Walton Merritt

Natasha’s World Turned Upside Down: Abandoned by Her Husband After Her Father’s Death, Out of Work and Alone With a Young Son, She Struggles to Find Hope—Then Unexpected Love and a Child’s Illness Test the Limits of Her Strength

Harriet couldnt quite grasp what was happening to her. Her husbandher own, her one and only, whom shed

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The Pancake Pan According to every clock, Galina was late for work—threatening another fine and an awkward talk with her ever-punctual boss—and all because of the usual morning chaos. Her second-grader, Jack, refused to eat his porridge, whining about a sore throat. With her reading glasses on, Galina checked for any hint of redness—none, as expected—so she threatened her inventive son with a scolding and helped him shoulder his backpack. Meanwhile, her older boy, Billy, dashed from room to room searching for his homework diary, sending Galina’s head spinning with his commotion. Shouting at the scatterbrain, she grabbed her little fibber by the hand and hustled him to the front stoop. But getting into the car was delayed yet again, as her husband was still washing it. When they finally set off, the never-ending traffic jam dashed Galina’s hopes of arriving on time. Rushing up to her job at the train ticket office, Galina nearly slipped on the slick pavement, but was saved from a nasty fall by clutching a gigantic suitcase—miraculously keeping her balance. Flustered but in one piece, she rolled the suitcase over to its elderly owner and hurried inside. Relieved to learn from colleagues that the boss hadn’t arrived yet, she gulped down a glass of water and got to work. Within half an hour, the busy rhythm of the office eclipsed her frazzled morning. On her lunch break, Galina gazed out at the platform—the image of that old lady with the huge suitcase drew her eyes. Something forlorn lingered about the woman her eyes spoke of despair, resignation, and indifference. The ticket she clutched trembled in the wind, ready to break free like a dried leaf, but the faded blue eyes seemed not to notice. She sat frozen, unmoved by cold winds and drizzle. “How long has she been sitting there?” Galina asked her co-worker. “They say this is the second day,” the woman replied. “Where’s she going?” “To York.” “But there are trains to York every day. Why hasn’t she left?” Galina poured tea into a cup, grabbed a piece of homemade tart, and went out to the lonely passenger. “You probably remember me—your suitcase saved me this morning. May I sit with you? Where are you headed?” “To York,” the woman answered dully, sipping her tea. Galina peered at her ticket. “But your train left two days ago… Why didn’t you go?” Adjusting her old-fashioned felt hat, the lady croaked, “Looks like I’m a nuisance here, too. Don’t worry; I’ll move.” “No, please, stay here. It’s just so cold… Are you sure you’re alright?” “Honestly, I don’t feel anything anymore. As if everything inside has numbed…” She took out an embroidered handkerchief and dabbed at her eyes. “It’s the usual story—things didn’t work out with my son or rather, with his new bride. Beautiful but selfish. My son’s blinded by love, and sees my concerns as nagging. He bought me a ticket to my sister’s in York, packed my bags, dropped me at the station. Poor lad didn’t know my sister’s been gone three years, her house sold. I couldn’t bring myself to tell him… So, here I am, waiting… for something—perhaps for shame to kill me, or maybe the paramedics to take me to a care home. Thank you for the food, dear. Only now do I realise how hungry I was.” “Dear…” The word ripped Galina back to her own orphaned childhood, to memories of envying adopted children, knowing she’d always been overlooked. But now, the grateful word seeped warmth into her, softening her heart as no other kindness could. She touched the lady’s arm. “Please, wait for me until my shift ends. Come home with us—for tonight, at least. Our house is big. There’s room for everyone. If you don’t like it, we’ll bring you back here. Deal?” Galina looked into the woman’s weathered face and saw tears glinting in grateful eyes. They introduced themselves in the car: “I’m Galina, my husband’s Tom, my boys—Billy and Jack. What should we call you?” “Call me Granny May,” the old woman replied, warming up in the car. The next morning, on her day off, Galina woke to the delicious aromas wafting from the kitchen. Throwing on her dressing gown, she stepped out onto the porch. There, a towering plate of lacy pancakes greeted her; Granny May hovered over the skillet, expertly flipping pancakes and dishing them out to the delighted boys. “Don’t be cross, dear,” Granny May said, “I found a pan in the cupboard perfect for pancakes, so I thought I’d pitch in. Come sit—try my cooking.” After breakfast, the whole family raked leaves and roasted potatoes in a smoky bonfire. Galina marvelled at Granny May’s tireless energy: she glowed as she worked, humming a tune none of them knew. “Don’t be surprised by my stamina, dear. I’m tough—earned the nickname May-the-Mare in the war for carrying wounded lads to safety. Brought up my son alone after my husband died, made do, got him on his feet…” May drifted off in thought, before grabbing a rake and singing as she tidied the garden. Monday morning, the daily scramble resumed. As Galina and her boys dashed out, they spotted May dressed with her suitcase. “Thank you, dear—I’ve had my stay. Time for me to go…” “Granny May, didn’t you like it here?” “I did… But who needs a stranger in their home?” “Please stay! Who else could make pancakes like those? Please… you’re family now.” Galina hefted the heavy suitcase—now light as a feather—and looped her arm through May’s as they headed back inside. As the family loaded into the car, May called out, “Dearie, pick up another frying pan if you’re shopping—it’s much quicker to make pancakes with two!” She didn’t hear Galina quietly reply, “All right, Mum May…”

