share a place, but there’s no way to fit another person here.” “Don’t worry, George isn’t after our space. I’ll move in with him,” Alvina explained. “It’s a bigger flat, I get along with his daughter, and everyone’s grown up, so there shouldn’t be conflicts.” Ruslan was anxious but Kate persuaded him to accept his mum’s decision. “Maybe we’re just being selfish?” she reasoned. “Sure, it’s convenient having your mum help us with Kira. But she has a right to her own life. If the chance is there, it’s not for us to stand in the way.” “If they just lived together, that’d be one thing—but why get married?” Ruslan didn’t understand. “I can’t believe I might see Mum in a white dress with wedding games.” “They’re old-fashioned; maybe it’s the way they feel safe and confident,” Kate tried to explain. So Alvina married George, whom she’d met by chance on the street, and soon moved in with him. At first, everything was fine; his family accepted her, George was kind, and Alvina believed she’d finally earned her chance to be happy and simply enjoy each day. But soon new realities emerged. “Could you make a casserole for dinner?” asked Inna. “I’d cook it myself, but work’s been crazy. You have more free time.” Alvina took the hint and soon was in charge of all the cooking, along with shopping, cleaning, laundry—even trips to the cottage. “Now that we’re married, the cottage belongs to both of us,” said George. “My daughter and son-in-law never have time to go and the granddaughter’s still small—we’ll handle it together.” Alvina didn’t mind; being part of a large, close family built on mutual help felt good. Her first husband had been lazy and sly, and left when Ruslan turned ten—twenty years passed without a word. But now everything felt right. The chores weren’t a burden, and the tiredness never led to irritation. “Mum, what kind of gardener are you?” Ruslan voiced his concern. “After those trips, I bet your blood pressure goes haywire. Is it worth it?” “Of course! I enjoy it too,” insisted the retiree. “George and I will grow plenty to share with everyone.” But Ruslan had doubts. In all the months, no one invited them over to meet the family—not even once. Ruslan and Kate had invited George, but he never found the time or energy, so they stopped suggesting it. They came to accept that the new relatives weren’t eager for a close relationship, and just hoped Mum was happy. At first, all was well, and Alvina even enjoyed the busy days. But the demands grew. George, arriving at the cottage, would immediately complain about his back or heart, and his caring wife would settle him down, then tackle the branches, rake leaves, and haul rubbish herself. “Borscht again?” George’s son-in-law, Anthony, grimaced. “We had it yesterday. I was hoping for something different.” “I didn’t have time for anything else, and couldn’t get to the shops,” Alvina apologised. “I spent all day washing curtains and rehanging them, got tired and dizzy, so I lay down for a bit.” “I get it, but I still don’t like borscht,” said the son-in-law, pushing away his bowl. “Tomorrow Alvina will make us a feast,” George interjected. Sure enough, next day, Alvina spent hours in the kitchen; dinner disappeared in half an hour. She cleaned up, then did it all again the next day. But now the daughter and son-in-law complained about everything, and George backed them up and blamed her. “I’m not a young girl anymore—I get tired, and I don’t see why I should do everything myself,” Alvina protested. “You’re my wife. It’s your job to keep order in this house,” George reminded her. “But being your wife should give me rights, not just chores,” she replied in tears. She’d calm down, get back to work, and try to keep the peace. But once, she’d had enough. Inna and her husband were off to visit friends and wanted to leave their daughter with Alvina. “Let the little one stay with Grandpa or go with you, because today I’m visiting my own granddaughter,” Alvina said. “Why should we arrange everything to suit you?” snapped Inna. “You shouldn’t—and I owe you nothing,” Alvina answered. “My granddaughter’s birthday is today, as I told you on Tuesday. Not only did everyone ignore that, but you also want to keep me at home.” “That’s just not on,” George fumed. “Inna had plans, and your granddaughter is too young—she’ll be fine if you wish her happy birthday tomorrow.” “She’ll be fine if we all go now to my children, or you look after your granddaughter until I get back,” Alvina said firmly. “I knew nothing good would come of this marriage,” Inna sniped. “She cooks badly, doesn’t keep things tidy, and only thinks of herself.” “After all I’ve done here over these months, you think that too?” Alvina asked her husband. “Tell me honestly, were you looking for a wife—or a housemaid to indulge everyone’s whims?” “You’re making me out to be the villain here,” George huffed. “Don’t start a row for nothing.” “I asked a simple question and deserve an answer,” she pressed. “If you’re going to talk like that, do as you wish, but in my house, that attitude won’t do,” George said grandly. “In that case, I quit,” said Alvina, packing her things. “Will you take your wayward grandma back?” she lugged her bag and a birthday present. “Got married and came back—don’t ask, just tell me: is there room for me?” “Of course!” cried her son and daughter-in-law. “Your room’s waiting. We’re so glad you’re home.” “Glad just like that?” she needed reassurance. “Why else would we be glad for family?” Kate said. Now Alvina knew for sure—she wasn’t anyone’s servant. Yes, she helped out at home and looked after her granddaughter, but her son and daughter-in-law never took advantage or made outrageous demands. Here, she was simply a mum, grandma, mother-in-law, and family member—not a housemaid. Alvina returned for good, filed for divorce herself, and tried not to think back on what she’d been through.

Became a Maid When Dorothy decided she was going to get married, her son Oliver and his wife Emily were

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“No One Chased Them Away,” We Told Both Sides—”They Simply Didn’t Want to Stay! Let Them Come Over! We’ll Be Glad to See Them”—Or How an English Shepherd Saved a Young Couple’s Peace from Invasive Relatives, Persistent Doorbells, and Endless Family Drama

No one asked them to leave, I would say, whenever Mum or Sandra called to find out what happened.

