As long as you’re alive, it’s never too late. A Story
Well then, Mum, as we agreed, Ill pick you up tomorrow and take you over. Im sure youll really enjoy it there, fretted Bernard, tugging on his coat and pulling the front door quietly behind him.
Agnes slumped onto the sofa, weary. After weeks of persuading, shed finally agreed to go. The neighbours had marvelled with admiration:
That Bernard of yours is so caring. Off he sends you to relax again, not like us, living the simple life.
But doubts had made a little nest in Agness heart. Well, she thought, tomorrow would make it all clear.
The next morning, Bernard arrived early. He gathered up her suitcases in a flash, settled her into his car and off they went.
Shes truly blessed, clucked the neighbours from their bench, Her son got her a housekeeper, now hes packed her off for a break. Not like us, muddling through.
The retirement home sat at the edge of the countryside.
Mum, its practically five stars, Bernard said, eyes shining with hope.
When they arrived, stepping out onto grounds where the benches were lined with people of a certain age, Agnes realised her unease had not been unwarranted.
She kept her composure, as always.
She caught Bernards gaze, but he looked away immediately he must have known shed figured it out.
Mum, theyve got doctors, all sorts of interesting classes, a friendly community. Just try it for three weeks, and if Bernard stammered, unable to meet her eye. She only replied,
Go on then, son. And dont call me Mumsy, just plain Mum, like before, alright?
He nodded with relief, kissed her cheek and left.
Agnes was offered her choice: a room of her own or one to share. She chose to share she didnt want to be left alone with her thoughts.
Welcome, darling, said an elegant lady from the sofa, At last, Im not alone. Im Mary-Louise.
They introduced themselves.
The accommodation truly was five stars Bernard had done her proud. A shared lounge, two bedrooms, each with its own shower and loo.
Mary-Louise turned out to be a well-off, solitary woman of ninety-one.
Im tired, my dear, and wanted to be taken care of. I rent out my three-bedroom flat in the city and live here in this delightful place. The care, the doctors, creative pastimes, nothing to do but enjoy myself. My flats left to my nephew, and he takes me down south when the weathers velvet. But you, dear, how did you end up here? You’re still quite young.
Agnes smirked a little, but the urge to confide won out.
Im not exactly here by choice. My son and his wife have their own place we just couldnt get along.
Ive a big flat, too. As soon as theyd saved enough, they bought their own and moved out. Maybe its for the best Nadine, my daughter-in-law, and I, well, we clashed. At first, living alone was lovely, Agnes paused, but then my health went downhill.
Ah, I see, Mary-Louise replied, removing curlers and arranging her hair before the mirror, Theres a dance tonight, will you come?
No, thank you. Id like an early night, declined Agnes, who retreated to her room and lay down.
It was all fair enough. Her granddaughter, Daisy, studied in another city. Shed return after finishing thered be room to start her own family then.
It was her own fault.
She and Nadine just never meshed. Shed been too quick to meddle, too slow to let Nadine run her own home. Bernard always caught in the middle, Agnes hoping hed side with her, not his wife.
So foolish.
When they moved out, at first, they all got along Bernard, Nadine, and Daisy visited often. But soon, Agnes began feeling dissatisfied again.
Her own fault.
She started to feel forgotten, dreamt up ailments, pretended to be helpless. She thought maybe theyd come more often. But her son saw things differently. Perhaps he worried she and Nadine would clash again. Or maybe his work simply kept him busy.
Agnes realised shed only thought about herself.
Her own fault.
Bernard got her a companion, then another, but Agnes didnt take to any of them. She only wanted attention from her own.
Daisy, her darling granddaughter, had gone away to study. She called often.
Gran, Ill be home soon. Im doing well. How about you?
Im fine, Agnes would say.
Dont fret, Gran, Ill be home soon, Daisys love obvious.
Her own fault.
Shed told Bernard she was getting muddled with her medicines, forgetting things. Shed lied.
Shed hoped, perhaps, hed invite her to live with him.
Clearly, Bernard was frightened thought shed declined a lot. He and Nadine were working anyway whod look after her? So, hed brought her here.
To this gilded five-star retirement retreat.
Agnes stood before the mirror:
An older woman, nearing eighty, so what?
She was still sharp, and her strength hadnt left her just yet.
Her own fault. Perhaps, she reasoned, this was for the best.
She lay back and drifted asleep.
Three weeks passed, feeling like an age for Agnes.
Bernard came on Fridays with little treats, though she had everything she needed there.
It would all feel marvellous if it truly were just a posh holiday. But the thought that this might last forever gnawed at her heart.
Weve had your mum checked. Agnes is in perfect health. Nerves a bit frayed, but then, who isnt? the staff told Bernard on his next visit.
And Agnes saw a flicker in his eyes surprise, relief, even joy. She had always assumed everyone was just waiting for her to go.
Then, quite suddenly, Daisy burst in:
Gran, Dad said youre on holiday? What a peculiar place. Ive finished my degree congratulate me! Coming home soon? Im back now and its not the same without you. Will you come live with me, please?
Agness heart leapt Daisys sincerity unmistakable.
Dad wants to come tomorrow, so get yourself packed, were off home!
Agnes nodded in silence, almost unable to keep back tears.
Mary-Louise, her curlers out and ready for the evening, smoothed her hair with faint envy:
Dear, you really must go home, this place isnt for you, she said, fussing with her hair, Youre a homely soul. She stood and glided with dignity to her own room.
Agnes packed with disbelief, hardly daring to believe she was really leaving this paradise.
Bernard arrived early, smiling as he greeted her:
Mum, was all he said, drawing her into a hug.
In the car sat Daisy and, surprisingly, Nadine. They exchanged a glance, and warmth blossomed in Agness chest:
My fault. I tried to boss them all, never let them live. Why did I do it? Look at them, just wanting to belong. Theyre my family, after all.
Thank you, Agnes whispered, as Bernard opened the car door and she climbed in.
Driving home, Agnes felt awash with joy and gratitude.
Everything would be different now. She believed in happiness once again.
Because it is never too late to simply live, to be happy, and to make others happy too.