Pancake Pan According to all indications, Alice was running late for work, which meant another likely

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Nine Red Roses… The Mother-in-Law’s Brief Visit Drove Him Out—He Claimed He Was Off to the Pub, but Found It Closed for Renovation. Left Wandering the Streets, He Sat on a Bench and Watched an Older Couple—Realising He and His Wife Had Long Since Lost That Tenderness. Memories Stirred, He Bought Her Nine Red Roses for the First Time in Fifteen Years and Returned Home Unsure if She’d Be Cross or Moved—But the Surprise Brought Warmth Back Into Their Home, If Only for a Moment.

Nine Red Roses My mother-in-law came to visit for a few hours today, and I realised rather quickly that

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My Daughter-in-Law Threw Away My Gift, So I Changed My Will: How a Patchwork Quilt Led Me to Rethink My Inheritance and Stand Up for Myself

Where on earth are we supposed to put this, Philip? Weve only just finished the redecoration everything

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An Unexpected Reply Kate Couldn’t Stand Steve. Not Once in Seven Years of Marriage to His Best Mate, Mike—She Hated His Loud Laughter, That Ridiculous Leather Jacket, and the Way He’d Slap Mike’s Back and Shout, “Mate, Let Me Guess, the Missus Wound Up Again!” When Mike Died Suddenly, Kate Hoped She’d Seen the Last of Steve, but He Kept Turning Up—Fixing Things Around the House, Hauling Bags of Groceries, Taking Her Son Timmy to the Park—and She Found Herself Dreading the Silence More Than His Clumsy Kindness, Until, After a Painful Confession and a Promise Made to the Dying Mike, Kate Finally Saw Steve for Himself and Asked Him to Stay—for Now, at Least, as Mike’s Best Mate, Over a Cup of Tea.

An Unexpected Reply Emily never stood Henry. Not for a single one of the seven years shed been married