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“Hello… Is that you, Vasya? – No, this is Olena… – Olena? Who are you? – Excuse me, but who are you? I’m Vasyl’s girlfriend. Is there something you wanted?… Your husband isn’t here, he’s held up at work… My head started spinning, I noticed drops of red on the floor. A sharp pain gripped my stomach—I could barely move… I knew the baby was about to arrive. My husband Vasyl has spent the last five years working abroad—first driving lorries in Germany, then working in renovations in Poland. He left for money’s sake. We have two sons and always wanted to give them the best future. We realised we’d get nowhere if we stayed in England. You know, life there started looking up for my husband. Each month he’d send us food parcels—canned goods, pasta, oil, sweets—and deposit money in my account so I could put it aside and earn some interest. We managed to save enough to buy our elder son a flat. It seemed everything was perfect. But a few months ago, something felt off in my body. I thought it was the menopause, but the signs pointed elsewhere—I gained weight, was constantly sleepy and hungry, and my moods kept swinging. All the online advice screamed ‘pregnant.’ Pregnant at 45? I doubted it, until two bright lines appeared on the test stick. I didn’t want to tell my sons or daughters-in-law about the baby. What for? So they could laugh and call me mad for having a child at my age? I decided to hide the pregnancy—luckily, with winter approaching, big, warm coats disguised my growing belly. I didn’t want to have this baby. Some might say I’ve no faith, but I’m 45, no longer young. I already have sons and grandchildren—I want to devote myself to them, not nappies. Plus, we can’t afford another child—Vasyl would have to go abroad again, but I can’t cope without him. Doctors said it was too late and risky for an operation—I might not survive. So I convinced myself all would be well. Maybe, I thought, Vasyl would be delighted about the new baby. I decided to ring him on Skype and share my news, only turning on the mic, not the camera. “Hello, Vasyl…” “This isn’t Vasyl. It’s Olena.” “Olena? Who are you?” “Excuse me, who are you? I’m Vasyl’s girlfriend. Did you want something? Your husband isn’t here, he’s still at work.” I hung up and burst into tears. Turns out, a man can betray you anywhere, with anyone. I wanted to file for divorce and throw out all his things. But in my heart, I hoped my husband would return when he heard about the baby. He was due home in February for the boys’ birthdays and had arranged time off. I even dreamt we’d walk in the park, Vasyl holding our daughter’s hand and me holding the other. He arrived on Valentine’s Day. I prepared a romantic dinner, lit candles, played music—created a cosy atmosphere. “Vasyl, I’ve got a surprise for you. I’m pregnant. They say it’s a girl.” “You wretch!” my husband shouted. He turned red with rage, flipped the plates onto the floor, pounded on the table. “So while I’m working like a horse, you’re sleeping with other men? Now you want to saddle me with some bastard?” “Vasyl, let me explain…” “Get away, I don’t want to see you!” He shoved me and my stomach struck the table’s edge. I collapsed. Vasyl stormed out, grabbed his bag, and slammed the door. My head spun, I saw red droplets on the floor. My stomach cramped with pain, and I could barely call for an ambulance. The baby was coming. When the paramedics arrived, I was already holding our daughter. She lay quietly in my arms, not crying, fast asleep. “So, Mum, are you coming with us?” “No. Take the baby. I don’t want her.” “What do you mean?” “I said, take her! This child has destroyed my family! Maybe someone will love her, but it won’t be me. Please, just take her away—I don’t want to see her.” With no regrets, I handed the baby to the medic. They checked me over—no tears, a smooth delivery. Once the ambulance left, I cleaned the house, showered, and went to bed. None of my children know I gave my daughter away. Every day I go to church and pray she’ll grow up healthy and find a loving family, because I know I can’t cope. I don’t want the burdens of motherhood again. I only wish for Vasyl to return home, but he’s back in Germany and only speaks to our sons. Call me mad if you want, but I’m choosing my husband over my child. God will judge me.

