Antonia Peterson walked through the rain, sobbing quietly. Tears streamed down her cheeks, blending with the cold drops.
“At least its raining,” she thought bitterly. “Nobody can see Im crying.”
Her mind whirled. “I brought this on myselfshowing up unannounced, at the wrong time. An unwelcome visitor.”
She wept. Then, suddenly, she laughed, thinking of that old joke: the son-in-law saying, “So, Mum, wont you even have a cup of tea?”
And now, she found herself in that very positionthe unwelcome Mum.
She was crying, then laughing, then back to tears again.
When she arrived home, she peeled off her soggy clothes, wrapped herself in a thick tartan blanket, and sobbed openly. There was no one, absolutely no one, to hear her but her goldfish gliding in circles in its bowl.
Antonia Peterson was attractive and had always drawn the eye of men. But things hadnt worked out with the father of her son, Nicholas. His drinking had started out manageablehed drink, then go to sleep. But soon, he became possessive and irrationally jealousof strangers who asked the time, the butcher at the shop, the old man with a stick, even the neighbour next door.
One day when Antonia smiled politely at that neighbour, her husband lost his mind.
He beat her. Methodically, brutally. He aimed blows where she would hurt most, all in front of young Nicholas.
Nicholas later described everything vividly to his grandparents. Antonias mother had broken down in tears.
“Is this what I raised my daughter forto be battered by some drunken brute?”
Her father hadnt said a word, just got up and left. He grabbed the son-in-lawwho was soon just an exand flung him down the block of flats from the fourth floor. The man broke his arm in the fall.
Her father shook his fist and warned him: “If I so much as see you near my daughter again, Ill finish you. Id go to jail, but you wont ruin my Tonis life.”
Her husband vanished forever after that. Antonia never remarried. She had her son to raise, after allwho knew what another husband might be like?
Plenty of men attempted to woo her, but she couldnt. Shed had enough after Nicholas father.
Antonia never struggled financially. She had a good job as a catering manager at a cosy little restaurant. She made ends meet easily.
She saved up gradually for a flat. When she finally had the money together, Nicholas was ready to get married. His fiancéeAnna, with a lovely surnamewas a wonderful girl.
So Antonia moved out of her little old flat, gave the young couple a brand new two-bedroom place, and paid for their wedding, too.
Now, she was saving up for a car for themhow much longer could they drive that battered old Ford, after all?
She had no habit of forcing herself upon her children. She wouldnt have dropped in today, but she happened to be passing by their place just as the heavens opened. She hadnt even brought an umbrella, not that it would have helped in that torrential downpour.
She thought shed pop in for shelter, perhaps share a cup of tea and some friendly gossip with Anna.
But when Anna answered the door, her face was cold and surprised. She didnt offer to let Antonia in; she just stood in the hallway, arms folded, and said crisply, “Did you want something, Mrs Peterson?”
Antonia was flustered, stumbling for her words:
“Just well, the rain”
“The rains stopped! Youre not far, youll get home fine,” Anna said, glancing at the window and cutting the conversation short.
“Oh, yes, of course,” Antonia muttered, meekly, and slunk back into the rain with tear-stained cheeks.
She cried and cried. Later, she fell into a restless sleep.
In her dream, her goldfish grew huge and started mouthing words silently, yet Antonia understood perfectly.
“Crying, are you? Silly woman! They couldnt even offer you tea when you were soaked in the rain. And who are you saving money fora car for them? Will you spend your whole life sacrificing for them? Just for them! Look at yourselfyoure clever and beautiful! Youve got money! So what if its for their carthey dont appreciate it. Go to the seaside. Live for yourself, just once.”
Antonia jerked awake in the darkness.
Her fish was swimming, still opening its mouth, but shed lost the ability to understand its language.
But she understood the most important truth: she didn’t need to sacrifice herself for ungrateful peoplefor those who wouldnt even make her tea, who wouldnt shelter her from the rain.
She took the money shed saved for their car and booked herself a trip to the coast.
She went, relaxed, and came back transformedradiant and sun-kissed.
Her son and daughter-in-law never noticed. They only called when they needed somethingmoney or help with the baby.
But Antonia started meeting men again, and soon struck up a relationship with a very charming manthe director of her restaurant. Hed liked her for ages, but shed been too preoccupied with Nicholas and Anna. Now things just clicked. They went to work together, came home together; life felt completely new.
One day, Anna popped in, all smiles.
“So, Mrs Peterson, why havent you dropped by or called? Nicholas found a car he likes” she hinted.
“Anna, was there something you wanted?” Antonia replied, folding her arms as Anna had done before.
Anna opened her mouth to reply, but was interrupted as a distinguished gentleman called from the living room:
“Toni, shall we have some tea?”
“Of course,” Antonia beamed.
“Invite your guest,” the man said, smiling.
“No, Annas leaving. She doesnt need tea, do you, Anna?”
Antonia closed the door behind her daughter-in-law, winked at the goldfish, and burst out laughing.
“Thats how its done!”
Antonia Peterson Walked Through the Rain with Tears Streaming Down Her Face, Grateful That No One Could See Her Crying—After All, It Was Her Own Fault for Arriving Uninvited. She Walked and Wept, Then Laughed, Remembering a Joke Where the Son-in-Law Asks His Mother-in-Law If She Won’t Even Stay for Tea. Now, Standing in Her Daughter-in-Law’s Hallway, She Found Herself in That Very Position—Crying and Laughing All at Once. At Home, She Shed Her Wet Clothes, Crawled Under a Blanket, and Sobbed Unrestrained, With Only Her Goldfish in the Round Aquarium to Hear Her Sorrows. Antonia, Once Popular and Attractive, Had Endured Abuse from Nikita’s Father, Who Became Possessively Jealous, Even of Strangers and Neighbors. After a violent beating witnessed by their son, Antonia’s father intervened, ejecting her husband and warning him never to return. Raising Nikita alone, Antonia chose never to remarry and devoted herself to her child, her successful career as a catering technologist, and saving for her son’s future—a flat and even a car for his family. Today, caught in a torrential downpour, she impulsively visited her son’s home to wait out the rain with a cup of tea and some friendly gossip, but her daughter-in-law Anastasia coldly refused her entry. Humiliated and soaked, Antonia wept again until she drifted to sleep and dreamed of her goldfish growing large and speaking: “Crying again? Foolish woman! They never even offered you tea. You spend your life saving for them, but they don’t appreciate it. Take that money and live a little—go to the seaside!” Inspired, Antonia woke, finally understood, and booked herself a seaside holiday with her savings. She returned transformed—sun-kissed and radiant—and found new happiness with the charming restaurant manager. And when Anastasia later tried to ask for help yet again, Antonia, arms crossed, politely declined tea—and for once, served herself first, winking at her goldfish in triumph.