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Poor Innocent Lamb “Hello, Mum and Dad!” Dasha breezed into the house one weekend. “I’m getting married! Romka proposed, and I said yes right away.” “Goodness, Dasha, our little girl is all grown up!” Lidia exclaimed, glancing at her husband. Stepan sat there, looking solemn and silent, clearly digesting his daughter’s news. “Of course, Mum, what did you expect? I finished college, got a job in the city, and Romka’s working too. We just decided it was time to get married.” Dasha’s parents knew Romka, the city lad who lived with his mother, Maya, in a nearby town. He was polite, calm—an ideal son-in-law, as far as they were concerned. Lidia and Stepan took wedding plans into their own hands—after all, they had their farm in the countryside, and although Romas had saved a little, Stepan insisted, “You save those pennies for a flat, son. We’ll pay for the wedding, and maybe your mum will chip in too.” Romka’s mum, Maya, refused right away: “I haven’t got any money. Raised my son on my own, lived off just my wage. Maybe I can get a little present, that’s all.” Lidia didn’t judge her co-mother-in-law, but she felt uneasy about Maya from the start. The wedding was quiet and simple, celebrated at a modest café in the city. Soon after, Dasha and Romka bought a flat on a mortgage, with Dasha’s parents covering the down payment; Maya couldn’t help, claiming debts galore. Now settled in their own place, Dasha and Romka soon welcomed a baby girl, Masha. Lidia and Stepan sent gifts from every pension, brought milk and vegetables from the farm, and delivered hearty country produce to help their daughter’s new family. Sometimes, Lidia would call up Maya and suggest, “Let’s chip in together for a nice present for the granddaughter—kids need so much these days!” But Maya always had the same teary answer: “Oh, Lida, I have no money—just scraping by here on my own.” For Dasha’s birthday, her parents hauled carrots, meat, and potatoes from the village. Maya gave a measly ten pounds, but Lidia and Stepan added fifty to the pot. Lidia never begrudged anything, but couldn’t shake her resentment that Maya didn’t pull her weight. “Stepan, why are we always bending over backwards for our children, while your precious co-mother does nothing but cry and play helpless? Everyone’s struggling these days, but you have to work, not just moan! Look at her—she’s always well-dressed, manicured, neat as a pin. She claims she’s broke, but somehow finds money for all her beauty treatments.” Stepan surprised her: “Well, good for her, that she takes care of herself. That’s why she looks so good for her age.” The remark made Lidia furious. “Of course she has time! No farm work, no animals, no garden like we have. I’m running myself ragged while she sits pretty in town. Maybe I’ll start spending my days in beauty salons and leave you with the chores!” Stepan never argued, knowing his wife’s character after so many years. Life went on as usual: Lidia juggled the farm, Stepan worked as a driver, and Maya went on looking glamorous. When little Masha turned three and fell ill in nursery, it was agreed: Maya would babysit her granddaughter. “I’m retired anyway—why not?” Maya accepted. At last, Lidia felt some satisfaction. “Thank goodness, she’s doing something for the family.” But soon, Stepan started making more frequent trips to the town centre. “Lid, pack up some sour cream, eggs, potatoes. I’ll bring them to Dasha—need to pick up some bits for work, and I’ll check on Masha too.” Lidia packed the food gladly. “It’s so expensive in the city; at least we can help.” Stepan’s trips got longer and more frequent. At first Lidia thought nothing of it, but then suspicion grew. “Dear God, is my Stepan sweet on Maya? Something’s not right…” She decided to test him. Next time he was packing up for town, Lidia announced, “I’ll come with you, Stepan. Miss my granddaughter, and I need to do some shopping.” He looked rattled, but could only nod. On the drive, his mood soured. When they arrived, Maya answered the door in a loosely tied dressing gown, made up and smiling—until she saw both of them. Her smile vanished. “Oh—come in,” she mumbled, tightening her robe. They played with Masha, exchanged gifts, then when Masha drifted off, Maya offered tea and Lidia watched the glances flying between Stepan and Maya. “So that’s how it is,” thought Lidia. “Right in front of me—they aren’t even hiding it anymore.” When Stepan went out for a cigarette, Lidia seized her chance. “Listen, Maya—stop playing the poor, innocent lamb. I see what you’re doing with Stepan. If you want a husband, find your own. But leave mine alone! If you don’t stop, I’ll come babysit Masha myself and you’ll be out. Stop the flirting—have some shame!” Maya flushed bright red; she’d never guessed the “simple” country wife would catch on so fast. As they left, Lidia added, “Don’t ever mistake me for a silly country bumpkin.” On the way home, Lidia told Stepan exactly how things would be: “You’re not going to the city alone anymore. If I have to, I’ll look after Masha myself. You’ll be left here with the livestock and vegetables. Don’t test me—I mean it.” That evening, Dasha called in uproar: “Mum, why did you upset Maya? She’s been a huge help with Masha, and now you’re jealous of Dad visiting! He’s just seeing his granddaughter.” Lidia seethed. “Dasha, you’re too young to understand, but think about how you’d feel if your husband spent hours at your friend’s flat behind your back. Maya’s old enough to know better. Stop befriending a woman who entertains another woman’s husband so brazenly. And remember, your father and I do everything for you—and most of that is thanks to me. If your mother-in-law won’t help with Masha, I’ll come myself.” “Oh Mum, I’m sorry—I only heard her side; she twisted it all, made out it was your fault.” “No surprise there—I told her straight. She thought I wouldn’t catch on? She nearly fainted at the table.” After that, Stepan kept Lidia in the loop about any trip to the city—often taking her along, unprompted. And together, they found time for themselves, for Masha, and even for Lidia’s own self-care. “A man’s less likely to stray if he’s busy and appreciates his wife,” Lidia mused. “And I deserve to look after myself too—why should Maya have all the fun?” Thank you for reading, subscribing, and your support. Wishing you all the best!