11 February I picked up the phone, hands trembling, dialling Toms mobile. Hello Tom It isnt Tom.

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Wow, Dad, what a welcome! Why bother with a spa retreat when home is practically ‘all inclusive’? When James handed Eva the keys to his flat, she realised: victory was hers. Not even Leonardo DiCaprio waited for his Oscar like Eva waited for her James—complete with her very own nest. Desperate and thirty-five, Eva found herself throwing sympathetic glances at stray cats and scoping out craft shop windows more often. Then appeared James—single, having spent his youth on his career, healthy eating, the gym, and other nonsense like soul searching, and childless to boot. Eva had been wishing for this since she was twenty, and somewhere up above, they finally understood she wasn’t joking. “My last business trip of the year, and after that I’m all yours,” James said, handing over the treasured keys. “Just don’t be startled by my bachelor’s den—I only come home to sleep,” he added, hurrying off to another time zone for the weekend. Eva grabbed her toothbrush, her face cream, and set off to check out the bachelor pad. The problems started right at the door. James had warned the lock sometimes stuck, but Eva hadn’t thought it was this bad. She spent forty minutes storming the entrance: pushing, pulling, carefully inserting the key—trying every trick her schoolyard mates taught her back in the day. All the noise opened a neighbour’s door. “Why are you trying to break into someone else’s flat?” a concerned woman asked. “I’m not! I’ve got the keys!” snapped Eva, wiping sweat from her brow. “And you are? I’ve never seen you before.” “I’m his girlfriend!” Eva declared, hands on hips, but only a crack in the door met her challenge. “You?” the neighbour replied, surprised. “Yes, me. Is that a problem?” “No, it’s just… well, he’s never had anyone over (which made Eva love James even more). And then suddenly, you…” “What do you mean, ‘you’?” Eva frowned. “None of my business, sorry,” the neighbour said, closing her door. Determined, Eva jammed the key in with all her heart, nearly twisting the whole doorframe. The door finally opened. James’s entire world stood revealed, and Eva’s soul froze. Of course, single men are often a bit ascetic, but this was a true monk’s cell. “Poor thing, you’ve either forgotten or never known true comfort,” Eva whispered, surveying the humble abode she’d now be frequenting. At least the neighbour hadn’t lied—a woman’s touch had never graced these walls, floors, or kitchen. Eva was first. Unable to resist, Eva dashed to the nearest shop for a pretty shower curtain and bathmat, oven mitts, and kitchen towels. Naturally, this led to more purchases… To the curtain and mat joined handmade soap, air fresheners, practical containers for cosmetics. “Adding little touches to his place isn’t overstepping,” Eva assured herself, as a second trolley joined the first. The lock gave up resisting—no longer even functioning properly, like a hockey goalie without his mask. Realising what she’d done, Eva worked until midnight with kitchen knives to remove the old lock, and the next morning dashed out for a replacement. Of course, the knives needed replacing too. Then forks, spoons, a new tablecloth, chopping boards, coasters—soon, curtains were next. At Sunday lunchtime, James rang: the trip was extended by two days. “I’ll be thrilled if you make my flat a bit warmer and cozier,” he said, grinning as Eva confessed to a few liberties with his decor. By then, coziness was arriving by the truckload, all sorted and filed, years’ worth tucked away in Eva finally unleashed. By the time James returned, only a lone spider by the vent remained from the old place. Eva almost chased it off, but seeing its startled eight eyes, decided it was better left as a symbol of respecting another’s property. James’s place now looked like he’d been happily married for eight years, got disillusioned, and found happiness again regardless. Eva hadn’t just taken over the apartment, but made sure everyone in the building knew she was the new lady of the house. The lack of a ring was purely technical. Neighbors were skeptical at first, but then just shrugged: “Whatever you say, it’s your business.” *** On James’s homecoming, Eva prepared a true home-cooked meal, dressed herself in dazzling attire, placed air fresheners at every corner, dimmed the shiny new lights, and began to wait. James was running late. When Eva felt her festive outfit digging painfully into the spots she’d spent months toning at the gym, someone started turning the new lock. “It’s a brand new lock, just push—it’s not locked!” Eva called out, a little embarrassed but with sultry intent. She feared no judgement—she’d done a brilliant job decorating, surely she’d be forgiven anything. Just then, Eva got a text from James: “Where are you? I’m home. The flat looks exactly the same. My mates were sure you’d cover everything in cosmetics.” Truth be told, Eva saw the message much later. At that moment, five complete strangers entered the flat: two young men, two school-aged kids, and an elderly gentleman, who straightened at the sight of Eva and smoothed what hairs he had left. “Blimey, Dad, what a reception! Why that spa, when home’s got all the trimmings?” said one young man, earning a swift slap from his wife for staring. Eva stood in the hallway with two full glasses, rooted to the spot. She wanted to scream, but was paralyzed. Somewhere in the corner, the spider chuckled. “Sorry, who are you?” Eva squeaked. “The owner, love. And you—here for the clinic visit, a dressing change? I said I could manage, you know,” replied the old man, eyeing Eva’s nurse’s uniform. “Err… Adam, your place is really cozy now,” the young wife peered in. “Not like the tomb you had before. And you, dear—what’s your name? Isn’t Adam a bit old for you? Though he’s respectable, has his own place…” “E-E-Eva…” “Well, Adam, must say you pick your people well!” Judging by his twinkle, Adam thought it a fine turn of events. “But where’s James?” Eva whispered, nervously draining both glasses. To be continued “I’m James!” shouted the eight-year-old boy. “Easy, son, not yet,” his mother sent him and the other child out to the car. “S-s-sorry, I seem to have the wrong flat,” Eva managed, recalling the struggle with the lock. “Is this Lilac Avenue, eighteen, flat twenty-six?” “No, it’s Beech Street, eighteen,” Adam replied, rubbing his hands together, ready to unwrap his unexpected gift. “Right,” Eva sighed tragically, “my mistake. Make yourselves at home; I need to make a call.” She grabbed her phone and darted to the bathroom, barricading herself, wrapping up in a towel. There she finally read James’s SMS. “James, I’ll be right there, just popped to the shop,” Eva texted. “No worries, I’ll wait. Grab a bottle of red if you can,” James sent. Eva intended to bring some red, but more in spirit. Tucking the mat and shower curtain under her arm, she waited until the strangers headed for the kitchen, then dashed out. She hastily packed up, and ran from the flat. *** “I’ll explain later,” Eva promised James on arrival, brushing past him in a daze. She went straight to the bathroom to swap the curtain and mat, then crashed on the sofa, sleeping off the stress—and the red—until morning. When she woke, a stranger waited for an explanation. “Excuse me, what’s this address?” “Butterfield, eighteen.”

Blimey, Dad, talk about a welcome party. And why bother with a spa weekend when youve got all-inclusive

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“I Couldn’t Leave Him, Mum,” Whispered Nick – The Story of Fourteen-Year-Old Nick, Misunderstood by All, Who Finds Purpose and Friendship by Saving an Injured Stray Dog Called Rusty

I couldnt leave him, Mum, whispered Michael. Do you understand? I just couldnt. Michael was fourteen

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Circumstances Don’t Just Happen—People Make Them: You Created the Situation That Left a Living Creature Out in the Cold, and Now You Want to Change It When It Suits You Oleg’s Ordinary Winter Evening Turned Into an Unexpected Friendship—How a Stray Dog Called Lada Transformed His Life, and How He Had to Fight to Keep Her When Her Former Owner Came Back

Circumstances dont simply arisethey’re made by people. You created the circumstances in which you

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Max kept his regret for the hasty divorce to himself—wise men turn lovers into special occasions, but he made his into a wife Maxwell Peters’ uplifted mood vanished the moment he parked his car and entered his flat. At home, predictability greeted him: slippers ready for his feet, the appetising smell of dinner, fresh flowers in a vase, and everything spotless. But it didn’t move him; after all, his wife was always home—what else is there for an older English lady to do all day? Bake mince pies, knit socks (alright, he exaggerated about the socks, but the point remained). Marina appeared with her usual smile: “Tired, love? I’ve baked pies—cabbage and apple, just how you like…” She fell silent under Max’s heavy gaze, standing in trousers and her house top, hair tucked under a scarf—the way she always cooked. The professional habit of tidying her hair: she’d spent her life as a cook. Eyes lightly pencilled, a bit of gloss—she was always tidy, but today it struck Max as brash. What’s the point of painting up your old age! He probably shouldn’t have been so blunt, but he blurted: “Makeup at your age is nonsense! Doesn’t suit you.” Marina’s lips trembled, but she said nothing—and didn’t go to lay the table. Just as well. The pies were under the tea towel, the tea was brewed—he’d manage. After his shower and supper, kindness began to seep back into Max, along with memories of the day. Draped in his favourite dressing gown, he settled into his armchair—the one waiting just for him—and pretended to read. What did that new woman at work say to him? “You’re quite an attractive man—and interesting too.” At fifty-six, Max managed the legal department of a major London firm. Reporting to him: a fresh grad and three women over forty. Another woman had gone on maternity: her spot was now filled by Asya. He’d been away for paperwork, so only met her that day. He invited her to his office for a chat and, with her, drifted the scent of delicate perfume and a wave of youthful freshness. Soft features framed by light curls, bright blue eyes meeting his confidently. Juicy lips, a mole on her cheek—was she really thirty? He’d have guessed 25. She was divorced, mother to an eight-year-old son. Oddly—he thought: “Good.” Chatting, he mildly flirted, saying, “Now you’ve got yourself an old boss.” Asya fluttered long lashes and replied with words he kept replaying now. His wife, over the offence, soon appeared by his chair with her ritual chamomile tea. He frowned—“Always picks the worst time!”—but drank, not without pleasure. Suddenly, he wondered: what is the young, pretty Asya doing now? And an old, forgotten feeling stabbed through him: jealousy. *** After work, Asya popped into Tesco for cheese, a baguette, and some kefir for supper. At home she was neutral, no smile, hugging her son Vasily more by routine than tenderness when he ran up. Dad tinkered in the balcony workshop, Mum cooked. Putting her shopping away, Asya announced she had a headache and didn’t want to be disturbed. Really, she felt bleak. Ever since she divorced Vasily’s dad years before, Asya had only struggled fruitlessly to become someone’s “main woman.” All the good ones turned out solidly married and only wanted something easy. The last one she’d dated from work seemed head-over-heels. Two passionate years. He even rented a flat for her (for his convenience, really). But when things got serious, he insisted not just on breaking up, but that she must immediately quit her job. He even found her a new position. Now Asya was back living with her parents and son. Mum pitied her, Dad said that at least the boy should grow up with a mother—not just grandparents. *** Marina, Max’s wife, long suspected he was struggling with a mid-life crisis. He had everything, but something vital was missing. She feared to imagine what “vital” could mean for him. She tried to soften things—making his favourite food, staying pretty, not pushing for deep conversation (though she dearly missed it). She distracted herself with their grandson, the garden, but Max was always glum, brooding. So, perhaps because they both craved change in their lives, Max and Asya’s affair flared instantly. Two weeks after she started, he asked her for lunch—then gave her a lift home from work. He touched her hand; she turned to him with a glowing face. “I don’t want to say goodbye. Shall we go to my country cottage?” Max said huskily. Asya nodded, and the car sped off. Fridays, Max finished work an hour early, but only at 9pm, the worried wife got a text: “We’ll talk tomorrow.” Max had no idea how accurately he’d described the future—“talking” was pointless now. Marina understood: after 32 years of marriage, one can’t burn with passion forever. But he was so much a part of her that losing him meant losing herself. Let him scowl, grumble, and act up, so long as he stayed—right there, in his favourite armchair, having dinner, breathing beside her. Desperate for words to save her life (really, just her life), Marina didn’t sleep till morning. Out of despair, she fetched the wedding album: young, so beautiful, so much ahead! Many had wished to call her their own. Her husband should remember this. She hoped he’d see those fragments of their old happiness and realise—some things cannot be thrown away. But he came back only on Sunday, and she saw: it was over. Before her, a different Max. He was charged with adrenaline; awkwardness and shame were gone. Unlike her, fearing change, he craved and embraced it. Even planned it. He spoke in a tone that brooked no dissent. From now on, Marina should consider herself free. He’d file for divorce tomorrow. Himself. The son’s family was to move in with her—according to the law: the double-bedroom flat belonged to Max, inherited. Family games. The move into a three-bedroom with Mum wouldn’t worsen conditions for the young family—and she’d have someone to fuss over. The car: of course, his. As for the cottage—he’d keep rights to use it. Marina knew she seemed pathetic and unattractive, but she couldn’t hold back tears. They caught in her throat, making speech garbled. She