Poor Little Lamb Saturday morning, Rosie burst into the house with that fierce energy she always had.

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Why Did Fate Deal Her Such a Hand? As each year passed, Lucy grew more certain that she never wanted to live like her mother, Barbara—a woman worn down far beyond her years by her perpetually drunk husband, Simon. At seventeen, Lucy chose not to go off to college after finishing school, too afraid to leave her mother alone. She’d long ago have run away, but she couldn’t abandon her mum; their father’s anger was unpredictable, and someone needed to tend to bruises and fetch water after his rages. One evening, Simon stumbled home drunk once again, slumping at the kitchen table. When Barbara placed his soup in front of him, he hurled the bowl across the room, narrowly missing her, and muttered angrily about going fishing the next morning, ordering Lucy along. She hoped he would forget, but before dawn, he woke her, determined to head out to the river. As they left, Barbara pleaded with Simon, warning of an impending storm, and blocked Lucy’s way, terrified for her daughter’s safety. Simon shoved Barbara, knocking over a milk pail and dragging Lucy out into the swirling wind. As they rowed, the sky blackened, waves rose, and Lucy clung to the boat’s edge in fear. Suddenly, Simon lost his balance and tumbled overboard, unable to fight against the current. Lucy tried to help, but the boat capsized, and something struck her head. When she awoke, Lucy found herself in a damp, unfamiliar room, watched over by a bearded man who insisted she was his wife, Valerie, though she remembered nothing. Confused, weakened by injury and illness, she was forced to accept this stranger’s version of her life—and endure his cruelty and demands. Time dragged on in this isolated wooden house—days of chores and nights of dread—until, one cold November day, an old friend from her childhood village spotted her by the river. Startled, he exclaimed, “Lucy? Is that really you?”—and with his help, she escaped back to her mother, who had believed her lost forever. As Lucy slowly recovered her memories, she confided in her family, terrified of her captor’s return. Thanks to the support of a kindly neighbour, Barbara and Lucy fled to a quiet village, where a simple house offered fresh hope. Though the memories would haunt her, especially with her little son Nicholas as a reminder, Lucy found love and the promise of happiness with Gregory, a neighbour who was already dreaming of proposing to her. Why did fate deal her such a cruel card? And yet, against all odds, Lucy found her way back to warmth, safety, and the hope she never thought she’d have.

Why Was This My Fate With each passing year, Lucy became more certain that she never wanted to live as