begged him to stop, look back, think of his health, at least… That last bit infuriated him. He approached, whispered, almost shouting: “Don’t drag me into your old age!” *** It would be foolish to claim Asya loved Maxim—she accepted his proposal on their very first night together at the cottage. Being a wife was appealing; she also found great comfort in showing her ex-lover, who’d rejected her, that she’d moved on. She was tired of living in her parents’ flat with Dad’s strict ways. She wanted stability. Maxim could give her that. Not a bad deal, really. Despite nearing sixty, he didn’t look like a grandad—fit, sharp, still a department head. Intelligent, pleasant, even considerate in bed. She liked that there were no rented flats, no cash struggles, no theft. All pluses? Well, she had doubts over his age. After a year together, disappointment grew. She still felt young, craved excitement—frequent, not once a year and dignified. She loved concerts, dreamed of waterparks, sunbathing in bold swimsuits, meetups with friends. Her youth and energy meant juggling all that with housework and family was easy. Even her son, now living with her, didn’t slow her down. But Max was clearly flagging. At work, the expert legal manager handled endless tasks briskly; at home, she got a tired man who mostly wanted quiet and respect for his habits. Guests, theatre, beach—allowed, but only in small doses. He was open to intimacy, but then straight to sleep—even at 9pm. Plus, she had to account for his sensitive stomach—no fried food, sausages, supermarket ready meals. The ex-wife had spoiled him. He even felt nostalgic at times for her steamed meals. Asya cooked to suit her son, couldn’t understand why pork cutlets made his side ache. She couldn’t memorise his tablets list either—surely a grown man could sort his own meds. Gradually, part of her life happened without him. She took her son as a companion, choosing activities to suit him, teamed up with friends. Oddly, her husband’s age spurred her to live faster. They didn’t work together anymore—the directors found it unseemly, and Asya switched to a notary office. She felt relieved not to spend all day with her husband—he was starting to remind her of her father. Respect—that’s what Asya felt for Maxim. Was that too little or just enough for two people to be happy? Max’s sixtieth loomed, and Asya craved a lavish celebration. But her husband booked a table in a familiar, modest restaurant, one he’d visited often. He seemed bored, but that’s normal at his age, she thought. Colleagues toasted the birthday boy. Old family friends from the Marina years—it was awkward to invite them; family was far away, and they hadn’t understood his marriage to a much younger woman. His own son had cut him off. But doesn’t a father have the right to live his life as he chooses? Honestly, when marrying, he’d thought “choosing” would look rather different. That first year with Asya was a honeymoon. He enjoyed being in public with her, encouraging her to spend (not too much), keep up with friends, do fitness classes. He coped with concerts, wild movies, made Asya and her son co-owners of his flat. Later, he even gave her his half of the cottage, previously shared with Marina. Meanwhile, Asya, behind his back, persuaded Marina to sell her half, threatening to offload it to unsavoury buyers. Buying it (of course with Max’s money), she registered the place solely to herself. Her rationale: the river, the woodland—perfect for children. Now, for summer, Asya’s parents and her son moved in at the cottage. In fairness, this worked well: Max was not fond of the boy, who was noisy and lively. He’d married for love, not to raise another’s offspring. The old family took offence. After getting the money, they sold their own three-bed and went separate ways—his son’s family found a two-bed, Marina downsized to a studio. Max didn’t care how they lived. Family games. *** Now, Max’s sixtieth: so many wished him health, happiness, love. But he was missing the spark. Each year brought that familiar discontent. He loved his young wife, sure. But couldn’t keep pace with her, that was it. And to “press down”, to rule her, didn’t work. She’d smile and live in her own way. Never crossed a line—he could feel it, but it frustrated him. If only he could transplant his ex-wife’s soul into Asya! Someone who’d bring him chamomile tea, tuck him in if he dozed off. Max would love slow walks in the park together, late-night kitchen chats—but Asya couldn’t bear his long stories, and seemed to be bored in bed now. He grew anxious, which didn’t help. Max kept inside his regret at rushing the divorce. Wise men turn lovers into rare treats; he’d made his into a wife. Asya, with her temperament, maybe ten more years would stay the playful filly. But even at forty, she’d still be much younger than him. That gulf would only widen. If he was lucky, perhaps life would end quickly—but if not? Such “un-festive” thoughts pounded, making his heart race. He scanned for Asya—there she was, dancing, radiant. Happy, though, of course—it’s wonderful to wake with her beside him. Gift baskets. Seizing the moment, he slipped out of the restaurant, longing for air, to shake off the gloom. But colleagues flocked over. Uncertain how to deal with the growing pain inside, he bolted for the waiting taxi and urged the driver to hurry. He’d decide the destination later. He yearned for somewhere he was truly appreciated—where arriving meant someone was waiting just for him. Where his time was cherished, he could relax, never feel old or weak or foolish. He rang his son, pleading for his ex-wife’s new address. Receiving a bit of well-earned scorn, he insisted—this was a matter of life and death. He let slip it was his birthday, after all. His son softened slightly and said his mum might not be alone. No boyfriend—just a friend. “Mum said they went to school together. The surname’s—something funny, Bulkovich?” “Bulkevich,” Max corrected, jealousy flaring. Yes, he’d fancied her once—many did. She was beautiful, bold. She’d planned to marry Bulkevich, but Max stole her away. Long ago, but yesterday enough to feel more real than life with Asya. His son asked, “Why do you want it, Dad?” The word “Dad” startled Max, and he realised how much he missed them all. So he answered honestly: “I don’t know, son.” Son gave him the new address. The driver stopped. Max got out—he didn’t want to speak with Marina in front of witnesses. He checked the time: nearly nine—she was an owl, who also was his lark. He buzzed at the door. But the answer was a muffled male voice—not his ex-wife’s. She was busy. “What’s wrong with her? Is she okay?” Max inquired, nervous. The voice demanded his name. “I’m her husband—even now! You must be Mr Bulkewich!” Max snapped. “‘Mr’? You’re her ex-husband, so you have no rights to bother Marina,” came the reply. Didn’t bother explaining: the friend was just taking a bath. “What, old flames never rust?” Max asked, gearing up for a long spat with Bulkewich. But he only replied, “No, they turn to silver.” Max never got through that door…

Martin harboured a regret so large it was threatening to burst out of him: he’d rushed into divorce.

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031

— Dad, please meet my future wife—and your daughter-in-law—Barbara! Boris beamed with happiness. — Who?! — Professor Roman Philipson, Doctor of Science, asked in surprise. — If this is a joke, it’s not very funny! He eyed the “daughter-in-law’s” rough fingers with distaste, especially her nails. It seemed to him this girl had never heard of soap and water—how else to explain that ingrained dirt under her nails? “My God! How lucky my Lara didn’t live to see this disgrace. We tried so hard to teach Boris the best manners,” raced through his mind. — I’m not joking! — Boris declared defiantly. — Barbara will be staying with us, and in three months we’re getting married. If you won’t participate in your son’s wedding, I’ll manage without you! — Hello! — smiled Barbara, striding confidently to the kitchen. — Here are pies, raspberry jam, dried mushrooms… — she listed foods pulled from a well-worn tote. Roman Philipson clutched his heart as Barbara ruined his pristine, hand-embroidered tablecloth with spilled jam. — Boris! Come to your senses! If you’re doing this just to spite me—it’s not worth it… It’s too cruel! What backwater did you bring this uncouth girl from? I won’t let her live under my roof! — the professor cried in despair. — I love Barbara. My wife has every right to live in my home! — Boris smirked mockingly. Roman Philipson knew his son was tormenting him. Not wishing to argue further, he silently retreated to his room. Relations with his son had changed drastically since his wife’s death. Boris had become unruly, dropped out of university, spoke rudely to his father, and led a wild, reckless life. Roman Philipson hoped his son would change—become thoughtful and kind once more. But each day Boris grew farther apart. And now, Boris had brought this village girl home, knowing full well his father would never approve… Soon Boris and Barbara were married. Roman Philipson refused to attend the wedding and accept the unwelcome daughter-in-law. He was bitter that the place of Lara—the perfect homemaker, wife, and mother—was now filled by this uneducated girl who struggled to string two sentences together. Barbara seemed oblivious to her father-in-law’s dislike, trying to please him—but only making matters worse. He saw no good in her, only poor manners and ignorance… After his stint as the model husband, Boris resumed drinking and partying. His father often overheard their quarrels, secretly pleased—hoping Barbara would leave the house for good. One day, Barbara burst in crying. — Roman Philipson! Boris wants a divorce, and he’s throwing me out in the street. Plus, I’m expecting a child! — Why out on the street? You’re not homeless.… Go back to wherever you came from. Being pregnant doesn’t entitle you to stay here after a divorce. Sorry, but I won’t interfere in your relationship, — the man said, inwardly rejoicing that he’d finally be rid of the annoying daughter-in-law. Barbara packed in despair, unable to understand why her father-in-law hated her from the start, or why Boris had treated her like a pet then cast her out. So what if she was just a village girl? She had a heart and feelings too… *** Eight years passed… Roman Philipson was living in a nursing home. In recent years, the elderly man had grown frail, and Boris had quickly took the opportunity to send him away—relieving himself of any further trouble. Resigned, the old man accepted his fate, knowing there was no other way. He’d taught thousands of students love, respect, and care. He still received letters of thanks from former pupils. But he’d failed to raise his own son to be a decent person… — Roman, you have guests, — his roommate said, returning from a walk. — Who? Boris? — the old man blurted out, though deep down he knew it was impossible; his son would never visit—his bitterness toward his father ran deep… — Don’t know. The nurse told me to come get you. What are you sitting there for? Run along! — his roommate smiled. Roman took his cane and slowly made his way out of the small, stuffy room. Descending the stairs, he saw her from afar—and instantly recognised her, though it had been years since their last meeting. — Hello, Barbara, — he said softly, head bowed. Perhaps he still felt guilt over not defending that sincere, simple girl all those years ago… — Roman Philipson?! — the rosy-cheeked woman was startled. — You’ve changed so much… Are you ill? — A little…, — he smiled sadly. — How did you find me? — Boris told me. You know, he refuses to speak to his son. But the boy keeps asking to visit his dad—and his granddad… Ivan’s not to blame that you won’t acknowledge him. He desperately needs family. It’s just the two of us…, — Barbara said with a trembling voice. — Sorry, maybe I shouldn’t have disturbed you. — Wait! — the old man pleaded. — How old is Ivan now? I remember your last photo—he was only three. — He’s just at the entrance. Shall I call him? — Barbara asked, hesitantly. — Of course, dear, bring him in! — Roman Philipson brightened. In came a ginger-haired boy—Boris’s spitting image in miniature. Ivan hesitantly approached the grandfather he’d never met. — Hello, sonny! You’ve grown so much…, — the old man teared up, embracing his grandson. They talked for ages, strolling through the autumn park beside the nursing home. Barbara spoke of her tough life—about losing her mother young and raising her son and farm alone. — Forgive me, Barbara. I owe you a great apology. For all my learning and education, it’s only now I understand—people should be valued not for wit and manners, but for their sincerity and kindness, — the old man said. — Roman Philipson, we’d like to make a suggestion, — Barbara smiled, nervous and stammering. — Come live with us! You’re alone, and so are we… It’s so important to have family close by. — Granddad, come on! We can go fishing together and hunt mushrooms in the forest… Our village is beautiful, and there’s plenty of room at home! — Ivan pleaded, not letting go of his grandfather’s hand. — Alright! — Roman Philipson smiled. — I missed my chance with Boris, but maybe I can give you what I couldn’t give your father. Besides, I’ve never been to the countryside—maybe I’ll like it! — You’ll love it! — Ivan laughed.