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I’ve Done My Share — You might as well have sent him to a kennel, like a kitten. Why not? Pay someone and off you go—enjoy your freedom! — Galina Petrovna sneered with toxic sarcasm. Maria, lips pursed in irritation, yanked the zipper on her suitcase. Useless—it stuck, just like her mother-in-law’s broken-record speech every time they planned a holiday. — Mum, stop it, — Maria’s husband, Andrew, tried to settle his mother. — Timmy’s going on holiday too—just to the countryside. Not to strangers, but to my in-laws. Fresh air, a veggie patch, paddling pool, and fresh milk every day. It’s perfect at his age. — That’s not a holiday, it’s exile! — Galina Petrovna clapped her hands in outrage. — The child’s three! At that age, he needs his parents! And what about you? Off to London for museums! Like your son doesn’t need museums or any cultural development? Maria wrestled the suitcase zipper into place, straightened up, and glared at her mother-in-law. — Not right now, he doesn’t, — she replied icily. — What he needs is routine, an afternoon nap, and a potty within reach. Not a nine-hour flight with a layover, jet lag, and city tours. When’s the last time you, Galina Petrovna, took your grandson for a simple walk in the park? — I’ve done my share with my son! — her mother-in-law huffed, nose in the air. — Took him everywhere. And I made it through. You just want things easy for yourselves. It’s about thinking of others, not just yourself. — Exactly! — Maria nearly shouted. — Others! Like everyone on that plane listening to your grandson scream for two hours. Or the tour group trying to hear the guide over “I’m tired, I’m thirsty, I need a wee, my feet hurt, when are we going home?” A holiday with a three-year-old isn’t a holiday, Mrs Petrovna. It’s torture. For Timmy too. Her mother-in-law pressed her lips together and turned away. — I see. Done with the parenting game. Just want to palm him off. Why not just admit you don’t need your son anymore… If you wanted, you could always fit around your child. Maria shut her eyes, counting to a hundred in her head to calm herself. If only Galina Petrovna knew the hell they’d been through on their last trip, maybe she’d mind her tongue. But how would she, when she was hardly involved in her grandson’s life? Maria remembered it all too well. Her left eyelid had twitched for a month after that trip. …It was last summer. Naive as they were, they’d decided to visit friends in the country. Only sixty miles away. Their friends had a daughter, a playground, a huge garden. Sounded promising. But nothing went to plan. The car wouldn’t start—despite their friends marinating barbecue and waiting for them. They had to scramble for train tickets. And the weather betrayed them—a heatwave of 35°C. No working air con in their carriage, windows open but useless. Packed tighter than sardines—no space to breathe. Timmy lasted just ten minutes before whining. Complained about the heat, the boredom. Then tried to run about the train. — Let me go! — he shrieked while Andrew, red from exertion and embarrassment, tried to hold him still. — Timmy, love, you can’t. People are sitting there, — Andrew hissed. — I don’t want to sit! Aaaah! Timmy’s screams drowned out the clattering wheels. People started staring—first with pity, then with annoyance, and soon with outright loathing. A woman in a white blouse scolded them, and in righteous fury, Timmy wielded his juice box. It splashed on Andrew, Maria, and her. The scandal was epic. The woman raged louder than Timmy. Maria, near tears, apologized and tried to offer money. Timmy bellowed because he’d lost his juice. Andrew gritted his teeth. Ninety minutes in hell. By the time they reached the platform, they had no energy left for holidaying at all. Timmy, traumatized, skipped his nap, misbehaved all evening, nearly knocked over the grill. Getting home was a repeat performance. And that was just an hour and a half of travel. Galina Petrovna wanted to drag a child around on city tours for a week? No, thanks. That’s torture for everyone. — You’re just not raising him properly! — his grandmother loved to declare whenever Maria brought up arguments. Except Galina Petrovna was a Sunday-grandparent: a theoretical expert, she’d drop by fortnightly with bananas or chocolates (to which Timmy was allergic—she’d been told a hundred times), dote for twenty minutes, snap a picture “for Facebook,” and leave. — Why does it even matter to you who Timmy stays with? — Maria once asked during a similar row. — It’s not like he’s staying with you. — Well, I’m not obliged, am I? He’s got parents, let them look after him. If you were in hospital or had work, I’d help. But this… You just treat him like an unwanted pet no one wants to take. They tolerated the bickering, but it slowly wore away at them. Galina Petrovna was concrete-certain of her rightness and refused to hear reason. But life is the best teacher. Four years zipped by. Timmy turned seven. Talking in full sentences, off to school, after-school clubs—the works. Galina Petrovna’s life had changed for the gloomier: widowed, her flat grew silent. Perhaps to fill the emptiness, or to prove herself to the world (or especially her in-laws), she decided on a display of unexpected generosity. — Bring the boy to me, — she announced magnanimously. — He’s not a baby anymore, we’ll get along. — Are you sure? — Maria asked cautiously. — Timmy’s active, needs lots of attention. Or at least a computer. — Don’t try to teach your