Dad, let me introduce you to my future wife, and your daughter-in-law, Harriet! beamed Boris, positively

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The Heart of a Cat Beat Faintly in His Chest, Thoughts Scattered and Soul Ached: What Could Happen for His Owner to Give Him Away to Strangers and Abandon Him? When Olesya Was Given a Pure Black British Cat at Her Housewarming, She Was Stunned for Several Minutes… Her Modest, Previously-Owned One-Bedroom Flat, Bought with Hard-Scraped Savings, Was Barely Furnished. Other Problems Demanded Her Attention. And Then, Out of the Blue, a Kitten. Astounded, She Looked into the Little One’s Amber Eyes, Sighed, Smiled, and Asked the Gift-Giver: “Is it a tomcat or a queen?” “A tomcat!” “All right then, Tomcat, you’ll be called Whiskers,” she said to the kitten. He opened his tiny mouth and meekly squeaked, “Meow…” ***** It Turned Out British Shorthairs Were Quite Comfortable Company. Three Years Later, Lesley and Whiskers Lived in Harmony, and Through Shared Life She Discovered His Touching Soul and Big Heart. He Joyfully Greeted Her After Work, Warmed Her As She Slept, Watched Movies Snuggled by Her Side, and Trailed After Her as She Tidied Up. Life with a Cat Became Much Brighter. It’s Comforting to Know Someone Waits at Home for You—Someone to Laugh or Cry With and, Most Importantly, Understands You Instantly. It Seemed Like Life Couldn’t be Better, but… Recently Lesley Began Noticing Pain in Her Right Side. First, She Thought She Pulled a Muscle or Blamed Rich Food. But When Pain Worsened, She Went to the Doctor. After Hearing the Diagnosis and What Lay Ahead, Lesley Cried All Evening Into Her Pillow. Whiskers, Sensing Her Mood, Quietly Snuggled Close and Tried to Comfort Her with Musical Purring. Unaware, Calmed by Whiskers’ Purrs, Lesley Fell Asleep. In the Morning, Having Accepted Her Fate, She Decided Not to Tell Family, Sparing Herself Sympathy and Awkward Attempts to Help. She Still Clung to a Ray of Hope that Doctors Could Treat Her Illness. They Offered a Course of Treatment that Might Improve Her Condition. But There Was the Question of Where to Place Her Cat. Deep Down, Fearing Her Illness Might End Tragically, She Decided to Find Whiskers a New Home with Good Owners. She Made an Online Post Offering Her Pedigree Cat to a Loving Home. When the First Caller Asked Why She Was Parting with an Adult Pet, Lesley, Without Really Knowing Why, Said She Was Expecting and Had Developed an Allergy to Cat Hair During Pregnancy. Three Days Later, Whiskers, in His Carrier with All His Belongings, Left for His New Owners, and Lesley Was Admitted to Hospital… Two Days Later, She Called the New Owners to Ask About Whiskers, and Apologetically They Told Her the Cat Had Escaped That Very Night and Couldn’t Be Found. Her First Instinct Was to Flee the Hospital and Search. She Even Pleaded with the Duty Nurse, Who Sternly Sent Her Back to Her Bed. Her Roommate Noticed Lesley’s Distress and Asked What Had Happened. Lesley, Sobbing Bitterly, Told Her Everything. “Don’t Grieve Yet, Dear,” said the thin elderly woman. “Tomorrow, a specialist from London is meant to visit. I also have a bad diagnosis, my son—he’s a businessman—wanted to move me to another clinic, but I refused. He managed to arrange for the specialist here. I’ll ask if she’ll see you too; maybe things aren’t so hopeless,” she comforted Lesley, gently rubbing her shoulder. **** Emerging from the Carrier, Whiskers Realized He Was in a Strange House. Someone Unknown Reached to Stroke Him… The Cat’s Nerves Snapped—he Gave a Fierce Swipe and Bolted into a Dark Corner. “Paul, don’t approach him yet, let him settle,” Whiskers Heard a Soft Female Voice, But It Wasn’t His Owner’s Voice. The Cat’s Heart Beat Faintly in His Chest, Thoughts Scattered, Soul Ached. What Could Have Occurred for His Owner to Give Him Away to Strangers, Why Had She Abandoned Him? His Amber Eyes Scanned the Room in Panic. Then He Spotted an Open Window. With a Black Flash He Darted Across the Room and Leapt Outside! Luckily, It Was Just the Second Floor—and a Well-Kept Lawn Beneath. From There, Whiskers Began His Journey Home… ***** The Specialist Appeared Before Lesley as a Pleasant Woman Just Past Forty. She Introduced Herself as Dr. Mary Palmer, Carefully Studied Lesley’s Medical File, and Asked Her to Lie on the Couch, Turn to Her Left Side. She Probed and Tapped for Some Time, Asked Where It Hurt and What Kind of Pain. Then She Checked the File Again and Repeated Tests on Medical Equipment. Lesley Expected Nothing Good. She Returned to Her Bed, Where Her Neighbor Already Lay. “So, what did they say, dear?” the woman asked. “Nothing yet, said they’d come to the ward again.” “I see. Well for me, they confirmed the diagnosis,” she said sadly. “I’m very sorry, and thank you for everything,” Lesley replied, not sure how to comfort someone who knew she didn’t have long. Half an Hour Later, Dr. Palmer Entered the Ward with Other Doctors. “Well, Lesley, I Have Good News for You. Your Illness Is Treatable—I’ve Prescribed Your Course. Stay Two Weeks, Complete Treatment, and You’ll Be Healthy,” She Told Her With a Smile. Once the Doctors Left, Her Neighbor Spoke: “That’s wonderful. I’m glad I could do one more good deed before I go. Be happy, darling,” she added. ***** There Was No Guiding Star for Whiskers—and He Wouldn’t Have Known of One. The Cat Simply Headed Home, Driven by His Feline Inspiration. The Road Through Thorns to the Stars Was Full of Dangerous Adventures and Silly Mishaps. Unfamiliar with the Streets, The Noble Brit Quickly Became a Fierce Predator, His Instincts Sharpened. Avoiding Busy Roads and Noisy Streets, Whiskers Sneaked, Sprinted, and Flew Over the Ground (or so it felt while fleeing dogs), Scampered Up Trees, and Doggedly Pressed On… In One Quiet Yard, Fleeing the Nearby Road’s Roar, He Came Face-to-Face with an Experienced Alley Cat. That Cat Didn’t Waste Time Inspecting Whiskers and Instantly Recognized Him as an Outsider. With a Loud Meow, the Alley Cat Attacked, and Whiskers—transforming from a Stately Aristocrat to a Furious Bandit—Didn’t Back Down. The Scuffle Was Brief; The Local Feline Boss Retreated in Shame to the Bushes, Leaving Behind a Slightly Torn Ear as a Souvenir. What Else Could the Cat Do? The Alley Cat Was Showing Off, Trying to Prove He Was Boss, but Whiskers Was Headed Home and Nothing Would Stop Him. The Journey Continued. Summoning Memories of His Wild Ancestors, Whiskers Learned to Sleep in Tree Forks. Oh God, How Embarrassing, but Whiskers Learned to Eat Out of Bins and Steal Food from Other Alley Cats, Thanks to Sympathetic Locals. Once, He Ran Into a Pack of Stray Dogs. They Chased Him Up a Fragile Tree, Barking, Jumping, and Scraping the Trunk. People Gathered, Driven by the Noise, and Chased the Dogs Away. One Woman Decided to Adopt Whiskers, Tempting Him with a Piece of Delicious Sausage. Hunger and Fear Clouded the Brit’s Judgement, So He Let Her Pet Him and Carry Him Inside. However… After Resting and Eating in Warmth and Safety, Whiskers Remembered His Mission, Bolted Out After the Woman and Slipped Into the Lobby as the Door Opened, Continuing His Trek Home… ***** Discharged from Hospital, Lesley Went Home. She Couldn’t Stop Thinking of the Woman Who Wished Her Happiness. Of Course, She Was Thrilled Her Diagnosis Wasn’t Confirmed and She Was Well. But Her Heart Ached for Whiskers. She Couldn’t Imagine Returning to A Lonely Flat With No One To Greet Her. No Sooner Had She Crossed the Threshold than She Phoned Those Who’d Adopted Whiskers, Asking For Their Address. Arriving, Lesley Learned How Whiskers Had Escaped, and Decided to Trace His Steps. She Was Told It Was Impossible, That Two Weeks Had Passed, That No House Cat Could Survive on the Streets—But She Didn’t Want to Believe It. Lesley Walked Through Every Yard, Checked Nearby Parks and Garages. She Tried to Think Like a Cat Who’d Never Been Outdoors. She Called Out for Whiskers, Peering Into the Darkness Beneath Basement Windows. Nearing Her Own Building, She Realized The Cat Had Disappeared Without Trace. It Was Unreal That He, Unfamiliar With The City, Could Reach This Far, Where She Had Walked For Two Hours With Many Delays. She Entered Her Courtyard with a Heavy Heart, Eyes Filling With Tears, Soul Burdened and Sore. Through Her Blurry Vision, She Saw, Across the Pavement, a Black Cat Limping Her Way. “A Black Cat” Flared in Her Mind. Lesley Stopped and, Staring Hard, Understood. She Broke into a Run, Shouting: “Whiskers!” But the Cat Didn’t Rush to Her—He Simply Had No Strength Left. He Sat Down, Squinting with Joy, and Quietly Squeaked, “I made it!”

The heart of the cat thudded quietly in his chest, thoughts scattered, soul aching. What could have happened