grandmother! — his grandmother snorted. — I raised a son, I can handle this. We’ll read books, play ludo, manage fine without computers. Bring him! With fingers crossed, they packed Timmy off—for two whole weeks! And off they went for a weekend break, feeling that time was short. Maria’s intuition didn’t fail her. Grandma imagined idyll—her neat, brushed grandson poring over an animal encyclopedia while she calmly knitted socks, offering occasional pearls of wisdom. Later, soup, then a dignified stroll, hand-in-hand. That dream shattered within half an hour of their departure. — Gran, I’m bored! — Timmy declared. — Have you got a tablet? — No. Why would I? — Then let’s play zombie apocalypse. You be the zombie, I’ll be the survivor! — What apocalypse? — Galina Petrovna was bewildered. — Timmy, why don’t you draw? Here, I bought a colouring book. — Don’t want to, that’s for babies! — Timmy began circling the sofa. — Let’s play! Please, graaaan! Play with me! Look at me! Look! LOOK! You’re not looking! He didn’t still for a second. Pretended to be a plane, banged saucepan lids, dragged Grandma into his wild games. He cared for neither Chekhov’s stories nor the box of old Lego. He wanted an audience, a playmate, an entertainer in one. Every three minutes: “Gran, why…?”, “Gran, let’s…?”, “Gran, look!” Galina Petrovna, used to a peaceful pace, by lunchtime felt as if she’d unloaded a train carriage full of coal. But that was the easy bit. The real fun began at lunch. Galina Petrovna proudly served beef soup—a treat she’d made just for Timmy. He peered into the bowl like it held garbage, wrinkled his nose. — I’m not eating that. — And why not? — It’s got boiled onion. Don’t like it. — What?! — Gran was indignant. — It’s healthy! Eat up, and stop fussing! — I won’t! — Then what will you eat? — Pasta with cheese. And a sausage—cut into an octopus, please. His gran’s eyebrows shot up. That she couldn’t do. — I’m not a flipping restaurant! — she replied. Timmy shrugged and went off to build a den with chairs, cushions, and the standard lamp. By evening, Gran’s blood pressure was like a rollercoaster. She couldn’t rest—Timmy would leap on her, bouncing and shrieking, “Get up, the enemy’s advancing!” She couldn’t watch the news—he demanded cartoons because “It’s boring!” And cartoons just wound him up more, not less. Meanwhile, Andrew and Maria had a lovely evening—watching the sunset from their cottage veranda, listening to the peaceful crackle of the barbecue. — Listen to that… silence, — Maria sighed contentedly, eyes closed. — Maybe we were too harsh on your mum? Just then, Andrew’s phone rang. — Hello, Mum? — Come home at once! — Galina Petrovna screamed. — Fetch your son this instant! — Mum, what’s happening? Is everything alright? — It’s a nightmare! Your son’s impossible! He’s destroyed half my flat, won’t eat proper food, bounces on me like a kangaroo! My heart’s about to give out! If you’re not here in an hour, I’m calling 999—they can take both of us away! I can’t take it! I’m waiting! She hung up. Maria put her glass down, her wine unfinished, barbecue ungrilled. — Pack up, — Andrew said morosely. — Our break’s over… They drove in silence, bitter and close to tears: she had insisted on this, now she was throwing a tantrum. At the door, Galina Petrovna opened up instantly. She was pale and smelled strongly of heart medicine. She looked fresh out of a warzone. Timmy, however, ran to his parents bright-eyed and beaming. — Thank heavens, — his gran sighed, pushing her grandson out. — Take him. And never ask me again! What have you raised? He’s not a child, he’s a monster! Onions aren’t right, everything’s boring, he has to bounce on poor grandma! — He’s just a child, Mum, — Andrew replied coolly, taking Timmy’s hand. — A normal, energetic kid. We warned you. You said you could handle it. — I thought he was normal! But he… He needs a doctor! — Galina Petrovna clutched her heart. — Go. I need to lie down or I’ll drop dead. …Back in the car, Timmy, settling in, asked: — Mum, when are we visiting Granddad John and Granny Liz again? — Soon, love. We’ll go soon. — That’s good… — he murmured, falling asleep. — Because Granny Gally… she’s weird. Shouts all the time, can’t play, and her food’s nasty. From that night, Galina Petrovna never raised the subject of childcare again nor asked why she wasn’t included in holidays. Now when they went away, she simply wished them a happy trip. Timmy spent every holiday with Maria’s parents—digging worms with Granddad, playing soldier, eating Granny Liz’s soup. No onions—because she knew her grandson’s tastes. Relations with the mother-in-law didn’t exactly improve, but that suited Maria fine. At least no one lectured her on parenting anymore. And Galina Petrovna was left alone with her unassailable rightness—and all those untouched encyclopedias nobody ever needed…

Ive had enough of it, honestly. You might as well just put him in kennels, like a stray kitten!

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Everything Should Be Split Down the Middle: When Your Husband Turns Marriage into a Calculated Account and What Happens When You Take Him at His Word

Everything Should Be Split Evenly Emily, we need to talk about spending. Your spending, to be precise.

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I sacrificed my own happiness to please my family – but in the end, they were the first to turn their backs on me.

I let slip my own happiness, all to please those closest to meand, in the end, they were the first to